#you talk to me for an hour and theow me back into flashback mode

[tolivethelifeiwantiwillfly]

He sleeps.

#i miss being home #you silly boy #ive always loved you #not just liked #today was bad day #2 relapses #neither deep #play ac for a few hours after i napped while they worked #then my stepmom started asking questions about him #and ultimately ended up saying well even though u fucked up and its not ur anniversary #we sill love you!! #like great #you talk to me for an hour and theow me back into flashback mode #then belittle my experienced and say that maybe i just react strong to anger #and end like that #great #yeah totally fine #no crying #no panic attack #im coping now #bevause i took all my night time pills #should help #better help #but i hate todsy #now i hate it mlre becagse lf her #she did what no one else did and beought it the fuck up