Words Stuck In My Throat After They All Leave Me
Running in circles around you
Trying to figure out how you’re feeling
You give me the cold shoulder all the time
Just tell me how we’re defined
But then you left me
All alone and empty
And I’m dying to get you back
But you don’t want me like that
And I know I fucked up too
Broke your soul in two
But I was broken first
This isn’t what I deserve
I showed you my heart
And you left me in the dark
Trying to be more
So I don’t feel like a chore
I miss you do damn bad
But you don’t miss me like that
I know there was some mishaps
But no one deserves to feel so blue,
Over you
I’m sorry
I’ll get better
I’m sorry
I’m trying my best
To be good for you
But now I’m lying on the bathroom floor
Crying my eyes out
Wishing for more
But I can’t even hug you anymore
I can’t call you a stranger
But you won’t even read my texts
I’m suffocating on despair
I need to let go of this stress
-Grey Augustus
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“Part of me wants to tell you how bad you hurt me and list everything you did, and the other part of me wants nothing to do with you and try my hardest to get over you”
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i am so insanely afraid that if I recover from this mindset I will go back to feeling the same kind of unshakeable loneliness I carried for the 8 years before I met the friends I can't allow myself to have this year. Why is it that right when I find good friends, I can't be a good one to them? Why is this shit so crushing? Why can't I handle myself? I need to get better and that requires being able to isolate myself from people but I don't fucking want to. I want to learn how to be a person and still be happy while I discover myself. I don't want to be alone
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The one that loves more
Stumbling around with my heart on a plate
At least offering 130%
Love will never be given to me the way that I do
It’s fine I’ll wait.
For now 30% of you will do…
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I can't fix what's broken,
And I don't have the strength to start fresh.
I alone in this dark space.
As I am questioning the purpose of my existence,
I feel tempted to give up on this life.
How easy it would be to leave this pain behind.
It's becoming difficult to hold back the tears every day,
How much more longer can I hide the suffering inside???
-MysMiA
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Sunday Dress
The day I seen
Your Sunday velvet dress
It reminded me why I loved you
It was not because of your beauty
Or The way you sway men.
It WAS BECAUSE
YOU LOVED ME.
In every way you did
That look in your eye
When your brow raises
You told me why
And it was not because of what I said
It was because
you loved me
And I, I don't know why
I’m an aloof stumbling buffoon
Who cant even count by twos
Yet I'm here on the moon
As I hear your voice
Entering my sinful ear
Telling me why I love you
Yet I still don't know why
And
Every time you tell me this
It was all a lie.
-Irregular.x
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