#you may reblog

[hootsthesodaman]

Icon for something coming “soon”

#dave and bambi golden apple #dnb bendu #fnf dnb #dave and bambi #you may reblog #you may spam reblog too /directed #i feel like something’s missing in the background so if anyone sees this you can suggest stuff

[butchorc]

#my writing #polls #you may reblog

[yharnamsnewslug]

It truly hurts so fucking deeply how much the LGBT+ community hates transmasculine people. I never thought my own community would make me feel even worse than my own mother and sister did.

#vent #you may reblog #transandrophobia

[vamp-domme]

My legs would look even more amazing wrapped around you, darling. 💋

#my photos #you may reblog

[circular-bircular]

Okay. Let’s do this one last time. Istg I’m gonna make that full post of What These Terms Mean soon, but here’s a longer post than normal from me.

Here’s how I view Syscourse Labels.

Pro-Endo Beliefs (based on my experiences):

(Part of this group says) You can be plural without trauma. You can have a system (aka have alters/headmates/people in your head) without trauma.

(Part of this group says) If you do not support that idea, it means you are Anti-Endo.

(Part of this group says) If you support some aspects of the community, but not all aspects, then you are Anti-Endo, or else buying into Anti-Endo Propoganda.

(Part of this group says) If you reblog from anyone who has ever been or currently is using the label Anti-Endo, then you are Anti-Endo.

(Part of this group says) Having some split spaces is good, and having some shared spaces is good.

(Part of this group says) Why do we need split spaces? We’re all plural! If you advocate for split spaces, you are Anti-Endo, or else buying into Anti-Endo Propoganda.

(Part of this group says) If you do not openly use the label Pro-Endo, then you are Anti-Endo. This doesn’t include your actions, just the label you use. If your actions support endogenic systems but you don’t call yourself Pro-Endo, then you are still Anti-Endo or an Anti-Endo Supporter.

Anti-Endo Beliefs (based on my experiences):

(Part of this group says) You cannot be plural without trauma. You cannot be a system (AKA have alters/headmates/people in your head) without trauma.

(Part of this group says) If you do not support this idea, you are Pro-Endo.

(Part of this group says) If you support some aspects of the community, but not all aspects, then you are Pro-Endo, or else buying into Pro-Endo Propoganda.

(Part of this group says) If you reblog from anyone who has ever been or currently is using the label Pro-Endo, then you are Pro-Endo.

(Part of this group says) Having some split spaces is good, and having some shared spaces is good.

(Part of this group says) Why do we need shared spaces? We’re not the same! If you advocate for shared spaces, you are Pro-Endo, or else buying into Pro-Endo Propoganda.

(Part of this group says) If you do not openly use the label Anti-Endo, then you are Pro-Endo. This doesn’t include your actions, just the label you use. If your actions criticize some of the endogenic community but you don’t call yourself Anti-Endo, then you are still Pro-Endo or a Pro-Endo Supporter.

Syscourse Unaligned, as I personally use it for myself:

You can be plural without trauma. You can have a system (aka have alters/headmates/people in your head) without trauma. (Pro-Endo Belief)

CDDs need to be focused on in CDD spaces, and not everything needs to be about Endogenics. (???).

Pro-Endos and Anti-Endos are not monoliths, and each individual should be heard, regardless of the label they use. (???)

Split and shared spaces are both good. (Both Beliefs)

I criticize some of the aspects of the endogenic community, particularly on the pro-endo side of things. I have trauma regarding that community that makes using their label a trigger for me. (This makes me Anti-Endo)

I criticize some of the aspects of the CDD community, particularly on the anti-endo side of things. I have trauma regarding that community that makes using their label a trigger for me. (This makes me Pro-Endo)

I still believe syscourse to be important, and thus do not want to stop syscoursing. I want to have important conversations. (This makes me not Neutral.)

So… what am I? A pro-endo with anti-endo beliefs? But to so many people, those beliefs are completely opposing (which isn’t always the case), and for me personally, I have trauma regarding those labels.

No group is a monolith. No group is entirely black and white.

I am not Pro-Endo, despite the fact that I believe in endogenic plurality.

I am not Anti-Endo, despite the fact that I have some harsh criticisms of the Pro-Endo Community.

I am Syscourse Unaligned because I do not use either label. That’s it.

#syscourse #Syscourse unaligned #venting #you may reblog #just don’t clown

[sp00ks-odyssey]

Here, I updated it

Artwork and creator is @comyet /@myebi

Since you're the only one who wanted to see the updated one @luminousjellyfishy I tag you so you can see it ^^

#stitches rants #ink #ink sans #updated meme #you may reblog #ig #ink sans fanart #or memeart?? #ehh ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

[cardiomyapathy]

@ everyone

#ᴡʜᴏᴏᴍᴘ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪᴛ ɪꜱ | ( ooc. ) #you may reblog

[acharnemcnt-a]

I wanted to put put a tiny psa. I've switched to beta editor on all my blogs but, I didn't have the option to covert on one of my blogs to beta until late January. Which was significantly later than my other blogs. I just wanted to bring this to people's attention so they can be aware that some people who are delaying their switch over may not being doing so intentionally.

#psa #you may reblog

[youmustinteract]

seeing a mutual go from no information about their romantic occupancy to "taken" genuinely gets me hooting and hollering

go gettem champ!!!!

#you may reblog #i am so pround and happy for you you have no idea

[little-eye-guy]

"this is too raw of a line to come from—" shut up. beauty and meaning is everywhere

#eye guy speaks #i need that phrase to be removed from everyone's vocabulary Please #why are you so convinced that such things cannot be discovered by or found in the mundane #1/1/23 edit: hope you all have enjoyed yourselves bc im ready for some peace and quiet *turns off reblogs* #1/4/23 edit: please don't comment about wanting to reblog. the experience itself may be fleeting but you will have your memory of it #(aka i turned them off for my health and you will be ok. it's just a post)

[dailymumbojumbo]

Mumbo Skins

#As we are no longer shadow-banned #please enjoy the Huevember Mumbo skins #Also PLEASE go through and mass like/reblog and check out any mumbo art you may have missed during our shadow ban #mumbo jumbo #hermitcraft #dailymumbodoodles #mumbo jumbo fanart #mcyt #Mod Yellow

[vhstown]

please stop scrolling and take the time to read this.

i don't think people understand the extent of the horror happening in palestine right now. "death" means nothing to people because of desensitisation so let me just tell you what white phosphorus is. it's being used in israeli munitions and has been and will continue to be fired across gaza and the palestinian borders.

white phosphorus burns when it comes into contact with oxygen (at nearly 800°C or 1500°F. the human body can withstand ~50°C for reference.) the air you breathe in ignites and it is near impossible extinguish. it sticks to clothing and skin and is very difficult to remove because it will continue to ignite in air. it burns flesh up to the bone and even past the bone because it penetrates tissue and is absorbed VERY easily. if you inhale it it'll destroy your respiratory tract and lungs. it can cause failure in multiple organs including the liver, kidneys and heart. it is being released in one of the most densely populated places on earth.

the only way to treat someone exposed to white phosphorus is to submerge them in saline or water and to pick out the substance with forceps, and when you undress a wound the substance can re-ignite. this is just ONE weapon that is being used to kill palestinian people right now. palestine does not have access to medical care, humanitarian aid, power, or internet. their hospitals are being bombed. gaza is one of the most densely populated places in the world with over 50% of the population being children. many children are the sole survivors of their families. there are videos of children experiencing panic attacks and symptoms of ptsd. the fact that israel has committed war crimes in plain sight means that we can only imagine what will happen to the palestinians in complete darkness.

israel has and will continue to deny this. your interests and fandom will still be here, you will wake up tomorrow morning and see your friends and family, but an entire nation of people are being wiped off the map. being silent is being complacent. reblog, spread information, tell people in real life, attend protests, sign petitions, call your government offices, at the very least be angry and upset and horrified because once you become numb and indifferent and hopeless the oppressors will have already won.

what's happening right now is more than a genocide and once it becomes a part of history we'll wonder how the world let this happen. genocides have been part of all nations. just because it is far away does not mean you don't have to be concerned. the fact that YOUR governments and YOUR idols and the people around YOU are supporting the mass eradication of an entire group of people should scare you. it shouldn't make you feel anything less than sick and angry and disgusted. DO something about it, no matter how small you feel your voice is, because palestinians no longer have one.

[edit] links to some helpful reblogs: one & two

post on how you can help palestine

learn about palestine with this masterlist of info

+ a further reblog of mine

[edit 2] about palestinians "not having a voice" at the time i wrote this post internet connection was cut off entirely and even journalists weren't able to report for a period of time — that is all i meant by that. they of course have a voice and i never meant to undermine how people are risking their lives in gaza to get information out there and i apologise if thats what people took from it, it was not my intention but it is entirely my bad. please continue to spread information and updates from gaza as they come.

#please reblog with any useful resources you may have #or just in general #i dont care that this is a fanfiction blog because nobodys bloody made-up characters are important right now #look through tags and reblog the newer things because theyre being supressed #no matter how many followers you have #israel palestine conflict #free gaza #palestine #gaza #gaza strip

[inkskinned]

so while i was writing the book, i became violently suicidal.

this was mostly due to the fact that i had a very bad reaction to some meds and my brain stopped producing any serotonin. also i was in the last semester of grad school where it's actually illegal to feel anything but dread. so it wasn't going well.

somewhere in the fog of it i became aware i needed help. nobody was taking clients or my insurance. i didn't want to do inpatient care - it wasn't right for my needs. there's not really an "in between" stage between "inpatient" and "no care," but i was trying to do the right thing. i was trying to activate the chain of command that was my emergency plan. i knew i needed help now.

i used betterhelp.

i know, i know. i'm a straight-A student and so smart and so clever, how could i ever use something so blatantly bad. to be honest with you, i didn't feel particularly keen on it from the getgo - things that seem too good to be true usually are. also, if something online is free, the price is usually your privacy.

the thing is that there was kind of a global pandemic happening at the time and i worked 5 jobs alongside of being a fulltime student and also like writing a book on the side. it is a miracle that i even thought about getting help. i would love to tell you i had the mental wherewithal to like, process whether this was the right choice for me. mostly i was desperate. i was so suicidal that i was trying to find a reason to stay inside of fortune cookies. i was the kind of suicidal that looks like splatterpaint. i hadn't been that bad in an entire decade.

they took my data. i gave them it freely. somewhere out there, they have a dossier on me. on everything i survived. my story in little datapoints, scattergraphed beautifully.

the first woman told me that really i should be grateful, because (and this is a direct quote): "at least you're not anne frank." i said that i felt that statement was antisemitic, as anne frank's life and experience shouldn't be compared to like, a nonbinary lesbian in western massachusetts. the therapist said that i should try to use lucid dreaming to try to picture myself in an actually scary situation, like running from nazis.

i applied for another therapist. i was willing to accept the possibility that there was a bad apple in the bunch. the next therapist and i even laughed about how inappropriate that statement was. and then, in our next session: the new therapist said if i was struggling with body image issues, i should just work harder on my appearance. she spent 3 sessions in a row talking about how she was grieving, and made me memorize facts about her grandmother so "she can live on through my clients."

i am a three's-a-charm kind of person. okay, so what if the last person made me uncomfortable. i figured it was just a misunderstanding of priorities - she had felt she was sharing with me, i had felt like i had to take care of her. i applied for another therapist.

the last woman asked me to help her pray. she bowed her head. i stared at her, frozen, while she said: lord, i beg you: cure her. take the pain of being gay away from her.

i spent somewhere between 2.5 and 3 months on betterhelp. in that whole time, i was not getting the professional help i so desperately needed, even though i was fucking trying.

in the end, i survived this because i finally could get off the meds that were literally killing me. a request for a real therapist finally went through. i survived because my friends saved my life. because nick let me sob myself dry in his arms. because maddie took the razors out of my room when i asked them to. because grace slept over in my bed for like 3 weeks in a row since nobody trusted me not to hurt myself when i was alone. i survived because i got fucking lucky. because even when i was desperately suicidal, i was too old and too self-aware to take "you need to be prettier" as good advice.

the thing is that there's a 19 year old me who isn't like that. who would have heard "just think about how grateful you should be" and said - oh, i see. i would have assumed that is what it means to be in therapy: the same thing my abusers used to tell me. that i am just pretending and lazy. that i am ugly and unworthy.

betterhelp positioned itself to take advantage of an incredibly vulnerable community. it preys on desperation. it knows it is serving people who are not doing well mentally. it saw that there is a huge need for real, immediate, compassionate mental health care: and then it fucking takes your money and privacy.

i still get their ads on instagram. last night i watched as a woman in a pool pretends to talk to a different woman. they discuss her anxiety.

there's a 19 year old version of me, and she didn't survive this. she was too tired, and drowning. i almost fucking died. this thing almost fucking killed me.

in the ad, the woman playing the therapist takes a note on a clipboard and then nods once, sagely.

i have to admit it's a pretty scene. the steam and light coming off the pool water lands on the actresses. like this, it almost looks baptismal, holy.

#writeblr #the book.... #coming soon #hey so if ur someone who has ever said “you need to write a book” #i wrote the book #it's ... probably the best thing ive ever written #this is maybe too honest lol #okay to reblog thank you for asking i love u i am in love with u our wedding will be in may

[crafting-mojo]

The Factory!

#tango tek #tangotek #hermitcraft #minecraft fanart #mineblr #hermitblr #hermitcraft 10 #hermitcraft tango #tangotek fanart #tangotek s10 #hermitcraft season 10 #hermitcraft smp #low key regretted doing 1pt perspective for this but it was too late to change it lmao #the layers of this house are so damn complex ugh #this is fun tho wanna do more of these #and thank you bdubs for actually like. getting really wide shots that may be screenshotted your a real one for that #btw if you saw me reblog a bunch of stuff no you didnt im still getting used to having a side blog okay its hard! #bitter content #fanart #hermitcraft fanart

[vamp-domme]

If you're a good pet, perhaps I'll step on you. 💋

#my photos #you may reblog

[compassionately]

Like or reblog if you think he's cool as fuck

#Well I made this post unrebloggable so innocents will look at the OP wondering Why? #And all they will see is Fakir. You may like the post if you think he's cool but no more reblogging.