#yes this is about one particular friend

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Wardrobe Woes

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Yes: there are people who read these comics who don't know much about mdzs. Several are my beloved and supportive friends B'*) #This comic in particular is one that I've been thinking about for a very long time and I'm so happy to finally be here! #I was trying to think about how to explain the social rules of the forehead ribbon and the reason lwj was so upset #and the metaphor of 'it's kind of like wwx accidently undoing lwj's bikini in front of a crowd.' came to mind. #of course there's a bit more to it than that but the point here is that - accident or not - it still embarrasses lwj #wwx doesn't get the entire context behind it (at the time. Now he *does* and it all makes a bit more sense) #But he knows he made lwj upset. He knows he doesn't want to put lwj in another embarrassing situation. #Not after all this. Not after everything. Not after realizing that his desire for friendship might be the kind of desire that ruins lan zha #Love the symbolism of the archery outfits being red during this moment of 'whoops only married couples can do that' moment. #What if we accidental proposed............accidental marriage....accidental kiss the bridegroom....accidental fall in love. #Guess we did inadvertently get the puffy sleeves and bikini outfits in the end. #wwx in an old timey bathing suit is so important to me. I'll die on this hill. #lwj's cute little box is inspired by @lazycranberrydoodles's cute fan art <3 I love it a lot

[bandtrees]

the “good luck liking this character because all people get out of their arc is the surrounding satosugu” club

shoko

riko

yuta

#babbles #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk spoilers #in Tags #sooo tired of how ppl treat shoko like the only person geto+gojo are important to are eachother #as if their thing wasn’t being. A Trio #like hidden inventory is not just geto and gojo. there is a whole entire third person in that friend group #riko saddens me because (pronoun hcs incoming) his arc is so so tragic and he’s such a good character and YES the impact he had #on geto+gojo emotionally is important in fact that’s the entire reason he exists as a character. but its still saddening to care about riko #and only have people talk about him in the context of his role in other people’s arcs and how his death made geto Sooo Sad and not #his death being tragic in its own right because he had an entire life to live and was a kid who up until then thought he wanted to die #(I LOVE GETO HES ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS BUT CAN WE CARE ABOUT RIKO ON HIS OWN… pls…) #yuta here is mostly because jjk0 is just the satosugu movie to some people. But he doesn’t get this treatment As bad as the other two #(hmm shoko and riko in particular i wonder why.. #obligatory I LIKE SATOSUGU I JUST THINK PEOPLE ARE ANNOYING

[sneez]

The General in Retirement / written 28.08.22

#my writing #new poem! and in a New and Fashionable Format (i.e. printed out stuck in my journal on top of tissue paper then scanned) #the tissue paper is william morris by the way :-D i love william morris. my grandpa loves william morris. we all love william morris #yes this is another fairfax poem. what can i say i love him a lot #also ive been doing dissertation research over the summer and my dissertation is about him so hes been On My Mind #the inspiration for this one comes from a quote i read describing his victory at naseby in [clears throat] A More Particular and Exact #Relation of the Victory obtained by the Parliaments Forces under the Command of Sir Thomas Fairfax (report to parliament) #in which the author wrote that 'before the fight his former lookes were like a dead man to what he had when he went to engage' #and that made me Think a lot. i will not go into more detail as the poem basically Is the more detail but i wanted to include the #inspiration somewhere even if only in the tags (for tag perusers to find. secret contextual information as a gift for you) #i wrote this whilst i was camping this past week :-) you can imagine me sitting by a lake in a field in herefordshire with my notebook #i hope the scan turns out ok i had to wrestle with my printer to get it to cooperate and even then it's a bit blurry in places #anyway! i hope you are all doing well my very dear friends :-) i love you all very much. shaking your hands with good affection #no doubt when i post this i will find 10000000000 mistakes. but no matter i will cope [said through gritted teeth]

[la-galaxie-langblr]

Never beating the autism allegations

#over the past few months at least 4 autistic/nd people have said to me “ah yes fellow autistic person” or smth similar #and like on one hand i do see where they're coming from cus i do have several traits #but on the other hand the majority of those traits are probably due to anxiety #which i'm not diagnosed with either but far more convinced that i do have #idk i have too much going on to worry about it but it's still a bit strange just living my life and this one friend in particular going #“autism moment” or smth like that #i know he means it lovingly but idk mixed feelings about it #ugh #ellis exclaims #edit: by “several traits” i mean that this one friend has pointed out to me a lot of things i do that line up with certain autism things

[levil0vesyou]

Having a post get popular enough to be independently reblogged by someone you follow but aren't mutuals with is. Wild

#yes it was the sex poll obvs #given the person is a minor i'm very glad they picked answer one lmao #like i do think minors in general are allowed to want and even have sex (with each other obvs) but when it's a minor i personally follow it #would just make me feel pretty weird lmao. like on a personal level ya feel? i mean when u reach an even closer level it becomes not weird #again like my dear friend ness (17yo) who afaik doesn't actually HAVE any sex but occasionally wants to and i support her hot girl summer. #but as stated this person barely knows i exist i just follow his blog (i used they earlier but this was incorrect but tumblr won't let me e #edit the tag 😔) and he's 16yo so seeing him talk about wanting and/or having sex would have been. uncomfortable. like obvs he'd be allowed #to because my personal discomfort is no indication of morality but you get it. like if my big little cousin (she's 15 now by god the years #don't stop coming) were to talk about sex and stuff to me or within earshot i would ummm. throw myself out the window? but like i'd still t #try to be supportive and if push comes to shove then yes i would give her condoms 😔 cuz like if a minor wants sex i will not be able to sto #stop them lmao but i can at least try and make it somewhat safe y'know #actually i remembered i have literally given a 15yo a condom before lmao she's prolly over 20 now but like as the adult dormmate it was alm #almost like a responsibility y'know like what do you want me to DO?? let her get pregnant?? anyway enough tangent lmao #btw all this is also why in the poll i included 'too young' but didn't specify an age cuz that's individual y'know. some people are p late #bloomers (i was one) while others choose to have consensual sex by 14 y'know. not something i like to think about but that doesn't mean it #won't happen ya feel. i mean what am i the american education system? lmao. so some ppl have interpreted being 17 as too young but there's #also folks like this who clearly consider 16 old enough and that's defo ppl's good right. and again i usually don't mind just the fact that #he in particular is someone i already knew made it uncomfy. but anyway yea back on topic it's very interesting in general when your post #gets big enough to independently make it to ur dash thru a non mutual lmao. love the hellsite honestly where else amirite #personal #mine #ok to rb ig #like the actual body of the post anyway. i'd be pretty uncomfy if said person saw my tags on this cuz y'know it's kind vagueing even if it' #not negative but anyway. anyway #*kinda

[moonsnogger]

His room smells like it always has, and we lie across his bed like we always do. Our bodies look like railings on a train track. Dust collects on the frames of Hayley’s portraits like the sand dunes. Their eyes don’t follow me. But mine follow the shape of his hair when he tucks it out of his face.

The second drawer of his dresser houses a sleepy orphanage of dolls Pippa used to build. I think about the body I inhabit - its spine contorted to hide what I asked it not to do, its bones shaped for some destiny I’ll never fulfill. Can it ever sit there too?

I think I’d let him keep it, should he ever want to try it on. Maybe in exchange, I could have his hands and height, but he wears those well. There are limitations to that sort of pottery.

He shows me hentai he’s read. We laugh. We kiss. I get him hard as a sort of game. Neither of us are particularly invested. But my fingers still know the dips in his stomach. My mouth knows his as a child knows a swing set. My eyes are greener here. I wished his hips were wider.

His brow furrows when I adjust my binder. I’m not sure which of us said it first. But he knows it as I do.

“I pretend you’re a girl when we kiss.”

I feel the corner of his mouth tilt upward against my own.

“Dude,” he begins, and I see a chuckle building at the base of his neck. “I would be a great girlfriend.”

He wouldn’t. His hands would wander toward the waist of another and it would be over fast. But I didn’t even mind the sarcasm. Secrets pass through the space between our chests like water. I poke his side the way he does to me. But he smiles, and so do I.

I wonder how much of me is a woman to him. He probably wonders the same.

“I’ll put you in one of my old dresses,” I reply. “I’ll make you very pretty.”

He winks. The bastard. “I’m looking forward to it.”

He never lies to anyone.

#writing #transmasc #trans #idk man #this is about one of mt best friends #a cis-ish straight-ish guy who is basically just me we are very similar people #and some complicated feelings i have about him that arent that intense but theyre still interesting to write wbout #this particular event happened like last year? or 2021 idk #quite soon after i came out to him as trans masc #weve always had a very weird relationship lol but we love eachother a lot #idk i was very mildly attracted to him at one point #but also very envious of him #ye #hes probably not gonna see this he hasnt been on tumblr in years #queer #anyway #gender #the experience of having what could be called a homosexual experience but #neither of us were perceiving the other as a man LMAO it’s complicated #mlm but like weirdly

[pr-fae]

Sometimes I look at “callout” posts or people airing their dirty laundry on the internet and just think “This could of been a email at maximum.”

#this isn’t any one thing in particular #sometimes stuff like wombland or sometimes the drama that pops up in rhe community or in other fandoms - it could of literally been a email #or a DM whichever you like #however the drama loving side of me is living for it like yes tell the public every intimate detail of your conflict with your ex babe #no one needed to know that but you really posted it for the world to see instead of talking with them privately ❤️ #watched a 13 part saga about two friends fighting because one dated another’s ex fling #like none of that needed to be online but I did in fact listen to every 3 minute part ❤️

[tortademaracuya]

*spongebob's hawaiian cocktail playing* I'm gonna end up texting first like always aren't I

#bro i feel so lonely 😭 #if i text this one friend and actually say yes im most likely gonna feel even shittier afterwards like always but like #i dont have. a lot of options to choose from. haha #:( #i wish i still had people that wanted to hang out with me i have to do everything lately #and i feel like such a burden asking people to put up with me #i passed near an ex friends house today so im feeling too nostalgic ig #tengo que levantar la pala de una buena vez asi no tengo tiempo para nada. ni para sentirme mal #haunted.txt #i do all the reaching out on this one friendship in particular #be it trying to check on her. just talk or visit #i dont mind going to buenos aires but it would be nice if we could hang out here sometimes #and I KNOW she comes here sometimes. she just never wants to see me in particular when she does :( #she always has other stuff going on the few times we hang out so she will either be ignoring me #or doing whatever else she needs to do while i wait outside or drag behind her #which i dont mind usually! i love acompanying friends to do whatever tasks they need to do #but when i see a friend i had to travel 2 hours to get there and we see each other maybe two times a year #it would be nice if at least i could talk to them for more than 5 minutes you know :) #im probably complaining about stupid stuff

[hirunoka]

... Nothing new, but Eric's eyes are so beautiful :') I'm making a gifset for his birthday and I keep getting lost in his eyes and in his angelic voice that soothes my soul whenever I listen to him. Oh, I also I adore his hand gestures.

#eric william morris #get ready for me to keep talking about him Ash #he is my cute pigeon and I loooove him #EWM fandom is in a deep sleep btw I guess #😂 #gosh #I wanna go back to 2019 for a week #I miss some parts of 2019 #I miss talking to that one particular dear friend and sending each other letters #I miss discovering new musicals and talking about them #and much more #ugh #the moment when you're making gifs and they send you back to 2018-2019 and then you feel all emotional #Eric has this effect on me yes #and he will always hold a special place in my heart #I don't think there will be a time I'll forget about him #not that I could anyway #damn #I feel so nostalgic right now that I'm two seconds away from tearing up

[bumblingbabooshka]

Teen!Tuvok and Teen!B’Elanna should meet and immediately kill each other over fanfiction

#B'Elanna: I think Greshna should get get with the prince! They've been pining for each other for 40 chapters now and he's always so kind to #her and even though she has ferengi dna he's NEVER made fun of her ears - he loves her no matter what she looks like! It's so romanti- #Tuvok: I think she should form a relationship with Maltuk the disgraced warrior. #B'Elanna:..................(about to lose it) the murderer? #Tuvok: (shrugging) Are all warriors not murderers? She could fix him. Her and the prince are somewhat...................dull. In comparison. #-and then they start pulling each other's hair- #I headcanon that B'Elanna REALLY likes the 'I love you no matter what you look like' thing and other really sweet tropes like it #bc of her own insecurities...she'd love if someone made her feel beautiful like that <3 #and Tuvok is an emotional rebel who'd love if some hot person was like 'hop on the back of my space motorcycle! Let's run away from home! #I have issues and you can fix them! Love conquers all!' so they do NOT often agree #not OFTEN....but I do think those interests overlap in like....sadboys. Older B'Elanna and Tuvok would NOT be into this but teen B&T?? Yes. #Sadboy character: I'm so misunderstood....and so are you....and I think you're so pretty and right all the time...fuck those bullies and our #parents and society....can I read you a poem? I wrote it for....um...no one in particular... #B'Elanna: -shaking Tuvok violently- I BET HE WROTE IT FOR [US]!!! <- bland main character of holonovel #Tuvok: (gripping her hands so hard from excitement) Logically. Quiet. I cannot hear. #And yeah - if it's not a fic longer than the gd odyssey are they even gonna BOTHER reading it? <- they're both into slowburn. #st voyager #B'Elanna #Tuvok #Teen Janeway and Chakotay are like having an actual romance while their friends go absolutely wild

[alasblogpoetry]

two

i do not remember dying, but i know that i am dead, words have changed in their color, joy has got a diff'rent smell, anger melted into something that i do not understand, hell is frozen, love is liquid, death is dying, life is dead, earth is spinning wrong direction, i and i are not the same, i like thinking i am perfect, but i know that i am not, maybe that is why i'm death'd, maybe why i'll die again, i can't fathom how i'll perish, but i hope i get the chance.

#the mind of a poet is one that is all over the place all the time #it is like a thousand ping pong balls bouncing around the room #sometimes i manage to catch one of the ping pong balls and put it into words #this particular one has been significantly harder to catch than most others #several months ago i noticed that something has changed #and i couldn't figure out how to feel about it #on one hand i knew that everyone changes in one way or another #on the other hand i did not like the direction i changed in #on the third hand i realize that i changed in several directions and that the mean average change was most likely neither good nor bad #simply different #on the fourth hand the logical mind could not overcome the emotional mind #the mind of a poet is one that is both logical and emotional #and a poem is a conflict between the two minds hoping to be resolved #i believe writing this piece has put a very big conflict within me to rest #yes i miss the old me #i think he was a better person and i would want to be friends with him more than he would want to be friends with me #but i also realize that however hard i try i will not be him again #and that's okay - change is not about going back #it is about going forward #it is time i work on becoming a person better than both the old me and the current me #the mind of a poet is a fluid one #it uses poetry as a way to grow #i caught the ping pong ball #it is time i catch another one #thanks for reading <3 #alasblog #poetry #alasblogpoetry #by emerald

[noxtivagus]

fr this time onwards i'm gna be more active on tumblr, so i'm gna fix my theme ✨

#🌙.rambles #n my tags! n my older posts #i ramble sm here omg i think i'll make a sideblog for spam >< #i'm bad at social media bcs i disappear from time to time #but i wna make friends here ( esp ffxiv ) so yeah c: #pardon if i'm shy tho >< #i'm gna fix my life tho so i'll try my best yes <3 #i've become more attuned to my reality ever since 2022 #but now i'd like to focus more again on my inner life c: #no time for shyness anymore. i'll make more conscious efforts to fall less into nervousness #i'll fix my sleep first. no more staying up too late #i'll continue playing nier. i played it once then never touched it again bcs my mental health flopped a few days after #but i'm better now!!!! i'm just gna be like myself again #i have reached a consensus #there is one particular thing i don't care about anymore so #i'll focus on myself. as i've always done

[petrichorvoices]

the urge to show people the sims we’ve been making of ourselves vs the anxiety of “oh [fictive] very obviously looks like [artist]’s interpretation of the character people will notice and think we’re weird and blacklist us from fandom forever”

#no we don’t know why we have that anxiety either. yes it’s very annoying #we’ve put so much time into these sims and we’re almost done the ones we want to do #we thought about just sending pictures to our friends but it feels weird to be all ‘hey look at us’ #so. idk. shrugs. hell world #rambling #maybe we’ll just post people who don’t look like any particular interpretations we’ve seen?