#yes i know it’s old i don’t care

[cryptiduni]

“white mourning.”

#‘‘A white mourning. A modern death. Divorce or something similar. All you can do is put more distance between you & him. make him smaller.’’ #jean is a very easy character to hate if you know nothing about him. & you know what they say. easy target doesn’t make for a good practice #judit literally compares harry to intellectually disabled man yet you don’t see ppl hating her because she is outwardly nice. #she’s polite yes but she doesn’t care as much as jean cares for harry #he is not perfect. he is mean. but loyal. if he truly didn't care he wouldn't hab come back to martinaise & coulda just reported harry’s as #he put up with du bois’ bullshit for years and built a toxic (totally straight) relationship with him yet always comes back. #he says he will leave you in the village to die but please understand harry isn't exactly a great person. especially pre-bender hdb. #planned a make up joke & put on a wig for hdb even tho he wasn’t the who started the whole fiasco #you can hate him all you want for leaving harry before & during tribunal but how could he have foreseen all this bullshit would have happen #his second leaving is kinda bullshit writing but #jv is dealing with his own demons too. clinical depression. partner almost died. job is shit. case spiraling out control #i do not blame the DE staff either. sometimes shit just happens. not everything needs a grand explanation. #but it definitely coulda been handled better. but i understand. resources were sparse. #i relate to ​jv. as someone with temper issues & attention problems i have to remove myself from the scene or i'll say shit i'd regret late #my man is having the worst week of his life. leave him alone. #kim is great but have u heard of a man who thinks he's old when he is only 30 & luvs horses & his commie boyfriend that he's divorcin' soon #disco elysium #de fanart #jean vicquemare #disco elysium fanart #jean heron vicquemare #jean posting #illustration #de #artists on tumblr #my art #I WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR MONTHSSS YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE. HE LITERALLY HAUNTED ME IN MY SLEEP!!! #i love him normal amount. very healthy. much feelings #my little maiu maiu

[simcardiac-arrested]

unleashes the horrors upon you (the horrors are my gay little ocs)

#hello gays come get yalls food #myart #yes the design notes are all useless. except for like ris’ one maybe #his design is very square bc he is. er. evil #anyway i really like how they all turned out :) my little guys #didn’t even struggle with the colors for that long (lie) #ok maybe some actual design notes or something similar #wt and ris both have lighter hair streaks and wrinkes bc they are. old👍 #and also ris and soar have the same hair and eye color. if u care #cd still has their fucked up eye of course <3 i like what i did with the hair too #bro cuts it themself it’s soo choppy and messy. but it’s ok it adds to the gamer charm #fta has heart shaped hair because. i want hearts to be part of his design tbh #like the gardener has a heart too. so #it’s bc he likes cute things btw. but he won’t admit it so don’t ask him #son giving you the tbh stare…. i feel like they are the type of autistic to make uncomfortable amounts of eye contact #they just dont know when to stop or look away #also their hair is matching with wt’s yayy!!! found family win i think #i mean with son it’s more like forced family but yknow #oc: weaving tales #oc: recognition in spirit #oc: cognitive dissonance #oc: spins on axis rapidly #oc: fates torn again #oc: speaks of nothing

[sugarcoatednightshade]

Tired of seeing fic on ao3 claiming to be based off dune the book series when it’s very obvious that the writer has only seen dune the movie(s).

Yes, it matters. Yes, these are very different works. You’re probably doing this for visibility; I don’t care. Archive Of Our Own is a fucking archive, stop labeling your works with a tag you know is factually incorrect. It makes it impossible for me to filter for fics I want to read.

#ao3 #dune #dune books #dune messiah #written because I’ve seen so many fics claiming to be based off the book who have no idea who Alia is #like girl! that’s my girl!!! #if your fic doesn’t contain Alia The Murderous Toddler then I don’t want it in my house in my home in my life #also the fight between feyd and paul went so differently in the books vs the movie. like it’s barely even an obstacle for Paul in the books #the differences are subtle in fic but really obvious if you’re expecting to see one thing and then all of a sudden it’s something else #(did I just describe all of fic? yes. but I hope y’all know what I mean. we are working off of different canon baselines) #seriously Alia is 15 pounds soaking wet three year old child. and she kills the baron . for fun… #also the fremen are not prudes. most people get this. but really neither is the rest of the empire??? I mean the harkonens obviously were. #.like that.. but also I get the feeling that no one else really cared #I’m only on the second book so I could be wrong. but from here it seems like the dune universe has a very fluid understanding of gender and #and sexuality. and polyamory. and drug use. #shout out to face changers gotta be one of my favorite genders btw #anyway. ugh. #long rant is long

[milimeters-morales]

i’m getting so many pro-israel propaganda commercials on my TV back to back and NONE of the coverage about what’s happening to Palestinians and not even the happier moments you’d think they’d try to twist as “Look at HAMAS forcing these HORRIBLE PALESTINIANS to say thank you after INNOCENT ISRAEL HOSTAGES were rescued by israeli troops” or “these kids are smiling and laughing it’s not that bad and all the photos you see of kids torn apart by rubble and missiles are fake”, they’re even using stuff the white house has literally walked back (but because Joe Biden keeps repeating it, that shit basically doesn’t matter to these people) and i’m not surprised in the slightest but damn the difference in what i’d see vs what my parents and grandparents would see is staggering. And the few family members that show me videos of children, covered in wounds and dirt and blood, saying “the jews did this to me” as a sort of “gotcha” on why supporting Palestine is antisemitic honestly blow my mind because you’re really going to focus on how a 6 year old, who lost so much in so little time, is using certain terms? You’re going to police this literal baby’s choice of words when they could die within the hour? You’re not going to focus on the adults who already think this way and already cause so much harm IN YOUR OWN COUNTRY??? You’d rather use a child’s possible last words as evidence that all Palestinians hate Jewish people and should be massacred??? You have NOTHING better to be doing??? Do you seriously only care about Jewish people when you can use them to further mass genocides???

#and the answer is yes they don’t care about us . they don’t care about ANYBODY unless it serves THEIR ideas. #like of course a kid blaming jews for all of this is bad but are you serious???? they’re like 7 years old!!! they’re gonna use the words+ #that they have!!!! they’re in shock!!! they’re horrified!! they’re angry!!! of course they won’t say ‘I hope all israel people who had a+ #hand in this stop this and NONE of the israel people who didn’t have any control can live peacefully with me :)’ #like be so serious. #plus if you use your fucking brain then you’d know that them saying that probably doesn’t reflect what they mean!!! hell there are videos+ #of kids SPECIFIALLY hoping Israel pays for what it’s done to them and nowhere do they mention Jewish people. don’t be a dumbass!! #palestine #free palestine

[genderqueermercury]

old man yaoi, send tweet

#olivia rambles #meme #old man yaoi #see saw #see and saw #rhythm heaven #rhythm heaven fever #im just being silly #yes i know saw is married #no i don’t care!!!! /j

[monkee-mobile]

I just showed my cousin the picture of mike nesmith’s giant fucking ass and she replied in a monotone voice: “oh. that’s… cool. that’s… so real.”

#mike nesmith #she’s so disappointed in me guys #she just got done trauma dumping to me and i’m like ‘hey so i need to talk about mike nesmith’s big butt because i have a hyperfixation’ #and yes… tonight the hyperfixation is mike #and you may be like ‘yeah is that new?’ but the hyperfixation is specifically on little strange mike nesmith intricacies that are always in #my mind but i don’t always FIXIATE on #like usually i do this with micky and mike is just my entire being but tonight it’s mike #like his big bum is one of the silly things and another is his emo fucking daughter and how much she looks like michael’s mother #like she really does it makes me cry i am not related to these people i do not know them but i care for the nesmith’s so deeply cause monkee #like she looks like her grandmother!! i can totally see phyllis in her but all mikes kids got his vibe #lil baby mikes #and his mother came out in his daughter !! genetics !!! #sorry for the rant in the tags if anyone sees this. i just love monkees so much #it’s like nothing i’ve ever loved before except maybe scooby doo when i was 6-9 years old

[thebrideofreanimator]

jonathan drew the lodger is autistic argue with the wall (a shitty 1am analysis)

1) frequently has odd social interactions/ is interpreted as weird by everyone for how he interacts with others. at the start, when first renting the room, he uses minimal speaking and is very to the point. once into the room, he gets very quickly overwhelmed from the interactions and has to ask for some alone time. he tends to be very to the point with many of his interactions and has a tendency to say things others find really odd that he treats as normal. he’s just kind of really quiet/reserved in general, and uses a lot of nonverbal communication.

2) at the start, when he first arrives at the house, he gets very startled by a sudden noise, more than what you’d expect, and it takes him a few moments to move past it. this can very easily imply having sensory issues

3) hes shown to sometimes have big outbursts that people may view as irrational. when joe (along with the rest of the family) walks in on daisy and him hugging and rapidly questions what they were doing, he very quickly gets worked up by the questions and the amount of people in his room and screams for them to get out.

5) another time he gets overwhelmed (when his room is being searched by the police) he’s shown to semi shut down and goes silent.

6) at the start of the film, after being left alone, he’s shown to be rapidly pacing around his room. aka stimming. (as an autistic person i can confirm i do this daily and this is valid proof)

7) he wears a scarf over the lower half of his face. he is quite literally masking

8) this man eats just straight bread and butter for dinner and as an autistic person i think that sounds like the dream

idk how to wrap things up so for a conclusion i’ll leave this picture of him staring at u with his autistic eyes

#i’m right i’m right i’m so right you all know i’m right #‘oh he’s just quirky so you think he’s a murderer-‘ DONTTT CARE #lodger spoilers #even though it’s 96 years old #the lodger 1927 #autism ramblings #yes i am aware this is poorly written please consider i don’t care

[hobisexually]

x

#it’s so fucking weird to know that. #idk. #I just turned 32 and yes! that is still young! #but all my friends my age are somewhere I’m not #and I think. until recently. I was still holding out #hope? maybe? that i would suddenly do a sprint and catch up with them #and be normal #have the life I always thought I would eventually lead #but the older I get and the more friends have babies and buy houses with their partner #I still……. don’t have that deep burning wish? and it scares me so much #but it also scares me to be so behind #and I always take soooooooo long with everything #even when I was 19 I behaved more like a 14 year old at times #and I’ve HAD this conversation with my mum I know it’s the ~trauma and a result of the emotional abuse #but I still hate it and it makes me feel so small #and when someone you’ve been in love with for longer than you care to admit #suddenly jokingly asks you what the status is re: wanting children #and you’re afraid to answer honestly because 1) the only future you’ve ever seen with anyone was with them everyone else scared you #(even though they also scare you. but differently) #and 2) what if it doesn’t align with the way they envision their life #what if that’s the final straw for them to be like . it’s not gonna be you . #because if I’m really honest a part of me still thinks we’re going to happen one day and I need to get OVER that but . yk? #like just last week I had a dream I was pregnant and I woke up genuinely terrified because I just don’t WANT it #it felt final? for the first time? I always had my options open and I love kids but I just. think I have decided I don’t want to birth any #and that is also terrifying. #idk I’m grieving being normal #and normal is relative #and 32 is young yes anything could happen #but holy fuck do I hate it #and I hate that my options are closing in on me and I hate the clock always ticking in the back of my mind but being unable to keep up

[babacontainsmultitudes]

*sighs in rarepair*

#yup it’s that time of the week where I vent in the tags about who knows what lol #You’re looking at me and you’re wondering who this is about #This is about me writing Sparrow x Nicky in Lawless lol #(Lawless is an ongoing fic of mine) #(Er technically Nick not Nicky- Nick Close? Yeah you know the one) #WHICH WAS ALWAYS THE PLAN #It’s not like a ship I’d want in canon per se (but then very few are) but idk they just give me Fiona and Marshal Lee vibes lol #But yeah not a new rarepair of mine in fact a pretty old one I just don’t talk about it cause literally no one else wants it LOL #And so I guess #idk in the context of the fic it’s like #The problem for me isn’t people not caring for the ship #Rather it’s the fear of them being turned off from the fic altogether due to its presence #But like I said this was always the plan (not that we’ve gotten there yet in the story) #So for me it’s part of the story #And it’s *my* fic #So yes I’m still gonna write it in #But idk I guess the thought of it all gets me a bit down/insecure #That’s it! #that’s my little secret lol #And now you know too #Person who decided to read my tags #It’s a silly thing to be down over really #But sometimes we get down over silly things #c’est la fucking vie!

[emeraldcreeper]

The way books are marketed now gives me fucking hives like it’s cool that you can find a romantic comedy where there’s fake dating (which is less fun when it’s characters I have to learn to care about it seems or I read a Bad One) but like I get so frustrated when all I read on a review is “this sapphic romance with xyz and trope trope trope is soooo spicy!” Just say it’s a romantic comedy with sex scenes, half the time they’re bad and awkward I just want lesbian porn that’s done well! And ain’t spiiicy scenes like cool I’d love to see good ones that aren’t written in to be there to say it’s spicy gimmie good porn in the romance novel make me love the characters instead of going oh they tick 3/5 diversity boxes that’s… so cool.

#I also forgot that sapphic ≠ lesbian so I accidentally read an awful m/f romance that was so British i dnf’ed it #I just want good romance novels and I feel like I’ve read them all now #and I hate ya I wanna see 40 year old women FUCK #I like new adult it’s fun ya is fine I’m just aged out of it most of the way so I just sorta go awwww babies! #instead of oh yes my age group #I just trawled a fucking book blog for sapphic books and got angry #when it’s tagged like fanfic I don’t know who the characters are #fics are tagged like that cause you care about the characters already #you don’t have to SAY it’s rivals to lovers say it’s a steamy romance between rivals who discover their relationship is a bit more than that #is it booktok books yeah but I can’t fucking find lesbians making out anywhere goddamn else #I think I’m gonna reduce myself to going back on goddamn goodreads #plus lgbt is in one category and I like m/m romance just fine but I’d like separate categories #so I don’t squint and ask myself if that’s a woman or not #I finished a very good series and I’m mad I can’t find more like it that’s my issue

[vervainium]

went to this vintage store with my mom and my grandma and i came across these two photos of a naked woman.

had to be from the 50’s probably, based on like the hair style and picture style.

and immediately i was like oh…

like this might be one of the few things left of this woman and it’s a naked picture of her for everyone to see AND it’s for sale

something about that made me sad and angry.

what was she like? what did she enjoy? her name wasn’t even written on the pictures. i know the shape of her boobs but not her name.

there’s something about vintage stores that make me super emotional and emotionally confused. because 85% of what’s in vintage stores, was loved by someone else 60 years ago. all those pictures of people from the 40s and 50s are dead. is but yet i hold them in my hands?

are they staring back at me? are they watching me look at them and wonder?

god fucking damn it, i wish i knew her name.

#my life would be so much easier if i just didn’t think #in the wide words of my boyfriend; #it is so easy to become absorbed in their unspoken lives #vervainium #vervains tad bits #vintage #vintage pictures #antiques #ANTIQUES ARE SAD IM SORRY THEY JUST ARE #when people sell old vintage photos it’s always weirds me out a little bit because you’re selling someone’s memories #yes they’re dead now and probably don’t care #but i do #i don’t want my memories to be sold when i die #i want them to be shared #i want people to know i lived #I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW MY NAME

[spacelesscowboy]

sorry but i still think it is so so crazy and insane to look at a child—ANY child, any teenager, ANYONE, but especially CHILDREN—and hit them. as a punishment or warning or whatever. that is so crazy to me. how could you ever look at a child and bring yourself to hurt them in any way shape or form??????????? that’s insane to me.

#emyrs.txt #tw childhood abuse #????? idk if this warrants that. but if i should more tags lemme know !! #YES. EVEN THE ANNOYING ONES. #spent. a great deal of time w my cousins’ friend the other day and she’s. technically 11 so. not a child in the technical sense. but anyone #under 17 to me is so so so young. (YES. i’m only 19. this isn’t bc i’m incredibly old and wise or whatever. it’s bc i’m old enough 2 see how #young i was then. if that makes sense. anyways). #and she was. SO INCREDIBLY annoying. and i have SO little patience and even less tact into how to get her to Stop. so i just smiled and #nodded and pretended that i wasn’t losing all of my patience. bc she is 11. and i remember being 11 & annoying. & being a kid means being #annoying anyways so whatever. #anyways. i hate thinking about my cousins and the kids in my family it makes me sick to stomach. #not bc their parents r abusive or whatever i just don’t think they’re getting the care and attention they need & i don’t want them to grow #up w as weird and fucked up feelings as me and my older cousins have. #also this whole thing is bc i was reading atla fanfiction and got sad about zuko. NWWNNDNDFN #literally i just can’t comprehend the idea of ever physically hurting a child. how do u live with urself afterwords. #i’m tired. this made me very sad. ok bye.

[fckedupnerd]

#I had not seen this photo before and FUCK ME I just legit screamed at how sexy and cut his arms are here #looks at the fuckin shoulder definition #he’s so gorgeous wtf #yes I know it’s an old pic but I don’t even care #he looks amazing here and I’m gonna fantasize about having those arms wrapped around me if I want to #🥵🥵🥵 #mathew baynton #mat baynton #wrong mans era I think (2014) #my fave era anyway #like a Sam Pinkett AU where he’s happy and not embroiled in anything nefarious and is just my sexy skinny boyfriend #yup… that’s the fantasy just shhhhhh let me enjoy it

[supergraphicultramoderngirl]

bitches will call a character a comfort character meanwhile that character has never once known peace in their entire life let alone comfort. it’s me i’m bitches

#YES i know this meme is old. NO i don’t care. #and yes this is about that gay bitch from stranger things no i don’t want to talk about it #happy birthday to him ig #mari is irrelevant

[ohwhatagloomyshow]

There are two wolves inside you. One of them worships at the altar of canon compliance and the other knows with their whole being that their headcanons are better than canon, actually.

#This is unfortunately about scarlet hollow #HOW OLD ARE WE DEVS #HOW OLD IS ANYONE IN THIS TOWN!!! #im convinced we’re mid-20s and all the parents are too old #am I convinced we’re mid-20s cause my mom died when I was in my mid-20s and I’m too emotionally invested in the characters?? #YES! BUT WHO CARES #I am going to write about Vivian scarlet and it’s gonna make me do some math and I’m MAD about that #the obvious answer to this dilemma is ask the devs but my GUT is telling me the devs don’t know #or they have a vague idea

[earmo-imni]

Why must my mother constantly engage in a fucking pissing match with my eleven-year-old brother.

#like yes i get it he’s irritating and frustrating and stressful as all hell #but you are his parent #worse you adopted him #at a year old #knowing full well he came from foster care and was born with drugs in his system and might have problems down the line #and indeed he fucking did #so stop being a passive aggressive piece of shit lashing out at a mentally ill 11yo bc he triggered your rsd and trauma #you don’t even fucking apologize or try to make up for it #you just hurt him and me and daddy #at least learn to shove it down like i did #or better yet actually find people who can watch him sometimes #so you can get a break because you clearly need one #mom problems #bro problems #child abuse #maybe #just in case #vent #vent in tags #marijn vents #marijn talks