#you can ignore me

[mamachasesmayhem]

Most likely gonna be MIA this weekend!

Husband is home literally all weekend for the first time in…probably years (aside from vacation) and the kids are with my mom 😍

He took me on the best date EVER, steak and Valentine’s Day decor shopping while we waited and honestly, I would marry the absolute shit out of this man again if I could

Legit lived out a Honeyverse date tonight, yall will probably read about it in the future 😉

Alllllll my love babes 💕

#i’m swooning #this is why I married this man #my Jakes are heavily influenced by my man #I’m being a sap #you can ignore me #going to bed well fed and well fucked

[tblsomedoodles]

Hello! I am once again at a loss for what to draw for my youtube monthly speedpaints (we are halfway through december rand i have yet to do one this month : /)

So! if anyone has any suggestions, that would be lovely! (suggestions will go onto a list for later speedpaints, like last time.)

just drop a character (or two) in the replies and I'll go from there : ) (it doesn't have to be ninja turtles or my aus but i'd prefer it at least be a series/character i'm familiar with.)

Thank you!

#random stuff #you can ignore me #you can put a little scene/situation description if you want #but it's not necessary #(also note that if it makes me uncomfortable i simply won't draw it) #that is all

[cinamun]

Rizz is just never going to catch on with me because we used to call [redacted] jizz where I'm from....

Anyway can I spam y'all with my literal children that I birthed again today?

#you can ignore me #waiting for brain cell number 6 to wake up

[twicethetrouble]

Someone stop me.

My brains trying to come up with an 03 separated au and i already have too much work to do!

But, like, the thought of Donny growing up as Casey's little brother, who Casey is fiercely protective of , is just too good. (plus their neighborhood just being like "This child isn't a turtle creature. What are you talking about? He's clearly just a kid with a skin condition who refuses to take off their backpack for security reasons. Don't be rude." would be hilarious and adorable. gasp! Donny could go to school)

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #random stuff #you can ignore me #yeah my brains going to be chewing on this all day #Leo probably ends up with the Daimyo somehow? #simply b/c him growing up alongside the daimyo's son (does he even have a name?) would be an interesting dynamic #Raph i think ends up being the turtle staying with splinter #(ooh or he could accidentally end up in space) #(idk how but him growing up under triceriton rule would be interesting af) #and i can't decide if Mikey is just chilling with the utroms the whole time being bffs with Leatherhead #or if he grows up in the Foot being Karai's annoying little brother #(im leaning towards the foot b/c Karai with a little brother would be fun) #wait i'm supposed to be writing rn #fk!

[matchalattegreen]

why is my brain so fucking confusing like i literally went from being the happiest i've been in months to being the most depressed i've ever been in ONE WEEK. and to make matters worse my birthday is next week and idk if i'll even still be alive by then. fml

#sorry for venting #you can ignore me #kal rambles

[puffinparty]

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it's kinda of strange being an adult like

what do you call this thing where personally you're doing fine ...but then there's news about your estranged family where there's just a barrage of bad news (i.e. getting severely sick, deaths, etc) happening consecutively plus like the world is literally eating itself alive

like...what are you supposed to feel about all this? is being an adult really just...trudging forward and just living your life with all of this happening in the background? I have no power beyond the choices I can make at the moment and sometimes it feels like it does nothing at all

#i'm 30 now and nobody prepares for you for this kind of bullshit man #just random musings #you can ignore me

[olivers-cocoapuffs]

moony is actually spelt mooney

#What the hell do I do with myself now #I don’t like it #You can ignore me #remus lupin #Moony #the marauders #marauders era

[whovian-on-ice]

#i'm just curious #you can ignore me #mine is working against me #anxiety and overthinking are the bane of my existence

[amazingmsme]

LOOOOOK MEEE IN THE EYE NOW SIR

#just a silly thought i had in the shower #you can ignore me #black friday #black friday meme #hatchetfield memes #john macnamara #general macnamara #president howard goodman #hatchetfield #hatchetverse

[stratataisen]

Existential crisis/dread.

Thank you brain for reminding me that I'm getting close to forty, still signal because I'm terrified of getting into an abusive relationship, and will probably die alone. I SO TOTALLY FUCKING NEEDED THAT THOUGHT TODAY!

-sigh-

And of course my brain decides to spiral with this by making myself feel pathetic. Still living at home. Barely leaving the house. Probably couldn't survive on my own. Not taking the best of care of myself--'no wonder you have issues with your teeth.' Ugly and chubby. No way you could date anyone, too much of an invert, too selfish with their time. Wouldn't even know how to date if you managed.

Fuck. I have work in a bit. Thankfully I don't really need to talk with people.

#strata vent #just needed to get this down somewhere #you can ignore me #just...having a day #might be some triggers in here #tw: self loathing #i guess?

[sean-shifted-wake]

i got my first semester grad school grades and well

#college #college life #graduate school #grad student #sorry to brag #you can ignore me

[tblsomedoodles]

my brat of a cat somehow crashed my computer the split second before i saved my speedpaint.

i now have to redo two hours worth of work b/c the picture and video are gone. the only thing left is the corrupted file of an unfinished screen recording and the knowledge that it had existed.

i love my cat but not her ability to fuck up my computer by just existing near it.

anyways, speedpaint will be even later now. you can thank my child for that.

#random stuff #you can ignore me #anyways speedpaint might be out later today #or it might end up being a tomorrow thing now #one way or the other i still have to redo it #it was super cute too! #and now it just doesn't exist

[its-just-the-chemicals]

forever pissed off i got the type shitty autism

not the gifted kid. i was in the ‘special ed’ classes. i understand gifted kid burnout is a major problem but nobody talks about the kids who were abandoned by the school system and told we were to stupid and would never amount to anything. literally damning us from the start.

no super smart shit. no hyperlexia. no useful special interests.

nothing useful at all. NOTHING.

if i was going to be like this couldn’t i of gotten SOMETHING useful.

just fucked for life and having to listen to every other autistic person complain about being a gifted kid.

im so tired.

#im self destructing rn #you can ignore me #im screaming into the void #autisim #mentally unwell #i hate it here

[rexxdjarin]

I’m just a person that comes in hot and burns really bright. People really like me at first.

And then it’s like slowly I burn too hot for them or they get burnt somehow. They get sick of something about me, they get tired of me, they get mad at me or something.

And then they just leave me alone until I snuff myself out and I’m nothing more than ashes and smoke and simmering coals and no one’s left to light that fire again.

It’s a vicious life cycle and I’m running out of things to rekindle the flames myself.

#you can ignore me #I can just feel people being sick of me already #sorry

[beabaseball]

every now and then someone on a podcast makes a joke about like "oh yeah the red cross is a scam" and I just like

did I miss something?

is this about blood being donated for free but sold to the hospital system (they gotta pay the phlebotomists ok it's a 40 hour per week job) / the federal ban on gay men's blood?

are they mixing the Red Cross up with the Salvation Army, a different and much worse organization with a red logo which also tends to show up at disaster sites?*

but it's a podcast so I can't ask those questions :(

*even if the answer is "yes the Red Cross has done something bad" I am still pretty comfortable assuming the Salvation Army probably did something worse.

#beatext #you can ignore me #red cross

[fuck-off-im-ace]

Sometimes i wonder if talking to your younger self was possible, would young suicidal me even believe me if i said that i made it to 26 years old? Cause even now, it stil feel kinda unreal.

#you can ignore me #just having a moment #never thought i'd get passed 18 #every year since then i still get surprised #like holy shit i made it #who would have thought