#yohan's chest constantly aches with the pressure of all the things he wishes he could say

[thedeviljudges]

“i don’t care if humanity falls as long as i have you two.”

okay one, very gay, yohan.

secondly, i will personally fight tdj writers if we get a death. how the fuck does anyone say that and not think that’s love? like, who needs an “i love you” when you have someone who is so willing to sacrifice it all for the two people he has in his life. that is a love declaration and that is not to be taken lightly - so much so, i can’t even explain this correctly with my own words.

yohan flat out said humanity does not matter as much as the two of you: gaon and elijah. yohan said, without directly saying it, admitted how much and how deep he loves. he can claim he’s an abyss all he wants, especially if that’s what he thinks he is because other people told him as much, but you cannot say something that profound and expect people to believe that this man does not feel deeply, nor dismiss how much love yohan has to give.

yohan is brimming with it and has never had a chance to express it. and even in the few short moments he could, they were always so fleeting, never concrete, never a promised certainty.

i said yohan rights, and tdj writers better have said that too bc i got a bone to pick otherwise.

#x #kang yohan #the devil judge #yohan's heart is so FULL miss me with that abyss bullshit #everyone can see through you dumbass #but also i cant say that bc this man has never been given an opportunity #to experience the kind of love he always should've had #look after the country is put back together and everyone's living happily #yohan bcs the most clingy bf and gaon adores it #look i know what it's like to carry around emotions and never being able to express them #yohan's chest constantly aches with the pressure of all the things he wishes he could say #and all the things he wishes he could feel