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coquelicoq · 2 months
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i still can't really have a conversation in french but i can read the french dictionary and i can translate 18th-century treatises on mollusks from french. that should count for something.
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samsrosary · 4 months
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fucked-upnatural where sam is pregnant with jack. he begs dean to get rid of it who agrees but how the fuck are you supposed to find somewhere that will give a male abortion How Do You Explain That? so he has to resort to some back alley supernatural surgeon and sam dies in the process. except. well. he doesn't. the baby persists. jack brings him back to life. when sam wakes up again he throws up and dean doesn't know what to do. sam dies again when he gives birth to jack; how else could he get it out? But he's forced back together again soon enough. dean doesn't know what to do with jack after watching sam go through the pregnancy and neither does anyone else. Lucifer is the first person to show jack unconditional kindness and its too sweet a fruit to resist.
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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year
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Tuvok-Chakotay dynamic should have gone from two people who are always poking at one another to two people who are always joking with one another - in both cases this is an unspoken thing. They’re playing a game of chicken that gets steadily less hostile. From “I’m not trying to be difficult here.” (lie) to “I’m not trying to be funny here.” (lie)
#let Tuvok have relationships outside of being a mentor to others#let him be so annoying and accidentally have fun#also I believe in this platonically like the show could have really done this canonically if they cared to#but also lets step into my smooth and brilliant mind for a second and consider them kissing about this#A trait of Tuvok's that I like is that he likes teasing people and giving them a hard time...being difficult for the sake of it#(when it doesn't matter of course) and I think if Chakotay discovered that he'd love it bc he is also shown to like that sort of thing#Tuvok and Chakotay having a conversation that they're pretending is serious but is 90% joking around ... yeah -nodnodnod-#The two of them just trying to be barely civil to one another ... Chakotay especially bc that's the woman he likes' bff ... but then#becoming actual friends (or more - both options please me equally) with one another outside of Janeway.... yeah!! -nodnodnod-#[VERY OFF TOPIC] Wouldn't it be funny if Chakotay finally kissed Tuvok and when he opened his eyes slightly to see what Tuvok looked like#Tuvok was just staring at him with his eyes fully open and Chakotay first was startled but then just couldn't stop laughing....#w HY are your eyes open.....(Why did you close yours?)#Tuvok and T'Pel stare at one another while kissing he doesn't know why humans close their eyes when doing their spitty gross version#<- that isn't part of this post I just didn't want to make a whole other post about it (embarrassed)#st voyager#Tuvok#Chakotay
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orchideae · 4 months
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In today's episode of 'Sae, do you (...)': the topic of Ningguang and Yelan, and I thought that I should note my opinion more clearly outside of my rules as it's very important information for my portrayal: I do not ship Ningguang and Yelan romantically.
Honestly, while this is of course my own opinion, I don't find that there's anything to really substantiate a romantic interest between the two. For starters, I don't think that Ning, as interesting of a character as she is with a past that might just be similar in its 'rise' to Yelan's (we're left with very little information on the latter's childhood), ticks the right kind of boxes for her, though to be fair: not many do. Yelan craves a specific sort of thrill in her life, I mean she lives it at the roll of a dice because she is, on some level, bored, and craves the unexpected, the unusual, the 'surprise', and Ningguang's life nor personality seem to play into that. Beyond it, Yelan would need a kinship within this very specific 'loneliness' that I talk about too often and I think that Ning is not one who quite meshes into that in the right way.
Second, despite their long-standing history that even predates their mutual involvement with the Qixing, there seems to be a certain professional distance between the two that I'm quite fond of that is shown in brief event cutscenes, and also Yelan's vision story, that I find inherently intriguing. Perhaps this distance plays more into Yelan's character of not investing too heavily, or rather not too easily, into social dynamics than it does Ning's (I'm not one to weigh in on her character), but it seems evident to me that there's also that semblance of professionalism that creates a line that takes away the possibility of growing closer on an emotional level. And whether that's a mutual decision or not is not up to me to judge, but I think it's one that's made rather clearly from Yelan's side. On top of that, Yelan is Yelan and it's my personal belief that shipping her is rather difficult.
Now I'm also inherently of the opinion (unpopular, I know, I apologize) that dynamics aren't always more interesting when written in romantic settings, and I don't think it's a benefit for all of them to veer into a romantic nature. And in my opinion (and most importantly: in my depiction and understanding of Yelan's character), I think that having Ning and Yelan cross the line from professionalism into something inherently more rooted in romanticism, would be a detriment to their dynamic. Because honestly, I think the fact that Ningguang being one of two people (other being Uncle Tian) to know Yelan best, without ever crossing that line, is too good. I would simply, well, just prefer to keep that not only platonic, but professional, but of course not excluding it of Yelan's quips, and the occasional 'confidant' element.
/rambles in tags because I feel like I have more to say that I shouldn't flood the post with.
#[ psa. ] seeing isn't always believing. and if you can't trust your eyes; you certainly can't trust rumors.#[ also; and this is where you'll learn more about my 'single-ship' self-- i love the concept of ningguang and beidou. ]#[ and i wouldn't want to take away from that dynamic /in my own head/. it's not about what others do/see/view. but about my own head. ]#[ if i did ship it-- it'd counter that dynamic and i don't like that (again: in my own brain). ]#[ i'm an odd rper in that sense; but i almost have difficulty straying from this... single verse concept. ]#[ in my head i tie specific characters to other specific characters after a lot of thought and i don't commit to those thoughts easily. ]#[ but then i construct this entire huge narrative in my head that's almost like its own book. ]#[ and so i can't easily 'copy' that multiple times for multiple ships. does that make sense? ]#[ but /because/ i do that-- i heavily scrutinize dynamics across the board and it's where a lot of my enjoyment as a writer comes from. ]#[ these analyses of specific characters and dynamics. why are they the way that they are? ]#[ it's psychology. i love it. it's not just saying 'i love finding out what makes characters tick' but it's actively really going... ]#[ 'yeah okay i could ship these-- but is there basis for it and /why/ and /in what capacity/ and specifically: /would they decide to/? ]#[ sometimes i tell myself that i'm not made for rp'ing because i'm too analytical meshed in with too much emotion. ]#[ because i get too invested. ]#[ but i just-- i don't know. i wanted to kind of explain why pointing stuff like this out is important to me and my portrayal. ]#[ especially for yelan who has such a... god; it's almost an unhealthy headspace. you can't mesh that with just anyone. ]#[ the person has to /really get it/ and understand it almost on this level that isn't logical for most humans. because it's unusual. ]#[ but it's important that it's understood /by another human being/. ]#[ and i also think some people genuinely don't mesh in /that/ way. some can mesh perfectly platonically in my head and then... ]#[ not at all romantically. but when /my head/ has decided that this is how it is-- i respect when people disagree; i do. ]#[ i will never say that my opinions are the be all end all for other yelans or even yelan's character in specific. ]#[ as much as i like to think i analyze-- /i could be wrong/. ]#[ but all in all; i do respect if people disagree. but there's just certain opinions i have for my own portrayal that i need to note. ]#[ but also-- a little explanation as to why i'm single-ship more often than not. i wish i could budge how my brain works. but alas. ]#[ /sips coffee past midnight. ]#[ it's been a day. it really has been a day; i need to make my own serotonin tomorrow. i miss writing. ]
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gammija · 1 year
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iiii dont think im gonna post much amagaday about this arc, because i don't enjoy the interpretation that jon was completely innocent in taking live statements, nor do i think basira or especially melanie were irrationally upset at him, and i know a significant amount of posts at least read as if people vehemently disagree
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kasumingo · 1 day
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I'm watching money disappear right before my eyes....
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rivilu · 16 days
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Diagnosed with a terminal case of Rpg Brain
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thesewers · 8 months
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already feeling the art fight shaped hole in my art fight shaped heart
Anyone interested in a casual art trading server, haven't found one I vibe with personally n' if anyone else is interested I'd love to start one with some of y'all!
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telemarcs · 4 months
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#i've always struggled with food and lately there are so much food debates in norway and my brother's gf being an almond mom as they say#so lately i just feel bad for my habits and ik eating better would improve my energy a little but idk where to start once you're already#in this bad circle and i have been improving the past year i just hate food and trying stuff make me almost throw up#and i don't bother explaining everything#i really don't believe certain types of foods cure my illnesses i feel like more people wouldn't be sick then#and it's weird despite my shitty habits of eating the same i don't snack much i just hate dinners and never variate much i still have very#good vitamin levels??? like one i'm barely lacking so i take supplements for that because it's not just about food it's generally a thing#you might lack like hereditary i guess#i've read about arfid and it's so me#and that's also a thing i feel like moving out and learn how to cook and try stuff would help like now asking to try stuff at home like#hey can we make this it's just fills me with anxiety and my bro has been mocking me for years for my eating issues and whenever i do eat#certain things it's like wow you eat that! and all this fuss#but he struggled with the same and it improved and now he's eating SO variated so i have hope for myself too and obv it's a lot of mental#battles but also with cfs just getting whatever is available and takes less energy to make like my issue is dinners the breakfast and eveni#meal we have in norway is fine there i see myself as normal lmao#but it's really triggering to me because i didn't eat dinner at my niece and nephew's christening i ate prior because i didn't know what#kind of food there was and people begin asking why i don't eat don't you like anything it's just ugh and idk if my brother and his family#will spend christmas with us but i dread christmas dinner then like people are always saying how they love xmas food and i'm all nah let's#not go there so often it's been that i eat alone prior because i don't want questions and i don't wanna risk getting mocked even if i do#wanna try something i'm just gonna feel those eyes on me and that omg youre eating comments and how was it??? like i love my family and tha#they respect me but also i've gotten so comfortable with it and then it's hard to break out of it and obv they've tried when i was a kid bu#it's always been this huge trigger for me the whole topic and i feel bad because i have anxiety about getting cancer or something by not#getting enough nutrients and then there are people out there without food and i feel selfish for being this way but like now after getting#my disability aid i'm really trying to improve my life step by step and really see that i'm not alone in my struggles and that i wanna make#a change it's just so many things i need to sort out and this hasn't been number one priority as surviving has oof sorry for this rant i'm#considering talking to my therapist about it but idk maybe the whole moving out thing too so yeah#also my bro doesn't mock me now he really understands it as he's been through the same he was just in a bad place then#and ik those omg are you eating is that they're happy for me it's just tough and it always has been even ranting is embarrasing
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unhonestlymirror · 7 months
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Gojo Satoru is an awesome person, and people clearly don't value him enough
#i love him very much /platonically#only those who tasted war genocide all the cruelty and unfairness of this world can fully realise how awesome he is#I'm not talking about his appearance or powers#99% of content about him and geto usually focus on geto and glorify geto#and i think it's not fair#just because Gojo's the strongest sorcerer who behaves like a clown on purpose - does it mean he's deserves a treatment like to a clown?#i love content about him and nanami because it focuses on BOTH of them on BOTH of their traumas and how they find peace in each other#it doesn't make gojo inferior or superior like it does with him and geto#Gojo's the strongest not because he killed toji or because of six eyes or something#it's because despite everything he didn't became like geto#btw i believe that even if geto said back then 'yes kill them all' - gojo wouldn't do that. he would probably start screaming#despite it's still unclear who were all these clapping people#Gojo's the strongest because he didn't use hollow purple on geto back then because otherwise he could have killed lots of passbyers#for some reason gege really tries to make them look equal in everything - but he fails to me#gojo and geto never were equal and I'm not talking about their powers#people can't be equal and that's okay#to geto it was important to be equal to gojo not because gojo was gojo but because gojo was the strongest sorcerer#to geto it was important to be Gojo's friend because it gave him the sense of self-importance#and you should never base your self-importance on one person no matter how strong they are#because god will definitely laugh at you and will make to go through a life trial#geto didn't base his self-importance on his parents Yaga Shoko Haibara other people around him - only on Gojo#actually i believe such people are a veeeeery big red flag.#which gojo didn't see because he really really wanted to have a best friend to rely on#that's the difference between geto and nanami. although as we can see nanami also based quite a lot of his self-importance on gojo#nanago don't try to make gojo and nanami equal or superior or inferior - they make them look worth each other#i believe geto isn't worth gojo#also i find quite annoying the amount of art of gojo mourning geto#like man i prefer seeing gojo happy despite everything#gojo and geto are not tragic lovers they're both very traumatized by each other teens you guys just love unnecessary suffering#yk people who go through people's death on daily basis usually hate unnecessary suffering
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lordofthelostworld · 8 months
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What if a soul can't... tries to move on, but can't? No matter what they do... or who they ask for help. Nothing works. I'm--- they're just stuck here.
A pensive yet melancholic look crossed Death’s face as he took in the words. There were certainly cases like these, where souls could not move on. While there may be solutions for some, what about others? He was still trying to figure out what he could do for them.
“It depends on the situation,” he began, trying to keep his cool for the boy’s sake. “Sometimes souls are bound to the mortal world because they have unfinished business – something which concerns them too much to pass on. They might not even realize they have an attachment preventing them from leaving.”
His head slightly tilted as he considered other scenarios. “Other times, they simply haven’t had enough time to process everything. Their life, their regrets. Perhaps even what had brought them to the end.” The very thought brought him great sadness. There was so much tragedy across all worlds.
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“In those cases, it’s a matter of facing those issues head-on. Resolving unfinished business, or taking the time to accept one’s fate, which can be understandably difficult. The latter need to take their time and not rush things; otherwise they could end up making it harder on themselves in the long run.”
Pausing, Death wrung his hands. He sounded hesitant as he finished, “There are other possibilities, but I doubt they’re relevant here.” If they actually were, his tail would tie itself in knots.
“Those two reasons are typically why spirits have trouble moving on, should they find themselves ‘stuck,’ as you’ve put it. I hope this is helpful for you.” Sincerely, he does – it always pains him to see young spirits struggling.
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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year
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I think Tuvok and Neelix should have become riddle buddies. Like they’re just always tossing riddles back and forth idly when they see each other (Tuvok’s are surprisingly easy if you’re knowledgeable in the subject they’re about - Neelix’s are easy for everyone who isn’t Tuvok.) 
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lino-nyangi · 2 years
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Leeknowers i have a very important question:
would minho treat you as his fourth cat or his cats other parent
my arguments are in the tags
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heffrondriving · 2 years
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one is good, but four is better 💗💜💙
whaaaaaat No i totally didn't just want an excuse to paint these super pretty bi colours wdym ᕦ(*Φ皿Φ*)ᕤ
#i haven't painted in forever and this is so bad shhsjsh sorry but just!!! t'was worth it for that super fun gradient!!!#and yeah maybe i got too carried away with the sparkles but i just got a new gelly roll with my kuretake gansai tambi paints so oopsies#i can't believe that out of all the btr photoshoots i desperately wanna draw this had to be the one that pushed me out of artblock smh#my art style gets stupider and stupider every passing year but wcyd i love my dumb little cartoony faces and zero-effort everything else ;v#i also had a blast with those fluorescent highlights and swatching the bi flag with all my watercolors oh!! and logan's leopard print shirt#i actually have a teeny timelapse vid of it and some other photos that i wanna put up but i prob won't so it wouldn't clutter up the feed#neway why am i nerding out over paints on tags when no one asked allen shoo shoo go be cringe elsewhere (→_→)#posts this on april fools so i have a reason to make more of a fool out of myself by epic pranking everyone with the worst art content >:3#got y'all good bullhorn sound effects don't be mad it's just a prank bro!!!!! are your eyes watering with pain??? do you wish for d3ath????#btr#big time rush#kendall schmidt#carlos penavega#logan henderson#james maslow#rusher#art#drawing#watercolor#painting#traditional art#artists on tumblr#sketch#big time boys#can you picture this?#stop it forever#addendum: i've been trying for MONTHS to actually draw the btr boys' red fits from jingleball and so 🕯🕯🕯MANIFESTING!!!!!!🕯🕯🕯#and okay fine so maybe it's already april second here but i have a messed up biological clock that operates on an opposite timezone :^/#there's a better post after this stg. or worse depending on your perception bc hoooOboy that one's :///
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fratboykate · 1 year
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Im mostly pained that these assholes fucked you over so bad that we didn’t get to hear the tea from DWD bc I Know you had some juicy stuff under your sleeve 😤
🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓
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