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💎 for the headcanons!!
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LOOPiN NEVER HAPPENED! DEBUT IF YOU CAN!
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TREASURE's J.J.
I don't remember how fresh this information is because I don't know if I've mentioned it enough and in detail in this blog, but Jiahang was actually an YG trainee from age 14 to 16. He spend most of that time under KPlus, their model division, learning absolutely nothing because he's really hard to teach anything music related, God bless his heart. He got transferred last minute to active trainee because his millionaire dad paid the Hell out of everyone in charge to get him into the possible lineup for the at the time rumored YG Treasure Box. As a response to that, this man got BULLIED TO SHREDS by EVERYONE AROUND, and I'm talking SOUTH KOREAN ACCURATE BULLYING. Like, there's a reason why when he joined Boy Of The Week, a whole year after quitting YG, mind you!, that he had the shortest hair he ever had in his life and was desperate to not stand out.
But! Let's imagine a world in which he endured all that or some sort of interference happened so things didn't escalate to the point they had. If he never quitted YG, he would be put on Treasure Box, receive the most majestic and appealing cut in the history of reality television, and make it at the 11th to 13th cut, max. Debuting would make him the first chinese Idol under YG Entertainment, and although that would possibly skyrocket his fanbase in mainland China and a lot of SEA countries - specially because he lived in the Philippines! His tagalog is atrocious but hey! - it would also put an immense target on his back over How That Happened, despite the involvement of his father being very minimal in this canon compared to how tangled he had to get with New Wave Music to give Jiahang a spot in LOOPiN.
Really, I don't think he would stay long as a Treasure member by an infinity of reasons, in fact, I see him exiting the group alongside Mashiho and Yedam in late 2022, or maybe even earlier. I think he could make himself into an Idol archetype that worked for him in Treasure, but without anyone putting on the Produce Line pants and actually training him and making him drop the non ambitious act, as happened here, Idol life would get very boring and unfulfilling to Jiahang very fast.
After quitting Treasure, he would definely go back to the mainland, or maybe Taiwan or Hong Kong if he felt more like depending on his dad's influence, and stablish himself there. Do a ton of CFs, act a bit, model a little, regret back to ulzzang mostly, release one song once in a blue moon... And that's that!
ATEEZ's MINWOO.
Oh boy... So, Minwoo was the second ever trainee under KQ Entertainment, arriving at the company right after Hongjoong, and was immediately cut into the debut team. That ended up not lasting because of his constant fights with superiors and trainers, his push to be made the head of a fully self producing group - sounds familiar? Lmao -, as well as the fact that he couldn't get along with the forming trainee team in any way. Like, the Ateez members in LOOPiN canon hate him, just absolutely hate him, and they only had to deal with him for 8 months. Yet they have great reasons for that because MINWOO USED TO SUCK ASS!
That hatred would not digress all that much if he ended up debuting in Ateez, because he would debut extremely unsatisfied. There's also no reality in which he stays in the group longer than 2 years before getting the boot. Minwoo is not an Idol that can function anywhere outside of LOOPiN with all its particularities and the power that he was granted inside New Wave Music, that is like, almost unheard of for a trainee - the one thing I can compare it to, if I'm not mistaken, would be Bang Chan with Stray Kids, kind of, or Kahi with Afterschool, but even they didn't get that producer-ish status until they were already a) under the company for ages or b) already debuted and successful.
After being excused from Ateez, I don't think he would go down quietly; he would probably Say Too Much and tarnish his reputation in the process, making coming back in a group or even a soloist very hard, close to impossible, I would even say. That wouldn't discourage him from making music, and he would stay in the industry as a music producer, and maybe find career redemption there. And he would be extremely unhappy in a lifetime like that, by the way! Forever bitter his Idol dream didn't work! When I say Minwoo without LOOPiN would have turned out a miserable person, I mean it.
OOO's HANJAE.
Enough with the failures! Let's talk something that would work! Before being added to LOOPiN next minute to fill in Dongwook getting the chop, Hanjae was already under BBC and he was training with the guys that ended up becoming OnlyOneOf. If he hadn't made it as a replacement, he would get integrated into the lineup with ease, and get transferred to 8D with everyone and eventually debut in OOO.
I honestly think there's a lot of room for success for Hanjae in this version of canon, and much like will happen to him in LOOPiN eventually duo to both group's acting heavy concept - a concept that I find it so hard for Hanjae to execute without combusting, but I digress! - I see him getting a Rowoon/Eunwoo sort of deal and reaching popular actor status, as he's always intended to reach, and excel at it. Maybe because of OOO's nuguness, if you will, it would take him longer to get the sort of roles he's gotten up until now, but that would not frustrate Hanjae. He's definely someone that can be happy with moderate success, and that wouldn't fully succumb to the actor disease and ever leave the group - which might limited him more, too... But he isn't in it for glory and recognition, and honestly? That's a good mentality to have.
The only big loss I see in this version is his producing talents going by undiscovered, but he can live without them.
CRAVITY's HAEGON.
Okay, hear me out, I always had a clear vision of Cravity's Haegon. Just picture this: Kim Haegon, who spent most of his formative years as a Pledis trainee up until his favorite hyung Beomseok was dismissed from the company for 'being too old', which Haegon didn't take well back when he was 16, given their growing codependent sibling-ish deal. Now, if Beomseok had been firmer with him at that point in time and abandoned him for good - LIKE HE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO, ANYWAYS! BUT ANYWAYS! - instead of going along with his plan to hunt a place for them to debut and landing in Boy Of The Week, everything would be so different for him.
Would Haegon go apeshit then? Yes. In the same way he's gone apeshit at 22 when Beomseok left the group without discussing it with him? No. It would be so much healthier for them to have gone their separate ways when Haegon was still a teenager. Like, his way of getting 'revenge' at Beomseok would be to get into his former company, Starship Entertainment - the one that really fucked him up - and grind his way to debut there no matter what, literally, no matter what, because he still had a bigger goal. LOOPiN Haegon in 2022 had all his dreams 'fulfilled', in his perspective, and had nothing else to focus his energy on except for the fact that Beomseok was missing - and that Gyujin was taking his place.
A lot of things would happen to him as consequence of him going to Starship, like A LOT, too many to get into here, but most of them would be good development things. I also think his bound with the Cravity members would be way less chaotic than with LOOPiN, that was fucked by Beomseok being his ultimate priority - unless Cravity has members creating vicious circles of codependency between each other and I'm not familiar with that!
Anyways, he would SHINE in Cravity after debut, but I honestly think a Haegon that got separated from Beomseok much earlier and had responsible enough people around him would shine anywhere. Suck that's not his canon, though! It actually really sucks that's not who he is or will ever be, now! It hurts me! It really does!
AND THE OTHERS...?
Without LOOPiN on their way, Taesong, Seungsoo, Haruki, Dylan, O.z and Gyujin would all end up as regular citizens, or at the very least non Idol celebrities! But that would be a whole other post...
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hikunn · 2 years
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surprising treasure backstage !!
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warning: foul language used + not proofread
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HYUNSUK.
hyunsuk wouldn't even notice you
is in a hurry to call and tell you all about the concert
he bumps into you backstage
"oh sorry! my bad!"
and then he looks at you again
"OMG Y/N??" literally rubs his eyes to make sure he isn't hallucinating
gives you a big hug to make sure ur real
asks the closest member next to him
"y/n is in front of me, right? i'm not hallucinating!?"
more under cut >
he video-called you after the broadcast ended
talks about how he misses you since you lived abroad (the cheesy stuff yk)
ends the call
almost loses his shit when something attacks him from behind
well not attack
a surprise back hug!
"GUESS WHOOO!!" you ask while covering his eyes
takes ur hands off of his face
"you traveled 1000+ miles just to see me? i'm irresistible, i know"
YOSHI.
the members said they had a surprise for him after their concert ended
had no idea what they had in store for him 😈
jk
imagine: a huge cardboard box sitting in the center of their waiting room
"open the box...maybe ikon-sunbaenim will come out..."
yoshi side-eyes jeongwoo
opens the box with no hesitation bcs yoshi is a man of no fear ❌
instead a wild y/n jumps out
in a yoshi onesie (the dinosaur yoshi)
the real yoshi goes "omg why is there a dinosaur in the box 😱😱"
is really happy that you're there, hugs you with the biggest smile on his face :((
JUNKYU.
while waiting to go up on stage junkyu thinks of how nice it would be if you showed up magically backstage
"i wish y/n was here, manifesting it into existence"
"i am here tho?"
he hears ur voice in the back of his head and was like damn i'm must be going crazy (michyeogane)
junkyu assumes jihoon is behind him, "jihoon help i think i'm hearing voices,"
"i'm not jihoon tho?"
"why do you sound exactly like y/n"
"because i actually am"
looks behind him
and was like oh shit
"y/n?? did i really manifest you like that?? magic is #real??"
JAEHYUK.
is getting ready to go live on a music show (stream jikjin)
sees someone pass by and he thinks it's you
pushes aside the thought bcs why in the world would you be in korea?? ur so busy with your job abroad
goes on stage, everything goes well
jaehyuk and the rest of the members are in their waiting room
someone walks in, and it's the person he thinks is you (it is you lol)
you go straight to him
and he's like "omg why aren't the managers doing anything whyistherearandompersonhere HELPME! ! !"
"hey jaehyuk! it's me!"
his eyes literally light up "Y/N OMG ??? UR NOT SOME RANDOM WEIRDO FOLLOWING ME??"
he almost forgets to hug you 😒
ASAHI.
you decide to dress up as a staff member
so you're there, watching as the members come down from the stage
asahi takes a glance at you as he passes by
and ur like "omg has my cover been blown? i'm literally wearing a mask and a cap..." (best disguise ever)
you wait for the perfect time to reveal ur identity
but asahi appears behind you and scares you shitless before you could do anything
"hey y/n... why are you dressed up as our staff? new job? stalking me?"
u clutch ur heart bcs it might escape you if it won't stop beating any faster
"I WAS SUPPOSED TO SURPRISE YOU??"
you don't even question how he knew it was you, instead you hug him
"so how much is yg paying you as a staff member?" (im so funny)
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laladellakang · 2 years
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help i had a dream and it was so random 😭😭 yg treasure box was co-ed and della was in the final line-up for treasure
OMGOMG YOU DREAMT OF DELLA 😭😭😭 THAT MAKES ME SOO HAPPYYY
but yooo della in treasure.. her and doyoung would literally be the twins ‘cause they’re really similar somehow?? like jay listed it in kim f-ing doyoung
and omg she’ll be crazy chaotic there because treasure never turns off their chaos istg
in ygtb?? yang hyunsuk’s favourite frfr she’s prolly like yedam, haruto and jeongwoo. can y’all imagine their debut? ‘i just wanna be your boy’ lmao lessgaurr 🍄
plus: i also had a dream about della and wrote it on my notes app immediately after waking up but it just sounds so random lmao why are my dreams always like this
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aplateoflasagna · 2 years
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My thoughts on Treasure's new album tracklist
Overall: When i first saw the tracklist, I thought it was so interesting that for the first time Future Bounce has not been credited on a Treasure album! He has worked on almost all their other songs so it was very surprising to me but then i figured out that DEE.P, who is credited for all the songs on this new album, is part of Future Bounce and now it makes sense lol.
HELLO: The people who composed Hello are almost exactly the same as those who composed Jikjin and U just in another order and that does not narrow down the vibe of the title track lol. Those songs could not be more different. Like the guys already spoiled it's more of a bright song so we know it won't be like Jikjin ig but I'm still so curious!!!
VolKno: A HyunHaYo subUnit 😭 I never expected this album to have subunits and I'm just sooooooo proud of our boys!! I don't know what to expect! Like surely they'll go for a hard hitting song but we only got small parts for our rapper trio on Treasure songs and now I have no idea what a full length song by them would sound like! It's even composed by them 🔥But!... what does 'VolKno' even mean though lol?? i've not checked twitter so i don't know if there are theories or explanations going around but i barely know how to pronounce that. It got me hyped though :p
CLAP: We got two songs composed but Asahi 😭 I'm legit tearing up again. He deserves that and so much more. Like to me, it always seemed like Asahi became a trainee at YG not to become an idol, but to compose music and share it with a broad audience and now he gets to do that 😭 there are just no words to describe how proud I am of Sahi I'm beyond curious to know what it'll sound like!
Thank You: An Asahi and Haruto Unit???? The biggest surprise on the album like what???? That's so unexpected! When thinking of SubUnits before, I expected the obvious ones like Haruto and Jeongwoo, HyunHaYo, Hyunsuk and Jihoon, maybe even Asahi and Yedam, but no!!! This is soooo cool + it's another song composed by Sahi 🙏Asahi really surprised me on their Jikjin album because of this beautiful vocals and now we'll get almost an entire song 😩I'm thinking it will be Asahi singing the chorus and Haruto rapping the verses? I'm so looking forward to it, imagine them performing it for their Japan Concert Tour!!! I might explode
Hold It In: You know, this is a tough one! Because I expect the last song of a kpop album to be the classic balled but this one is composed by Hyunsuk! All Hyunsuk's self composed songs that we've heard snippets of are like kind of EDM almost with a heavy beat. Best Friend Forever is more laid back but still with a very all over the place instrumental so I highly doubt this last song will be a ballad. ROVIN also worked on this song and he did more of Treasure light-hearted songs like 'Be With Me' and 'Come To Me'. So maybe it will be that kind of happy song?
Darari Remix: It's only on the fucking CD!!! that means I can't stream it on spotify 😭 YG why would you do this to me!!!!?? Everyone wants the remix to be available for streaming and it won't make you sell more albums to make it CD only like WTF No one buys a kpop album to actually play the CD so why make it CD only omg it gets me so mad!!
Final Thoughts:
I'm really happy with this tracklist! It's not 7 tracks like we thought it would be, but 6 is good enough, i'm not disappointed.
Haruto is on all the songs in this album! Good for him 🦋
The boys said they were very involved with making the album but I didn't know they were this involved!!! Remember when Treasure Box just ended and YGE released a statement that Teddy would compose all their songs and the members wouldn't participate in the proces?!! And look at them now 😭
Mashiho and Yedam are still on the album with the Darari Remix 💙 Thank God 🙏
I'm really looking forward to this album, even more than I was before. Fighting Treasure!!
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qyuoza · 3 years
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A Heart that’s Yours (Yoon Jaehyuk)
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Genre: Fluff, Mild Angst
Warnings: Fem!Reader is manipulated and assaulted, strangers to lovers, toxic people, violence, bullying, a lot of swearing i guess?
Summary: Y/n was always the nicest person ever, no doubt about it, but what about when her ‘friends’ decide to taint her image and paint her out as the villan. Will Yoon Jaehyuk help her find her way back?
Notes: Jihoon here is NOT Treasure’s Jihoon and this was inspired by a true story.
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“What’s going on? Chaerin what happened?” Y/n asked as she walked into their classroom. There stood her classmates, crowding all over her desk, whispering among themselves.
“Find out yourself” Chaerin scoffed and shoved Y/n, who was confused at her friend’s change in attitude.
Walking towards her desk and cutting through her classmates, Y/n was suddenly face to face with the mess that used to be her desk. ‘LIAR’ ‘TOXIC’ and ‘PATHETIC’ was scribbled all over, the surface. Y/n dropped her bag from the shock and fell onto her knees, shaking.
“FUCKING BITCH” Somin lunged at Y/n and grabbed her by the hair, cursing her out and screaming at her.
Although Y/n didn’t understand why her friends were suddenly bullying her, she let it happen thinking she really did something wrong. Yet, before it could escalate, Somin stopped and everyone went back to their seats as the bell rang, leaving Y/n a mess on the ground.
At lunch, Y/n’s classmates stared at her, wide eyed and full of scowls. Though without giving it much thought, she just ignored them and went to go sit at her usual table, but got tripped on the way.
“Don’t sit with us, it’s embarrassing to be seen with you. Go elsewhere freak” Jihoon spat, but Y/n calmly stood up and walked away, staying quiet because fighting back would only worsen the bullying.
Then she found herself by a bench near the soccer field. Sighing, she sat down and watched the male students playing soccer and running around.
“What happened today” Y/n turned on her phone to check the school’s open forum and was surprised to see a lot being said about her on the board.
“Kim Y/n is a lying, toxic dog. Too nice for her own good but talks shit about others to bring them down” she read quietly, tears rolling down her face for the first time that day.
“I haven’t done anything wrong, why me of all people” Y/n mumbled, wiping away the tears on her face. Suddenly someone had approached her, it was Hyunwoo, a classmate of hers.
“Well, if it isn’t Y/n, come here you bitch” he grabbed her and dragged her away forcefully as she tried to resist. Someone had suddenly intervened as Hyunwoo stopped, “What the fuck dude” the boy cursed as Y/n cried softly, the grip on her arm starting to hurt.
“Don’t talk to your senior that way, and let her go because if I hear another word from you then you will be hearing from your teacher, understood?” A stern voice said, then Hyunwoo grumbled and walked away from Y/n.
“Are you alright? What class are you in?” Y/n looked up and saw a boy, he was so handsome.
“I’m alright, thank you so much. I’m Kim Y/n from class 4A, what’s your name?” Y/n dusted off her skirt timidly, he saved her and she was thankful for that.
“Yoon Jaehyuk, I’m guessing you’re Y/n, the schools hot topic right now?” Jaehyuk joked, but it bothered Y/n as she grimanced and avoided eye contact.
“Sorry, I tend to joke when I’m nervous. If anyone bothers you again please tell me” The girl nodded as her senior offered to walk her to her class.
“I’ll meet you in front of your class and take you home, is that alright?” Jaehyuk asked gently, while Y/n stood there shocked. “You aren’t against me?” and Jaehyuk shook his head.
“No of course not, I wanna get to know you genuinely as a person, because I know you can’t possibly be the monster others put you out to be” he said gently, taking Y/n’s hands in his while she chuckled bitterly.
“Thank you sunbaenim” Y/n then sat at her desk, watching Jaehyuk walk away.
It was soon time to go home and Y/n was getting her things ready. “Going home by yourself? How unfortunate” Somin threw a notebook at Y/n, but Y/n just walked away to meet Jaehyuk.
“I’m talking to you idiot” Somin shrieked as Jihoon pulled Y/n back by her bag. “Hey stop that, you don’t want this reported” Jaehyuk suddenly said as he walked into their classroom.
This seemed to scare them though as they scurried away. “You’re lucky to be saved by whoever this is” Chaerin rolled her eyes as they all walked out.
“I’m so sorry Y/n, let’s take you home” she nodded at Jaehyuk and walked out the school.
After offering to buy her a drink, they both walked to Y/n’s house together. “Y/n listen, I’ve actually liked you for awhile now, and I am so sorry this all happened to you, I meant to tell you this earlier but I was too much of a coward to do so, but will you give me a chance to protect you?” Y/n stared at Jaehyuk, who seemed to have stopped in his tracks.
“You like me?” The boy nodded and gave a boyish smile, Y/n’s face lit up.
“I’m willing to give you a chance Jaehyuk, I hope you can keep your promise” she smiled and he suddenly engulfed her into a hug. “You won’t regret this” Jaehyuk smiled into her hair.
© qyuoza 2022 -. please refrain from plagiarizing any of my works and do not repost/copy onto any other sites.
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softieunnie · 4 years
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"one more time, i swear to God. say one more word and i'll hit your face!"
you were having a bad day since yesterday. your test results just came out and let's just say you didn't expect the results because you studied the whole week, barely having enough sleep. this morning, you rushed to get prepared to run your errands but because you slept late last night for moping around, the sound of your alarm clock wasn't even enough to wake you up.
you were currently walking with one of your bestfriends, kim junkyu. he accompanied you to run your errands and now, he was taking you to the amusement park.
right now he was just annoying you and making you feel even more bad. he has been teasing you nonstop and you didn't find it anywhere near funny. you looked at him and even felt more annoyed that the two of you were wearing denim, looking like a couple who planned to go out with matching oufits.
"it's not my fault that you didn't wake up early," junkyu huffed, getting irritated that you were taking out your frustrations on him.
you glared at him before walking a little bit faster, making sure you were walking ahead of him. but becase junkyu was so tall, it didn't take much for him to catch up to you. "hey, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to piss you off even more," he said softly.
it took you a moment before you stopped walking. you looked up at him, all the annoyance fading away in just a blink of an eye. "i'm sorry for getting mad at you for no reason at all. you're annoying 24/7 and i know it wasn't your intention to make me feel worse," you smiled.
"right, i'm just trying to make you feel better. maybe it's partly my fault for crossing the line," junkyu gave you a sheepish smile. you nodded your head, accepting his apology.
"let's just enjoy the rest of the day. i'll do better next time."
"i'm sure you'll do better. because that's who you are. you wouldn't be y/n if you didn't get back up after falling," the moment junkyu smiled at you, you felt your heart start to race a little bit faster than the usual. you quickly averted your gaze, hiding the blush that was threatening to appear on your cheeks. there was something about the way he smiled at you that made you feel warm on the inside.
and so that's what you did. you rode different rides together and let the day slip away. you laughed nonstop at how junkyu almost passed out when the two of you rode the ferris wheel.
you decided to ride the rollercoaster as the finale. you weren't afraid of heights but junkyu was. as you reached the top of rollercoaster, seconds before the big drop, he held your hand tightly and closed his eyes. you were sure he was saying a prayer of his own. and at that moment you knew. you were falling for him and you had no idea what to do next.
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a/n: i hope everyone's doing well! ♡
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chocafe · 5 years
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until the sun stops shining — kim seunghun
summary: while gasping for air, all seunghun wants is to hear your sweet voice one last time. genre: angst warnings: death of a character a/n: intentional lowercase + i’ve been a emotional wreck lately, so i couldn’t find myself to write any other genre besides angst lol
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time is running out.  blood is streaming down places where it shouldn’t be.  besides seunghun, there’s not a single person in sight in this lifeless street. in amidst of all of this, you’re still the first person who comes into seunghun’s mind. from the inside out, seunghun is shattered into a million pieces. he allows his tears to pour down his cheeks as he reaches into the pocket of his jeans, in full agony. tiny stars were scattered throughout the night sky, and sure it was seen as something beautiful to many others, but seunghun just didn’t know he’d dearly miss the sun this much in his lifetime. all he wanted to do was to see his sun, which was you. the area around seunghun was hollow and he completely knew that if he was to scream for help, it’d be as if he was screaming into the dark empty void. his car was obliterated and there was one more thing that seunghun was sure of — and it was that he was slowly dying as the clock ticks by the second. even though the sky was dim, he swears to himself that he could see a enlightened beam right in front of his eyes. not only that, but he hears voices calling out for him, attempting to bring him to the other side. he’s not exactly sure what the other side is. heaven? hell? who knows. all seunghun knows is that he doesn’t want to go, not just yet. his hand intensely trembles as he unlocks his cellphone. for a moment, his phone couldn’t recognize his fingerprint because of how much he was shaking. instead of calling for help, he goes into his speed dial and taps onto your name, smearing blood onto the brightened screen. “seunghun? why are you calling at a time like this?” despite the pain he was in, a wide smile crept onto his face. is this perhaps what heaven feels like? “nothing.” he deeply inhales, trying his best not to let his voice shake throughout the call. “i just miss you, that’s all.” you chuckle to yourself and seunghun’s smile grows even bigger, but his heart becomes heavier as the conversation continues. “you’re so odd, seunghun. you know that, right?” “yeah, i do.” you notice that his responses are much shorter than usual. if this was a normal day, seunghun would start off the call with an everlasting opening, not giving himself time to breathe in between his words because he’s too thrilled to speak to you. honestly speaking, you were worried for him and simply couldn’t understand why he was speaking so little. “hey, is everything okay? maybe it’s just me, but i’m not used to you being this quiet.” what you’re used to is the bubbly seunghun who clings onto you like a little puppy. “everything is fine.” he says as he stares at the shards of glass piercing through his delicate skin. he’s far from fine. he’s dying. “y/n,” seunghun coughs in a severe manner, raising a concern from you on the other end. (you had to stop yourself by thinking that maybe he just has a cold, it is winter after all.) “can you sing me a song?” he simply requests out of the blue. “shouldn’t you be the one who’s supposed to sing for me?” you fall onto your bed, clutching onto your pillow. “what song should i sing for you?” “any song.” his voice becomes gentle, yet dull at the same time. you fail to notice this as you roll around in your bed. similar to seunghun, talking to him excites you, even though you speak to him every single day. you can never seem to get enough of him. you tap your index finger on the tip of your chin, pondering what song would be perfect for seunghun. “how about ‘you are my sunshine’? since you are my sun, you know.” “perfect.” seunghun and you were both each others sunshine's. there is only one sun, but that didn’t stop you two from declaring each other as one another’s suns, as if there was two in the radiant sky. he was your beam of light as after each rough day you experience, he was there to comfort you and snuggle you into warmth. you were his daily dose of exposure, because without you, he wouldn’t be able to survive and see another day. you began to sing for him. it was a simple song you were reciting, but seunghun felt as if they were special words coming from your honest heart. it was enough to bring seunghun into ease. he was glad to hear this song from you and wouldn’t have wished for anything more in that moment. (he could have wished to live, but he’d rather wish for you to deliver a song from your heart) seunghun was your only sunshine and not a single person can tell you any different. if someone was to ask you where the sun was located at, you’d point your finger at seunghun without hesitating. when the sky converts into a shade of grey, he always finds his way towards you to make you happy, despite the sky becoming pitiful. maybe seunghun knows, or maybe he doesn’t know, but no one can explain how much love you have for this man. if you knew his current situation, you’d beg for them to not take away your one and only sunshine. “y/n,” he interrupts you midway and calls out for you once more. “i think i’m going to go to sleep now.” his eyes were falling heavy, his breath was becoming short and he finally accepts that it was time for him to say his last goodbye. you look at the time on your phone and nod your head in agreement. “i should probably go to sleep too.” time is running out. seunghun pants for air, striving to voice out the next few words he has in mind. “y/n, i love you so much.” “i love you just as much, seunghun.” “until the sun stops shining?” “of course, until the sun stops shining.” and in that moment, your sun stopped shining.
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mirohed · 5 years
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kim seunghun | love me, love me not
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pairing: kim seunghun + gender neutral reader
wc: 3.7k
genre: hanahaki au + angst 
synopsis: daffodils represent unrequited love. is that why you keep coughing them up?
warnings: implications of suggestive content, descriptions of illness (and mention of surgery), mention of alcohol
playlist: love me, love me not.
a/n: happy birthday to me!! im glad i finally got to finish and post this (its,,, been in my wips since at least february LMAO) !! they prob wont read this but i wanted to thank my irls for dealing w me and my kpop bullshit (esp bc none of them stan ygtb 😔)
It's getting worse.
Your knuckles turn white, gripping the porcelain of the toilet. Tears and blood alike fall into the bowl, disturbing the gentle peace of the water. You pound at your chest, the action causing you to hack up yellow daffodil petals stained suspicious red. It's a monotonous process at this point. Pound. Cough. Pound. Cough. Repeat until the damned coughing stops.
It takes ten minutes before you return to normal. Or at least as normal as you can get. You got lucky this time.
You watch the petals spiral downward into the gaping hole in the toilet and get flushed away.
Being with Seunghun wasn't always accompanied by a tightness in your chest and petals tickling your throat.
june 19, 2005; 2:52 PM.
"I wanna grow up," you had grumbled, your hands squeezed around the chains of the swingset. You and Seunghun had been riding your bikes for the first time since getting the training wheels off. You had sped down a hill ("First one down’s a rotten egg!") and lost control, falling off and scraping your knee on the pavement. He rushed you to your parents' house, supporting your weight with an arm around your waist. The two of you had settled for playing on the swingset in your backyard instead.
"Me too," he said. "I think." He'd been rocking forward and backward on the swing, eyes focused on the blades of grass underfoot.
"You think?"
"I don't know." You stayed silent, trying to gain as much height as possible with your uninjured leg. "I don't wanna grow up and stop being friends." That got you to stop right in your tracks, your leg planted on the ground.
"What?" You sent an incredulous look his way. "Why would we stop being friends?"
He had let go of the swing, his hands finding his lap. "Some of the older kids stopped being friends when they grew up," he mumbled. "I don't wanna stop being friends, but neither did they..."
You got off the swing, limping over to him and wrapping Seunghun in the biggest hug your six-year-old arms could muster.
"We're gonna be best friends forever. Don't forget that."
"Best friends forever." If he wrapped his arms tighter around you then, you didn’t pick up on it.
[09:54 PM] huniebee🐝: i had fun today :^))
[09:54 PM] huniebee🐝: i wanna adopt a puppy!!
[09:55 PM] huniebee🐝: will you promise to help me take care of it
You brighten as the messages come in, your phone's vibrations distracting you from the way your throat clogs.
[09:56 PM] you: ofc
[09:56 PM] you: well be the best puppy parents the worlds ever seen
[09:57 PM] huniebee🐝: wait i need to send the pics from the pet shelter
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You save each picture, cooing over the puppies you got to meet. This time, you only get a precious few minutes of relative clarity before things get too distracting to ignore. You return to the bathroom with a resigned sigh that devolves into a fit of coughs.
You cough and retch and cough some more. By the time you're done, there are less petals and more blood in the toilet bowl. Your chest still feels full of something you can't quite spit out.
Then you hack up something new: a bloody stem with wet flowers still attached.
There's nothing left to do but cry, your whole body wracked with pain both physical and emotional.
august 29, 2011; 3:15 PM.
"Today was fun," you said, making yourself right at home on Seunghun's bed. Your new backpack hadn't lasted more than a couple minutes in his house before getting neglected on his carpet. Your best friend hummed in acknowledgement, already sitting at his desk with his workbook out. "I'm glad we got to meet some new people," you continued, "but that Hyunsuk guy? Seems like a major pain in the ass."
"Give him a chance."
"I know, I know. I will. But still," you huffed, “it was his first day too. No need to act like a know-it-all."
"I know. But it's the first day. Maybe he'll even himself out with time."
The conversation ended there, and you spent some time staring at his ceiling fan, the blades going round and round in a big, beautiful blur. Before long, you had grown bored, looking over at him only to see his pencil flying across the paper.
"Hey. Let's go to the mall and get pretzels." Seunghun spun around to face you, a foot stopping his chair from going too far.
"Sure," he gave a placid smile. "Do your work first."
You groaned as loudly as you could, sounding much like a petulant child straight out of elementary school. (Which was more or less the truth, but you thought you were better than that.) After a few minutes of uninterrupted whining and failing to get Seunghun to break, you spoke up. "Why do I need to do my work? You're Mr. Hardworking, Mr. Teacher's Pet."
"We're in middle school now," he had said, and you remember thinking you were in for a long lecture, "and pretty soon, we're gonna have to go to high school and take entrance exams and decide which university we want to go to and..." He averted his gaze, put down his pen. "We need to start growing up."
"We're still young," you reasoned, sitting up and letting your legs dangle off the side of his bed. "If anything, this is our time to experience things and, you know, make mistakes before we become adults!"
He was silent for a few long, agonizing moments, long enough to make you think you'd won. The pretzels were within reach; all you had to do was ask for them.
"I call a compromise."
Shit. Compromises were common in your friendship. Seunghun was always a little too good at stopping you from making stupid decisions. The worst part was that you could never argue with them. "We go to the mall to get pretzels—my treat—if, and only if, you do your work. We don't go until we're both finished. Deal?"
You opened your mouth, determined to pick the proposal apart, but his reasoning was (unpleasant, yet) bulletproof. Instead, you reached for your backpack with a heavy sigh. "First of all, fuck you. Second of all," you said, tugging your own workbook out, "you're impossible."
"I know. Do your work."
"Fine."
The math problems had been difficult, definitely harder than you were used to, but doable. If anything, the greasy mall pretzels that were way too salty to be healthy made it all worth it.
Seunghun gets understandably very worried when you text him from the hospital, but he comes to see you nonetheless. In his arms is a bouquet of daffodils.
"They symbolize friendship," he says, setting it down on the table next to you. You stare at the pristine yellow petals and flatten your lips in a tight smile. How ironic, you think, that he doesn't know they also symbolize unrequited love.
"The doctors wouldn't tell me why you're here. Classified information, they said." That much is true; nor much is known about the disease outside of shitty romance movies with unrealistically happy endings. Seunghun always believed in them. You never did.
You don't think your story's gonna have a happy ending.
You didn't want him to know anyway, lest he worry. (And you don't want to think about what would happen to your friendship if he found out he was the cause of it all.) "You don't have to tell me," he begins, sitting himself down on one of those rigid hospital chairs, "I just wanna know if it's bad. Like, well...you know.” He lowers his voice to a whisper. “Terminal."
"Like if I'm gonna die?"
"Yeah," he rubs the nape of his neck, a bit abashed, "more or less."
"I don't know. Sure hope not," you chuckle. That brings on a coughing fit, and Seunghun looks on, brows knit together. He moves close to offer what little comfort he can, but you hold your hand up to stop him; having him near will only make things worse.
Petals threaten to spill out of your mouth, and panic bubbles in your chest when he asks if you're okay. Your doctor, bless her, chooses that moment to enter. She shooes him out "to speak to you in private." Seunghun, to his credit, obliges and flashes you a smile and a thumbs-up as he goes. You try to mirror his expression (and hope your smile isn't more of a grimace).
The door closes behind him with a soft click. "Friend of yours?" the doctor asks.
You spit the blood-stained petals into your hand, your doctor graciously looking the other way as you toss them into the trash. "You could say that."
october 4, 2013; 5:11 PM.
You tugged at your clothing, feeling more than a little uncomfortable as you waited for your best friend to show up. The DJ, a former student, was already hard at work inside the gym. You heard the bass-boosted beginning of the Cupid Shuffle and shot a frantic text to Seunghun.
[05:11 PM] you: holy shit theyre playing the cupid shuffle can you PLEASE hurry up
[05:12 PM] you: idc if this is our first homecoming you better get your ass over here
[05:12 PM] huniebee🐝: give me like two minutes!!
[05:12 PM] you: THE SONGS GONNA BE OVER IN 2 MIN
"Are you waiting for Seunghun?" Hyunsuk had asked, tie already loosened. You two had gotten close—not as close as you and Seunghun, of course—this year as a result of having classes together. You wondered why you ever hated him.
"Yeah. He won't be too late, thank God, but I'm pissed we're missing the Cupid Shuffle. What about you? I remember you bragging all week about 'flexing your dance skills in front of the ladies.' Or are you all talk, as usual?"
"You know, it's almost like you don't want me to wait with you."
You had laughed, knocking your shoulder into his. The chatter kept up for a minute or two before he made his leave. ("Well, it's time for me to flex my dance muscles in front of the seniors," he chuckled, giving you a salute as he walked off.)
"I'm here! God, I can't believe I missed the Cupid Shuffle," Seunghun said, head hung low. You began to feel a little self-conscious; you were feeling out of place in your semi-formal outfit, yet he looked right at home in his dress shirt.
Chasing those thoughts away, you grinned. "You're here now, aren't you? Come on." You took his hand and dragged him into the gym.
You don't talk to Seunghun or to Hyunsuk after that. You're not sure if you should tell Hyunsuk about the whole situation when he texts you. Seunghun must have told him something was up, of course, and he's insightful enough, sensitive enough (when he wants to be), but you worry. You're afraid he'll open his big mouth. Instead, you send a few messages to your best friend.
[04:29 AM] you: hey
[04:29 AM] you: i just wanted to say in advance that im sorry
[04:29 AM] you: im so so sorry for everything ive done and for what im about to do
There's one last message in the text box, daring you to send it. "I'm sorry I love you," you whisper instead, deleting the message before you do something you’ll regret. To seal the deal, you tap through a few menus until you reach his contact. The picture you've assigned to him is one you took; he's about to take a big bite of cotton candy bigger than his head.
With a heavy heart (though you hope it’s just the weight of the daffodils in your chest), you block his contact. It's better this way. It has to be.
Your doctor said you could get rid of the thick, thorned vines with a vicegrip around your heart and lungs, could pluck the flowers that threaten to spill out at the mere thought of your best friend.
The biggest side effect of it all, she told you, was that you'd forget all about Kim Seunghun. So you steel yourself.
The last thing you think about before they insert the thin needle of anesthesia in your veins is Seunghun's smile, and how you'll never see it in person again.
And how even if you did, you wouldn't remember it as the grin from the boy you love.
october 4, 2013; 9:16 PM.
The frenetic strobe lighting in the gym slowed to a stop, having been replaced with a spotlight making lazy rounds through the gym.
You knew that marked the beginning of a slow song, and dragged Seunghun off the floor in search of some punch. He seemed to have different plans, tugging you back on the floor and pulling you flush against him.
"Where are you going?" he had asked. "You're the one who wanted to dance the night away." His hands found your waist, yours instinctively folding behind his neck. You had wanted to say something about how that claim was void now; he was the one that made you miss the Cupid Shuffle, but the words get extinguished when you look at him.
It was just like that time you practiced in fifth grade, but you swore there was something different about tonight and the way you swayed. You thought back to your practice session in fifth grade, how you had stepped on each other's feet, how you spent the whole time laughing. (For the record, it wasn't for any lack of balance; you started it, laughing as he cried out before he stomped on your toe.)
There was no laughing during the song. Everything was vibrant and deafening and there all at once. But at the same time, it was like everything had been stripped away. Everything but you and Seunghun.
Things changed after that. You were left with a dizzying, free-fall sort of feeling that picked up with each glance at your best friend. Almost every butterfly in the world was taking current residency in your stomach, making you feel light as your body moved to the music. Before long, there was something lodged at the back of your throat, nudging its way forward.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick," you said, a particularly heavy cough bringing the mysterious lump to your mouth.
Running your tongue along the smooth texture of the lump (okay, so not phlegm), you spat the offending object into the sink: a single yellow petal, coated in saliva.
You blinked.
Blinked again.
"Oh, what the fuck," you muttered, unlocking your phone. One quick Google search later—why the fuck am i coughing up flowers—you found an answer.
Flora mortem. You were loath to believe WebMD, of all things, but you found yourself tapping the link regardless. There was another term for the rare disease: Hanahaki.
Revising your search query was a mistake. The first result was the "hanahaki" tag on Tumblr, which showed nothing but models with tears in their eyes and bloodied flowers in their mouths. Yikes.
You made your way back to the party after that, but lingering in the back of your mind was the cause of the disease: a severe case of unrequited love.
There is only one definite cure for Hanahaki Disease: having the object of the afflicted's affections return their feelings.
You almost manage to purge the petal and the stupid WebMD page from your mind for the rest of the night.
Almost.
You wake up hours later. It's a little disorienting, sure, to come to with little memory of what landed you in the hospital. You peek under the oversized hospital gown to see bandages over your chest, get tempted to rip the IV drip from your arm. The doctor comes in right before you make a move on the needle. She tells you all about how the flowers in your lungs are gone for good.
"You're saved. But the final test," she says, pulling a phone from her pocket, "is this. Do you recognize the people in this picture?"
You recognize yourself next to a boy you don't know. His hand's around your waist, pulling you close. You wear matching grins. Given the way you're both dressed, you suspect the picture's from your freshman year's homecoming dance. Weird. Memory's kinda fuzzy from that night.
"Yeah. Myself. I don't know the other guy. Am I supposed to?"
"No. You're not. Congratulations," she smiles, placing a hand on your shoulder. "You're cured."
You look through all the old messages and pictures when you have some time to yourself. You reach out for the memory, the feeling of knowing Kim Seunghun. You get nothing, and while your brain knows something's wrong, you're more concerned about being able to breathe easy.
You move to a new city, far, far away from the place you grew up in. You finish your last year of high school, get a job, start college. You make new memories with new people. You forget all about Kim Seunghun.
It gets easy to forget that you weren't born with the ugly faded red scars that run up and down your chest. It's your only remaining tie to the man you loved so much you almost let yourself wither away. You think it's a good thing you cut him off; why stick around, why force yourself to suffer, for someone who doesn't love you back? Why be with someone if it physically hurts to stay by their side?
But sometimes you wonder. What happened? What happened to him after his best friend walked out of his life for good with no explanation?
Those days are never good. You distract yourself then, often with the familiar kick of alcohol burning in the back of your throat. You've never been much of a drinker, but you figure it's never too late to start.
Sometimes, the distraction comes from being in the arms of another.
(One of your favorite distractions, a young man named Byounggon, had run his fingers along the angry lines one night, jotting them down in his map of your body.
"Do you regret it?" he asked then, eyes half-lidded with drowsiness. You cupped his cheek, ran a thumb along the planes of his face.
"I wouldn't be here if I regretted it, now would I?" He let the corners of his mouth turn up just so, pressing his lips to yours.
You don't talk to him much nowadays, your interactions reduced to likes on Instagram, views on Snapchat. He's moved to a bigger city. "More opportunities," he said. You keep up with his dream of being a musician, always. There was a time when you were his number one supporter, after all.)
"Will that be all?" the cashier asks, jotting your order on the plastic cup. When you nod, he asks for your name. He jots that down too.
But then his eyes widen and he looks at you with renewed interest. "I'm sorry?"
"Is there a problem?" you asks, peering at your name (spelled correctly) on the cup. His eyes search for an answer within yours, some sort of explanation you can't seem to give. He averts his gaze, shakes his head, places your cup in the queue of orders.
"I'm sorry," he says. "Just thought you were someone I knew. Have a nice day." You parrot the phrase, catching a glimpse of the young man's name tag.
Seunghun, it reads in cheerful yellow. There's a doodle of a puppy in the top right corner. You think it's rather cute.
Two weeks later, you meet Seunghun again. This time, you're out for a morning jog. The crisp autumn air greets you as your feet meet the pavement and let out a satisfactory crunch under the burnt orange leaves on the sidewalk.
You both get stopped at the crosswalk, waiting for the light to change. While you catch your breath, you don't miss the way he flinches, as though he didn't expect you to show up. He schools his expression into something friendly within no time, and you wonder if you imagined the whole thing.
"The weather's nice, isn't it?"
"It is," you pant. "On your way to work?" He raises a hand to tug at the strap of his backpack with a small smile.
"Yeah. You should come by, give us business," he grins. "On mornings like this, I recommend the hazelnut latte." You hum in agreement, not yet recovered enough to converse. "Tell you what, you come and get one when I'm working, I'll make sure it's on the house."
"Really? Maybe I'll swing by." The light changes, and you leave Seunghun behind, waving goodbye as you do.
You come in later that day, ordering a hazelnut latte as promised. Seunghun's manning the register, same as two weeks ago, and when he takes everything down, he smiles. You miss it as you pay, but there's something extra on your cup.
As you take a sip of the (delicious; his coworker Yedam must be some sort of brewing prodigy) latte, you catch a glimpse of the extra writing.
Along the side of the cup is his phone number.
[10:58 PM] seunghun!: more than anything i want to adopt a puppy
[10:59 PM] seunghun!: or rather another one
[10:59 PM] seunghun!: i named this one after an old friend
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The picture of Seunghun and his dog brings a smile to your face. You've been spending more time with him recently, whether it be going on coffee runs ("Are you sure you're not just using me for my employee discount?") or complaining about life as a broke college student ("My card got declined trying to buy a bag of chips last night...").
It's nice. Spending time with him is...nice.
It's more than a simple distraction, somebody to hold close on nights your decisions try to haunt you. It’s friendship, something to hold onto when you lose your way in the dense forest of your mind and to cherish when you manage to make it to a clearing and bask in the sunshine.
You've caught a cold recently (probably from that bastard Seo Changbin in your communications class). Seunghun's given you some homemade tea, swearing on its usefulness. It certainly tastes good, the sweet honey chased by tangy lemon. Unfortunately, the tea isn't able to stop the persistent cough you've been plagued with.
Feeling phlegm start to come up, you turn the bathroom lights on, hacking it up and spitting into the sink.
Huh. That's weird.
There's no phlegm.
The only thing in the sink is a single golden petal, coated in saliva.
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college!hyunsuk au♡part one
a/n: hello!!! this is my first fic on here so please go easy on me bc it’s kind of slow and long :,) I rushed it a bit bc i wanted to get it up before the last episode airs :/// also feel free to leave requests or just drop in to talk! i would love more ygtb mutuals! (also i was going to make this a full on lovers au but it got too long so i just left it like this, but if i get enough requests, i will be more than willing to make a part 2!)
so you’re a freshman at college(✿◠‿◠)
while you’re absolutely in love with what college has to offer,,,,you’re dreading the start of classes
esp when it’s your first semester and you have no idea how to navigate the campus
and that, my friends, is how you realize it will take 15 minutes to get to a 9 AM that starts in 10 minutes (a/n this is a true story lol)
and while you could easily just skip this class and call it a day, you are A GOOD STUDENT \\\\٩(๑`^´๑)۶////
so you double knot your shoelaces and run across that mf campus
thankfully, you make it right as the clock hits 9... though you didn’t realize that this was a 300 student general chem lecture
it really b like that sometimes y/n ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
so you’re left to slide into one of the rows at the very back of the hall, which is thankfully empty
...
save for the mop of blonde hair that is passed out in the seat next to you
of course, you don’t have the time to pay attention to the boy beside you because you’re prof has already started lecturing
before you know it, class is over
surprisingly enough, at 9:50 on the dot, the boy shoots his head up, ruffles his hair, grabs his backpack and briskly exits the lecture hall room, sparing you a brief nod
if you weren’t stressed enough that you have 20 minutes to grab breakfast and run back across campus for class, maybe you would have taken time to notice how cute the boy was - but you have a class to get to
so fast fwd two days,,, you’re basically a pro at this whole college thing
or so you thought
you find your self double knotting your shoelaces again and running across campus to reach your 9 AM chem lecture again
at this point,,,you’ve accepted your fate and you dejectedly slide next to the passed out boy in the back row
so now that this is your second class, you’re prof is actually lecturing (and blondie beside u is still asleep)
after a grueling hour of basic chem review,   you have about three pages of notes
and it isn’t until 5 minutes before you’re dismissed that blondie finally takes the time to wake up
you resist the urge to giggle seeing his slightly frazzled state - hair puffed out, half lidded eyes and pouty lips (✿´ ꒳ ` )
and maybe you would have,,,if he didn’t hurriedly look over at you and ask if he could borrow your notes
and as much as you despise people who don’t pay attention in class and ask for other peoples’ notes ,,,,, who are you to resist those puppy dog eyes                    
。・°°・(>_<)・°°・。
so,,,, you reluctantly hand him over the notes
but not without giving him a piece of your mind \\\\٩(๑`^´๑)۶////
“don’t forget to bring them back next class,,,and maybe a coffee too so you can stay awake”( ◠‿◠ )
y/n, you really are too nice
so it’s finally friday,,,,but you have that cursed 9 am yet again
and while you’re able to make it early this time around, you willingly sit in the back row
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
and much to your surprise,,, in comes blondie, fully awake, an iced coffee in each hand
he moves into his seat beside you, setting down one of the coffees on your desk
“i don’t really know what girls like, so i just decided to get you the same thing as me! as a thank you for letting me borrow your notes”
speaking of notes, he quickly sets down his coffee and his backpack and takes out your notes, setting those on your desk as well
and this whole time, you’re just like,,,,,,,,, (●´ω`●)
and he’s staring at u with this goofy smile on his face like,,,,(๑・̑◡・̑๑)
if it were socially acceptable, you would have squished his little cheeks right then and there
but all you can manage to get out is a small smile, mumbling an “anytime” under your breath
and as much as you enjoy the company of another person in this large lecture hall,,,blondie talks a lot
but also you can’t bring yourself to mind bc he’s not all that bad at chem (and he looks cute when he talks with his lips all pouty but don’t tell him you said that(๑>◡<๑))
so it’s been about a month at college and you’re actually getting the hang of things this time
also,,,blondie has officially stopped falling asleep in class
surprisingly, you both have become quite the pair ٩( ᐛ )و
you learned that his name is hyunsuk, he’s a sophomore, and he’s part of a dance team (hence why he can’t help but fall asleep during chem lecture)
while you guys don’t interact outside of class, it’s nice to have someone to make small talk with in the morning
and you’d be lying if you said you didn’t want to boop his cute nose on several occasions (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
so while studies are great and all,,,,it’s been a month and you have done next to nothing besides stressing over classes and sleeping
so, your friends (yes y/n, you do have friends) decided to have a little gno to celebrate surviving a month of college
shimmying into a pair of black jeans, a cute top, jean jacket and some heels, you’re ready to TAKE ON THE TOWN
and like not to brag but u look hot
you really know how to strut your stuff y/n
so when ur friends were like gno!!!! you expected something cute like going to get dinner in the city or something
you did NOT expect to find yourself in a frat party
like,,,,,you’ve never been to one of those cheap high school parties much less a college frat party
so like,you’re kind of freaking out inside bc tight areas filled with sweaty bodies and the stench of alcohol are NOT your thing
( ˙-˙ )
your friend mina is like,,,
“come on y/n, it’s part of the college experience!!!”
but you’re like,,,
“the only experience i need is sleeping past my alarm” \\\٩(๑`^´๑)۶////
nonetheless, mina resorts to dragging you into the house
so somehow, you guys make it to the kitchen
and while you’re still against the idea of being here, at least it’s slightly more breathable in the kitchen
while u can finally breathe, you also realize mina is GONE
u quickly scan the kitchen and thankfully find her ,,,,, w some tall dinosaur looking dude??
she motions you over so you slide through some bodies to make your way over to the pair
“y/n!!! this is my friend byounggon! he owns this place!”
“hey, you can call me gon!”
the dude does a little nod and smiles at you ,,, and then u notice how close him and mina are actually standing next to each other
her hand on his arm...the little smile he gives her...
and you’re like
“OH ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)”
“you know,,,i’ll leave you guys to hang out for a bit while i go explore the place”
but not so fast,,,you have friends who care about your safety :,)
gon is all like
“no wait! mina told me this was your first party so i’ll have one of my frat brothers watch over you”
he turns his head back calling out a name that’s unintelligible over the sound of the music playing throughout the house
“y/n! this is my friend -“
“HYUNSUK???”
“Y/N!!!”
obviously you’re a bit startled to see the blonde boy in a setting that’s not the chem lecture hall
and maybe you’re even more startled by how good he looks - silk shirt, silver jewelry littering his ears and hair styled
and maybe he thinks the same with the way his eyes briefly glaze over your full body
but ,,,, mina and gon:??????
“you guys know each other?”
you’re the first to snap out of your reverie, hyunsuk’s eyes still glued to you
“uhh yeah we sit next to each other in chem lecture”
gon: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
“ahhh...so you’re THAT y/n”
“THAT y/n”
“yeah, it means -“
“NOTHING”
(hyunsuk’s quick to interrupt when he’s about to get exposed (¬_¬))
“he means nothing lol”
anyway,,,gon’s like “yeah so we’ll leave you guys to it”
and you’re just looking back in dejection bc ur friends left u :,(((
when you turn back around hyunsuk has a bit of an apologetic look on his face
“first party?” he cocks his head to the side , puppy dog eyes waiting for an answer
“yeah,,,, i never really took you for the frat boy type”
hyunsuk does a little boyish smirk before saying
“there’s a lot things you don’t know about me babe”
and then he’s lightly grabbing your wrist and taking you to god knows where
the next thing you know, you guys are out on a balcony
and you’re like
\( ˆoˆ )/ fresh air!!!!
hyunsuk: (*゚▽゚*)
so you’re just like
staring at the sky
and u feel a little gaze boring into the side of your head
so you look over to see hyunsuk staring at you with his head cocked to the side
and he has this little smile on his lips
and you have no clue why he’s smiling but it makes your tummy do ~that thing~
but ALSO ,,, you’re trying to play it cool
so you cock your head back at him
and he stares at you for a little longer
and GIGGLES
THIS BOY HAS THE AUDACITY TO GIGGLE AT YOU
DOESNT HE KNOW WHAT THAT DOES TO A GIRL’S HEART
hshsbahaheiskeksoal
“why are you giggling??”
he does a little shrug and looks over at you
“you’re cute”
(((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))♡
lmao he really just had to take all your uwus
the moment kind of ends when you get a text from mina saying she went home w gon,,,
you both know what that means( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
but also now you don’t have a ride back to your dorm
i mean you probably guessed what’s going to happen now
gentleman suk decides to walk you back to your dorm
despite it being chilly, it’s still a nice walk
you both walk in a comfortable silence,, heads turned to avoid the other seeing the  little smile on each’s face
and you don’t say anything when you feel the tips of hyunsuk’s warm fingers entangling into your own
and he doesn’t say anything when you bid him goodnight with a kiss on the cheek
and you know that you have more than friendly feelings for the sleepy blondie in your chem class
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halloncockta · 5 years
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[9:30pm]
Yedam waves while smiling widely at you. Both of you standing outside of your place after he walked you home from your date. Right before he leaves he kisses you and gives you an envelope. He runs to catch the bus and you walk inside. When you open the envelope, you take out the paper where it spells out «I LOVE YOU<3» you smile and sigh happily. Making sure to send him a text saying «i love u too. My dork<3»
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zerookosmos · 5 years
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why is no one talking about this?? like?? the song is so good??
Treasure A - Thinking about you (unofficial)
video is not mine
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binsualship · 5 years
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✧・゚: *✧・゚:* Ha Yoonbin Playlist *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
Beenzino - Aqua Man
Crush - Woo Ah
Mad Clown (ft. Suran) - Love is a dog from hell
DRP LIVE - Jasmine
DPR LIVE - Text me
K.vsh, Jeebanoff - Liar
Vernon (ft. Don Mills) - Lotto
Jay Park, Reddy - Think
offonoff - Photograph
Loco (ft. Dean) - Too much
Dean, Yerin Baek - Come over
KillaGramz, Dean, Zico - Where u at
Zico, Fanxy Child - Fanxy Child
ONE - heyahe
(This is only what I think please don't hate on me and please tell me your opinion~)
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softhoursboutique · 5 years
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“Please Stay”
Byounggon whispers while grabbing your hand. It’s time for you to take your leave after finishing a scary movie, the clock nearing one am. “You know I can’t sleep alone.”  
“Gon, I can’t.” Your expression softens upon seeing his lip jut out in a pout. “I didn’t bring my pajamas”
He sits up immediately. “You can wear my clothes!” It’s hard to say no when he looks so excited.
After you change he pulls you onto the bed and into his arms. As his fingers intertwine with yours and his lips press to your temple, you curl further into his embrace and slowly doze off to the sound of his steady breathing
~Admin K
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my-kaus · 5 years
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Preview: Ha Yoonbin Au "I'll Never Love Again"
Based on I'll Never Love Again from A Star Is Born.
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Summary: If you asked Y/N how they'd imagine their relationship with Ha Yoonbin, they're likely to respond with forever lasting. That is until Yoonbin debuts and decides that maybe a relationship isn't the best idea.
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txxic2 · 5 years
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[01:33] seunghun sings your favorite song softly into your ear to help you sleep
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qyuoza · 3 years
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Unexpected (CHS)
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Genre: Fluff
AU: Nonidol!au, College!au
Warnings: none
Summary: Yeji was tired of her best friend Y/n staying at home, so she decides to drag her to a double date wherein she meets Hyunsuk, someone who she never knew she needed.
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“Y/n come on! Give it a try, you’re always at home. Besides, when was the last time you’ve been on a date?” Yeji whined as Y/n ran a hand through her hair.
Honestly, she couldn’t even remember the last time she was on a date, but she just never had the time to meet people, like ever.
“I don’t remember actually, I haven’t dated anyone since Soobin, so like a year maybe?” Yeji face palmed and suddenly dragged her friend up from the couch.
“Let’s go on a double date, I’m sure you’ll like him. Now go get ready” She pushed Y/n as she whined and slouched off to her room. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad, Y/n thought, as she reluctantly started to get ready.
“Yeji who are we going with?” Y/n asked her friend, half way done with her make up and starting on doing her hair.
“We’re going with Yeonjun and his friend Hyunsuk” Yeji said before applying lip gloss, Y/n was honestly awestruck at how her best friend managed to look so attractive in any situation.
Back to Y/n’s room, she decided on wearing a fitted black turtle neck dress that hugged her curves and paired it with a tweed chanel blazer and black thigh high boots, then accessorizing with a few dainty rings and a silver necklace that had a heart pendant.
“Wow you look gorgeous” Yeji giggled as she came in to check on Y/n. “Oh shut up, if we’re going on a double date I might as well just dress the part, now come on” the pair grabbed their purses and set off to the date location.
“I like your hair by the way, the waves suit you” Yeji smiled as they entered the restaurant.
“Thanks, I bet Yeonjun can’t wait to get his hands on you” Y/n joked, and the two giggled before finding the two males. Then looking over, Yeonjun waved and Yeji lead Y/n over.
Slowly approaching the table, Y/n couldn’t help but be in awe as she saw the other male beside Yeji’s boyfriend. He was absolutely stunning as Y/n could not take her eyes off of him.
“Y/n, meet Hyunsuk. Hyunsuk this is Y/n, Yeji’s best friend and roommate” Yeonjun introduced, and they both looked at each other, lost in a daze.
“Well then, let’s order so we can eat and get the date formally started” the two girls sat down and Y/n smiled at Hyunsuk, who grinned back at her. Her heart was soaring by now.
“Hi, it’s so nice to meet you, sorry if you got dragged here, Yeji wanted me out since I haven’t dated in awhile” Y/n said sheepishly, but Hyunsuk just kept his cute grin, eyes turning into crescents.
“It’s fine, I haven’t dated in awhile either to be honest, but I’d love to get to know you. Nice outfit by the way” he complimented, Y/n felt her face warm and nodded. “Same goes for you” she said, eyeing his outfit carefully, examining each and every detail.
He was also wearing a tweed blazer, except his outfit had a black shirt underneath, and he paired it with jeans and some casual white canvas shoes. This guy meant business, so Y/n also couldnt help but cheer for herself.
Soon the food had come by and the four had engaged into their own conversations by then, Y/n and Hyunsuk stealing glances at each other every now and then.
When dinner was done, they all decided to go down to Garasugil to do some window shopping or look at other things just to kill time. “Y/n, Yeonjun and I will be going to Koon with a View. Are you and Hyunsuk fine on your own?” Yeji asked her best friend as she already had her arm around her boyfriend.
“Yeah we’ll be alright, we’ll head to MCM for now. You two enjoy yourselves” Y/n smiled, and Yeji and Yeonjun walked off waving to the couple.
“You’ve got taste, let’s head over to MCM then” Hyunsuk grinned again and Y/n nodded. “So, Hyunsuk, you go to college right? What’s your major?” she asked, trying to start a conversation.
“I major in fashion design, it’s been hard but the hard work pays off when I realize I’m getting closer to achieving my dream” Hyunsuk said. Y/n found that to be really attractive and couldn’t help but agree, she probably is already head over heels for this dude.
“That’s amazing, I major in film arts so basically directing, film making and the like” Y/n smiled back as they entered the store. “Wow a film maker, sounds amazing” Hyunsuk says in awe.
“It’s nothing” Y/n says back sheepishly and looks around at all the bags, but nothing had really caught her eye.
“Nothing catches my eye here, we should head over Maison Kitsuné, I heard they have amazing clothes” Hyunsuk suggests, and they both head out to look at more shops.
After a minute of walking, they entered the store in awe. “Hyunsuk! You should totally try this!” Y/n handed Hyunsuk a dark green puffer jacket, and he immediately rushed to try it on.
“Wow it looks really good! Y/n you have a good eye when it comes to things like these” Y/n just chuckled and continued looking around the store. This is when Hyunsuk realized how much she was his type, she already had a great personality and she dressed well, what more could he ever want?
The next store they went to was called Around the Corner. “This is one of my favorite stores ever in Garasugil, their street style is on point and I love shopping here” Hyunsuk says as they walk in.
He wasn’t lying, the clothes were marvelous. “You should try these on” Y/n handed Hyunsuk a furry black bucket hat and he tried it on almost immediately.
“I love this! Wait I should totally get it, Y/n go look for something so we’ll be even” Hyunsuk says, but Y/n just casually grabs another furry bucket hat.
“I’ve eyed this for awhile so why don’t we get matching ones?” The male nodded as they both decided to buy the bucket hats.
“Hyunsuk you really didn’t have to” Y/n said flustered. “No it’s alright, it’s nothing, besides, I love spending time with you” He gave her a genuine smile and held her hand, which took Y/n by surprise.
“OH WAIT LET’S GO IN HERE! THEY HAVE THE BEST JEWELRY!” Y/n suddenly exclaimed and led Hyunsuk into a small secluded jewelry store. “I’ve been meaning to get more rings for awhile and a few earrings, maybe a chain too” Y/n said carefully as they walked in.
“Well we should get some as well if you’d like, I love what I’m seeing and wanna buy some stuff too” Hyunsuk said cheerfully, and Y/n felt her heart beat fast again for the second time that night.
After a few more rounds of shopping, Y/n and Hyunsuk soon met up with Yeji and Yeonjun. “Wow you two have been, shopping” Yeji laughed and the two looked at each other a bit embarrassed, but they couldn’t help it.
“You two are cute, we’ll both leave you for a bit. Now go talk because Y/n, we’re going home in like five or so minutes” Y/n nodded at her best friend and turned to Hyunsuk.
“I had fun, thank you for taking me out and paying for these, I wish I could repay” but Hyunsuk stopped her.
“I loved spending time with you too, and honestly I’m super into you, so why not repay me with another date?” Y/n’s eyes widened, Hyunsuk was an amazing guy, and she would love to spend time with him again.
“Of course, here’s my number so you don’t forget” Hyunsuk handed her his phone as she typed in her number and saved the contact.
“Thanks, I’ll see you then Y/n, call me when you and Yeji get home safe” he smiled. “Yeah, see you…” Y/n breathed out as she went to Yeji, who was waiting for her as they were heading home.
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