#youll never get out of here

[lemongogo]

sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999

#trigun #trigun maximum #elendira #elendira the crimsonnail #my art #im sure u can see it but ive been so uninspired w art lately T_T #ive tried to remedy it by just looking and observing. breaking down other works that i want 2 take direction from #but i tjknk its like . just jamming ME UPPP #and now im tjinking Too much ab it and psyching myself out #help me sorry i blow up the tags on every drawing i post ab my art struggles😭😭 #its like im whispering in here thouggh. just talking 2 myself and no one has 2 know except the ppl dealing w the same feelings #HAJAHA #anyways. i drew this just to say i finally drew smth agajn and im just going to be ok w it #like sure its not exciting but i like the colors and that shld be enough . OK !!!! #smth smth saw a post that talked ab how u get too in ur Head about this and then u dont share stuff and it becomes cyclical #and youll never get anywhere unless u just throw ur hands in the air and let it Be . #creating 4 the sake of creating . love and joy in sharing what we made and what we like #YAAAY #and bc i love elendira so much.. my go to girlie 4 art block #i need to draw her in fight scenes . i need 2 make art of her like sweaty and bloody yah . clenching my fist #maybe a livio fight scene bc i love it so much T_T

[skunkes]

going to be trying to fully organize/clean my room soon (maybe) and why's getting rid of stuff so hawrd like what if i really really want to reread thru books i read in middle school someday

#talkys #YKWIM.... #also struggling with everything again #like i could get things that wld make living here easier but all i can think of is how that's succumbing to living here forever #ykwim.... like #in my room there's a desk built into the wall. its too low for me #it doesnt bother me actively but i mentioned it and my mom said we COULD rip it out and get a new desk #but in my brain its like. im not going to live here forever. in my mind i leave here Tomorrow every day #why wld i do that to this house i wont be here forever in. #why would i do that if i didnt think i was going to live here for 10 more years (<- he doesnt know that this is the reality of things) #but i feel this way abt everything #i moved homes a lot #my room has never been decorated whats the point #i like the thot of decorating but will likely be hopping in between apartments for the rest of my life...why bother #putting things up if youll have to take em down...

[skitskatdacat63]

I meant to write more for a pt 2 lore post earlier but didn't end up doing so, so pls take these AU sketches(Mark & Jense and then some assorted sketchies)

#i should never have drawn them as catboys bcs now they appear as catboys in mind half the time 😭😭 #its only on paper but i drew more catboy sketches of them than whats included here 😭 #seb reminds me of my cat where hes being all nice and cuddly and then will bite you out of nowhere #seb in his frilly nightgown is very important to me!!! #i meant to draw both of them in nightgowns but brain wasnt worked too well tonight #so thats why these are mostly half finished #the bottom seb is too remind myself i have a regular art style 😭😭😭 #mark in this au is so funny to me. bro is tortured by having to be with seb like practically every waking moment #he basically is a offically provided live-in bestie 😭😭 #*based on real life thing. i think its funny how you can be royalty yourself + #but bcs youre not part of the imperial family you can still be reduced to the job of having to dress the emperor 😭 #^ so thats mark in this au #seb promoted him to an important role when he became emperor but still makes mark do his old duties 🤭🤭 #jense is in charge of all the horses and transport and things. thus: ye olde horse girl #im sorry but in historical AUs all f1 drivers are legally obligated to be horse girls. its literally canon #so sorry for the catboy sketch. it will happen again. #but ig i dont wanna go too deep into lore stuff in these tags cause yeah. another post in the works!! #i think about it and have talked about it a lot. but its hard to like contain all of it to bullet points and such #my brain is not built for writing fic i think so idk of youll ever get that from me. but lore yes i will deliver #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #jenson button #mark webber #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #formula 1 #boy king au

[bbakizz]

theyr the same thing

#you know when adam sacrifices himself for chuuya? #to help him get out of guivres stomach #guess what limb he shoots out to try to break his ass out of there? #his fucking arm #and guess what body part BAYMAX shoots to try and break Hiros ass out of that portal?? #youll never guess #his arm!! 😱 #also trans teen and his robot #not to mention the very important to the story big brother #and the flags are that group of nerds #yk like honey lemon wasabi gogo and all those other fucks #except here they dont die #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs chuuya #stormbringer #big hero 6 #big hero six #bsd stormbringer #adam frankenstein #adam frankenstein bsd

[sluckythewizard]

GUH. i started writing more. ill see if i can find the time to write a lil more while im at work (i will be working for 3 grueling days straight) but in the meantime heeere HEEERE have a small small sip.

#SELF INDULKGENT AS HEEEELLL but im having fun i think #i think i enjoy this 'chasing streams of thought' style of writing. i like slithering deep through the minds of characters. #i like digging their thoughts from their minds and laying them out in organized piles. #maybe sometimes i mix up the piles on purpose. im a wild cardt. im wacky. im unpradectable. whatll i do next? i dunno #I REALLY LIKE SODA. hes simple in a way. and yet also fairly complex. or something. i think hes dumb in the same ways i am #i gotta go finish getting packed for my 3 day expedidtion into the fuckin. stupid lands. but first. while im here. #listen to me boy. i am speaking directly into your ear. into your MIND. i need you to open 'you tube dot come' and i need you to #type into that search bar i need you to type: Viagra Boys ADD #and i need you to take that song and put it into whatever Emizel playlist u have. you will do this for me #if you fail to do so youll be in big trouple young man #you will never see the light of day. #ALSO IN OTHER NEWs i love faygo so ggoooodaamn much #i KNOW all the demons are Down w the Clown man they GOTTA BE

[frecklystars]

THE LOVES OF MY LIFE OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 it's been so long since I've rly felt love bursting in my chest for any F/Os and I am feeling so so so so much for my girlboss girlfriend and my horsegirl boyfriend 😭😭😭💖💞💓💓💗💖💕💕💕💟💝

Her smile!!! god!!!! HIS smile!!!! god!!! these two are fucking saving my life I can't believe how much these characters are helping me get through the worst time of my life. THESE TWO are helping me get back into self shipping and helping me feel safe again when I really thought I'd never ever recover. I'm collecting screenshots of these characters and sighing with hearts in my eyes every time... I haven't done that in over a year... I'm making gifsets and writing fics and doodling again... it's all because of them and I'm such a weepy mess over it

#love notes #💕♫♪ ♡ You're the pink in my cheeks 🎀🌸✨♡ #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́- #every time i make a love notes post with them i get teary eyed and um this isnt an exception 😭😭 #theyre making me so happy and i havent felt this way in so long #im fucking happy you guys... god i havent felt. joy. with any F/Os in so so so so long!!!!! #self shipping is like. the core part of me. its all i've got and i went so long without it. that piece of me I NEED #fuck i finally found two F/Os who i know love me no matter what #and they're holding my hands telling me they'll never ever hurt me. wouldnt dream it. couldnt even fathom it #and slowly but surely i HOPE i will get back into self shipping just in general especially for transformers #but god. god!!!! god!!! i owe them my life!!!! #i couldnt fucking take it anymore i was falling so far and they!!!! are here!!!! in my heart!!!! #i was doing so fucking badly i was about to give up and they just. this movie comes out and im suddenly hopeful?? #pinkest movie of all time barbie rly said keri fuck your ptsd fuck your abuser youre getting better #and youll love pink again and youre gonna be okay and im like yes maam whatever u say maam #god 😭😭 sorry i know i talk abt them a lot but its been so long #and i know i keep repeating! that its been so long! i know i dont shut up about how im hurting! but! #i cant! describe how overwhelmed i feel! its like a part of me that was dead for a year is slowly coming back to life #and the fucking relief... i am just awash with tears

[owlf45]

Sorry for being shippy but… does dabi like, like-like hawks in imaginary? Or is it a “i pity you moderately good looking bird” situation?

ill be fr, i've never gotten to the part in the anime/manga where dabi and hawks interact. i might joke around with them and if i ever catch up on the series, we'll see how it goes from there

#... actually i never got to the part.. when hawks shows up #i honestly am flying with hawks by the seat of my pants and his wiki page and my friend ro's characterization of him #and 'every time hawks shows up in the anime' and 'hawks analysis' youtube videos #if hawks is ooc let it be known that i didnt intend for him to steal a spotlight in imaginary he just kind of casually demanded it #my asks #imaginary #in fact. about to put myself on blast here #the whole reason i 'changed' canon and Hawks attended UA was bc. Hawks was a brand new character at the time i was writing the fic. #and little ol me just fucking. assumed he'd gone to UA for some reason #so i wrote it that way #that was not like a deep intentional change that was me fucking around with a character and finding out #i think i read another fic where he was at UA. thats why #but anyway #hes still roped into the commission's shit dont get me wrong. but for whatever reason i thought the commission enrolled him into hero schoo #on top of their conditioning #youll have to forgive my four-years-ago self. i did my best lmfao #again: whoopsie! #hawks doesnt repeatedly show up in imaginary because of plot (though it works out in the recent arcs). he shows up because of vibes #and a repeated middle finger in my face

[lieu-rey]

I'm here to announce that I've gotten back into overwatch. I'm sorry for the person I'm going to become

#youll never guess who the fuck it was that dragged me back here. #i am not immune to flirtatious and charming men #currently grinding the shit out of the f2p battle pass to get lifeweaver bc i refuse to give money to blizzard #me talking.png

[semercury]

More than anything I want to go back in time and change how certain things went.

#stuff sarah says #this is once again about my education choices #ill never have the college experience #and maybe thats kind of okay? but sometimes its fun to be young and stupid with other young and stupid people #but mostly i would like to have gotten my degree when i still was on my parents health insurance #''life doesnt have a deadline'' wrong. its when you turn 26 and get kicked off your parents insurance #bc then you HAVE to have some kind of job bc youll always have some bills #i get it. im beyond privileged and should kill myself about it bc my parents are super chill with me #but i know if it was up to them i could just live here for free and go to school full time #id be in super debt after probably. but id figure it out #but also who even knows if i could find a good job with a degree #idk. i hate it here (on this planet) #ive had a pounding headache for two days straight #and i keep having not-quite-nightmares #like im not waking up trying to scream bc i dreamt demons were ripping my limbs off (true story) #but every dream i have things go wrong and i wake up feeling funky or sad or something #and my eyelid is still twitching almost constantly #im fucking tired man

[tittyinfinity]

Oh my GOD dude I walked into the kitchen and there's suddenly a giant swarm of ants crawling out of the ceiling and covering the entire kitchen and dining room???? Thousands???? That weren't there just a couple of hours ago?!?!?!

#if you move ANYTHING youll see 100 ants run out from under it #IT WAS LITERALLY FINE EARLIER #we had a few problems with ants here and there but ive NEVER seen ants like this #i just started spraying everything with water and wiping it down but god i feel sick how much food did they get into????

[pop-roxs]

someone said they liked how i always liked their posts and now i have to like every one of their posts that comes on my dash i have to

#this is literally the exact effect i wanted that to have #i always try to like anyones posts that i find on my dash because i want them to feel heard and wanted #since i get bummed out when nobody likes my posts i figured i shouldnt spread that negativity and instead keep it from happening #dear all my mutuals i love you and i hear you and im always here to talk to if you need anything. #please reach out to me if youre in need of a friend #im always willing #youll never bother me #i prommy #water posts

[ferdydurke]

I never liked to travel and i dont have much drive to see new places, like the pictures are ok with me for the most part. But if i had a way to travel id do it for food. Like if i was a dnd character and i had to have a motivation to go adventuring itd be trying different foods... it blows my mind how many ingredients ill never get to try

#barking #this post was prompted by youtube recommending me a vid of someone freezing marshmallow paste #i have always wanted to avoid a situation of being in america but that made me think like damn. i would go to try the food there #not that i cant get my hands on some marshmallow fluff i prolly could but theres a lot of stuff... steak bagel ect ect #we have bagels here but like you know what i mean #and well obviously not a day goes by where i wouldnt sell my kidney to be able to go to china #im trying to figure out so often if there will ever be a situation again where my mom ends up at a chinese airport #id cry with joy. id weep. i miss those jars she brought back so much #i would straight up fly to an airport do shopping and then just go back. itd be worth it for me #and well theres so much stuff. just all the vegetables and fruits and flours youll never try #you can go to a chinese restaurant but it wont ever be the same. like when my mom was telling me about the dumplings she ate in tibet... #the fresh shrimp in spain... #PROSCIUTTO IN ITALY i was fortunate to try that one. heaven on earth. #politically i believe in keeping the produce reagional as much as possible yanno icould survive without being able to buy avocado every day #bad avocado at that. id just love to be able to go and try it yanno in holand is where mine grows! #but i could get my ass over to america for it too #holland. i meant netherlands.

[sluckythewizard]

SHHH SH HEYYY HEY DONT TELL ANYONE BUT... ive been workin on smth since BITB came out..... itsa lil musical animatic involvin kian and becky.... ITS NO WHERE NEAR DONE YET but loooook look im puttin lil screenshots under the cut. its supposed to go along with Am I In Heaven? by King Gizzard n the Lizard Wizard. infact yknow what cmere come sit with be bc ALOT of songs from the 'IM IN YOUR MIND FUZZ' album makes me think about becky and kian. oh my god. those two make me so damn emotional. like Her and I was the first one to rly resonate with me, and EMPTY was another good one, all just stuff about. yknow LOVE!! doomed by the narrative yet burning SO SO brightly in its last moments, holding hands, playing music, THEY WERE SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT THE COPY OF THEM LOVED YOU, AND YOUR COPY LOVES THEM TOO. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL, CRUMBLING, BURNING, HISSING, SQUIRMING, MELTING, CLICKING LOVE STORY..

GET OVER HERE N SCREAM WITH MEEE I LOVE SCREAMING ABOUT THINGS

#THIS IS A DRAFT that i made like. months ago. woopsie. #BUT IM CHIPPING AWAY AT IT AGAIN. IT CANT STAY UNFINISHED FOREVER. ONE DAY YOU WILL ALL SEE! YOULL ALL SSSEEEE!!!!!!! #no reblogs either this stays between US!!!!!!!!!! #and if you guys like it enough i might post an old fuckin wip i have all packaged together on youtube. its a VIDEO it goes w the MUSIC!! #SOUND WITH THE MOVING IMAGE?? IVE ONLY EVER DONE IT ONCE!!! #ill post the Lord of Lightning animatic i made on tumblr when i get the chance. in the meantime i ahve it posted on twitter. GO FETCH #but THIS SECOND ONE is out there.. all synced together.. #but its a wip and its rough and old and scuffed and i HATE IT. my son whom i wish was dead #but you can see it. for the small small price of uh. begging. #also ouuhh my god i love becky and kian so much... they make me so emotional.. SOMETHING ABT DOOMED SHIPS... #even as the boat sinks these two clung together so tightly. they really really did love eachother so much. even after ten years of ROTTING #of sitting and waiting and wondering 'where is she?' is she lost? hurt? did something happen? is she okay? did she even want to be here? #does she hate me? did she leave because she hated me? she never wanted to see me again? where is she? where is she? guess ill write a song #FOR TEN YEARS. when i was just busy. i was distracted. so much came up. things got serious. my dream became clear and i had to chase it #i didnt know you were waiting. im sorry. i should have chased the thought of you more. but i was busy. i was just busy. #i wish that i could apologize with the throat that was my own. i hope this copy will suffice. i hope this copy will suffice. UGH

[florallychaotic]

...

#i love my parents logic of “your brother can yell mean things at you #and repeatedly make of fun of you for dropping out of college #saying youll never get your degree and that he doesnt want you to live here #but if you so much as yell at him when angry about starting homeschool in the fall #because he couldnt be bothered to attempt high school #despite having only adhd while you have multiple severe mental conditions and never #got the level of support that je did then youre the devil incarnate #like im fully aware i was mean to him #but theres only so many times you can kick a dog before it bites back #yeah o should be the grownup and not be a dick so im so fucking tired of being nice when he gets to be the asshole #and nothing ever comes of it

[waybrightgender]

google how to get someone to stop reading about crypto and using degenerate

#jesus christ. i tried to move them over to tumblr to get them off reddit but they just go back to the tumblr subreddit every time. #if i tell them to do something they do it but then they put a new and fascinating /neg spin on it #like i told them to follow more ppl on here and they followed about 50 ppl that seemingly never post and i told them to make their cute #little project a sideblog so they can rb stuff but they made it their main and cant rb anything now #i tell them to be vague about the details of homestuck so that their mom doesnt stop trusting me and they decide its a better idea to keep #calling it a cringey bad old webcomic that i really love because i have bad taste #i tell them to stop using degenarate because its a nazi dogwhistle but they decide thats just stupid i guess and keep using it #i think theyre gonna become a crypto bro they have like 5 books about it #they've been on reddit since they were like 10 i dont think i can get them out of there but they should at least go on better subreddits #instead of r/iam14andthisisdeep and r/tumblr and r/whitepeopletwitter and r/nonpoliticaltwitter and who knows what else #its especially the r/tumblr part that i dont get. because they literally have a tumblr account #if theres a specific user that you see making posts you like on the subreddit go follow them! scroll thru tags of things you like and follo #all the blogs! be annoying and put out a post asking for mutuals tagged with fandoms you like! #oh and they rlly like r/nosleep i wish i could get them to go on the creepypasta wiki instead because at least thatll give them some shared #references with the wider internet and ppl their age. their mom has literally no pop culture references whatsoever so im trying to help the #but its honestly really hard when they dont do what i tell them to do. jesus i sound awful dont i #real sasha waybright moment. “you are going to follow 100 more blogs and turn off algorithm stuff now. end of discussion.” #it's not like they have a community and friends on reddit they dont even have an account theyve been lurking for years #they dont even have the app they use the mobile website. ugh im being so bitchy rn ill just shut up #maybw if yall see that this is how i think then youll realize that im not exactly worth interacting with #sorry for spiraling on ya. im pmsing. #and i have a whole disorder about that so

[teamseaslug]

Frank Ocean makes it clear if he's singing about a man or a woman in the first line of his songs usually and that's why he works so well

#bisexuality but instead of being vague and ambiguous and ooooooohhh youll never know..... he just. says it #MY GUY IS PRETTY LIKE A GIRL!! or DOUBLE D. BIG FULL BREASTS ON MY BABY #forrest gump isnt the opening line but its like. immediately YOU RUN MY MIND BOY!!! #anyways yeah get that vague ambiguous shit out of here. #sydney talking