you held my heart in your hands and it still wasn’t enough. //A.M

I hope you think of me and your heart breaks like you broke me

nobody gives me butterflies anymore y‘all just give me brain damage

- instagram

No matter how many times you break my heart, each piece will still be yours.

I refuse to believe what we had was love.

You don’t drop the people that you love,

And you fucking threw me to the ground.

— written by tlm

I'm so tired. I just cant do anything anymore, my motivation and energy are gone.

“I’m not over you. The night brings tears and cries from the memory of what we once were. But it’s the sunny days that really show me how much I’m not over you.”

-k.aiden

Empty Hours.

The nights are growing longer,

And the days are short and dull,

I have lots more time to ponder,

On empty hours that should be full.

Empty hours haunt the night time,

As I walk these empty floors,

Empty stairs and empty hallways,

Where silence waits by open doors.

Empty hours full of silence,

Empty hours full of grief,

Empty hours full of heartache,

And empty hours without sleep.

Empty hours since you left me,

Empty minutes ticking by,

Empty feelings full of numbness,

Empty spaces for to cry.

©Ambrose Harte

©Scattered Thoughts

Can you please explain why I can’t get you out of my head?!?!!

“Time doesn’t always mean healing time means preparing yourself to just keep going, because some people never change, amd all you can do is just keep going.”

22:59 7/13/21

My love for you will no longer justify you mistreating me

And I wonder if people break suddenly or over time? Do they shatter by a clumsy hand that drops them or do they slowly disappear as life’s problems erode them consistently day after day? Was it a bunch of tiny relentless things or was it just one giant tragedy that was your undoing? When did it become easier to give up than to hold on? When did it all become too much?

-C.C.

I hate pretending like it doesn’t hurt.

How to get over love that was never there in the first place?

From the love letters you’ll never read

How many times can a heart break till it ceases to exist?

-themindscalligraphy

Do you ever wonder if you're too far gone, too broken to ever be fixed? I believe I passed the point of return years ago.

You don't need to worry.

You don't need to worry;

I'll be fine when you are gone,

You don't need to feel bad for me,

I can do that on my own.

You don't need to call me up,

To check that I'm okay,

Because when you leave I will grow up,

And get better every day.

You don't need to cry for me,

Or feel pity in your heart,

Because I am tough and strong,

And I'll never fall apart.

You don't need to worry;

I promise! I'll be fine!

Just let me be alone,

And give me lots of time.

©Ambrose Harte

©Scattered Thoughts