#young death

[showerbythesun]

#grief #grieving #grieve #dead #sad #melancholy #dead friends #dead friend #a meeting #death #dying #timeless #changeless #in a dream #dream #dreams #poem #poems #poetry #creative writing #as the years pass #passing of time #time #poem about death #poems about death #memory #memories #dying young #young death #young deaths

[nunes-tunes]

#grief/mourning #dead friends #young death #gofundme

[paigeypaige19]

There has to be an afterlife, Roof, because it’s the only thing that makes dying this young fair

Adam Silvera, They Both Die at the End

#Adam Silvera #They Both Die at the End #book quotes #lit quotes #ya books #ya quotes #afterlife #dying #death #young death #life quotes #quotes

[nireidi]

On Thursday a close friend of mine passed away. I don’t really know how to process it. I don’t know all the details of what happened, but when I was informed they used the word suicide.

I don’t think she was depressed, or that it was really something planned, but I know she had pretty severe fibromyalgia and I think maybe the pain just got to be too much. That’s what I’m telling myself anyway. Because other wise I have to face the fact that on her last day on this earth we went to dinner together, and then went to the store to buy some pants, and I didn’t notice anything. I have to question whether or not my talking her out of buying a package of cinnamon buns that she wasn’t sure about buying was something that could have saved her if I talked into it instead.

I don’t know how to process what I’m feeling right now, or even put a name to it. Right now I have people in my life reaching out and telling me they love me. And it feels so false. Like they are only telling me that now because there’s someone else they can’t say it to. And it’s not something I generally say ever but then I have to say it back and it feels just as false on my tongue. I want to grab a hold of them instead and tell them, “you are important to me. I want you to be safe and happy and if anyone should hurt you I will hurt them back worse.” Or tell them that “their presence in my life has made my life worth more than without it.” I want words to tailor to the person, not a generic I love you that is said because it’s too late to say it to her. And I can’t even reach out to most of my friends because I don’t know who knows yet. I live alone, so I’m just, here. Trying to understand the enormity of these feelings.

She isn’t the first friend I’ve lost young. But this hurts in such a different way. She just got married in July. She was starting a business. She had so much left to do. And I understand chronic pain. When it gets bad I get it, you’d do anything for just one goddamn moment of peace. But I miss her and I wish she was still here.

#personal #tw suicide #suicide #tw death #young death #I don’t know what else to tag this but I need to say it to someone because I don’t know how else to process this.

[hopsof]

Lamb to the slaughter

#Dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #mithrun #fanart #spoiler #my art #the canaries #digital illustration #procreate #digital art #fantasy #goat demon #symbolism #painting #allegory #the flower is a dried up white rose. it represents death but white roses also signify purity. it's pretty but #like young mithrun it's rotten #it is covering the demon's eye because the demon took mithruns eye specifically because it was his pride and joy #there's other symbols but i think theyre more obvious

[erin-is-bored]

I'm sorry it took you dying for me to get a will to live.

Dear cousin, I loved you so much. I wish you hadn't died. But I didn't realize what young death did to people until you were gone.

Watching your mom and sister deteriorate kills me inside. How could I have been willing to do that to my mom and brother.

I hurt most days, still thinking about you. Your love, your assholeish behavior. I loved you so much. Every part of you. So much that I don't want to die anymore.

Why did it take you dying for me to want to live.

I got married little cuz. We didn't have a wedding, partially because I couldn't have one without you there. Even though months before we were betting on how long you'd stay at it before running off with friends.

You know it broke grandma and grandpa. I didn't think grandpa would make it. I thought he'd die from a broken heart. I know if I died too, that grandpa wound not make it through it again. So again, I say why did it take you dying for me to find a will to live.

I feel so guilty about it. I still wish it would have turned out differently. I wish you wouldn't have been speeding on that ice with your buddy. But if you had to die, I will live.

I will not let our family fall apart again.

I love you. Always, and forever.

#death #tw sui talk #tw death #young death #wanting to live #life after death #erinisbored

[liveandbreathemusicals]

Gay people will be like “this is my comfort show!” And then show you the most emotionally devastating, stress-inducing, tragic piece of media you have ever witnessed

#good omens #our flag meets death #a league of their own #Heartstopper #young royals #dead poets society #fleabag #doctor who #Merlin #the last of us #what we do in the shadows #haunting of bly manor #i am not okay with this #stranger things #shadow and bone #lady bird #yellowjackets #she ra

[whimsywoo]

#mother of death #young death #dark art

[scarystickers]

Media that the gay tumblr people love

#guys this was really rushed and I'm gonna be so real but I've only seen clips for like half of these shows :') #good omens #our flag means death #what we do in the shadows #wwdits #ofmd #toh #the owl house #spop #steven universe #amphibia #heartstopper #red white and royal blue #young royals #rwrb #or is it #rwarb #hannibal #supernatural #bbc sherlock #sherlock holmes #that was so many tags #help

[heartstopperthoughts]

Just thinking about how like, when I was a teenager, the gayest show we had was Merlin, which was somehow super gay and also incredibly homophobic.

But now y’all teens have your pick of queer characters. Soft gay teenagers? Check. Gay royalty? Check. Gay pirates? Check. Gay vampires? Check. Gay angels and demons? Check.

It’s a damn LGBT smorgasbord out there.

#late night thoughts #merlin #heartstopper #young royals #our flag means death #ofmd #what we do in the shadows #wwdits #good omens #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia

[vamplire]

me consuming every piece of queer media instead of having a social life:

#vamplire.txt #edits #house md #hannibal #what we do in the shadows #interview with the vampire #shadowhunters #red white and royal blue #our flag means death #carmilla #the last of us #good omens #young royals #heartstopper #yellowjackets #fellow travelers #shadow and bone #killing eve #first kill #the witcher

[voiider]

I need codependent Danny/Jason as a little treat (for me) and I love the idea of them having some sort of instant connection the moment they meet (bc ghost stuff idk)

Danny who's been dropped in Gotham with no way home (alt universe??) and he's been here for 36 hours and having a Very bad time senses a liminal being and immediately latches onto them heedless of the fact that his new best friend is shooting at some seedy guys in an alley and goes off about how stressed he is and how he can't make it back to the ghost zone and what a bad day he's been having (and it's important to note Danny is a littol ghost boy literally hanging off of Jason's neck as he floats aimlessly) and Jason is like "who are you??" And Danny is like "oh sorry I'm Danny lol" and then just continues lamenting his woes

And honestly ? This might as well happen. Nothing about this Danny guy(is he human?) gives Jason a bad vibe and tbh he's never felt more calm and level headed before so he just keeps up his usual Red Hood patrol and doesn't even think about it when he heads back to a safehouse and feeds Danny dinner (breakfast) before crashing for half the day

The only thing I actually need is Jason meeting up with the bats for some sort of Intel meeting and they're like "uhhh who's that" and Jason is like "that's Danny." And does not elaborate (very ".... What do you have there?" "A smoothie" vibes)

And it takes them a while to realize that these two have known each other for less than 12 hours and are literally attached at the hip

#very remora fish with a shark #jason todd #danny fenton #danny phantom #dpxdc #dp x dc #this isnt super important but i imagine Danny's ghost form as young and unaged from his death so jason is used to this small whispy kid #who just hangs off him and talks literally all the time #so when something comes up and someone is like 'idk if we can bring danny looking like... that' (glowing and a literal ghost) #danny is like 'oh ok u need a human? ok :)' and transforms #its been WEEKS #jason didn't know he could do that #nobody did #and now theres this 20ish dude standing there #human form danny doesn't talk a lot (anxiety) ghost form danny can't stop talking (anxiety) #could be a ship fic and at this point jason goes from 'where is my little buddy :(' to 👀😳 #i imagine theres a sort of feedback loop with them both feeding off of each other's ecto energies and vibes idk #so when danny is human its not as strong #batman is convince this strange entity is like hypnoyizing his son and like hes not WRONG #but it goes both ways #idk #i just need more codependency fics :( #i should go on a bender #ignore my 500 open tabs and go to town

[pragmatic-optimist]

I just found out Andre Braugher has passed. He was 61. SIXTY-ONE. My heart. 💔

#captain holt is one of the best characters of all time #andre’s talent was immeasurable #in the grand scheme of life #he was so young - i’m speechless #😔😔😔 #andre braugher #tw death

[enbycrip]

Finding out that Nex was Choctaw means I can’t help seeing the difference in media response between their death and that of Brianna Ghey, the young middle class white trans girl horrifically murdered by her schoolmates last year in the UK.

Because the US and Canadian media actively erases the mass deaths of indigenous people, especially those of marginalised genders (women and nonbinary people) and especially queer, gender-divergent and two-spirit indigenous folk.

This is such a horrendous fucking crime by both the school and the perpetrators, and a horrendous fucking tragedy for not only Nex, their family and their friends, but all of us. They deserved so much fucking better than this.

#nex #nex benedict #hate crime cw #transphobia #transphobic killing #hate #chochtaw #death of young indigenous person #indigenous #nonbinary #Instagram

[rhetorical-conscience]

Me @ me, when faced with more than one (1) minute of free time:

#I don't have a problem you have a problem #oh shit he speaks #wilmon #caireel #seblos #blackbonnet #nick nelson #charlie spring #crown prince wilhelm #simon eriksson #wilhelm young royals #simon young royals #nick and charlie #ofmd #our flag means death #hsmtmts #heartstopper #young royals #heartbreak high #simon x wilhelm #wilhelm x simon #simon x wille #wille x simon #nick x charlie #charlie x nick #prince wilhelm #firstprince #red white & royal blue #young royals season three #wesper

[bisexualdeans]

hozier really said the heartbreak is inevitable and so is the finish line. forever is a lie we tell ourselves. you don't get to the end of your life without feeling a crushing weight on your chest and that's all there is. every path and every bond and every relationship comes to a breaking final point so face it But. this goes both ways. death is rebirth and we move on. and we begin anew and start new journeys and new loves and don't ever let the inevitability of the end keep you from this cycle. all things end for the better or for worse all things end for the better or for worse!!!! and don't you dare keep it from beginning anew!!!! he is so sick man so sick

#hozier #all things end #eat your young #eat your young ep #this song wrecked me :) #i said it before elsewhere but it's really the death tarot card put into music #1k #3k