#yet another personal attack

[hwanswerland]

happy birthday jazzy @woosansang ♡♡♡

#fio.gifs #tuserjazzy #atzsource #san #wooyoung #yeosang #im very sorry i really wanted to include the knees in some way but i couldnt find any video that would have fit the rest of the vibe #the amount of shit i found on discord lmao but most of that i couldnt really put here so #also i hope you rb this at least twice bc i put that san first so the next time i see him in my notes its at least my own set #i hope you have a great day after all the stressful things happening <33 #*like they're probably still happening but idk what words to use here rn but you get me #i hope you find some time between all that to at least yell at me for this and roasting and personally attacking you yet another time lmao #thank you for being my friend <3 have the best time today with your friends <3 #(sorry im still sick my brain is fried i cant think so this half assed whatever has to do sorry)

[clotpolesonly]

Declan and his guns

Dream Thieves ch 2 // Dream Thieves ch 22 // Call Down The Hawk ch 38 // Mister Impossible ch 37 // Greywaren ch 25

#declanedit #trcedit #tdtedit #Declan Lynch #TRC #TDT #he has a gun in his dorm room #he has a gun in his car #he has a gun in the childhood bedroom he hasn't lived in since before his father died #he has a gun taped to the underside of his kitchen table #he has a warehouse or storage locker with yet more guns #what are the odds he has one in his bedside table and another under his pillow and another in his glove box and another in his trunk and #everywhere he might be attacked he has something to defend himself #and there's nowhere that that isn't a possibility #i'm surprised he doesn't have one on his person at all times #the only reason he doesn't is that it would raise eyebrows and he can't afford that #quote posts

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

nah but like

they're "seiros lapdogs" because they're fighting back against the people who attacked them completely unprovoked??? also because it so happens that thales is at garreg mach so they have to go there to reclaim the area to defeat him???

i just hate this because it's just perpetuating things about faerghus and its people that just aren't true. it frames it like they jumped into the war willingly for the church and that they're only here for the church. like nah buddy, it's not faerghus' fault you're out here fighting to protect thales and ludwig.

it also is batshit to me how he and leopold are fighting to stop faerghus from advancing but like... they know what's happening to the empire and that edelgard isn't even calling the shots anymore, yet they still stupidly fight for the very person who is literally razing their country and burning their villages. they know the empire is in shambles and that the kingdom isn't targeting them and is specifically aiming for gm to get it back from who? thales; who, mind, at this point is in his real form and not posing as arundel anymore. everything is laid out plainly, but they still act like faerghus is the bad guy.

but yeah, okay. faerghus BaD for defending themselves, fighting back, finding out who is behind all the puppeteering and heading to take him out. sure, that makes them seiros lapdogs. like what are you, an agarthan mouthpiece??? may as well be like yeah you go retreat and leave you agarthan lapdog. if they don't realize it's Someone Else in charge of course, then ludwig lapdog works fine too.

and it sucks because other than this shit, i like waldemar just fine as a character. it's just like, it feels like they forced someone to have to stick in that final faerghus BaD insult before the grand finale so they just randomly picked someone to remind us that faerghus is Always Wrong as long as they continue to fight back and prevent being attacked in the future.

waldemar here is just basically ag caspar. fighting and risking his life for thales, who is destroying the empire and basically holding the emperor hostage. if the writing here had any decent plot points, they would've all stopped and have been like hey wait, shouldn't we be fighting to get our emperor back? why are we stopping these guys from killing the people who are destroying this country?

and like, they literally went from siding with ludwig during the insurrection to siding with edelgard in this timeline to... jumping immediately back to ludwig as soon as he was at the top of the food chain (thales notwithstanding). as soon as the person in charge changes, they jump ship immediately; then of course get mad that the people they attacked are coming after them... and fighting them as they defend the very people who are letting adrestia become a literal, physical ruin.

it really just tells me that these people don't care about adrestia itself, but status, power and wealth. they don't care about the country itself as long as they're doing well. that's like, the only thing i can get from still fighting with/for ludwig/thales. the fact that they just fight for ludwig again as soon as edelgard is out of commission is also pretty gross to me. they have no loyalty at all.

and it's like, i want to like waldermar and leopold, but they come across as just selfish, entitled and only there for their own asses to be covered. and i get that - that is a realistic take on politicians, but the fact that the game regularly loops back around to faerghus BaD despite that and despite portraying these people as opportunistically selfish is like... what are they even trying to write??

#DCB Three Hopes Run #ah yes. the hours i wait for to post this stuff. #it's like whenever i finally find an adrestian character i like they have them spew some bs like this #or in ferdie's case i loved him and hopes made him another edelgard simp instead of like #the one person around her who contested her views and BLATANTLY OUTRIGHT told her "you're wrong'' #but ofc yes edelgardwash him bc that's too extreme in a fodlan game #and in this case with waldemar it's not EVEN edelgard. it's just ''faerghus evil for trying to retake gm'' #''we attacked gm and won so it's OURS now the ppl who lived there first don't matter anymore'' #''what do you mean it's being held by a threat to all of us? no such thing only you are a threat'' #literally like they either killed off the adrestians offscreen or made them stupid as fuck just to have you #fight named characters. like if leopold KNOWS all of this then why is he STILL fighting and acting like it's for adrestia #when his actions in that moment were actively HARMING adrestia? #but yet somehow it like I said loops back to faerghus bad... but yet the writing in general #does portray faerghus as doing the right thing... and then has other characters insist they're bad #and so much so like they're purposely shoving it in your face TO believe it #it's like saying someone helped save a village from destruction and protected all the children in a safe shelter #but a bunch of characters say those ppl are evil and it keeps pressing and pushing that statement OVER and over #like rly what are you trying to write with this? i love ag but the last few chapters are just like #wow how dare you try to kill ludwig the one true future of adrestia who is being puppeteered by thales. like. okay.

[olliebjorkstrand]

is it bad if i say that i hope gary bettman suffers a really painful death 🧍‍♀️ because i do feel that way

#clearing yet another abuser to play in the league PERSONALLY #i hope he gets attacked with knives

[forestials]

I’ve been back on tumblr for over a year, so here’s the 2022 redux of an old post from last year.

#celebrimbor #annatar #the silmarillion #silvergifting #sauron #my art #forestials art #lovingly gaze! lovingly gaze! #this is yet another case of drawing something like two months ago and then ruminating on it for ages #but Amazon personally attacked me so I’m posting it to make me feel better

[k-white]

At this point this site is my thoughts dump regarding Thai shows(and rarely something else)

So I was watching a reaction to MLC cuz I can't have enough of this show and I wanna see what other people feel watching it, I was watching and noticed that some scenes where missing and went to the comments to see if it was said that thei edited the video and cut out part of it to make video shorter and there the reactor said that in the reaction they accidentally skipped I believe the third part of the episode and whent directly to the fourth, anyway I decided to read the comments and replies and somebody was talking about the cheating plot and how it wasn't present in the final cut and was wondering what could have happened between Alan and Wen and what could have Alan done to make Wen that pissed and this was a normal comment asking questions a lot of people are wondering about this 2... but then in the replies a person said that it was probably in the og script by Jojo and remarked that he is the director they hate the most... HATE THE MOST??? exuse me have we watched the same shows by the same person? like Jojo is amazing and mind you I have yet to finish a couple of his shows(mostly 3 will be free cuz it gaves me anxiety lol but that is just a me thing) mostly cuz I have barely any time to binge watch, but I saw Mama GoGo, Warp Effect, Dirty Laundry and am halfway trough NLMG(again no time!) and the first 2 are some of my favourite of this year! I love how he is able to meke me like even the messiest of characters and he make such compelling storylines that are actually quite unpredictable from the start of the show also I really like his directing style a lot and he always give us new and original stories compared to remakes or book adaptations(wich can be good but the nivelty of them is not there and a lot of people tend to spoil for those who have no possibilities to get the source matirial)...

I really felt bad reading that comment cuz I love Jojo not just as a director but as a person as well he is such an adorable guy so happy and smiley with a good pool of references to Western and Asian pop culture

I had to say this cuz I cannot accept Jojo slander! the man is a gift to that hellish company and we need him and his shows!

thanks for reading this rant appreciated

here take this🚩 in honor of Jojos next project Only Friends...

#thai drama #jojo tichakorn #mama gogo #the warp effect #dirty laundry #never let me go #3 will be free #only friends #moonlight chicken #< tagging this cuz I saw the comment in a MLC reaction #sorry if this is attacking another person #I felt like that comment was very disrespectfull torwords a very hardworking person that always try to make a show unique and interesting #And I love Jojo I have yet to see a show of his that I don't like #they are always so full of life and messy in the best way! like he lets his characters mess up and atone for theire mistakes #never making them full black and white

[beeapocalypse]

trying to craft a funger oc like aughhhh i can see him i can picture him in my head right now [image of the most off putting little man possible]

#he does not have a name yet but he DOES have a vague concept. author from the eastern union who got drafted into the military and-- #--met another guy during the 1 week he had b4 getting shipped out to basic training. they immediately develop a WAY intense relationship-- #--and constantly send letters to each other. author is a total chickenshit and comes to cope w the violence of war thru-- #--alcoholism and a complete retreat into his obsession w the other man. gets a couple wires crossed and has his lust morph into more + more #--violent fantasies that the other man plays along w bc its Fun+Wild (at its core its the authors desire for CONTROL. if hes the one-- #--bringing the pain then hes safe. even better if its with the single person in existence he feels like he can trust during that-- #--period of time). manages to live throughout the rest of the war and rushes back to his lover. spends a slowly degrading week w him where- #--the man comes to realize what he thought of as simple metaphor+exaggeration was TRUE desire from the author + the author flounders-- #--without the then expected+familiar terror day in and day out. culminates in the man demanding the author leave and never try to contact-- #--him again (saying their romance was wild and exciting and unlike anything hed ever experienced but the only good way it couldve ended-- #--was if the author died out on the front and forever left him Wanting without the actual reality of those desires realized) and the-- #--author either tries to shoot himself or the man (fails to do so. lol) b4 running off to the first train out of town. worlds messiest guy #ya it leans a bit into samarie territory but hes fun. his theoretical ending b would probably have smth to do w sylvian worship + marriages #even more vague idea for his moonscorched form is a sopping wet pathetic red wolf ('red wolf' being one of the mans terms of endearment-- #--thru their wartime love letters) w its legs tangled up in barbed wire so it has to drag itself around. red bc its incredibly-- #--thin skin (<-- do you get it .) splits and bleeds thru with every movement. a lot of whining and incoherent babbling as it hesitates to-- #--ACTUALLY attack anybody. should have some cock horror element but ive no ideas on that front LOL #skill ideas are persistence predator (more melee damage dealt the less mind hes got- a backstory choice where he focuses entirely on the-- #--love letters rather than splitting focus on his on-pause career with short stories) and an unnamed one playing into his terror/lust deal- #--where he gets a buff to either melee damage or speed when his phobia is active. want to come up with at least one more though #mmmaybe him being an author doesnt play that well into his concept as a whole but hes my strangeguy so whatever

[kathrynmjaneway]

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#boyfriend update?? boyfriend update. #im still so so obsessed with him #he is just the kindest person out there #he just /does/ things for me #acts of service anyone??? hhhhh #hes taking me out for dinner for my birthday on thursday #i also got a cold and then promptly infected him #i warned him and he was like i dont care i probably already have it anyway and kissed me #im also a good 60hrs into playing elden ring now with him as a my backseater and personal cheerleader #its still so much fun and its the best #im about to enter the endgame part according to him #im in the snowy area (i cant remember names lmao) #stats are like im level 103 or smth #im a battle mage so im bumping up my intelligence as my highest stat #im so so close to have int 60 so i can use renallas staff #and i got the moon smth catana which i LOVE #and another sword that might be slightly better in damage and looks cool but i dont wanna part with the catana yet bc of its special attacks #i have both equiled anyway #also! bc this was about him and now my elden ring journey #i introduced him to my parents aaaaaahhhh #and it went really well!!!! #so that's a milestone right there i guess! #personal #my parents said i looked very happy with him and that thats the most important thing and i am so ridiculously happy with him #still wild to me that i said okay i wanna have a romantic partner and a relationship and then went out and got that for myself

[divinekangaroo]

not the paper nor the words we waste (but time and lives) - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Post S4 and pre S6, snippets of Thomas Shelby's political career.

Ch 1: On the proposed Measure to Grant the Government Additional Powers to Seize the Children of Narrowboat Dwellers who fail to comply with compulsory School Attendence. A day very early in his career where junior Minister Thomas Shelby must defend the right of families to live together on narrowboats.

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Note, notwithstanding the 'incomplete' nature, each chapter is substantively a standalone work/one-shot. Tags will update to reflect additional chapters. .

Tommy Shelby, Various Ministers | (Superficial View of) Politics (as a Forum for Identity Assault), Parliament, Alternative Universe Politics, Public Speaking, The Inherent Humiliation and Sledging Associated with Speaking in Parliament, Slurs, Nastiness, Bullying, Irony <-Deep Deep Irony, Schadenfreude, Fremdscham, Secondhand Embarrassment, Work, Imperialism, Class Issues, Colonial Constructs

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Writers notes for any interested (also in the tags):

Chapter 1 was drawn from a transcript of a similar argument tabled at Parliament in 1930 (?) I think and again over time (IIRC? read it a few months ago with some searing statements burned into my brain, flinching a little). The politicisation of the lifestyles of people who live and work on narrowboats has a very long and painful history.

I imagine the possibility of the rueful and somewhat bitter realisation when Tommy walks into Parliament to discover his (at that time unknown to any minister) very specific childhood the subject of heated political debate. That he doesn't necessarily want to defend that for personal reasons, but has to recognise that his life wasn't everyone's life, and also that cannot *not* defend that way of living because...well...the alternative he notes in his argument. The consequences of sweeping policy that is typically unconsidered.

I also imagine that suddenly having this in his face in Parliament at a time when he is least mentally stable, could feasibly have contributed further to the breakdown of those boundaries between his war trauma and childhood trauma -> this way in S5 his narrowboat references / childhood trauma references become that increasingly heavy shadow.

#my writing #peaky blinders #peaky blinders fanfic #tommy shelby #He's in parliament #how more 'legitimate' could you be? And yet #in parliament his identity is shredded even more than in any other arena he's attempted before; the backflip on his capitalist enterprise- #-necessary to be reasonably legitimate in the labour party #at absolutely the best time for him to cope with such personal attacks too /irony #i have about three more short snip ideas #i need another WIP like /not/ but console myself this is more a container for related one-shots (thou shalt not develop a rising plot arc) #all about the secondhand embarrassment i'm so sorry i swear i'll go to hell for this; certainly not for any form of smut #TBH this is actually quite difficult to write because again it becomes real-world-issue-adjacent in a way that is difficult to navigate #in the superficiality that is fanfic #political issues only utilised (as SK does the concept of the Fascist) to become instead a Deeply Personal Threat to Tommy

[priestofberath]

it will never not be funny 2 me that in fnv, if you’re not either stupid or a gay man, the only way to get arcade as a companion is to undergo the pain of performing 500 billion Tasks for the followers and/or giving them all your med x. but if you’re stupid enough or gay enough you can just go up to him like Hey I’m stupid / Hey I like Men and he’ll just drop everything and follow you into the desert to go get killed in the desert. also doesn’t he drink your soda if you give him soda

#i also like how arcade is im pretty sure the most built companion #ive played hardcore before and i dont think hes ever actually died. in hardcore #or ever gone unconscious in normal mode. #whereas veronica and rex being melee attackers do good damage but kick the bucket on the regular #raul and boone are more durable but still eat shit on the occasion #i have the yes man companion mod and even he went down once #admittedly because he was standing in the middle of a circle of like 4 deathclaws but still #arcade will blast god in the face with a laser pointer and just not even care #he's the most dangerous man in the mojave wasteland. AND he has poor self esteem. #ok that being said i recently got the benny returns mod and ulysses companion mod #but havent actually gotten that far yet to meet them #so im kind of curious to see like. how that goes #my prediction is benny is going to get his shit kicked in on the reg but ulysses will be just as strong as arcade if not more so #why does ulysses have 11 charisma btw #he doesnt blink just stares at you like someones kid in line at mcdonalds #and talks exactly like someone who hasn't interacted with another person in like a year which he hasn't #ulysses kind of owns btw. i love listening 2 his podcast #ok i need to stop saying shit in the tags. God blass. Fallout Brain Rot

[navree]

it's fodder for excellent drama but let's admit it, hush and war games and identity crisis and under the red hood all happening in relatively close succession is insanely funny. just bruce speedrunning the worst fucking 365 days of his life. they should release a compilation book of all four and just title it 'batman and the terrible horrible no good very bad year'

#personal #can you imagine being bruce and having to explain this after the fact to literally anyone #'yeah so an old childhood friend systematically attacked me and left me even more paranoid and damaged my relationship with my gf and kids' #'and also tormented me with a fake version of my murdered son whose death i still grieve and feel responsible for' #'and then my sidekick triggered a gang war but was tortured and murdered in the process and my only mother figure is kinda responsible' #'and my allies have all been alienated from me in gotham and meanwhile my friends in the justice league kinda mindraped me and are lying' #'which is ratcheting up my paranoia and my OTHER sidekick's dad died which i failed to stop' #'oh and that dead son? he came back to life and he fucking hates me and he's a criminal now and wants me to kill his murderer' #'so that's my 2005 wrap up anyway' #also i think under the red hood is immediately followed by yet another fucking crisis event where bludhaven got blown tf up #exploded into complete smithereens which like #goddamn no wonder bruce took a year long vacation after all of this shit worst fucking year of his life probably

[valdotjpg]

might be developing some kind of panic disorder. not thrilled abt it

#<very anxious person by nature. but ive never experienced this many panic attacks and dissociative episodes in the span of 1/2 of a year #in fact the latter is a novelty in my life. ive never experienced anything like this before october of last yr #negative #sorry just had yet another horrible no good bad night of no sleep and lotsa panic

[mirror-to-the-past]

The agony of fighting an iteration of Riku for the thirteenth time this series. I've been keeping count.

I'm spiritually putting Riku, Riku possessed by Xehanort's Heartless, Replica Riku (especially you, you angry mf, I had to fight your ass 6 tortuous times in one game), and Data Riku in a box where they can't hurt me anymore.

#I ended up playing Re:Coded guys I just had to :3 #and shout-out to that one person because the gameplay is pretty fun #although the entirety of Hollow Bastion has been *crying baby noises* #I like the tech-y-ness and like Days the dialogue flows pretty smoothly in this game #D Sora is a delight #but what version of Sora isn't - really? #but yeah I'm fighting yet another possessed Riku and I died with my jaw hanging open when he did that Welcome Oblivion attack again #I can't #I'm not strong enough to go through this again #Riku's gonna make me pick up Elden Ring again #kh coded #kh recoded #kh recoded first playthrough #kingdom hearts

[misfortunegirl]

who knew socializing with people would help you feel better mentally

#its kinda strange to realize people actually like me and. possible perceive me as a friend #so theres a lesson from your big sis misfortune - just because some people treat you shittily does not define the kind of person you are #i was having a panic attack in the bathroom and was vaping to get that nicotine high #and then #i talked with some of my colleagues and feel okay now. people can be kind and nice when you're kind and nice. #suddenly going to uni does not feel as dreadful now #actually feeling motivated to start working in my presentation now and studying abit. #also look at that creature. this is how im feeling. its the image of perhaps things not being as bad as u thought #/⁠╲⁠/⁠\⁠╭⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)⁠╮⁠/⁠\⁠╱⁠\ #also all the spelling mistakes you read? no i didnt <3 i know english well. c1 babeyy i just cannot be bothered to fix my typos constantly #also my autocorrect sucks hairy BALLS #I made yet another typo. ALL THE SPELLING MISTAKES U READ? NO U DIDNT. farts and shits myself from anger

[mysteriouseggsbenedict]

embarrassing projection<3

Milligan finds Nicholas one night, curled up on the couch in his study. He looks distressed. He won’t answer when Milligan asks what’s wrong. He’s rubbing his palm into his forehead like it hurts.

“Headache?” Milligan asks, to which he receives a terse shake of ‘no’. 

Milligan sits beside him. He seems okay, physically. He’s not shaking. No tears. But his eyes are pained, and his eyebrows above them are scrunched up with stress, and he can’t quite seem to sit still. He rolls over, grabbing at his clothes and at the blanket he has half-tossed atop his legs, and he won’t speak.

Milligan knows better than to push him. He just sits there. He pulls him into his arms, and he rubs his large fingers in circles around his scalp. Nicholas deflates as some of the tension melts away. He hums a little, making sounds of distress, pain, worry, and then contentment as he begins to feel better.

Milligan sings. It’s a song he can’t remember how he knows, and his voice is scratchy and off-key, but he sings, and Nicholas listens. Milligan wishes that he could see into his friend’s mind. It was hard to know how to help him when he didn’t fully know what was wrong. But holding him helped, and the singing did, too, and Nicholas calms, slowly, slowly, slowly.

His voice takes the longest to come back. Not until much later— after a nap— does he speak again, saying “thank you.”

He shakes his head again, though, when Milligan asks softly if he’d like to talk about it.

#this is kind of weird but it's like #how i think my anxiety attacks would seem to another person observing #because it's not usually shaking and hyperventilating and stuff #it's so internal for me #so i wanted to write a scene where it's more subtle #idk #augswriting #nicholas benedict #Milligan #i imagine this is kinda like early in their relationship #bc milligan doesn't know about this happening much yet

[chaossmagic]

no thoughts just once again thinking about bucky suffering from refeeding syndrome as a result of going 70+ years without eating solid foods and steve helping him through it on the worst days when nothing will stay down and he’s just feverish and nauseous and in pain all day, bringing him cool cloths to wipe his sweaty face and rubbing his stomach to try and ease the cramping and just holding a bucket in front of him to be sick into when bucky is too tired to do it himself anymore 

#personal #stucky #sometimes it goes on for weeks and there's often no way of knowing or telling when another attack will happen #especially with unknown/unfamiliar foods he hasn't tried yet #it's basically russian roulette with his digestive system #and he hates that steve has to deal with all of the gross side effects of it and see him like this #anyway me projecting my food issues onto my favourite character? no way!