#you know what's what yoohyeon said actually that made my brain finally give that click

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#honestly last year was so stressful for so many reasons but not knowing if dc would keep going as the group I used to love and cherish #was one of the worst things for me - avoiding their content because it just stressed me out when it used to be something that brought me #so much joy - like it has really been a process to dismantle all of those negative feelings and ik some people would probably think this is #really dramatic and I'm okay with people not feeling the same (and honestly thank god because it sucked to feel like that towards people #I care a lot about but the point is that you know all of the uncertainty really gets to you at some point and I feel #you know what's what yoohyeon said actually that made my brain finally give that click #she said something like 'I was happier with your return that I was able to show' and how she was thankful that she chose to return to them #I think in that moment it really hit me that they had the same doubts I did for a while and I guess it's just #comforting to know that and to know that they overcame all that #I feel like this situation could've gone so many wrong ways but I think we really got SO LUCKY with if #and despite everything the fact that there's no resentment between them or anything of the sort.... it really makes me want to be okay #with last year too #I think it will still take me a while to be okay with boca era specially but at the end of the day this is just #meant to be fun and fulfilling - and so far it has definitely been worth to push forward and stick around #I'm really looking forward to everything they have planned for this year