#you are so smart and creative and hard working and funny and I cherish you

[gabrielsbubblegumbitch]

this may be hard to answer because we don’t actually know the characters too well yet, but what do you think vox and val actually *love* about eachother? it seems like it’s more than just sex between them, and i’m curious to know what you think their relationship is like outside the toxic or sexual parts

Anon, to me it is not hard to answer at all, I think about it constantly 🩵❤️ of course all I write is based mostly on my headcanons and interpretations.

So... What Vox loves about Valentino? First and foremost, he makes him feel free. Vox is very self-conscious; he has a lot of internalized shame that he tries to cover with his grandiosity and fake smile. Valentino is unapologetically himself, and no matter how annoying it can be, Vox admires it. He's like the least judgmental person, and except for his temper tantrums, he's quite chill. Vox can't handle something? Val doesn't care; he still thinks his boyfriend is smart and will figure shit out eventually. Vox discovers he's into some weird, socially unacceptable kink? Great, they can try it. Vox rambles for hours about sharks? Good, he has a passion; Valentino likes people with passion, he will listen, he likes his voice anyway. Vox, who has spent his whole life crafting this perfect narrative about himself, cherishes the opportunity to feel comfortable enough with other people (a lot of these things apply also to his friendship with Velvette) to act like an absolute idiot around them.

Also, I think Valentino can be a really amazing boyfriend - he can be funny, charming, and mindful of the other person. That's his whole thing; he deals with desires, and that's why people get addicted to him so quickly. In most cases, it inevitably ends with him taking absolute control over the other person and becoming abusive. But Vox is his partner, so he gets just those nice bits because Valentino knows he wouldn't be able to put him down like he did with Angel. Not that he'd want to; he likes having a partner who's equal to him, whom he can break only if he allows him to do so (yes, my reading of them is very BDSM-ish, don't @ me). Valentino wants to be loved, he loves the idea of love, surrounds himself with hearts but at the same refuses to adjust to societal norms in the way that makes him unlovable; every person he ever loved (in his mind, his obsessive desire equals love) rejected him eventually after he revealed his true nature to them. But not Vox. Vox accepts him as broken as he is, and despite all his toxicity, Vox is reliable, he's the most stable part of Valentino's life. He has the patience to deal with his mood swings, he can always find the solution when Val messes something up, he's willing to accept all the attention Valentino wants to give him, and he supports his passions (ruining lives, making weird porn and abusing people).

Essentially, their love is largely about finally finding the other person who is as bad as you are, who accepts you no matter what and helps you grow (become an even worse person).

And some additional things:

Valentino really likes how smart Vox is. He himself is impulsive and acts instantly on his urges because violence is always an answer so he's kinda impressed when Vox presents him with some elaborate plots.

Vox loves Valentino's creativity, aesthetic, and attention to detail. He really likes nice things, but he lacks the ability to understand the nuance that is necessary for creating art.

They both enjoy each other's sense of humor.

Vox really likes that Valentino is kinda dumb? He can take care of him, and he likes taking care of people because it allows him to prove himself as The Best Boyfriend. He doesn't necessarily gets the idea of unconditional love, so the fact that he has an opportunity to earn it makes him feel more secure in their relationship. That's also why he loves spoling Valentino with gifts which is perfect because Valentino loves being spoiled.

Valentino likes being a little silly when he's with Vox. At work he can't manage people with his competence, so he does it with fear. But yelling and throwing people around is exhausting; he sometimes wants to bedazzle his gun while watching some trashy reality TV and bitching about his hard day at work. It's okay because Vox is also a little silly.

Valentino generally helps Vox live life more. He helped him come out of the closet (in my headcanon Vox for his whole life struggled with internalized biphobia); shows him that emotions other than anger are acceptable and don't mean weakness; even small things like always insisting on getting nice meals (while Vox could live his whole life on black coffee and rice) or decorating their apartment with fancy yet useless stuff.

They're both power-crazy maniacs, so the idea of being with someone who is widely desired by others and could destroy them if they wished is just so incredibly hot.

Vox | Valentino | What they hate about each other

If you liked these you should definitely check out my fic

#vox #hazbin hotel #valentino #voxval #vox hazbin #ask #valentino hazbin hotel #staticmoth

[thewizardofrp]

@jaggerrps 

“It’d be an awfully empty galaxy, without you.” - Mass Effect

#ash tag #i love you so much #you mean the world to me #so lucky to have you in my life #from eden #character: oz gold #connection: abraham gold #husbands #they love each other #the feels! #but seriously #i love my writing partner #you are the sun #you make my day #you are my best friend #you are so smart and creative and hard working and funny and I cherish you #don't look at me #xoxoxoxox

[elitparadox]

ship your moots with haikyuu characters?

FINALLY I was waiting for this ask for so long it’s ridiculous you're the loml now anyway here you go, they're under the cut :)

@srkuv & osamu; mhm ik you didn’t expect this one mae but you’re so sweet, uplifting, kind, and smart and chaotic that the only person who deserves your love is osamu (and me hshshs but let's ignore that) he would make you all kinds of food and watch you eat with the most adoring look in his grey eyes I’m screaming just thinking about this I would ship the both of you so hard

@ioveangel & oikawa; when i tell you you're an angel sent from God i'm serious; you are literally the sweetest, most caring, enthusiastic, and creative person i've ever met and I'm so glad I did. have i told you you're beautiful too?? you're one in a million, you will definitely make oikawa feel like he's on top of the world (but you'd have to make sure not to boost his ego 🙄). no doubt he'll cherish you, just like i do.

@vs-redemption & daichi; I CAN LITERALLY PICTURE YOU WITH HIM aside from that though, you're just the kindest most thorough person ever, we haven't really talked much but everything from your simple yet organized blog to your beautiful writing... daichi would love you uwu cuddling sessions with him, you, and your cat are inevitable <3333

@kitacharm & kita; look i'm not just saying this because he's your fav but you're genuinely super cute, kind, and supporting!! kita would take you to picnics, send baskets full of homemade cookies and healthy snacks and gilded letters to your doorstep to remind you of how much he loves you :)

@keijee & sakusa; there is zero reason to explain. sakusa would absolutely adore you. you would give him such thoughtful compliments at the best times possible, and he'd tell himself (but would never admit to you), "what did i do to deserve someone like chelsea?" it's a perfect match, fight me.

@emergencyfoodpaimon & kunimi; okay this is platonic because i know you're more of a kin than lover, which i'd fully support !!! bromance 4 life, u know? you two would go along so well but i don't think there'd be much pep talk; you'd just get straight to the point LOL you're as reserved, consistent, and lovable as kunimi and that's why i love you both </33

@softetsurou & kuroo; MARI don't ever put yourself down, your writing is amazing and you're so humble and sweet. you also have a good sense of humour and kuroo would love that. he'd say sweet words in your ear, reminding you that you're treasured but he'd also tease you a lot, so you have to crank up your patience lol

@kodzukoi & kenma; koi you're so kind, relatable, caring, talented, and funny!! kenma would think about this all the time and although he's v quiet and not good with words, he'll hug you or ask you to come kiss him at random times. he's constantly reminding himself to be good to you because he loves u to the moon and back

@perqabeth & suna; don't get me wrong but i feel like your relationship would be a love-and-hate one. teasing and bantering are present every week. but when you're feeling down, suna would embrace you with his slender yet strong arms :') also you're super sweet and funny, suna loves that about u

@maipxilia & iwaizumi; UR SO BENIGN AND TALENTED YOU ARE PERFECT FOR IWAIZUMI!!! like how dignified u are, iwaizumi is as august and i'm willing to bet he'd take care of you no matter what. he's one of those people in your life who would literally die in your place, he'd also be so defensive if someone were to eye u or flirt with u and stuff lol.

@koushisbutterfly & sugawara; PLS YOUR PIANO PLAYING??? suga would beg u to play almost every second of the day because that's how good you are. he'd also kiss u on the forehead in the morning and just be the sweetest ever to u, his heart melts from the way you take care of him :')) you're also so kind you and suga would be that couple who punches pats everyone on the back for good luck

@mysterystarz & akaashi; yet another ship that sails freely across the ocean, uninterrupted and peaceful. akaashi would take you to watch the stars at night, give you cute notes, let you borrow his jacket, etc. wow, wonder how jealous your classmates would be when they hear (and see) that 😏

@strawbearisamu & tendou; first off, you and tendou are chaotic as hell lmaoo you'd vibe so well together- i literally know tendou would send you memes from the dozens saved in his camera roll but don't get me wrong, your relationship is also so sweet bc you give him a sense of home. you make him understand he's good enough, for once.

@mimi-cee-hq & tsukishima; MIMI YOU'RE SO TALENTED, KIND, AND SUPPORTIVE jsjsjs we all know tsukki isn't exactly the sweetest person and he wears a blasé mien most of the time, but around you, he softens a LOT and will be less mean to u i'm sobbing oh also i would ship you with kunimi but u guys are too similar i just wanted to switch things up ;)

@shirari & shirabu; i know we didn't interact much but you seem like a funny, kind person!! and don't imply that you aren't lovable or anything because you're passionate about the things you love and shirabu would highly admire that. you'd make him feel so warm and appreciated.

@itsmiyamore & kita; kita would love u bb, i'm spitting facts here. when you're stressed from homework/work, he'd endow upon you as many hugs as you want and comfort you by whispering "everything is going to be okay" i tell you, he's insuperable when it comes to best bf ever <3 (and u would be the best gf too)

@tetsusbbygrl & kageyama; wait abbs i swear you're so adorable and funny kageyama would be rlly shy around you, just like u are with him :)) he'd hold your hand at the most random times, he'd ask his upperclassmen for advice on where to take you out, etc. he tries so hard to make u feel the way u make him feel <33 you'd be that cute oblivious couple, u know the one

@sunkeiji & atsumu; okay we've been mutuals for only a day but you're already so welcoming and sweet to me, atsumu would be so grateful to have met you like i do!! you're collected and friendly while atsumu is energetic and a bit bothersome (but caring as well) which means you'd be great together <33 how cute

#this took so long #because i'm pretty bad at matchmaking or whatever it's called lol #but that's it!! i hope you liked them <3

[dat-town]

7 ways to fall in love | kun

~ unexpectedly, at first sight

You only agreed to this blind date, so your mother would stop fussing over your single state and telling you all about her new yoga friend's son. You swore she could have been successful in marketing field because she really tried hard to sell this boy, telling you how smart and handsome he was, that he already had a stable job and whatsoever, so after nagging you for days you agreed not because you were anticipating meeting Mr. Every Mother's dream but so she would stop.

However, you didn't expect such a good-looking young man walking up to your restaurant table, fixing his light blue collared shirt in haste when he noticed you already there. He dressed up nicely but not too formally, not too casually. It earned him a good point already.

"Are you Mrs. Yen's daughter?" he asked in a gentle voice and you were so surprised you could only nod, eyes skimming through his indeed handsome features. "I'm sorry for being late, the traffic was crazy."

"Don't worry, you're on time. It was me who got here early," you told him after checking on your watch that it was still 5 minutes before your agreed time. You nibbled on your lower lip a bit nervously, not knowing what to say and you didn't want to blurt out something like he didn't look like someone who would need blind dates. But that would be stereotyping and you didn't want him to assume you were that kind of person.

"That's a relief. I'm Kun, by the way," he smiled in a friendly manner, you introduced yourself the same, a little awkwardness lingering in the air still but then you suggested ordering something. Food was a good place to start any conversation but once you both ordered a meal, silence started to get settled once again.

"Sorry. I have never been on a blind date before, I'm usually not this awkward. It's just my mother thinks I'll die single at this rate," Kun let out a quiet laughter and his eyes narrowed with his smile behind his round glasses.

"Oh gosh, mine too!" you deadpanned and the two of you started bonding right away because of your matchmaker parents. The atmosphere was immediately better and you relaxed in your seat. The food was delicious as well and your conversation flew like a river.

As it turned out, Kun was 24, working as a composer in a small start-up company specialized in making music for video games and occasionally ads. He said he liked it very much because it gave him the creative freedom he had always wanted. He asked about you and seemed genuinely interested in the internship you were doing and also your hobbies. He wasn’t as big of a bookworm as you in his opinion but you could talk with him about books and discuss topics you couldn’t before and somewhere along the way it turned into a very interesting and thought-provoking conversation about what happiness meant. It took the waiter coming back with the dessert for you two to realize how deeply immersed you had gotten. You couldn’t help a soft chuckle and Kun’s mouth pulled up into a smile as well.

It was obvious from the get go that you had a lot of things in common, no wonder he really seemed to get your view on life. The evening passed quicker than you would have thought or wanted too but you didn’t want to be greedy or rush into any reckless feelings. You cherished the way things were, this ‘may be the promise of something’.

"I had a great time today," you admitted when Kun pulled up to the parking lot next to your flat.

Of course, he insisted on accompanying you back home since it was late and dark. His words weren’t overbearing though, he even told you it wasn’t because he thought you couldn’t take care of yourself but rather because he felt better sending you off properly. This way you could also see that he was a really attentive and careful driver which was such a relief after living through your sister’s crazy driving skills. It was only the cherry on top that his music taste was exceptional as you listened to his playlist during the ride.

"Yeah me too," Kun turned towards you with a hint of a smile, waves of hair falling into his forehead softly as he kept his eyes on you. "Would you maybe like to visit me in my studio one day? I can show you my works if you're interested. And maybe some other time I can cook for you, too."

"So you also cook? Wow, what can't you do?" you giggled because this once your mother might have been right about him being a catch. He was almost too good to be true, being such a gentleman, talented, funny. Sure, he ate his pizza with pineapples but come on, no man could be flawless. Your giddy grin softened into a smile once he waved off your compliment.

“Both future dates sound amazing. I would like to,” you said and you exchanged numbers which seemed to be a reasonable idea if you didn’t want to keep communicating through your mothers.

Though yours wouldn’t let you live the fact down that it was her who had set you up with the guy of your dreams and she would remind you every single time you would take Kun home and speaking of that, it doesn’t take long for him to make a home in your heart, blooming like flowers in spring but you feel like you could grow to love him more and more as the seasons pass.

7 ways to fall in love masterlist

#wayv scenarios #wayv imagines #wayv drabbles #kun #boyfriend!kun #series: 7 ways #stories

[woorenergy]

Deceit is self-conscious about his scales and Logan and Remus comfort him

oooh boi here we go. Hope you’ll like it, at least I had fun writing it ! (tho it turned a bit darker than I expected)

Pairing : Intruloceit/Intrulomus/whatever you want to call that

Word count : ~1,180 words

Warnings : Sympathetic Remus & Deceit, angst, a bit of crying, (mention of) self-harm, negative self-talk, injuries

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Logan wasn’t used to welcome the othersides in his room if there was an emergency, but something felt…odd, today. Remus was equal as himself, loud, disturbing, yet funnywhen he wanted to. No, the problem came from Deceit. Now, it wasn’tlike Deceit was the most talkative person among them, but as soon ashe stepped into Logan’s room, the logical side knew something wasgoing on.He and Remus were chatting in his room, Logan trying tohelp his boyfriend with a new idea he came up with yesterday. He was lying inbed, a book to his left that he had already forgotten about in favorof giving advice to the creative side, sitting cross-legged in frontof him.

Suddenly, Deceit opened the door and immediately slammedit shut behind him, cutting them into their conversation ; he didn’tsay anything and climbed onto the bed, then curled up next to Logan.His hat, gloves and cape were missing, and Logan didn’t have time totake a closer look at him when he buried his face into his shirt.

“Deceit ?”

No answer, not even the tiniest of thesounds. Logan exchanged a worried look with Remus who shrugged inresponse.

“Deceit, can you please look at me ?”Logan tried again, awkwardly wrapping an arm around his shoulders.

After what felt hours, the lying sideslowly looked up to his partners. Logan repressed a gasp when henoticed the left side of his face, the scaly one, reddened with a fewobvious marks of scratching here and there. His eyes were red too, asif he had been crying before coming here. His hands immediatelygrabbed at Logan’s shirt, twisting the fabric so hard between hisfingers his knuckles turned white.

“Hey Deedee, what happened ?”Remus squeaked, leaning so he could cup Deceit’s face, apologizingwhen Deceit hissed in pain.

“Did… Did the others hurt you ?”

“Yes,” Deceit answeredquickly, and the two other men could tell this was a lie. He was justlike that. “You know how much they enjoy hurting me.”

“My apologies, this was a stupidquestion.”

Deceit sighed and, gently, leaned intoRemus’ still on the human side of his face, closing his eyes for amoment. Logan couldn’t tell if he needed to talk, or cry, or both, soinstead started running a hand through his hair.

“M-My face,” Deceit finallywhispered, “I love my face so much.”

“What are you talking about ?”

“Don’t pretend you don’t see wherethe problem is, Logan. My face… This side is covered in scales.”

“So what ?” Remus shrugged, wipingthe single tear escaping Deceit’s human eye. “We’re all freaksaround here anyway, it’s not like someone is gonna judge you for that !”

Deceit scoffed and hid his face intoLogan’s shirt once again.

“What ? It’s true !” Remus whinedwhen he met Logan’s disapproving glare.

“That isn’t something he needs tohear at the moment, Remus.”

“But he’s right.” Deceit lightlyshook his head. “Thomas made me this way. If I look like a monster,that’s because he sees me as such. A-And maybe I actually am. I’m notsure anymore.”

The snake looked up and startedscratching at his skin again, wincing at the wounds already formingon his sensitive skin and around his scales.

“I’ve been trying to pull them offfor hours, hoping my skin would melt away at some point, but nothing worked. They won’t- they won’t leave me. I’llstay like this for ever, I’ll always be fucking hideous anddisgusting and terrifying and-”

“Deceit, please listen.”

Deceit blinked, and he suddenly seemedto notice the thick tears streaming down his face. Remus’ hand hadleft him now, but Logan’s was still running through his hair.

“There, there,” Logan cooed. “Doyou need to go through your breathing exercises ?”

“No, no, I’m fine.”

“You don’t have to lie to us.”

“I can’t help it.”

Once again, Logan and Remus exchanged alook. Logan had little to no clue on how to solve the problem, andRemus didn’t seem to help either ; were they supposed to let Deceitcry on their shoulder until he felt a bit better ? Or talk to him ?This whole relationship was so new, and this kind of situation hadnever happened before.

Before Logan could take a decision,Remus approached and cupped Deceit’s face, careful notto hurt his wounded side this time.

“Deedee, I don’t give a fuck ifThomas thinks you’re horrible. If he can’t see how wonderful you are,then that’s his problem.”

“That’s my problem too if that has animpact on the way I look.”

“But that’s doesn’t matter ! Damn,your whole body could be covered in scales and other kind ofnon-human stuff and that wouldn’t change anything about yourself !You’d still be the smart, funny and cocky guy I fell in love with.”

“I… I don’t know about all that.”

“Well, I do know that you’refantastic,” Remus left a peck on his forehead, “doing your best,”the tip of his nose, “worthy of being Thomas’ side,” his rightcheek, “and so fucking handsome,” he carefully kissed his leftcheek, then stopped and smiled at him.

“Remus…”

“He has a point,” Logan suddenlyadded, as if he had just woken up. “Thomas’ views on your role areone thing, but they don’t represent who you actually are. We know bynow he can be a bit, well, simplistic.”

“And heck, snakes are cool ! Theyhave two dicks !”

To his surprise, Deceit snorted, a handagainst his mouth, and Logan couldn’t help the small laugh escapinghis lips as well.

“Thank you for this… fact,”Deceit chuckled, his hand finally leaving his face to take Remus’,“you two definitely didn’t help me feeling better at all.”

“You’re quite welcome, dearest,”Logan whispered as he left a kiss to his temple. “Your face isgorgeous, don’t ever forget that.”

“Don’t we have the same face ?”

“Whatever,” Remus shrugged, leavingthe bed, “now move your ass out of here, we have to take care ofyour wounds !”

“Ah, indeed.”

The three of them left to go to thebathroom, Logan taking care of Deceit’s injured face while Remusranted about anything going through his mind, sometimes making thetwo others grimace in disgust.

Soon enough, Deceit’s left side washealed and covered in bandages, his skin not that itchy anymore. Theywere back in Logan’s room, in the same position they were beforeDeceit burst in ; the only exception was the lying side snugglingagainst Logan, letting out small happy sighs from time to time. AndRemus and Logan both knew, scales or not, messed up or not, thatthey’d keep loving him and cherish him no matter what.

#logan sanders #remus sanders #janus sanders #intruloceit #fanfic #fanfiction #text #writing request #Anonymous

[purplecloudsinmycoffee]

Everyday People

Earlier today, my best friend and I were talking about a particular older friend from our hospital group and how she was always the type to push people to become better. I think I’ve been really lucky that I am surrounded by people that I can learn a lot from. So I felt like making an entry about all these amazing people just because I love them and I need to brag about them (also something to read again when I’m looking back because I’m a sentimental piece of crap).

My hospital group has become sort of a family to me and I relied on them a lot during my clerkship and internship years. The older friend I mentioned was a member of my small group as well. She’s always felt like an older sister. If there was a person that taught me that I should never remain stagnant and should always seek to improve myself, it’s her. She’s also shared so much wisdom from her own life experiences that helped me lot. I talk to her a lot even now. I’d ask her take on difficult decisions and she’d also tell me about the challenges in her marriage.I remember months ago when I told her that I felt vacant and lost and she’d send me books and apps reminding me that it’s my job to get myself out of that pit.

The other female member of our subgroup is this hilarious girl I enjoy spending time with because we just laugh at everything. Corny jokes and puns galore. We share one brain cell when we’re together. She’s so chill and light to be with but also takes her work seriously. I’m happy I still get to work with her sometimes because I miss her and she lives the farthest. 

The best friend I keep mentioning in my posts is someone I talk to almost everyday. I consider the friendship I found in her so rare and golden that I am amazed to have met someone who gets and knows me like she does. I talk to her about anything and everything with no fear of judgment. I’ve always admired her silent strength and how she kept herself together after everything life has thrown at her. We always joke about how we’re soulmates cause we’re so in tune with each other and so much on the same wavelength that it’s crazy. I don’t think I would’ve survived if I’ve been through what she’s been through, so I am always in awe of her in that way. 

I have another best friend who I’ve been friends with since first year med that I also talk to a lot. She’s really really cool and she takes care of people so well. I think she’s always a bit too hard on herself cause she’s such a hard worker. She’s always been a bit more grounded than I am so talking to her gives me a new perspective. She’s a surgery trainee now so I don’t get to talk to her or spend time with her as much as I used to but I cherish times that I am able to talk to her.I love hearing about her new life and her adventures or even something as mundane as being able to still discuss manga and shows.

If my older female groupmate is my older sis figure, my older brother figure is this other male groupmate. He’s also a drinking buddy and one of my breakfast buddies. What’s so amazing about him is that I can say without any doubt that he’s a genuinely good person. Kind to the core. He’s extremely hilarious as well which makes hanging out and drinking with him fun. My other small group male groupmate is this energetic guy who’s so enthusiastic ALL the time. I can never match his energy tbh and there were times that I clashed with him during work. I really respected him for how hard he works though and I’ve always been jealous about how he always knew what he wanted to achieve in life and where he’s going. The last male groupmate is unique in his way of thinking but everyone loves him because he’s adorable. 

The other 2 female members of my group are also really awesome people. I think I share with both of them the love for learning. I love discussing interesting cases with them. We’re all IM nerds so maybe that’s why. One of them is a free spirit who is so entertaining as much as she is frustrating. She always does things her own way and her confidence I always admired. The other one is the top of our batch and she’s such a sweet girl and I’m always so proud of her and her number one fan. I try to check on them every now and then and they’re doing so well in their chosen paths. 

If my hospital group are people given to me (through alphabetical grouping) to help me survive my last 2 years in med, my OG med school gang are people I chose after floating around for a bit. I was the only one among my college buddies to go to my med school. So I didn’t really know anyone. Initially, I hung out with the people closest to my seat and I got along with them okay. I socialized a bit, befriending the girl closest to me at the time. She told me she wanted to hang out with this group of people we coincidentally saw at the place we were having lunch at. Initially, I was ok with just the two of us cause she was good company but they seemed like an interesting bunch so I agreed. 

I hope they don’t take this against me if they see this (and I’m pretty sure they won’t see this but just to be sure), they weren’t the most socially adept kind but I’ve come to see and appreciate the good things throughout the years of knowing them. We had a lot of fun and the scope of my hobbies and interests definitely expanded because of them. 

I’ve talked about the first one (the female best friend from 1st yr med). My other female friends are so different from each other that it’s funny. One of them is rather quiet but can be a bit blunt and has bizarre interests. What I’ve come to love about her is how loyal and generous she is. It was fulfilling to see her gain more friends throughout the years. The other one is a shy girl who’s always a bit unsure of herself. She’s also very sweet but very logical in the way she thinks (and sometimes overthinks) that it’s interesting to see her perspective on things (even if there are times that I disagree). I like hearing her stories about work and when she tells me when she does things that are out of her comfort zone. The last one is the one I’m probably on the same wavelength as (probably because we’re both INFJs? I dunno). I don’t get to talk to her a lot because she kind of comes and goes haha. She’s probably the most mysterious because she doesn’t reveal a lot about herself but I love talking to her about life and random stuff. We kind of have sessions that we talk about anything for a long period of time and then she kind of disappears for a while until the next session. I’ve come to accept that about her.  

My two male friends are also very different. One of them I frequently call Bestie or Satan or Susan to annoy him (he’s gotten used to it now that I need to change tactics) is kind of like a go-to person for new content of anime/manga, movies or whatever. He kind of likes a lot of the same things I do. Underneath the bullying and crass behavior, he kind of cares in his own way (even if he tries to deny it). Similar sense of humor so the shows and shit we like are similar. He’s really smart but also really lazy but also really lucky so it balances out. We talk a lot about work these days which is very different from the times we were trying to outshine each other in procrastination back in med school. 

The last friend tbh is the most difficult one to talk about. I want to talk about what I liked and miss about this friendship though.He kind of lives in a world of his own. He’s the unconventional type. He’s awkward and often misunderstood (but sometimes he’s so unaware that I have to admit it’s kind of his fault too). He has a lot going on though which I try to understand (try is the keyword here because there were times it’s an active effort). What I really loved though is that with this person I have felt most at ease in a way. Kind of those people that it’s okay not to talk when you’re around them but you’re also comfortable enough to talk about yourself when you wanted to. I’ve always been fascinated and appreciative of how creative he is and how much he knows. We also shared a few common hobbies and he’s a really nice movie buddy. He listens when you talk (but can sometimes zone out but it’s ok) and his sense of humor I also jive with. I can’t claim to fully know him or understand him but I loved spending time with him and trying to get to know him. I was extremely proud and happy when I heard that he got accepted to the training program he wanted. 

There’s actually a lot more people and friends who made med school so happy and colorful but this is already a long post and I’ve indulged myself way too much with this. I really just want to be appreciative of all the people who I saw and interacted with everyday for the past few years.I have the time to reflect and see much fun I had and what I learned from them and what they contributed to my life. All this free time is thinking time anyway.

#personal

[so1are]

☀️🌸Happy Birthday Solaré🌸☀️

Hello everyone💖! I hope you are well! its my birthday today🎂, and i’ve been on here for more than a year. I wanted to let you all know how precious you are to me, so I wrote something small for each of you. I’ve been writing this post for a long time, months actually lol. I’ve met some amazing people on here who really make my heart fill with light and happiness💛. I want to ask your forgiveness if i’ve ever hurt your feelings, and I want to thank you for being so kind to me. I wish you happiness always💕 

@suavesehun My bestie, my eternally precious friend! I feel like my heart is comforted when talking to you, and I really appreciate you. You have always been there for me, even when I didn’t want to be there for myself. Thank you for always advising me, and comforting me, and making me feel loved. You are always the one I tell first when something good happens to me, and always the one I turn to when i’m sad and afraid. You give me strength and happiness. I wish for you the best in this world; the best love, the best success, the best joy! I wish I could gather all that is good in the world and give it to you, you deserve nothing less, my love.💓 

@taemsgirl: My gift, my treasured friend, the best writer I have ever known. If only there were enough words to describe how much I love you! Even if I was to spend every second of every day telling you how much I love you, it would not be enough! On nights when loneliness gripped me, it was your words and your stories that lightened the burden and left my heart glittering with stars. How can I possibly repay you for this indescribable happiness? I can only hope that my birthday wish for you comes true; I wish I wish I wish that your heart is forever illuminated with warmth, and love, and happiness.💕 

@sixveesix Every time I look up and see a beautiful sunrise or sunset I think of you. You are the joy of my heart. I am so SO happy that I met you and that you are my friend. I’m really proud of you, your art and creativity are really inspiring. I wish you success in your store, I hope that one day I can buy all your artwork I’ll frame everything and say to whoever visits me “see this is my best friend’s artwork she’s the most beautiful, most talented, funniest person in the world and sometimes I don’t know what she’s talking about but she makes me laugh anyways and I think thats talent.” yeah. Thanks also for watching taemin videos with me, especially during my birthday week. These are times that are most precious to me, the times that I spend with you!! 💖

@1of1sgf: Kenzie you are the sunshine of my heart, your joy and positivity is so refreshing and so appreciated. I wish that all your dreams come true and that they are even better than you imagine. You are so incredibly kind and gorgeous and I am happy I met you this year!💗

@ilovkji: My beautiful Rachel, my poem, your loveliness cannot be described. You are so intelligent and fun to talk to, our conversations are always so interesting. My heart always feels so content and relieved whenever I talk to you. Your warmth and love are a gift to this world, you make each day a dream come true. I wish for you a rosey and never-ending love, and that your heart is always at peace💘 

@pcys-l: My dear one!! Though my love for pcy has faded somewhat (lol) my love for you has not! I miss you and I miss gushing over that tall, goofy kid and I wish you happiness always. You are so funny and I can’t help but smile at all your tags and comments. Thank you for that, thank you for making me smile so often! 💞 

@bikerksoo: My heart, my friend! You are so important to me and I am always rooting for you. Though you don’t often believe it, I know that you are a strong person and you can overcome whatever obstacles you may face. You are kind, and loving, and sweet. You are intelligent and such a fantastic writer, and I really admire you! You bring comfort and joy to many people, including myself and I wish for you abundant comfort and joy as well! 💝 

@hazelnats: My sweetheart!!! I miss you all the time and I am always thinking of you, I hope you’re doing well and that you are happy and smiling! You are so dear to me and I am so happy that you are my friend. You are such a smart girl, I wish you success and happiness always!🌷 

@u-know-yunhos: my precious Jess, my love and appreciation for you is endless. You’ve cheered me up and comforted me so often, even when we didn’t know each other well. You are such a treasure, and your heart is like no other. I wish I could explain how much you mean to me, but that would take an eternity. I love you very much and I wish you happiness🌸

@kwangie: My sunflower! I admire you so much, you are so talented and so full of life. You mean so much to me, your happiness is my happiness! I know you have gone through many ups and downs this year, and I want you to know that I am proud of you for overcoming those difficult times. You are just so so cool, you make gardens grow in my heart! I wish that all your days are full of light and laughter, you deserve only the best!💛 

@the-notegarden: sweetheart you are my inspiration!! I really look up to you and feel proud that you followed your dreams and are making them a reality! Honestly, every time I look through your blog and read your posts it motivates me to do what I love and learn as much as I can about life! My heart soars every time you post about tokyo or share your pictures, its so so exciting and i’m so happy for you! I wish that all your dreams come true and that you continue to find happiness!🌻 

@baekphia: lovely sophia you are so funny and kind I cannot tell you the number of times your tags and posts have made me laugh out loud. You are so talented and your gifs are really so important to this fandom. You are so friendly and welcoming, your heart is warm and you deserve the best love! So often you have brightened my day, and I wish for you the brightest days from here on out!🌼 

@kasoo: TALENTED QUEEN!! your art really takes my breath away sometimes, its so amazing sometimes I mistake it for photographs! You are one of my art role models and I am always excited to see more of your work! Thank you for always encouraging me and helping me, your compliments make my heart swell with joy and give me the motivation I need to keep practicing! I wish you the best things in life!❤️ 

@lilbubtaemin Sweetest dove Anna!! Just thinking of you brings a smile to my face! I am always in awe of your kindness and warmth, how is it possible that someone’s heart holds so much love? Conversations with you always give me strength, and getting to know you this year was one of the nicest things to happen to me. You are so intelligent and loving, I wish you the softest joy and endless happiness! You are so important to me!❣️

@ifyouloveher beautiful Laurel! You’ve had a tough year and I wish more than anything to give you a hug and make things alright. If I could I would pluck all the stars from the sky to give to you, you deserve only the best and the brightest things! I miss you all the time and I think of you often, I love you lots!💓 

@bluesnights: my dear one!! I hope you are well and in good health! I am so proud of you, you work so hard and I know that you are going to do amazing things!! You are so easy to talk to and our conversations are always very interesting. You are so so smart and you have a really amazing view of the world. I wish you ease and success in all that you do!💕 

@softiejinki: loveliest honeybun!! You are so kind and warm-hearted I can feel it all the way through my screen lol! You always bring such softness to my dash and I really appreciate it. Sometimes after a hard day I will scroll through your blog and immediately feel better! I wish that your days are filled with comfort and sweetness, and that joy never leaves your heart!💖 

@beretclub: beautiful cherry blossom queen! Your blog has been one of my favorites for a long long time and i’m so happy I got to know you better this year. You’re such a smart and talented girl and all of your posts and videos are so beautiful. I get a lot of inspiration from you and thanks to you I have seen so many beautiful things in life. I wish you success in all that you do, I know that you’re going to go far! I wish you the most beautiful, blush-colored days, and the most enchanting nights! 🌸 

@sichenges: my sun and moon! its been a while, but I want you to know that you are so dear to me. You are so hilarious and your tags crack me up. You are an extremely talented gif maker and I really appreciate the hard work you put in to make all those gif-sets. I hope things are going well for you, and I wish for you only the brightest happiness!💗 

@peanchy: Sweetheart!! you’re one of the loveliest people I have met on here, you’re so pretty and kind and gentle-hearted and your blog is so comforting to scroll through. I hope that all your dreams come true!💘 

@softjoy: sweetest, dearest JM! My dear one, everything about you is so comforting. I am so happy I follow you and get to see all the lovely posts you make. Your blog is one of my top favorites, and whenever I need a pick-me-up I always scroll through your blog. We don’t talk as often as I’d like, but whenever we do talk you are so friendly and kind. Thank you for always asking how i’m doing, you’re such a caring person. I wish you never-ending happiness!💝 

@1daehyun: my dearest one, my longest mutual! Its been so long, and you’ve always been so kind to me. Thank you for always checking up on me, thank you for always sending sweet messages. I hope that your days are always filled with sweetness!💞 

@nctsheaux: my petal, my dove! We have been mutuals for a very long time, and I would like to tell you that even though we don’t speak often, I really cherish you. You are so beautiful, inside and out, and I am so thankful that I met you. I hope that all things go well for you, and the stars above shower you with brightness and the sun fills your heart with warmth and joy!🌷

#thank you all #i love you #i accidentally deleted this lol #thank you so much kim for recovering this for me!!

[rustandruin]

🌸🌼 I think this fandom could do with some positivity so if you want to, why dont you pick 3 (or more) people that you dont normally talk to or havent talked to in a while and tell me one thing you like about them? Or if you feel uneasy about talking to new people just pick people you know better :) Then send this message to at least 5 other blogs that you like to keep this game up! 🌼🌸

Hey Lucy! 

Sorry it’s taken me forever to get to this lovely ask. It’s just my ask answering anxiety was at an all-time high. First up, I just want to say that I’ve had a lovely fandom experience and that everyone I talk to (including you!) or have talked to has been really fun and a complete blast, but I want to showcase the folk down below because they’ve all enriched my life a little extra. 

Under a cut to spare you all my emotional ramblings. Apologies to anyone on mobile. 

@omarandjohnny Jonathan continues to be a complete and utter inspiration. He’s so insanely positive and supportive while continuing to love Halloween and monsters at a full 100%. It reminds me that growing up doesn’t mean leaving behind these things that I’ve loved all my life.  

@howellobrien Life can be shitty and your brain can be hard on you, but Holly is just out here spreading joy and positivity as much as she can, which is really how it should work. 

@searhythm I wouldn’t have really even begun to start writing, let alone contributing to fandom if it wasn’t for Mow’s spectacular energy. She’s given me the gift of confidence, laughter, dog photos, and perhaps, most importantly, encouraging me to be easier on myself, which, I really am not. I’m going to make you write that fic you’ve planned if it’s the last thing I do, because we all deserve that kind of goodness in our lives. (She’s also the reason why I spell rhythm correctly now.)

@blondhairedking Gemma is an utter ball of sunshine who doesn’t realise how talented she is, and I’m perfectly happy to volunteer as tribute to make that happen whenever she needs because the world needs more people like that. 

@getyourfaceoutofmyface Shauna has such a remarkably positive energy. I’m so excited to get to know her and read more of her writing. If you need someone to pick you up when your brain is at it’s most finicky, may I suggest her? Because my goodness is she one hell of a cheerleader. 

@robronsnuggles My amazing big bang artist. I’m eternally grateful they chose me but that they’ve also been so kind and patient while bringing my vision to life. I can safely say they’ve made me cry with their talent. I would also carry them to the very depths of Mount Doom if they ever asked. 

@notforonesecond Rach won’t see this but you guys need to know how hard she worked on her big bang, and how utterly patient and supportive she’s been with mine. More than that, she’s had to deal with so many stupid jokes, my insane ramblings, and a whole host of memes that one person shouldn’t be subjected to. I’m so glad we got to work together, but also to get to know her. 

@thesnowyswan Rae is a fount of wisdom, advice, and more importantly, very cool stories about dragons that I didn’t know about previously. Her writing is a constant inspiration and all sort of #goals, but I’m a bigger fan of Rae the person and everything I learn simply by speaking with her. I’ve become a better more ambitious creator, and just a more thoughtful person, and that is in some part, down to her. 

@persiflager I have a million and one theories about things at any given time, and Pers here is such an absolute blast to discuss them with. I love her deep cover knowledge of Emmerdale’s history. I learn so much and it just adds to the joy of speculating, and my enjoyment of the show. More than that, I’m just very, very grateful for all the advice she’s given me. I’ve become a better writer and beta just by association. 12/10. Highly recommend friendship. 

@illgetmerope Anna, where do I even begin? Like everyone else on this list, your talent is only superceded by the amazing person you are. You’re a constant inspiration with not only your attitude towards your art (because that is what it is), but just your general interests and the life you lead and the way you make everyone around you feel happy and special. If your lucky students feel even a ¼ of that, they’re the luckiest kids on the planet. If the universe ever does see fit to let us meet in person, just know I won’t be able to handle it. 

@whatdiknow  Oh, Marj. What don’t I adore about you? You’re wise, kind, understanding, endlessly patient, but most importantly, incredibly funny, with a wonderful capacity to indulge in silliness (especially with yours truly). Your dry sense of humour cracks me up regularly, as do your very astute observations. Do I deserve your friendship? Nah. Do I cherish it? Yes.  

@letthebluerain  Emma. There is so much I admire about you that I would need a whole other post, but I’m going to focus on all the things that give me the most joy. You’re so smart and incredibly funny, with solid, solid advice. But you’re also super silly, very encouraging, and secretly creative. I love all our conversations and the ideas they inspire, mostly though, I’m just proud I get to call you a friend. 

#rust and ruin blogs #friendship #omarandjohnny #howellobrien #blondhairedking #searhythm #getyourfaceoutofmyface #robronsnuggles #notforonesecond #thesnowyswan #persiflager #illgetmerope #whadiknow #letthebluerain #rust and ruin has thoughts #positivity #i dunno these people just make me really happy

[all-things-mystical]

Why I Think Your Sign is Beautiful

Male and Female :)

Based on people that I know and just on astrology in general.

Check Rising sign and Sun sign :)

Aries Male - You’re so damn funny, and it’s probably because of all that confidence! Your motto is somewhere along the lines of, “never care what others think,” and that, to me, is so beautiful. You really shouldn’t give a shit what other people think! I almost never see you in a bad mood, and you don’t let a lot of things creep under your thick skin. Just a side note, all of the male Aries that I know have a strong passion for music, whether it be playing an instrument, or listening to their favorite bands, and I dig that. 

Aries Female - All of you guys are just gorgeous, oh my god! Just like the male, you ooze confidence. I wouldn’t be surprised if you were surrounded by love interests. You’re actually very creative, and super damn passionate. You fight for what you believe in, and it takes a lot of courage and confidence to do that. Just like your male counterpart, you guys are hella funny. The way you guys carry yourselves different from the people around you makes you stand out by default in the best way.

Taurus Male - Chill, chill, chill, chill, C H I L L, oh my god you guys are really chill. You guys are all really handsome, and you don’t change your style often; you choose what style looks best on you and stick with that, and it works famously. Your voice is literally the most amazing thing ever, don’t fight me on this. Whether you sing or not, just speaking can make someone fall in love with you. Super vanilla tbh

Taurus Female - Smart, mellow, and still with so much class?! Girl, no man deserves all of that beauty, you goddess. You’re so beautiful - all Taurean females are just so beautiful, you can almost always tell when it’s a Taurus to be honest. All in all, you’re a person that everyone wants to be around. Something about you is always green for some reason, whether it be your eyes, your aura, your clothing style, you’re just good and have a balance of fun and mellowness. 

Gemini Male - Oh my god, you guys really know how to strike a conversation. As an  i n t e l l e c t u a l,  I quite enjoy this aspect of you guys. This comes from your sign being ruled by the planet of Mercury, which is the planet that rules communication. So naturally, you guys have complex minds, and - though you might get anxiety from time to time - starting good conversations and making people laugh comes way easily for you guys. 

Gemini Female - Okay, every single one I meet is like so beautiful. No wonder you guys are surrounded by people often. You guys are very smart and, like your male counterpart, have extremely complex minds. You ALL HAVE KEEN SENSES OF FASHION LIKE OMG you guys are never seen wearing trash outfits. You guys make friends very easily without very much effort, because you guys just ooze charisma. It’s amazing. First day at a new school/job, you already have 10 best friends, 70 gossip buddies, 3 boyfriends, 6.5 side hoes, 19 enemies, and 2,159 new followers on Instagram.

Cancer Male - Something about your eyes. It’s like every single time I made eye contact with a Cancer male, I felt like I was falling in love. You guys are emotional beings, even if you don’t cry everyday. I respect and cherish this part of you guys, because males are allowed to and are supposed to have emotions, and (unfortunately) it takes so much courage and bravery to express those emotions nowadays. Also, I don’t care how many people say that Cancer males make bad boyfriends because they always compare their girlfriend to their mother. My father always told me that if a man doesn’t love their mother, then they make terrible boyfriends.

Cancer Female - I always get along with you guys (maybe it’s because I’m a Scorpio lol). You guys are so damn sweet, oh my god. I love seeing you guys smile so much. And you guys have so much love in your hearts, though you only express that love to the people closest to you. I see nothing wrong with that. You guys are gorgeous, inside and out. Boobies are 10/10 tbh

Leo Male - Honestly, you guys have so many people surrounding you all of the time, and I can see why. You are just a magnet to positive attention. I’m lucky if you even spare a minute of your precious time to me. I see beauty in how carefree you are. Your sign is represented by the sun, and so a lot of the time, matters have to do with you, since everything revolves around the sun! And this is good for you Leo’s because I know how much you love being the center of attention!

Leo Female - One thing I always notice about a Leo female is that you guys literally have the most amazing, striking hair. Like the lion that represents the sign you were born into, your mane is anything but tame in the best, most stunning way. All of you guys are naturally talented, smart, pretty, it’s like a birthright for you guys! You guys tell the best stories, and are capable of being anyone or anything you want to be. The best thing is, you already know all of this stuff! Strut all that confidence girl!

Virgo Male - You guys are always willing to help with problems or anything like that. You guys are extremely attentive and great listeners. This is because Virgo is ruled by the planet Mercury, which is the planet of communication. Also because of this planet, you are very intellectual and smart. Since you are an earth sign, you are very dependable, and follow through on your promises. You’re a solid man, partner, and friend.

Virgo Female - I wouldn’t count this as a thing that makes you beautiful, but more as an interesting thing that I really pay attention to about you guys: most all of you guys play dumb sometimes, but in reality, you already know all of what the others are telling you when you do this. This means that you guys are way ahead of others in terms of intellectualism, or even just what the common rumor is around the workplace. People are naturally very comfortable around you - so much so that they literally will tell you their whole life story after having known you for like a few minutes.

Libra Male - NATURAL ROMANTICS since Libra is ruled by Venus, the planet of love. You guys aren’t the raunchy, always horny, DTF types of guys, which I kinda like. If you’re young, then there’s definitely no rush. You guys are usually pretty mellow people. I wish I knew more Libra males to be completely honest. The ones that I do know, though, are super attractive though they may not know it.

Libra Female - Pretty, oh my god, don’t fight me on this. You guys are so damn pretty, and I don’t say hot or sexy because you’re not the type of people to make men want to undress, but rather the type of girl that’s so pretty that they make a man blush, stutter, and avoid eye contact with you. Now that I’ve told you this, stop being insecure!! You guys are so damn beautiful!

Scorpio Male - Don’t mean to repeat what everything else says, but Scorpio is when things start getting sexy. A Scorpio male has the charm and looks of 1,000,000 Disney Princes, and they can get whatever they want without even asking because of this. That mysteriously hot guy that everyone always stopped to stare at in the hallways of high school was probably a Scorpio male. Your freaking eyes too, they’re so gorgeous and deep, no matter what color they are.

Scorpio Female - Okay every single one of you guys are sexy as fuck. Every single Scorpio female that I’ve met has the most perfect, proportionate body. Just like your male counterpart, your eyes are freaking mesmerizing. Most of you guys don’t have many close friends (meaning people you tell about your life) and like to keep to yourself and observe your surroundings as close as you can from afar. This makes you as mysterious as they all say a Scorpio is. Though you may not think people like you, omfg, you’re so wrong. People fantasize about you, but they’re too intimidated to tell you how they feel.

Sagittarius Male - All of the Sagittarius men that I know are either really interesting or really funny, which makes a great friend or partner either way. You guys are always out and about; you attended a party here, you had your first kiss there, it's always the best feeling to listen to your stories, because you never ever have an empty weekend. You're all over the place with your love affairs which makes for some great stories!!

Sagittarius Female - I don't care what any of you guys say, you're all hot like the fire your sign is made of. You guys are LITERALLY the funniest people!! I've never met a boring Sagittarius female. You guys cut the chase and NEVER fuck around when it's something important; if a Sagittarius female has an opinion on something, you better prepare to hear it, because they will not sugar coat it in the least. That is what I love about you Sagittarius girls.

Capricorn Male - Capricorn men are very intelligent. Unlike your female counterpart who enjoys very much to work and improve in school and their career, you guys are more laid back, or at least don't show it as much as Capricorn females do. You guys are pretty touchy and easy-going most of the time. Pretty funny people too!

Capricorn Female - You guys are attractive as hell whether you believe it or not! You guys work very hard at what you want to work hard on, and your work ethic is unbelievable!! You guys are super smart and never like to fall behind. Very emotional people on the inside; they may never let you know how they feel about certain things. You guys are amazing friends!!!

Aquarius Male - Aquarius males are undeniably good looking. All of you guys. Like DAMN! You guys are so funny and chill, and you don't like to invite conflict, so you just stay away from that shit. You guys always have the best gossip, and people always have a good time when they're around you! Overall, you guys are amazing people to be around!!

Aquarius Female - You guys ALWAYS have something juicy going on in your life, which means you have some really good gossip. Very fun people to be around. You guys have a very technical way of thinking, and you guys are very quick-witted. You guys are pretty w o k e if you ask me.

Pisces Male - You guys are always thinking about something LOL sometimes I see you guys zoning out and I call your name but you guys just look at me and keep thinking about whatever it is you're thinking about and then when I call it again you finally snap out of it XD it is the cutest thing. You guys are very attractive and VERY intelligent beings. You usually have a very complex view on religion, spirituality, and so forth. And you guys are SO MUSICAL. I love you guys!

Pisces Female - You ladies, like your male counterpart, are very musical people, which I love. Most of the Pisces females that I know love anime and aren't afraid to show it lololol. You guys are on Scorpio level when it comes to being mysterious though. IF a Pisces ever comes out to you and tells you about their life, them you would have NEVER guessed it was that way. They like to keep their friends separate from their personal things.

Thank you guys for reading this post!! I really hope you guys enjoyed it! It took me like 8 months to write it lol, because I took a HUGE break, but I would like to get back on track with the astrology posts here on tumblr! Please send me requests for anything! Love you guys :)

P.S., if I got anything wrong, feel free to tell me in the comments! Always down for that constructive criticism!

#zodiac #astrology #scorpio #aquarius #aries #cancer #capricorn #gemini #leo #libra #pisces #sagittarius #virgo #taurus #horoscope #zodiac signs #astrology facts #zodiac post

[allenmendezsr]

How To Build A Treehouse

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     …Now You Too Can Have A Tree House Plan To Make A Safe, Weather Resistant, Neighbour Envying Tree House That All Great Parents Deserve To Build For Their Little Terrors.

I have been making tree houses since I was very small. My dad loved to help me, and he created some life long memories that I will cherish forever.

Buying a ready-built tree house doesn’t have the same effect.. and it costs a heck of a lot more too.

Today I’d like to show you how you can have a treehouse plan to build a safe, affordable, all weather tree house that lasts for years… and in as little as one weekend.

No more safety risks, no more disappointed kids and no more being ripped off by toy manufacturers.

And that’s important, because…

Building A Tree House Means More Than Just

A Hideout Den For Your Kids!

  Looking back, I realize that it wasn’t the tree houses that made me happy. It was the quality time I spent with my dad.

And it was the pride and sense of satisfaction too.

You see, every time I played in the tree house, I would tell my friends that me and my dad built it from scratch.

They would drop their jaws and tell me how cool my dad was… some said their dads wouldn’t even give them 10 minutes with a football or baseball.

My dad was proud, and he knew what these simple things in life meant to me and our relationship.

I’m sure you are the same with your kids, right? After all, that is why you are here isn’t it?

If so, I applaud you, because these days, so many people think good parenting simply means buying them the latest computer games, or a TV for their room.

Many of these kids who go off the rails are also the ones with a poor relationship with their parents.

That’s why you are different, and why I congratulate you on deciding to actually put in the effort to raise your children properly.

And here is another kickback for you…

You get a bit more peace and quiet around the house when your kids are tucked away in the tree house all summer!

However, Building A Tree House Can Cause Tears And Tantrums Too…

I will be totally honest with you, the first few tree houses we tried to build actually ended up as a collapsed pile of wood in the back yard.

Then there were some emergency tree operations where my dad had to saw branches off, just so we could get my younger brother out before bedtime.

It’s funny looking back, but at the time our “slapdash” tree houses could have caused many arguments, cuts and injuries and caused us to get stuck or fall from a height and seriously risk our lives.

I know it sounds dramatic, but it’s very possible when you think about it.

But my dad was smart and very protective. That’s why he stepped in and showed us how to build a tree house that would stand the test of time and keep us warm, dry and safe in any season.

I went on to build many in the years that followed, and some were more tree castles than houses. Fast forward many years and I now have children of my own, and when they wanted a tree house it was my time to shine again.

What I discovered along the way, is that…

Not All Tree Houses Are Created Equal!

Each project is different. Sometimes you’ll need to work out whether the tree house needs ground support, or if it will be stable on a certain type of tree, or which materials to use for different styles and sizes…

…and let’s face it, the last thing you want is to put your child’s safety at risk, right?

That’s why many people visit this website for the detailed treehouse plans I have available for you today.

You see, the sheer pleasure I get from building tree houses both as a child and parent has made me want to share that with other proud parents like yourself.

And when I remembered how improper instruction nearly resulted in my brother getting seriously injured, I knew that my treehouse plans would surely help other parents like you.

So keep reading, because I’m going to offer you all of the resources, steps and plans you need to create a safe tree house that lasts all year round.

You’re about to get everything you need all in one easy resource… from the type of house to build, through to the tools and assembly.

Step by step, detail by detail.

Seriously, I’ve got it all covered so you can avoid the boring research and finally get started in that fun project to make your kids – and yourself – proud and happy.

Better still, I’m also going to show you how you can build an award winning tree house in as little as one weekend!

Ready? Great; so let’s get started...

How Good Parents Build Solid Tree Houses…

The principles are simple…

There are three main components to building a tree house: the foundation, the posts and the rest of the structure.

The foundation and posts keep the tree house functional and safe, and the rest of the structure is where you can really turn the tree house into an amazing looking den for your kids.

When you get these three elements working together properly, you will have a truly safe, long lasting and visually stunning tree house that your kids will adore.

Now here is the overview…

Step 1. Picking a suitable tree

It is important that if the tree is going to be supporting the entire house, that it is sturdy. If not, this can lead to major accidents and tricky building conditions.

So a sturdy tree is a must, but you’ll also need posts.

The tree will often act as the main supporting leg of the house, but posts make the tree house truly secure and safe.

We’ll use posts as legs to create a basic structure, so that the tree acts as only one leg supporting the house. Alternatively, when using posts you can have the tree go through the middle of the tree house for a really cool “look out tower” effect.

Step 2. Setting the foundation

This is where blueprints or sound, tested treehouse plans are very useful. The foundation of the actual house can be built in many ways, some much safer than others.

It depends on what materials you choose, and the size of your tree house of course.

A simple design would involve laying flat boards across the posts that you’ve installed and then simply nailing them all together.

Step 3. Getting creative

Now that you have the framework in place, you can design the actual tree house in many creative ways. But before you do, here’s a tip: ask your kids first!

You want your kids to be involved, and to actually like the tree house itself. Otherwise, you’ll be wasting your time.

The great thing is, once you have the core foundation and support structure, anything goes really. Obviously you will need to make sure any additional features and design elements are sturdy and can hold the weight.

Remember, there will likely be several kids in the house at any one time, so don’t just base your plans on a single child’s weight.

There are many different designs that are proven to be popular with kids, such as the open air model which allows your kids to be visible and able to get out in an emergency, without being completely enclosed and boxed in.

The more you can incorporate the tree and surrounding environment, the better. After all, the whole point of building a tree house is that your kids remember they are in a tree when they are actually inside it!

So that’s the basic principles, but there’s one more question…

What Could Go Wrong?

First of all, these are only the basics. There are many fine details involved for maximum safety, and to be able to build it properly first time around.

Furthermore, there’s the safety risks…

As with any DIY task or home based activity, there’s always a safety risk. When a tree house is built incorrectly, this risk is huge.

All it takes is a rough nail or a loose plank and it could spell a hospital trip and a ruined summer for your kids.

And that’s before we mention the risk of a side collapsing and a young child falling 10ft to the ground.

I don’t say these things to scare you or put you off, but to make sure you follow plans and guidelines which are quite literally, as safe as houses.

It’s really not hard to build a solid, safe and great looking tree house with the right guidelines and tools. It won’t cost you a fortune and you probably have all the basic DIY tools you need to do it right now.

The one thing you’re missing is the proven treehouse plans to actually take that idea and turn it into a dream tree house that your kids will remember and enjoy for years to come.

Today, I’d like to give you that missing blueprint so you can have your new tree house built in as little as one weekend, from scratch…

Your Complete Guide To Building A Safe,

Unique And Brand New Tree House From Scratch!

Here’s a guide for building any kind of tree house your kids can dream of (within reason!) and it doesn’t take a DIY expert or professional craftsman to get the job done properly either.

This tree house building manual walks you through all of the vital steps, making sure you build a tree house that is not just safe and durable, but also looks amazing too.

So Let’s Get A Little More Specific. Here’s What I’ll Be Sharing With You In More Detail:

Preparation: How to get everything you need and be able to finish the tree house in record time, even if you failed woodwork at school

Preparation: How to get your kids involved, and make your life easier

Preparation: My tricks for picking the perfect tree for both safety and minimal cost (tip – don’t just pick the one your kids tell you to… it could cost you a hefty price and a lot of risk)

Tools and Materials: The 10 essential tools you will need to complete the job

Tools and Materials: The 6 additional tools that seriously cut down your build time, and save you a lot of blood, sweat and tears

Tools and Materials: Why you should never get your materials from a local store, and where to get cheap materials locally instead

Tools and Materials:  How much wood do you need for different tree types and sizes? This section reveals all

Tools and Materials: How thick should your rope be? I’ll give you the exact specifications based on experience, minimal cost, safety and longevity

Joints: The most common joint used in tree houses, including a diagram of how it is put together

Joints: How to assemble the floors and walls, using different joints… and how each joint is created and finished (including diagrams)

Joints: Two joints that are used to fix cross beams, including figures and diagrams for you to follow 

Joints: How to make each area of the tree house 100% stable for life, using a range of joints and fittings that will never come loose (including drawings and diagrams)

AND THERE’S MORE…

Planning: A list of danger signs and check points you must look for on your chosen tree… to make sure it doesn’t give you a nasty surprise during – or after the house is built

Design: Supporting legs or full tree support? The wrong choice could spell accidents, damage and wasted time

Design: The one aspect of design that most people forget about… and it totally ruins the tree house every time. It’s easy to factor in once you know what it is!

Design: How high up the tree should your tree house sit? Too high and you’re risking lives… too low and you’re gonna see some disappointed faces. Use this simple formula to work out the optimal height

Design: Step by step, how to draw up your plan from start to finish… without getting lost or confused, and without the measurements going wrong when it comes to building time

Safety: My hands free formula for testing the weight capability of different size tree houses, so your kids will always be safe

Safety: How to select a proper safety harness, and where to get free professional advice on buying the right one

Safety: How to get top quality safety googles for as little as $5, and why it’s so important to have them

Safety: The potentially lethal danger of working with Plywood, and how to avoid it safely

AND STILL THERE’S MORE…

Building: Step by step, inch by inch, frame by frame, bolt by bolt… how to get your materials up into the tree, and how to assemble them all at height

Building: How to build in your supports whilst you are up in the tree, with step by step instructions and extremely precise detail

Building: Flooring, skirting, walls, roof… every single detail for assembling the final tree house step by step

Finishing touches: How to build a solid and safe ladder, and attach it to the tree and tree house

Finishing touches: How to stop your Plywood from warping over time using ______

Finishing touches:  A full guide to painting the inside and outside of your new tree house

Finishing touches: The materials I recommend, along with the ones I strongly avoid, when padding out the decor

And really, there’s still just so much more inside… including dozens of tricks, tips, shortcuts, resources and ways to save money and time in the process.

And in case you were wondering, here is…

                                   Why It’s So Easy And Quick  

(And Why This Guide Works So Well…)

You will find this guide effective because…

It is easy to follow

It breaks things down into bite-size chunks

It gives you plenty of options depending on your situation

It is packed with low cost suggestions and alternatives

It can show you how to build a tree house in just a few days, not months!

It comes with visual diagrams and examples

It covers every detail… so your house is functional and looks great

It will save you a lot of time

It will save you a lot of money

You can get started today, without any previous skills

You already have most of the required tools in your garage or shed

Which means…

Finally You Will Be Able To:

Give your kids a great gift that they will enjoy and remember for years

Spend quality time and create life long memories with your kids

Allow your kids to have their own space and time

Get yourself some peace and quiet once in a while!

Teach your kids practical skills

Encourage your kids to have an added sense of ownership and responsibility

When you put it all together, it’s safe to say…

No Other Method, Solution Or Service Comes Close To This.

Here’s Why…

First of all, I can’t tell you how many times I’ve tried to find treehouse plans and step by step instructions in one single place before. It never happens.

That’s why everything I have learned was done through my own trial and error as a result.

Although it’s fun for me, I’m not sure every parent wants to spend months labouring away and spending a fortune on wasted materials and time building a crooked, unsafe or miserable looking tree house.

Nor do they want to spend days going back and forth on the internet trying to piece information together… which sometimes happens to be incorrect or dangerous information too.

These are just some of the reasons why I decided to create this guide in the first place… because I knew there would be other people like me who are in the same position as I was…

… wanting to know how to get started the right way, and quickly bypass the steep learning curve that other people have to suffer.

Plus, I’m pretty sure most parents are like me… and want to keep the cost down at all times. That’s why I’ve included tons of tips for getting cheap materials that most people overlook, but are just as good as the expensive stuff.

And here’s where I believe this guide stands out even more, because...

Unlike Other Advice Out There, You…

Do NOT need to risk any money upfront

Do NOT need to risk spending money on things you don’t need

Do NOT need to risk your health and safety

So there’s one last question for you…

What Price Would You Put On Those Lifelong Memories And The Newly Found Respect For You?

As I said earlier, building a tree house isn’t just about a play den for your kids. It’s way more than that to them, and to you.

Just think, you’ll be giving them endless hours of fun, a sense of responsibility and ownership, giving you peace and quiet, and creating lasting memories along the way.

Your kids will never forget the time you spent building this tree house for them, and one day they will want to do the same for their kids too.

You’re not like other parents who dump their kids in a poky room and let them play computer games all day and night… are you?

Of course not! You know how important it is to get your kids playing outside, with other kids… and getting respect from their school mates.

Your kids will respect and love you even more for that… even though it’s just a small gesture.

And let’s not forget the sense of achievement you will be getting too… after all, it’s an amazing feeling to stand back and look at your labour of love.

With this guide, I can help you achieve this little project at a fraction of the cost that other people have to pay.

I’ll show you how to save money every step of the way, and I’ll show you how to build a tree house that lasts for many years… and in as little as a few days in some cases.

No more worrying about safety risks or being ripped off. No more disappointed kids who see their parents buying a ready built tree house that every other kid has got.

With all that in mind, wouldn’t you say its worth a little bit of spare pocket change to invest in my Ebook?

Of course it is! Right?

Well The Good News Is, With This Guide, You’ll Be Able To Get There Without Spending Hundreds…

…and without spending months wasting time on tree houses that fall apart or become a serious health and safety risk.

Here are the order instructions

To grab yourself a copy of ‘HOW TO BUILD A TREE HOUSE‘, there’s a ‘Buy Now’ button below. Once you’ve clicked that link, you’ll be taken to the order screen to make a secure payment.

You will then be sent to a ‘Thank You’ page with simple download instructions within seconds.

That means you can literally start reading today… no waiting for the postman for the next few days!

The material is available to read online or to download to your computer. So no matter what, you’ll always have a backup copy if you need it.

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(All you need is a credit card, no special Internet accounts or anything like that. And it’s totally secure.)

But despite the small investment, I’d like to make sure you are totally happy and protected, with this…

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Grab your copy today, and follow the simple steps I have created for you.

I’ll give you an entire 60 days to give it a fair shot. If you don’t like it, or can’t get going for whatever reason – or even for no reason at all – then simply shoot me a quick email and tell me you’re not paying for it.

I won’t ask you any weird questions or try to convince you to change your mind. You’ll pay nothing, and there will be no hard feelings.

I know this guarantee will be abused by the occasional person with no conscience, but it’s the only way I can prove to you that I really do stand behind my claims and this product.

I mean, think about it…

If this was a piece of junk, why would I offer such a solid guarantee? There’s only one reason I’m offering this risk free trial…

… because I know you’ll love it and I wouldn’t be able to buy it back off you at twice the price!

But I’ll let YOU be the judge of that, once you get started.

So what are you waiting for? Isn’t it time you showed your kids what you are capable of, and how much you care?

If so, then…

Here’s How You Can Get Instant Access Today:

(All you need is a credit card, no special Internet accounts or anything like that. And it’s totally secure. )

You can be reading this e-book in as little as 5 minutes from now! This is an electronic book (e-book) that can be downloaded to your computer in a flash! Produced in .pdf format and available for instant download. Delivery time will vary depending on the type and quality of your computer equipment and internet connection.

Lots Of Good Wishes And Hours of Fun

PS – I know how much it means to give your children such an amazing gift. It tells them more about your love than any pre-made, overpriced tree house ever could.

I also know that many parents spend months – along with obscene amounts of money – trying to build a tree house that doesn’t feel safe, doesn’t look cool, and won’t last more than a month.

You don’t have to waste your time and money like they did, because this guide has everything you need to create a stunning, original, safe and affordable tree house that your kids will remember for ever.

And they won’t just remember the tree house as a great place to sulk or play, but also the time you spent with them when building it.

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THE PERMANENT RAIN PRESS INTERVIEW WITH BROOKE LEWIS BELLAS

Her career has been prolific thus far, and keeps on getting busier. Brooke Lewis Bellas wears a number of titles – actress, philanthropist, producer, director, writer, life coach – and she doesn’t take any of it for granted. Her acting career has spanned nearly twenty years; an impressive variety of genres, characters and experiences to learn from. Aside from the screen, she is an activist for women and female empowerment. 

How have you been keeping busy during this pandemic? During this period, have you learned anything new about yourself?

In all honesty, I sometimes feel guilty when I share that I have been as busy as ever! As an actress, producer, and philanthropist, so much of my “normal” life has been spent working from my home office, so, thankfully, I am still able to work and do all my media and press interviews, as I did prior to the pandemic. But, I so miss my people and social activities! I am currently in post-production on film and TV projects with various teams for Red Rooms, Stripped, and The Second Age of Aquarius. As we know, a lot has been halted with COVID-19, but we have managed to forge ahead slowly! I have been watching and voting on a lot of content as a Judge for The New York Chapter of The National Academy of Television Arts and Sciences (NY NATAS) and for the horrific Shriekfest Film Festival. I also worked behind the scenes to raise money for The Actors Fund and Frontline Responders Fund during this pandemic crisis.

In this pandemic experience, I have done some serious soul-searching and have learned a lot about myself! I have been compelled to reflect on life, work, and choices, and it has affected me both personally and professionally. It has made me realize that “the small stuff I sweat” on a daily basis in my career (like whether I booked the film or not) is truly trivial when we are facing life or death. It has given me the time I do not typically have, to assess the choices and mistakes I have made in my career, and how I plan to step back into my career space when this pandemic is contained one day. I am feeling more inspired than ever to create art, film, and TV with a greater purpose, with a purpose to serve the greater good, and to help and inspire others. I think this crisis is making everyone realize that life is short and precious, and I know I want to come out more courageous than ever as an actress!

You appeared at InHouse-Con’s Horror Movies Panel on August 1st. How special is it to still be able to connect virtually, from the safety of everyone’s homes? How was that experience?

Wow! I love that you asked this question about InHouse-Con, because it just occurred on Saturday and I am still reveling in it. What an incredible experience! It was an experience beyond anything I had expected. I am so blessed to be signed with Coolwaters Productions as my appearance agent for the last 13 years, and when Derek Maki invited me to participate with his horror celebrity clients, I was not sure what to expect in this new virtual world. What actually transpired was something that I personally was so moved by! This experience, to not only connect with the fans, but to connect with the “OG” Coolwaters Horror crew that I spent so many events and appearances with at actual physical horror and pop-culture conventions, throughout my career, was a gift. It really touched my heart to be able to spend a day with these folks virtually and to reminisce and experience the past, and to be in GRATITUDE for all the wonderful career moments that I have had. I think part of this virtual pandemic experience has, ironically, invited opportunities that we would not have had otherwise.

And albeit, I certainly miss the face-to-face energy and interaction, it just brightened my day to be virtually connected to actors whom I respect and admire. And, of course, to be able to have an opportunity to connect with the fans in this way, and to know that they still support my career and, in some way, I am able to connect with them to create joy and some semblance of “normalcy” by sending them autographed photos and memorabilia. It was very special and filled my heart during these challenging times.

You have been in the entertainment industry for many years across all different genres – horror, comedy, mystery, sci-fi – do you have a favourite to act in? How about your preference as a viewer?

Permanent Rain Press, thank you so much for recognizing that I have acted in all different genres, as I am grateful to be known in the horror genre and to be referred to as a “Scream Queen”, but I am sometimes challenged with proving myself and sharing that I have acted in so many other genres as well. I am often cast in comedy due to my quirky characteristics and persona, but, honestly, when it comes to acting, I am always seeking to play a very dark, dramatic, psychological, intense character role, as they are my absolute favorite. I love to dive into those deep, painful, emotional roles.

As a viewer, I love some great action film or television, and I am obsessed with mobster and mafia movies and TV... one of the things that has drawn me to act in that style genre over many years. I am absolutely guilty of being a huge horror fan, since I grew up in the 80’s and I love a good scare. But more often, I also love to “play detective” and watch a wonderfully smart mystery thriller from Alfred Hitchcock, Agatha Christie, or Brian De Palma, some of the filmmakers whom I deem to be the greats. But, if given the choice of what I prefer to watch, I am a cable TV junkie and you will find me binge-watching series, including Sex and the City, Outlander, The Sopranos, True Blood, and my latest obsession, Sons of Anarchy.

Let’s talk about your alter-ego, the funny and vibrant Brooklyn vampire, ‘Ms. Vampy.’ What do you enjoy the most about this character? Will you be reprising this role in the near future?

Ms. Vampy is a comedic mobster Brooklyn vampire with a heart of gold, and I am so proud of this character and all the projects that I have worked on with Ms. Vampy over many years. I most enjoy the fact that Ms. Vampy is all about positivity and supporting teen girls to face their fears and Vamp It Out! I am proud that I was able to create positive content for teenage girls with her, including, not only a streaming series, but authoring my book ‘Ms. Vampy’s Teen Tawk: There’s A Lotta Power In Ya Choices.’ And, make no mistake, I love that she is my alter-ego that I can tap into when I need inner courage or to be fearless!

There is actually a lot going on with Ms. Vampy behind the scenes, as we speak, so we can say we are “revamping.” My writing partners and I have been working on a new screenplay and TV pilot titled Vamp It Out, and you will be the first to have an exclusive that we were just accepted into both Action On Film MEGAFEST International Film Festival & Writers Celebration and Hollywood Dreams International Film Festival and Writers Competition in the screenplay category. We are vamping out with excitement and ready to celebrate!

You wrote, produced, and starred in this passion project as well. Being behind the camera and seeing your vision come to life, how special is that to you as an artist?

I sure did! And, I was forced to Vamp It Out every step of the way, as production is such a challenging process! My first two projects with Ms. Vampy began in 2008, and then in 2011, where I really did take the reigns, both behind the camera and in front of the camera. These projects have been some of the most challenging projects of my life and career, but some of the most rewarding. With any project, when you have a vision and you are able to bring it to fruition in whatever way, shape, or form possible, and that means whatever medium, whatever budget, whatever message you create, it is so fulfilling to know that your hard work is being developed, created, and produced, so you are able to share it with the world. I can assure you, Ms. Vampy is no stranger to... Blood, Sweat and Tears. Pun intended!

You’ve worked on so many cool projects, in particular a lot of indie films. Independent film has reputation for focusing on the story with the team behind it incredibly passionate about their work. What has your experience been on these sets?

Separate of Ms. Vampy, can we refer back to... Blood, Sweat and Tears? You said it best, and I will flush this answer out, that as an indie filmmaker and actor, one must be passionate about the project they are producing and creating, as the experience is not always fun and exciting. And, we are definitely not in it for the money! In full disclosure, I have had some of the most incredible experiences of my life and career on indie films, and have been blessed to leave them with a new loving and supportive film family... while, on other indie films, I have left with the most empty feeling and wondering if I am worthy of more, if I am talented enough for something more professional, and I have left questioning my life and career choices. I have had the opportunity to work with incredible indie film directors who have pushed me beyond my limits and what I thought I was capable of as an actress, and I have left indie film sets feeling as though I may actually have known more than the director or producer, and like I could have given so much more of a performance as an actress.

I have stories that I will cherish till my dying days, and I have nightmares that still haunt me in my sleep. I think that we make the best choices we can in the moment, and do what we think is right, and sometimes we are still exposed to an indie film situation where it is almost impossible to believe what has transpired. Overall, I feel my positive and negative experiences have shaped me into who I am as a woman... as an actress... as a producer... and, have taught me the most valuable lessons and have shown me that I am stronger than I think I am. These experiences have really made me self-reflect during this pandemic and inspired me to choose projects that uphold my highest good in the future.

You are an advocate for women, their body image and self-confidence through Breaking the Chains Foundation. The non-profit uses creative outreach to raise awareness, advocate, and provide support. Tell us about your involvement, and why female empowerment is important to you.

I am a proud Celebrity Ambassador for the Breaking the Chains Foundation and getting behind our fearless leader, Debra Hopkins, to support this great cause. I was inspired to get involved years ago, because I have been an actress since I was young, I have battled weight issues since I was young, I have repeatedly gone up and down ten pounds, and because I am naturally short, curvy, and ethnic, ten pounds is a world of difference, and when you are on camera, you are consistently challenged with people who are judging you and soon you start judging yourself. So, for me, the Breaking the Chains Foundation has been such an inspiration, as it is a cause and mission that supports people with eating disorders, body image issues, self-esteem issues, and body shaming. I have been affected by all of this personally and professionally, and want to support young people who are also challenged with body image and self-esteem, and to support them in cultivating their inner strengths and healing through art, and that is what the Breaking the Chains Foundation is all about: being able to heal and create self-love through the arts, whether it be dance, painting, acting, etc… To me, that is all encompassing of what is so profound and special about this foundation.

I truly feel that our society has set women up to compete, and compare and contrast, with one another. It is the time in our world to break that cycle and allow ourselves to empower other women, to support other women, to not compete with other women, and to really ban together and know that Female Empowerment is the greatest power we have.

You don’t take work for granted, always grateful for your opportunities and the life you lead. What keeps you grounded and motivated on a daily basis?

I truly appreciate you acknowledging my gratitude, as I do not take for granted even the small opportunities that life has afforded me. As far as keeping grounded, well that is a tough one for me, as I often feel like I am just flying all over the place (and, I am not talking about Ms. Vampy)! I feel like I always have 100 responsibilities at the same time! That said, I do work equally as hard to stay grounded and motivated on a daily basis, and that requires commitment, organization, and finding life and work balance, which I am still working on diligently each day. I commit to hard work, then making time for my intimate connections to speak on the phone or spend in-person time with the people I love, which includes my newlywed husband, my family across the country, my friends, and my business associates that I am blessed to have in my life, often since childhood.

I also think it is incredibly important when you are in an industry as stressful as the entertainment industry, to make sure to have your stable of support people, and that includes my talent reps and extends to my life coach, Lori Bertazzon, my actress empowerment sessions with Michelle Colt, and my psychic healers like Mitra Rahbar, Marilyn Alauria and Chiara Maya. I could not possibly do this on a daily basis on my own.

You’ve described yourself as a ‘Glam Gal.’ If you had to pick one, what has been your favourite red carpet look over the years? How would you describe your everyday style?

Oh yes, I describe myself as a professed ‘Hot Mess Glam Gal.’ I love getting glammed, styled, and fabulous for all of the incredible Hollywood and Red Carpet events over the years (shout out to my Glam Goddess squad, Allison Noelle, who styles me for all events and film hair and make up and shout out to my hair cut and colorist Crystal Betke at Hairroin Salon). You are killing me by asking me to pick just one of my favorite Red Carpet looks over the years, as it is just not possible, because I have so many, but I will narrow it down to two. As my publicist, Jessica Katz, and I have discussed on many occasions, we will always be in love with my Red Carpet look at the 2018 Women In Film Crystal + Lucy Awards (left), and, truly, my absolute favorite is my Red Carpet look for the 2019 Costume Designer Guild Awards (right) with my fab friend, and Costume Designer, Marianne Parker. It is one of those looks that I refer back to when I set goals of what I want to look like on the next Red Carpet.

My everyday style is still Glam in some ways, let's just say ‘Hot Mess Glam’ downplayed a bit, as you will rarely find me outside of my house without hair somewhat done (albeit hot mess messy), make-up, nails and toes manicured, and high heels... and if you do, my face will surely be covered by my Dior glam sunglasses. I have mastered the art of being fashion shabby chic, as I will run out of the house in a Kaftan or sexy sweatpants and a cut off t-shirt, very Flashdance circa 80’s off-the-shoulder style or with a slit up the leg. Hey, I have my own Glam Gal thing working just for me!

You have a number of projects in post-production, including The Second Age of Aquarius. Tell us a bit about this one, and your character Tawny Stevens.

I am so grateful that I had acted in, and produced, a few projects that wrapped prior to COVID-19. My Psycho Therapy (Amazon Prime) film director, Staci Layne Wilson, wrote a film with Darren Gordon Smith (Repo! The Genetic Opera) titled The Second Age of Aquarius. Those two are so crazy talented. It is such a fun indie gem that was produced by Nancy Long. I do not want to give any spoilers, but it is a comedy, with a little bit of a Sci-Fi twist, a hologram, and a lot of music. It is really sweet and clever. The two leads are Christina Jacquelyn Calph and Michael Ursu. I am an Executive Producer and I act in it. I play Tawny Stevens. She is a young mom to Alberta Stevens, stuck in the eighties, as that eighties-style, New Jersey, rocker mom. Wait until you see my hair, my make-up, and my leopard pants. I did the Jersey accent. I can’t wait for the film to come out next year!

Tell us about your new film The Mourning. What drew you to this project?

Okay, since I am a Co-producer on this film, I will simply have to give you my producer-style pitch for it!

Odyssey Motion Pictures released The Mourning Drama/Mystery/Sci-fi/Romance on Tubi TV. Directed by Marc Clebanoff (Stripped), The Mourning stars Michael Rene Walton (20 Ft Below: The Darkness Descending), Louis Mandylor (My Big Fat Greek Wedding), Dominique Swain (Lolita), Sally McDonald (Crushed), Larry Hankin (Home Alone), Peter Dobson (Frighteners), Kinga Phillips (6 Ways to Sundown), Brooke Lewis Bellas (Sinatra Club), Frank Krueger (No Clean Break) and Bob Spillman (White Mule). Produced by Marc Clebanoff, Michael Rene Walton and Pepe Lobo. Co-producers Nadeem Soumah, Anoop Rangi and Brooke Lewis Bellas. Cinematography by Nadeem Soumah. Written by Marc Clebanoff and Michael Rene Walton.

Synopsis:

Aaron returns to his small Middle America hometown, inexplicably, not having aged a day since his mysterious disappearance in Desert Storm 20 years prior. Initially unable to speak, Aaron must come to terms with the losses and evolution of his loved ones in his absence. Concurrently, Aaron’s loved ones must come to terms with the reappearance of the boy who they grieved over and let go years prior. As Aaron begins to assimilate himself back into the lives of his family, his best friend and his long lost lover, it is slowly revealed that Aaron’s homecoming is not permanent. A conspiracy theorist and a mysterious angelic figure, both stalking Aaron, build toward a finale in which Aaron must tie up loose ends before disappearing again forever.

I was drawn to this project, as I am always grateful to have a direct offer for an acting role, and to step into a role that was written for me. In one scene, I am sort of the “comedic relief” character that lightens the dramatic and supernatural intensity. I got to play Lisa “Ass Face.” Lisa was the "unattractive" girl in high school who used to like Aaron and the lead guys. They never gave her the time of day, but when Aaron returns from his mysterious disappearance and reunites with his high school friends, he sees a "cute" girl at the local hangout bar and his friends tell him she is Lisa "Ass Face" from high school. Aaron cannot believe it and realizes how much things REALLY have changed, since his mysterious disappearance. Lisa gets drawn into the intense Sci-fi drama that ensues with Aaron and his friends and finds herself with more than a hookup!

I just fell in love with the themes of life, death, love, and romance in this story, and jumped on as a Co-producer, as well. We had the time of our lives filming this in Holland, Michigan a few years back and I am very proud of this indie film! Please help support it by watching now on Tubi TV streaming.

Our signature question – if you could be any ice cream flavour, which would you be and why?

Cookie Dough! Everyone loves Cookie Dough ice cream… and, even when the dough is raw and raw and exposed in imperfect proportions, we keep digging through and wanting more!

Photo credit to: Isaac Alvarez Hair and Makeup: Allison Noelle

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Ezeldine (Abby) ABDALLAH

Passed away peacefully and with his family by his side at St. Mary's Hospital, Kitchener on May 1, 2020 at the age of 77 years. He was survived by his loving wife Zeinab of 49 years of marriage, his cherished four children: Maher (Cinnamon), Mona (Dennis), Rana (Bojan) and Sam (Patricia) and his wonderful nine grandchildren: Maximus, Emerson, Zoe, Tommy, Jax, Maya, Marco, Tristan, Brayden, with another one on the way. Ezeldine, or also called Abby by many of his friends, was often described, without question, as one of the greatest, toughest, most loyal and hardest working men that anyone has known. A man of few words, but those words carried a lot of weight. A selfless individual, Ezeldine was always willing to help, not just for his family but anyone who needed it. He was smart, talented, resourceful and creative. There was no challenge that he would back down from or one he couldn't solve. If something needed fixing, he would learn how to fix it. If it were unfixable, he would rebuild it. From building a wood-burning stove, an extension on the house, repairing cars, doing plumbing and everything in between, he adopted the nickname 'MacGyver' because of his abilities to build anything from anything. Although he was a serious man, Ezeldine's personality shined through his sense of humour and his soft heart. He had a passion for gardening and making his home beautiful, travelling, fishing and most of all, enjoying time with family and friends (even his children's friends genuinely loved to be around him and listen to his funny and heart-warming stories). Ezeldine also loved playing cards, and when he arrived home, he would share his Friday night's winnings with his children and celebrate with a dozen fresh donuts from Tim Hortons. Throughout the years, Ezeldine would vacation with his wife and children to sunny destinations and sandy beaches where he loved to swim, fish, and laugh. After retirement, that tradition continued on with his children and grandchildren where they would make new memories in places like Cuba, Mexico, and Dominican Republic. For the last ten years, you could find him and his wife Zeinab, in Marsh Harbour, Bahamas, making new friends, fishing, swimming and living life to the fullest. Special thanks to the incredibly compassionate doctors, nurses and staff at St. Mary's Hospital who took special care of him in the last four weeks of his life. And a very special heartfelt thank you to Dr. Rosenstein and the PD Clinic nurses and staff for their ongoing compassion, support and for helping Abby make it to the Bahamas each year. Ezeldine was born in Palestine but grew up in Latakia, Syria. When he turned 18, he left Syria for Germany to study mechanical engineering. He then left Germany to come to Canada to start a new life and have a family. Living in Canada brought him work as a sheet metal worker at Budd Automotive, a loyal employee for 30 years. His tenure there was filled with so many achievements. There was a 'Budding idea' program that gave him the platform to design and build things that would improve productivity, ergonomics and safety for his fellow co-workers. Throughout his career, he was motivated to be a model employee, where he worked seven days a week, twelve and sometimes sixteen hours a day, right up to his retirement, with the goal to provide for his family. Even though he worked so much, he still made time for his family, assisting them with life milestones, and taking vacations where the best and most cherished family moments were made. Ezeldine had fought many hardships in his final years. Being diagnosed with retinitis pigmentosa eventually cost him his sight and being such a visual individual that worked with his hands, made regular everyday life difficult to adapt to. However, he was the eleventh person in Canada to receive the Bionic Eye Retinal Implant, another testament to his drive and determined personality. He was also battling kidney disease which further complicated his health but, regardless, he still persevered and made the most of life. In early 2020, Ezeldine and Zeinab lost their family home in a devastating house fire and then started another battle with COVID-19. Although his pre-existing conditions had the odds stacked against him, for six weeks, Ezeldine fought with his heart every day. Unfortunately, his body could not recover and his hard fought, courageous battle came to an end at 6 p.m. on Friday, May 1, 2020, due to complications from COVID-19. The world had lost a great one, a legend, an amazing soul. Heaven has a new angel and our family has a new guardian angel. We love you forever. Note from Maher Abdallah, son of Ezeldine and Zeinab. "Dad, thanks for everything. I would not be the man that I am today without your guidance and love. Thank you for my life! My heart hurts because there is now a piece missing from it. I will cherish all the memories. I love you and miss you incredibly.

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Funny Star Wars Shirts & Tees for Men, Women & Kids | Memories of Star Wars

If you're looking for original, unique, attractive, one-of-a-kind funny Star Wars tshirts for men, women and children, you've come to the right place. Our chief designer and creative force has been a Star Wars dork for decades, and it's reflected here in some of his humorous, satirical designs for the genre. But wait, as they say, there's more! Yes, Mann has more such work soon to be available. In the meantime, we hope you enjoy what you see here, and like it enough to share it and even buy it (hint, hint).

HAND SOLO's Dirty Little Secret....

THE FARCE has Awakened...

Storm Trooper Marksmanship. Wow.

A Long Time Ago, In A Movie Theater Far, Far Away... or, How It All Began for Mann.

Our resident artist was a lucky kid. Even though his parents worked in more or less mainstream professions, he had friends whose parents were employed in Tinsel Town. Through these connections, he sometimes got advance information on upcoming movies, and even the chance to see them before anybody else. That same year, he heard about Star Wars through another young friend whose mother worked in "the biz." He was able to see advance press materials on it, and even got his hands on a limited edition full color promotion package, which he cherished for years and which would probably be worth some very nice coin today, if it still existed (sadly, it was lost long ago). Later, he heard more from another kid whose father worked on Steven Spielberg's Close Encounters of the Third Kind, and who saw to it that our young artist got to tour the production offices (an experience so powerful and formative, it may well have changed Mann's life and career path (and arguably, not for the better)). To our young artist, Close Encounters looked pretty cool... but nothing, seemingly, could compare to Star Wars. And then, somewhere along the way, seeing one movie or another, Mann experienced the first trailer for what would become his favorite movie of all time (at least for many years), and that was that! Star Wars was the film by which all others would be measured. Mind blown, for the young man interested in both movie making and stories of wonder, the wait for the film's arrival was excruciating torment, exacerbated by growing media interest and endless teasers, of one form or another, showing up everywhere. The young Mann was among the first owners of Star Wars shirts in all of Los Angeles, including one with the old, disused early-version logo and another with the infamous Brothers Hildebrandt poster, long since fallen away to dust.

Hollywood Blvd. and Mann's Chinese Theater, the way it looked, May 1977, during the opening days of Star Wars. Notice that the crowd is so big, it has spilled out onto the main drag. Somewhere in there may well be the young Mann and his friends... look closely! More importantly, however, Mann was lucky enough to see George Lucas' epic at the world famous Mann's Chinese Theater during it's opening week in... OMG... wait for it... May of 1977! Yeah, like we said: A long time ago... To be clear, the Mann theater operation had absolutely nothing to do with the young artist who would later be known by that same moniker (though he wished then and still does that it did). It was, in retrospect, just a strange coincidence. And it didn't help in any way with obtaining tickets! :-(

The Night After Opening Night...

Mann had to stand in line just like everybody else. The only saving grace was that the line standing began on a weekday afternoon when demand, while still high, did not necessarily require camping out. For those unfamiliar with such ancient rites, in those days of yore, weeks worth of showings were not sold out in minutes online. Once upon a time, you actually had to and could show up at the box office, wait your turn and secure some tickets. People who were willing to put in the time and burn a little shoe leather (or tennis shoe rubber, as the case may be), actually had the advantage back then. Imagine that.

Mann's Chinese Theater – but not Mann's – the way he remembers it from the Star Wars release period (1977), as seen from Hollywood Blvd. Unfortunately, Mann didn't get to see Star Wars opening night. Snif. But he did almost as well. School was winding down and the parents of friends who understood the nearly out of control excitement of their son and his friends (Mann among them) arranged to take the group for a showing on day two of it's run. Mann was just a young kid then (as opposed to an old one now), and otherwise pretty mature for his age. But leaving the burbs and going to Hollywood to see the film on a big screen with great sound – the day after the big premiere, no less – was almost more than he could stand. The entire experience left an indelible mark on his psyche, soul and sanity which impacts him to this day. Within a few months, by the summer of 1977, the movie was playing widely across all of Southern California, and you didn't have to go far to see it. For example, it was running continuously at a shopping mall not far from Mann and his friends, which made it possible for them to see it over and over and over again... It's hard for a lot of people to imagine today, but Star Wars played theatrically across most of North America for OVER A YEAR! It was unprecedented at the time, and still represents a phenomena which will almost certainly never be duplicated – if for no other reason than we live in a time wherein movies are available for view weeks after release. It's really amazing when you think about it. Even six months after it's premiere, you could say: "Hey, I wanna go see Star Wars," and it was not impossible. You could get in your car – or, if you were Mann and his friends, hop the bus or deploy the ten speeds – and go to the not-too-distant metroplex. Odds were it was still playing in the main cinema, too. And if you were particularly sneaky, you could even figure out a way to see it several times on the same day. Not that we're saying Mann did such a thing – just that it was theoretically possible! There was one constant though, for many months: you didn't go on a Friday or Saturday night, because of the damn lines!

More of the crowd thronging Grauman's Chinese Theater during the premiere of Star Wars. In the background is the famous Roosevelt Hotel, where many a dignitary and star has stayed down through the decades. Marilyn Monroe is said to still reside there. Spooky, right? During that long, hot summer of '77, Mann would drag everyone he knew to see the movie, including his "very boring, conservative parents," who didn't quite know what to make of the film or, it became increasingly clear, of him. His father, he later learned, had at least some basis for understanding the film, having read the pulps as a kid. But as for his poor sainted mother... well, let's just say she thought The Wizard of Oz a bit too bizarre. By comparison, Star Wars was a personal affront and attack on all that was sacred and holy and... well... just... normal.

One Star Wars T-shirt Which Led to A Lifetime of Star Wars Shirts...

CLICK HERE to Read More… To say that Star Wars was an international hit and global cultural phenomena would be the understatement of all time. It was so big, it spawned everything from the obligatory Star Wars tshirts and posters, to toys, lunch boxes, collector cards, comic books, calendars, etc., etc., etc.. Like many of us, Mann wishes he'd A) kept his memorabilia, and B) kept it in primo shape. It would be worth a small fortune today. Mann's first "movie t-shirt" was also his first official piece of Star Wars merch. It was the now world-famous painting by the great Brothers Hildebrandt, who would later go onto much fame, fortune and glory, and serve as ongoing artistic inspirations for the young Mann. Their shirt was only the first of many Star Wars shirts, but by far not the last.

The pre-release original Star Wars promotional poster, painted in 36 insane hours by the Brother Hildebrandt, who would become major artistic influences on the young Mann. He also wore out his shirt with the same artwork… three times! Now, for the kids out there, if you didn't know already, this was an era (gasp) some years before video tape, a decade before CDs and decades before movies on demand. There was no Blockbuster or Netflix. The way it worked back in those days was (gasp) – when a movie closed, that was it! Period. It was gone, for all intents and purposes, forever. You might… I say, might… pick it up at a film festival or possible revival some years in the future. You couldn't realistically expect a mega-hit like Star Wars to be on TV any time soon. I mean, we're talking years. So… Fuggedaboudit. Disney (which would later buy out George Lucas and end up owning not just one but two of the greatest movie franchises of all time (Star Wars and Indiana Jones)) was known, in those days, for doing what other studios generally did not do. That being, re-releasing their classics every five years or so, so that every age group would have fond memories of Cinderella and Bambi, and be sure to bring the next generation a few iterations down the road. Mann remembers sobbing, as a young boy, during one such re-release of Bambi. And it was all damn smart marketing, of course. But nobody had any expectation that 20th Century Fox would do the same with Star Wars, so it was imperative for the devoted fan to see it as many times as possible during it's initial (and likely only) run.

Formative Life Experiences: Girls, Cars and Star Wars (Not Necessarily In That Order)

CLICK HERE to Read More... For one movie to be readily viewable at the local theater for an entire year, when most movies were gone in, at best, a month or two, was quite the thing. Two years earlier, another one of Mann's formative favorites, Jaws, had had crowds lined up around the block too. It was, for a few short years, the biggest blockbuster of all time, and the one by which everything else was measured. In fact, the term "blockbuster" was put into common use by the long, box office busting run of Jaws. But the lines and showings faded out within a few months. Star Wars seemed to go on forever and ever and ever...

If you wanted to see Star Wars in the summer of 1977, you got used to lines like this... My friends and I joked that Star Wars would be the first movie in history to be showing somewhere in every big town, on continuous loop, forever... The ubiquity of the film meant young dorks like our insane genius could see Star Wars multiple times over a period of many months. Being a teenager then, he was old enough that he didn't have to drag anyone along with him, either. Young Mann saw Star Wars over 30 times – quite a few times by himself – during that year long period. It got to the point where he could recite entire sections from memory! And he would have seen it more but, sigh... allowance only went so far. Most of his family, of course, thought he was absolutely insane – an opinion that many still hold. And perhaps he was. He had no inkling back then, as a budding artist, that his "insanity" would hold him in good stead, and that one day he'd work on Lucasfilm projects as a professional, or design funny Star Wars tshirts for other fans decades later.

Cosplay? Maybe. But fan boys? Clearly, yes! This line is probably for Return of the Jedi in 1983, but it shows the kind of fanatic dedication to Star Wars found in those days (note E.T. tshirt in background; the film came out in 1982.) Despite it all, Mann's final watch tally paled in comparison to that of other even more hard core devotees (i.e. other young lunatics). He later had a frenemy who bragged about seeing Star Wars over 100 times during that same period. Now that, Mann commented recently, tongue in cheek, "seemed a tad bit obsessive." But given the time, it was understandable too. If you were a dork in those days, you knew you might never see Star Wars again till your kids were in college, and all you would have to go by was your old, worn-out Star Wars shirts and fond recollections. It was best to top off the memories as much as possible, as they were all you would have for many years to come.

The trip to the video store is no more... Well, market forces and technology changed everything in the ensuing years. By the time of the release of Return of the Jedi in 1983 (a shocking six years after Star Wars; it was originally going to be called "Revenge of the Jedi" and released in 1980), video tape was making it's impact all across America. People were theoretically able to own their own copies of Star Wars movies and watch it whenever they wanted, in the comfort of their own homes! Of course, this was pragmatically impossible for most, as actually buying commercially recorded movies in those days was prohibitively expensive. Getting your hands on movies was what the local video store was for. Parenthetically, this was a time of great panic for the movie business, as it was believed that "home viewing" would kill theaters. The same fears were floated (even more so) when DVD arrived. Ironically, overall, the new technologies actually increased public interest, gave the studios a means to monetize their enormous back catalogues (which had never really existed before), and in general, made the studios more money, and more consistent money, too. Instead of living and dying by their latest films, the big, well-known studios had a source of ongoing revenue. Who knew that video tape would force them to change their business model – kicking and screaming the entire way – to something even better? The relentless march of technological progress would continuously bring the price of actually owning a movie down. The arrival of video disks, followed by DVDs and then Blu-Ray, made it possible. But streaming services and ultimately, video on demand, have made owning a movie unnecessary. Taken together, it all ultimately spelled the end of that long-time staple of American life, the video store, for good. Yes, kids, another whole business category time and technology has wiped out. For Mann, the "Star Wars experience," such as some have characterized it, was profound. Luckily or unluckily, our artist came of age when George Lucas' fervid imagination and blockbuster films were a powerful force on both the culture and the collective imagination. For a guy like Mann, it's all inextricably tied to seminal life events, like graduations and girlfriends, first jobs and cars, the early phases of adulthood and the departure from childish things. To some extent, anyway. The girlfriends, the cars, the jobs – even most of the buddies are vanished to the mists of time – but the love of Star Wars lingers on. It probably always will...

Some Guys Get "The Force" – Other's Get "The Farce" – And It Is With Them, Always...

Mann shudders when recounting all the different ways he has "bought the whole farm, manure and all" more than once, and is sure the evil genius behind it all, George Lucas, has laughed all the way to the bank – repeatedly! There were the innumerable versions and editions of the Star Wars saga, on tape, video disk, DVD, Blu-ray... not to mention all the other related memorabilia... many thousands of dollars worth, at least...

The three young stars of Star Wars, with imperial escort, unaware of what the future will bring. For years, Harrison Ford seemed embarrassed by his role (he doesn't look too happy here), but went on to great stardom. Poor Mark Hamill and Carrie Fisher (RIP) were forever typecast, though she seemed to suffer the most from it all, at least personally. Today, Mann's enthusiasm for Star Wars has waned considerably; the inevitable result of the distance of years, decades of life experience and, as Mann is pained to say, what he would consider very bad creative choices made by Lucasfilm over the course of time. Many highly personal Star Wars-related memories, good and bad, which we've only touched on here, don't change his fundamental love for the pastiche science-fantasy universe of George Lucas. Yes, it's difficult to feel great affection when still smarting, decades later, over the existential and unforgivable threats of so-cute-I-might-puke ewoks and an entire race of Rastafarian gungans, or forgive such transgressions. It may even explain his "The Farce" series of tees, and other somewhat caustic, satirical Star Wars-inspired designs. But despite it all, the unrequited love lives on... Or maybe Mann's just fixated on getting back at George Lucas for "the slight" all those years ago. But that's a long Seinfeldian tale of bitter Hollywood resentment and revenge, better left for another time... Read the full article

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oikawa week 2017, day 5.

oikawa week 2017, day 5: wrath/patience

pairing: oikawa tooru & bokuto koutarou

❝So won't you smile for me, And I'll take your picture, Make it last a lifetime, Replay it in my eyes.❞ —Smile, The Vamps.

Once upon a time, in an existence that isn't yours, beloved reader, a universe was birthed from where it was tucked underneath great, old feathers of time. A universe supplied with a thing that fabled young children yearn for (maybe, it's crossed your mind, too,) : magic, the skill to control it, and all the endeavors in between.

Take a seat, beloved reader, if I've gotten your interest. Take a seat, if you've the time for a story; a story of two boys in the years of their youth. One with golden eyes and a heart just as righteous and pure, one with the eyes of only the sweetest chocolate.

It was summertime, with all its joyful, painted colors and all the selections and whims that define you as a person. The sky was cloudless, the sun blaring at those who dared to peer at its majesty. The children were set free to skip stones with ones who had the time, who had symmetric smiles to spare. Tooru could hear nothing behind him when he sat at pointed grass blades but he can imagine the laughter, because he's so used to it he doesn't know what to do without it except to look for a word, a funny narrative to start a conversation before he thinks Koutarou is going to fall asleep looking at the earthly tones between his soft calves.

Koutarou hasn't smiled for a long time. That's the day Tooru counts (the days Tooru gets to spend with him,) and all the days in between.

"Hey, Tooru," Koutarou says, softly enough that Tooru has to lean in closer, awkwardly, "I saw a couple of kids on the way here and they were doing some really cool magic. You know magic, Tooru?"

Tooru sticks his lower lip out when he thinks. A habit. "A little," Tooru admits, "my dad showed me, but it's not 'really cool'." But it's amazing enough that Koutarou's eyebrows rise up and a sound leaves him, something like an excited chirp. It's the closest thing to a smile, and Tooru receives it with his own humble grin.

It's hot, yet Tooru can taste humidity in the breaths he takes. In the limited shade of the tree they claimed for themselves, it's only so long before the shade dances somewhere else and with his exposed knees folded into his chest, Tooru tries to guess what Koutarou's going to say next.

"Hey, Tooru, could you teach it to me?" Koutarou's eyes stretch wide, eager and determined and so, so difficult to say 'no' to.

"Sure," is his reply, and Koutarou cheers with his arms raised at his sides, how he's always been when he's lost in excitement.

"My dad taught me how to make a rainbow appear," Tooru says, fresh with the memory, "and he says to, um, manipulate the light, yeah. 'Cause rainbows are like something made out of light- he was talking really fancy-smart I didn't really understand him anymore at that point."

"Anyway," Tooru recovers quickly, getting to his feet easily. Koutarou takes a few seconds longer to follow, "my dad said that the most important part about magic is to concentrate really hard and think about making a rainbow. Dad went fancy-smart about that part too but I guess it's your magic and the light and then it just happens."

"D'you get me?" Tooru asks, a bashful hand going behind his head. Koutarou was still giving him the same starry-eyed expression, like he was an emperor, but Tooru was still too young to know how to act around it.

"I think so?" the twang of question doesn't comfort Tooru, but when Koutarou looked hopeful, Tooru felt hopeful, too. "Dang, I wanna try it out now!"

Koutarou looks ahead but doesn't do anything. "Um, so do I have do something with my hands?"

"No, no. Just focus really hard." And Koutarou does. Nothing happens, except the hum of a fly Tooru swats away with a sour face and a gust that carries away Koutarou's steel determination.

Koutarou flops back on the grass and groans his frustrations, "Tooru, how do you make it work?"

Tooru sits back down, feels the prickle of grass on his butt, and explains it to Koutarou again.

When Koutarou finally does it, it's four days after, after they sneak up to Koutarou's room on their tiptoes before Koutarou's mom can pull Tooru away to chat. Koutarou's room was all unused backpacks and ambitious posters of people Tooru knew, too. They're both swinging their legs to nothing, sitting on the ends of Koutarou's bed; Tooru takes seconds to blink away the harsh sunlight while Koutarou is squinting like a protagonist in an action movie.

They're awfully quiet, anticipating, and Tooru startles himself when Koutarou's mother raps on the closed door to ask if they're still there. Koutarou's the one who answers, voice uneven, and his mom leaves with a contented noise at the back of her mouth.

The rainbow Koutarou made was no larger than their smooth palms, blinking, only five colors out of seven, living a dull four seconds before it fizzes out- appropriate for the first milestone. It's only after it disappears does Koutarou act; shouts and disbelieving sputters and "Tooru, did you see that?!"s. Tooru certainly had, and even the faintest of the hues were living enough that Tooru felt like he was seeing beauty for the first time.

They yell, as if they were at the top of the world, and I suppose to Koutarou, they really were. They bounce up and down, much like a nursery rhyme drafted in another universe they hadn't the time to care more about.

Koutarou looks at his own hands as if he'd captured the squirmy stripes in them. Finally, finally, Koutarou's smiling again, and his grin is radiant enough it makes up for the all the days Tooru's counted and all the days he hadn't. Koutarou nearly trips over his disorganized sheets as he scoots off of his bed, and it makes Tooru burst into unexpected laughter; Koutarou blushes, but he starts laughing, too, and he never does shut up about his first rainbow for a while, even after the summertime quiets for the arrival of another season, another pair of clothes, another meal.

(Koutarou's mom had come up to their door a second time, demanded what the ruckus was about, that "I could hear you boys from the kitchen!" but with a disguised fondness. The two of them quiet long enough that Koutarou's mom figures she isn't going to get an answer and she walks back to the kitchen. They giggle, all carefree and mischievous, after she leaves, basking in their five-color-secret the way tightly-knit children did.)

People do not often receive gifts of bliss, for they flitter past right under noses poisoned by nonliteral morphine, even remarkably less often received without an undercurrent of strife that may come before or after. To Koutarou and Tooru, simple children, the gift of Koutarou's rainbow was made the sweet belle of their summer; they had laughed then as if they'd never laughed before.

Now, in a time that is your own, beloved reader, rainbows are more than just droplets and light and a spectrum that some innocents believe to be the realest magic; more than just a pretty sign of better times after the howling chaos of a sky-seizing storm. Perhaps rainbows are the work of Bokuto Koutarou, grown old and gifted, beaming with great joy at the view of Oikawa Tooru- whom he owes his grateful thanks- designing a mighty rainbow over their heads with a lack of control Koutarou's secretly flustered about.

Rainbows are Koutarou's and Tooru's to share, for in their seven brilliant colors do they contain a meaning that only the two may ever understand. Maybe they decide, with linked laughter, to share the rainbow for others to cherish, to absorb and let their souls blaze with color.

Maybe it's why you may catch a rainbow, so distinct in a single-colored sky, even when water doesn't fall before it.

Maybe it's why you hear stories of double rainbows, sentences woven so they sound fantastical, because some days, Tooru points his fingers to the sky and makes his own rainbow so close to Koutarou's.

These are only the thoughts of a simple writer that delights at simple things; these words of mine have no merit, no element of any truth to it. I can only hope that I've charmed you, beloved reader, with my bizarre story.

Why, in this world of ours, mundane without magic, where materials of many colors and many admirers exist in its place, like artists who inspire with their creative spilling or their unheard voices alike, like sunsets and sunrises, like our special rainbow held in dearness. We need only to think, to imagine of things farther than what our hands can reach, and I can only pray that magic might feel that little bit closer to realness.

We need only to believe. Like Oikawa Tooru had in his friend, like Bokuto Koutarou had in himself.

#Oikawa Week 2017 #haikyuu!! #haikyuu