#yo-its-life

[vanyafresita]

cant believe that feliciano is single-handedly getting me out of an art block

#hetalia #aph italy #feliciano vargas #something about him smoking is very sexy to me STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT #his tattoo reads collige virgo rosas btw #my 14 year old self would be so proud to know that im better at drawing now and im using my skills to draw hetalia #this is for you dumb bitch u will never forget hetalia turns out ur obsessions at 14 yo truly change ur brain chemistry for life #anyways its 1am i have to get up early tomrrw lmfao #aph #my art

[popdrop]

I STILL CAN'T GET OVER HOW IN THE BEGINNING, CALE PUSHED EVERYONE AWAY. You may say it's because of how "dangerous" and "trouble packed" their journey will be in the story later on— BUT. I JUST CANT HELP BUT FEEL LIKE MAYBE , JUST MAYBE. He didn't want them to be affected by his "curse" (side effect of WS) whether he knew about it or not. Just consider the fact that he KNOWS what will happen to them and how they'll be fighting for a better world and it'd be MUCH better if he's not there. Just in case he worsens whatever will happen.

He's such an unreliable narrator <3 the Worst Kind Ever.

#cale henituse #you will always be famous #TCF #trash of the count's family #and you might say OH he probably doesnt really /know/ about the side effect but i raise you this #this b//tch was able to rise up to be a commander and an absolute BEAST of a team leader. #with a 0% LETHAL RATE (probably. actually need to fact check that but its somewhere along those lines) #poor b//stard was tired of everyone leaving him and if he can help it #no one will suffer. even if it is at his expense #my point is: he's a smart ass he probably figured out something was wrong with him when people doesnt really get Close yo him and anyone- #who DID f//ckin DIED #he deserves the world and more #though he'd probably pass out if was given a world #'I DONT WANT TO RULE A WORLD! GIVE ME MY SLACKER LIFE!!' he'd say

[sillycyan]

someone please tell tiktok that maladaptive daydreaming isn’t some quirky hashtag fun thing to have and go through..

#like bro i don’t have genuine memories and lost so much of my life due to how much i use it as escapism #ur lil ‘me imagining my imaginary bf to fall asleep’ once in a while is NOT having real problems #and the ‘when i’m bored im class’ like yo ur not understanding what this actually is blud 💀 #ITS NOT A FUN AND JOLLY THING BRO I DONT HAVE A LIFE ANYMORE #yall gotta stop romanticizing shit on that app and even here too 😶 no shade #maladapting daydreaming #madd #cyanismaddagain

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i keep seeing fanart of this purple hair x light blue hair ship from a different fandom, but its fanart of a specific variant of them with short hair AND I KEEP THINKING ITS KUBOKAI😭it looks like them every time..

#i keep going 'wow is the saiki k fandom resurrecting- oh its the pjsk ship again' #my bad yo #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #kubokai

[ladysophiebeckett]

La Oferta de Michel \ Los Planes del Futuro de Betty y Armando

#ysblf #yo soy betty la fea #betty la fea #mystuff #i wanna say this is self explanatory #but like #u know--let me explain anyway--- #michel wanted to do everything for betty without really consulting her--'i'll take care of it' he says as soon as she says she wants discus #the costs. that is not equal partnership. #that is not her having a say. and she's already been through various stages of her life where everyone gets a say in her life except her. #when armando discusses their plans for the future--its implied that he and betty had a discussion together. #they talked about the cost (he's gonna sell his apartment) and its a house they saw and betty loved. #they made plans for their life together. michel's offer was if anything a step back fm the independence she gained at the end of her arc. #and michel doesn't moisturize. why would u want that in ur life?

[djpurple3]

Uh oh!! Looks like you fucked with the Science Team (TM)!!

I'm trying to get a feel for how they are to draw and i think i'm beginning to get the hang of it!!

#hlvrai #half life but the ai is self aware #hlvrai art #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai tommy #hlvrai bubby #hlvrai coomer #dr coomer #dr bubby #tommy coolatta #gordon feetman #djpurple3's art yo #its been so long since ive had to tag so many THINGS

[hearts4juzi]

I love how i have pointless headcanons about gregorys transness because his whole ggy era got twisted around to me thinking about how hes trans and how that might connect with his time glitchtrapped especially since he was referred to with fem terms (in other languages but shhhhh let me have this) and how his recovery period of taking back his life could include reclaiming his gender and hitting that "tboy enough to fuck with gender without being scared of being misgendered" type thing and thats why i find any headcanons of him wearing skirts/makeup/nailpolish or other traditionally feminine things so so so special

#like i think a lot about him being a stranger in his own body #he acts like himself and talks like himself but sometimes just isnt himself #and the way the therapists use fem terms and the discomfort that could bring #but he cant do much because its not him #and he end up not remembering a good chunk of his life #everything has been taken from him #but even before that #he had to cut his own hair and everything and he still didnt get to keep his own fucking name because someone else stood in his place #and pretended to be him #but its not him #and idk how this truly connects to transness but i resonated with it #and i think in his goal to truly heal from everything #it include a massive fuck yo to that rabbit and society #he'll wear skirts and makeup and do what he wants because nobody controls him. not a rabbit and certainly not societys perception of gender #does this make sense #i think abt trans gregory a lot its canon to me #tzu rambles

[thelastharbinger]

Tidbits of ATSV That I Enjoyed (Or Alternatively: Just Miles Being The Most Endearing Spidey Ever)

Miles patting The Spot's head after successfully webbing him (I don't see this as condescending, but rather him still engaging with the humanity of a villain like Spot) and ~very assertively~ telling/asking him not to escape.

"I'm like Robin Hood-if he gave to himself."

Miles' spidey senses going off when he arrives late to his dad's party because there's nothing more frightening than Brown parents when they're mad at you. Beware the chancla or correa!

O.k. So we all know there are different versions of the movie out there. You may already know that one of the slight differences is when Miles goes to save Inspector Singh. There's a version where you can hear Gwen's voice in the distant background yelling no! when she thinks Miles gets crushed under the rubble, and there's another where she's silent as she webs to him. Now, I have found ANOTHER version (online) where her shouting is even more at the forefront. She's practically screaming and sounds more desperate, (prolly because it's close to the same way her Peter Parker died so she's reliving trauma) and the fear in her voice is palpable. That one haunts me.

Jefferson trying to equate studying for his police exams to childbirth, which Rio quickly nips in the bud.

Ganke having a soccer poster of Son Heung Min, a famous Korean footballer who currently plays for the Premier League Tottenham Hotspur and is captain of the South Korean national team.

Miles having a Sashimi (his universe's version of Supreme, but I just like the idea that Miles loves eating sashimi. Like I know that kid has good taste in food) poster in his bedroom.

The fact that Miles kept in touch with Aunt May for long enough after the events of ITSV that he helps her move.

The Spot saying he was one of the more handsome scientists at Alchemax according to his colleagues.

Miles and Gwen having the same collectible toys, the only difference being that he keeps his in the box and she doesn't.

"Hey, don't try to wow me with big words, man," *in deep manly voice* "I do crosswords every day"- Miles after Spot points out Alchemax as "the crucible of our connection!"

Miles going, "This job is so dumb sometimes" after he tries to web Spot at the deli, but it goes through a hole and lands on his face.

"Nahhh, he seems more Dominican to me." Kinda want Miles to meet a native Dominican Spidey because that dynamic would highkey fuck hard *pun not intended*. They would repair relations between our two islands-PR&DR.

"Almost there Mami *smiley face* *cowboy* prayer hands*"

The college admissions coach at Visions Academy straight up saying, "That's your story! Now, just stick to the script..." Ma'am what???

"Calmate Mami, eso no es my fault."

"I've hit a lot of different villains with a lot of different food...I'm just trying to lighten the mood."

Miles in his angsty teen era and smart-mouthing everyone around him. Love that for him.

"He almost killed his mom as a baby, I mean, look at those shoulders." No but for real tho. Those shoulders are as wide as a truck. Kim Seokjin who??? (if you understood that reference, ily).

Miles writing a love letter to his dad in 2 cakes.

Gwen at the water tower chowing and saying how feelings make her hungry after her and Miles talked about how they can't be together cause it would end in tragedy. Like Gwen, come again?!

Also, Miles' and Gwen's talk at the Williamsburg Bank Building being lowkey the catalyst for the 2nd/3rd acts of the film. Without them both kind of silently admitting their feelings for each other, Miles probably wouldn't have chased after her the way he did. Pretty sure you know the rest.

"I bet she doesn't even speak Spanish," and Jeff going "Que barbaridad" in his very broken Spanish. Queue Rio's bombastic side eye.

Both Gwen and Miles referring to Spot as a Villain Of The Week, even though neither of them have spoken about Spot to each other.

"I was bitten by a-wouldnt you like to know? Know what I mean?" SIR. Chill. This movie is for children.

The Spot inverting himself, going from a white mass with black spots to a gaping black hole with smaller white spirals. It's giving Junji Ito.

The irony of Pavitr exclaiming, "Well that was another easy adventure for Spider-Man!" right before an incoming canon event. HIS. He was about to experience his first big loss, and his happy-go-lucky nature would've been challenged.

Miguel saying conyo! when all the Spideys start pointing at each other.

"!Cállate!" "Nosy!" Sidebar: we don't talk about Gwen's banter with bad guys enough. She's so funny!

A lot of the Peters saying hi to Gwen as she passes HQ because she is canonically the one lost love--the love interest they all would've ended up with had she not died, so they all have an affection for her.

Web-Slinger going "Giddy up!" Cause he's swinging up.

Miles offering his fresh new takes on how to deal with the Spot upon meeting Miguel, saying "He just wants to be taken seriously. Like we all do." MILES YOU BEAUTIFUL, COMPASSIONATE GOLDEN SUNFLOWER BOY I LOVE YOUUUUU.

Hobie referring to Peter B. as Humbling Reality Spider-Man, which considering how steeped in tragedy the Spidey lore is, is really saying something.

Miguel's nonono no puedo más no puedo más. His misery is very funny and delightful to me. Little bitch ass.

"You know you're the only Spider-Man who isn't funny." Yes! More Miguel slander in the next one, please! Little bitch ass.

"Snitch!"

Miles shouting out Peter's name for help whilst Miguel pins and lays into him the fact that he's an anomaly. This after he momentarily glitches back to his ITSV store-bought suit. Mimicking the way-in also the first movie-Miles shouting out Peter's name for his own rescue as Doc Ock attacks him at the research facility. Because even though he feels hurt by Peter at this point, that's still his dad mentor and he still instinctively looks to him for protection. Rip my heart out why don't you!

Gwen sneaking back into her and her dad's place just to get that printed polaroid of her and Miles, a pic she already has on her phone.

Earth-42 Miles wearing Nike while our Miles wears Jordans.

#hi. ive seen this movie 8x in theaters and twice on pirating sites. i am unwell #also sorry not sorry for the miguel slander. i am a miles loyalist thru and thru thst bitch is on thin ice #but also literally can't get over gwen “it really is so nice to get to talk to you. me & him its different. in every other universe...stacy #cause directly underneath that she's actually saying. “i missed you. and what i have with you i literally do not have with anyone else and. #you dont know this but ive met hundreds and thousands of spiderpeople. nd even in my friendship with hobie its not like what i have with yo #and im actually really smitten with you. the one person i shouldn't be smitten with bc there is no happy ending for us. and idk... #if i should hold off. and im letting you know all this so that you can decide for me. whether to take that lesp of faith or not with you. & #hope that say yes and make the first move so that i cant but help to just sink into you.“ #AND IT MAKES SENSE! SHE MET HIM JUST AS HE WAS LIVING THROUGH AN EXPERIENCE SHE DID. OF BECOMING SPIDEY. AND RIGHT AFTER #SUFFERING THE GREATEST TRAGEDY OF HER LIFE WHICH SHE WAS ABOUT TO BEAR WITNESS THRU WITH HIM. SHE WAS THERE FOR HIS UNCLE DYING AND WATCHED #HIM BECOME SPIDERMAN. WE FORGET THAT THEY ACTUALLY WENT THRU SOME HEAVY THINGS TOGETHER. THEYRE TRAUMABONDED. I KNOW THATS NOT WHAT THAT WO #ACTUALLY MEANS. BUT IT MAKES SENSE THAT SHE CAN ONLY TALK TO MILES BC THEY PERFECTLY UNDERSTAND EO. #anyways idk why im shouting. im high rn. but crazy how all of that meaning was subtly thrown in there. like we got a confession scene folks #from gwen of all people! i love that for me. #also back to miguel: so i know he's hot. but if a hot person were to ever be rude to a waiter we agree theyre no longer hot right? right. #atsv #miles morales #itsv #miguel o'hara #the spot #ghostflower #gwiles #gwen stacy #ghost spider #gwen x miles #rio morales #across the spider verse #into the spider verse

[perfectlyripeclementine]

the pain of feeling the shape of someone’s absence by your side. how they turn up vivid in dreams like a memory from a few days ago. how you want to reach for them with a conversation, a joke, an anecdote. you can share it with others and it does help but it doesn’t quite fill the void of that person’s particular perspective, their humour, the sound of their laughter.

and then the question of whether they’d really react the way you imagine or if you’re just romanticizing them. if they’d really see you the way you hope. and the only way to know is to find out but that’s a bad wormhole and you know it.

#nblnb #missing them #honestly yo it’s been months but the yearning comes in waves #it’s been bad lately #and i feel kinda guilty about it bc like #my life is full! #i’ve got great friends and a fulfilling creative life! #and a partner who i love and takes good care of me! #and a couple flirtations i enjoy! #but it’s still there #its not as sharp as it used to be #but it’s heavy #and i can’t seem to put it down. #anyways #yearning #queer yearning

[avoiltaire]

wanshi/pgr - super old lightning/colours practice i did a month ago 😭

#this is like 2 months old #LOL i just never posted it #also im sorry for the long ass break ive been kinda just living my hols life lmao #long overdue for posts ik #APOLOGIES #but ive rererewatched into the spiderverse like 3 times now #n ill be seeing the sequel 2 days later overseas #bro its been so hard #ive been avoiding spoilers #but its really difficult #i havent even seen the trailer cus i wanna go into it like fresh n beta #also i just had a bbq im full as hell #lmfao gotta have to go jog like 5 timez to make up for this #pgr wanshi #pgr #punishing gray raven #my art #also i did this b4 i found like the crispiest render brush ever #so its a lil patchy tho i went over it woth the new brush #yo i cant even go onto any social media like i like 1 miles loml post n now i have barrages of spiderverse spoilers all over all my tls #god bless

[titiro]

Grian, presumably about the Jellie skin: I think I preferred buff Scar.

Scar, no hesitation: I can make that happen

#Yo how is this even real????!! #ITS WRITING ITSELF #holy shit i need a minute. maybe a day #scarian #trafficshipping #dl smp #dl smp spoilers #double life smp #double life smp spoilers #vaish yells into the void

[staneii]

IM GOING ALPHA MODE MY BROTHER SAID TOUHOU MUSIC SUCKS AND RAN OUT OF THE BEDROOM TO GO TO THE PARK.

#he also invalidates me from liking something #he also guilt trips me for having pip as my favorite character 😡 #how dare he man. #touhou #seiga touhou #seiga kaku #THIS IS FUCKING RELATED TO SEIGA TOO HE SAID DESIRE DRIVE SUCKS😡 #CMON DESIRE DRIVE IS ONE OF THE BEST SONGS IN TOUHOU #東方 #complaining #sakuya #get yo ass up its time to go beast mode #IM GOING INTO MY EMO PHASE AGAIN MY LIFE IS OVER #heuuee he only hates touhou because he kept of dying but he someone defeated chen

[brother-emperors]

I see your dog-coded Agrippa and Cassius, but what about Crassus ? Kind of like feral dog coded

for me, Crassus skips the dog coding allegations on account of no one being able to put a leash on him, and there's no person he seems to be singularly devoted to in a way that dictates his actions

Dating The Praetorship of Marcus Licinius Crassus, Martin Stone

like, there's Sulla, but Crassus also did a lot of that of his own accord, and Sulla shut the door on him politically so Crassus climbed in through a window and worked a different aspect of Roman society-politics with magnificent skill. he ALSO skips the dog allegations because if anyone is bringing someone to heel, it's Crassus doing it to other people. there isn't a specific person that Crassus' actions can be dedicated to in a way that makes me think of a dog the way Agrippa's actions for Octavian do.

I also don't think he's feral! what he is: really fucking ruthless, or has the potential for ruthlessness, which isn't the same thing to me as being feral. and being ruthless is not uncommon for Late Republic politics

Lucullus: A Life, Arthur Keavney

but its that pivot point between being firm, ruthless, and likeable that makes him interesting. he's actually. he's--

okay, so in my mind, he's Machiavelli Prince coded. there are only two Romans I have ever made a compare and contrast analysis using Machiavelli's Il Principe, one is Augustus, the other is Crassus. and for once my connect the dots of thematic tomfoolery has something I can cite, someone ELSE has also made a comparison to Augustus

Dating The Praetorship of Marcus Licinius Crassus, Martin Stone

#anyone here watch devil judge. crassus is like. more yo-han coded to me. in terms of themes and ruthlessness #you try to put him down at your own risk. with crassus tho its like. no roman could do it so ofc he had to meet his end outside of rome #...on the other hand. i respect yo-han and what he's doing as a whole. you guys ever watch yakuza films? crassus would fit in #SO well as a character in a yakuza film. or a 90s HK gangster narrative #if this was a filipino drama i'd want jake cuenca to play him #i also dont know if i'd call cassius dog coded. he really only comes to heel for brutus during the last few years of their shared lives #he is definitively gladiator coded to brutus' statesman tho #i dont often look at characters/figures and go 'oh. dog for sure.' but when i do its like. oh wow okay guys #like octavius wanting to die with crassus? not dog coded. that's just. devoted. devotion. that's love. that's grief. loyalty. #there's no greater love than to lay down one's life for a friend. there's no greater devotion than to die with your general #ask tag

[eternalchemy]

i am in the middle of reading pjo for the first time in my life so here are some very necessary lists.

characters i think are just soooo silly

- percy

- apollo

- silena

- nico

characters i would marry on the spot

- circe

- sally jackson

characters i would punch in the face for free

- ares

- zeus

- annabeths dad

- tantalus

characters i would commit acts of terrorism to protect

- grover

- tyson

- nico

#for context i am 22 years old #if i had read these books at 12 yo i just wouldve become annyoing beyond redemption #i am having the time of my life tho #and ive been spoiled surprisingly little for someone who has been on the internet for about 10 years and has seen tons of pjo content #i think its because no one talks about the plot ever which is valid #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians

[prettysweetprettysweet]

it is soooo funny that the reaction of Karan's sexy silver-haired iPad daddy upon hearing his son introduce his first serious, same-sex partner was: look up from iPad, "how long have you been dating?" ("a while now"), vague smile, nod, back to iPad. felt absolutely no need to further that conversation or ascertain the most basic of details or provide any reassurances on a sensitive issue. doesn't seem to be intentionally withholding like mom, just alarmingly vacuous and immune to vibes of any kind. Karan definitely didn't get his mental or social intelligence from him, thank god dad is so effing hot

#also not saying anything after mom says 'its our obligation to support you as parents' which obviously was supposed to mean 'this #news fucking sucks but i have no choice but to let it happen' #he has never once registered a double meaning in his life #cherry magic #cherry magic th #cherry magic thailand #yo mismo

[oatbugs]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡ #crushposting