#yknow when people theorise over what ctommy does off stream

[art--harridan]

[Image description: A digital comic about TommyInnit. It starts with four panels displaying Tommy in bed, unmoving. He is curled up around a cow teddy and smothered in his blankets. While his position doesn't change, tears fall faster in each panel. The only other change between them is the view from the window, which shows the sky in different moments, suggesting that a lot of time has passed. This section is preceded by the line "it's been hard to get out of bed lately". Below the panels, there's a shot of Tommy on the bench, hands clasped together in what seems like prayer. He's wearing a diamond chest-plate and closing his eyes. The line "and you pray for something" is next to him. Beneath this, there's a closeup of Tommy praying, eyes open this time. He's looking nervously to the left, where there's an alarm bell with Dream's mask design on it. He is crying and sweating profusely, but his shoulders are tense. Behind him, there's a box full of static which fades into grey as it descends. The final sentence says "to wake you up for good".]

shaken faith

#tommyinnit #dream smp #tommyinnit fanart #dream smp fanart #dream smp spoilers #digital art #tw #depression #?? idk what to tag this one? #i dont think it exactly hits any of my usual tags? #anyway that stream was screams aaaaaaah #i will be thinking about it forever and u lot are gonna get sm content #finally im doing comics about current lore again :') #anyway anyway #time to talk about the comic #yknow when people theorise over what ctommy does off stream? in my rotted brain my go to has always been like #depressive episodes where he cant get out of bed :') #fucked up i know #but like he doesnt see whats been happening until he streams again (ie he isnt aware cos hes still in bed) #and it seems the streams are done when he has a purpose #which this comic is basically about getting a purpose in the worst way possible (basically eryn dream shrine x10) #and its unwanted so very badly and its fucking terrifying and awful and shit #but like #he can get out of bed again?? #also when he was on the bench i couldnt envision him doing anything else but praying #religious ctommy am i right chat #oh yeah he has a cow teddy :) this is a reference to something else im working on lol (which is not gonna be done anytime soon) #idk what else to say hope u lot enjoy this one <3 #abuse #☆