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purno-tv-vlog · 4 years
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Hello dear souls! I had a school break today and instead of being lazy and just do nothing all day, I woke up early as usual, got dressed and toke a morning walk. We only have this life, and it is do short. Don't spend your days. We shouldn't drown in sadness. Be stronger than that feelling, allow yourself to be happy. Nature is free. Go out. Watch the clouds, the sun and the trees, BE HAPPY♡
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artie5o5 · 2 years
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I See You In Every Shard of Glass | Short Story Update #1
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Logline: A 19 year old girl is forced to think back on the whimsical, romcom relationship with her high school ex boyfriend when he suddenly shows up at her window at midnight, and come to the realisation... that maybe... her memory of the whole relationship might have been distorted
Literal logline: looks like we girlbossed too close to the sun galpals!! so now we must gaslight ourself into thinking life is good
Story's vibes: I wanted it to be dreamy, floaty, whimsical- but I don't think i achieved that. It's more snarky, bitter, and romanticised
Setting: Unnamed US town
Genre: Contemporary
POV: 1st person, shift between 1st person present and 1st person retrospective
Word Count: 7086
Inspiration: Taylor Swift's iconicTM song "Style"
I've been listening to that song literally half my life but somehwere around last year I was like hmmm... this is a good story. So I took the first words "Midnight. You come and pick me up no head lights" and ran from there. But somewhere along the line the story got 🔥really🔥fucked🔥up🔥🔥🔥
Characters:
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"I"
19
Soft hands, pink, white, floral, fairy lights on her bedroom wall
The popular girl in high school who stayed behind at home instead of going to a fancy college
Hopeless romantic
Romanticises ✨everything✨
Was a friend of the popular girl in high school, thus popular by proxy
One of those girls in high school who were known for their relationship drama with that hot guy
Now is just terribly, unfathomably lonely because all her friends left town for college
A little bitter
And I personally don't like her
Like there's just something about her. I can't put my finger on it
I just don’t like her
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"Him"
20
Lether jackets, cigarettes, maroon maserati, black mustang
Trip Fontain, Slick black hair, sharp edges,
smell of whiskey and ashes clinging to cologne
Impeccably pretentious taste in music
Kiss, Aerosmith, Arctic Monkeys, Bon Jovi, Pink Floyd
Would make you feel like you're the only thing worth seeing in the world, the prettiest, most wonderful girl ever to exist
Would definitely sell you for a pack of cigarettes
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Sally
19
THAT girl
Instagram aesthetics
YouTubr Vlogs, Instgram stories, Instagram reels - Painted in pastel
Confident, extroverted, can take over your world,
Takes no shit, puts you in your place
Filmmaker, artistic
Never shown in page, only in retrospect
What's it about?
CW: Date Rape??
Our unnamed narrator used to be the introverted friend of the extroverted friend, Sally. And thus she went from being popular by association to a terribly lonely college kid after Sally goes to attend ucla film school. Unable to make new friends, and all her high school friend haven gone to out of state private universities- she wanders around time like the phantom of opera. Big relate.
Until... her high school on-again-off-again shows up at her window, asking her to go for a long drive to nowhere.
Despite her better judgement she decides to go. Sitting shotgun in his convertible she rethinks on their relationship. But at the end of the night comes to a crude realisation that she might have been in denial about the actual nature of what they were...
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This story was so hard to write despite knowing *exactly* how the story goes - All I had to do was to write down the plot of Taylor Swift's song "Style" beat by beat. Starting with him coming to pick her up at midnight and ending in his apartment.
But for some reason the imagary kept changing in my head. Like I just kept seeing a lake??
Even then, I was like alright - instead of going to his apartment we're going to a lake. It's alright. It's gonna be a story about a bad relationship, maybe bad sex. It takes place over One (1) night. Max 4000 words. It won't be hard. You can do this, Artie!
But noooo...
It was so. Hard. To write. Instead of writing straight ahead till the end I kept meandering, running in circles - writing about unrelated stuff. The writing itself was coming out so horrible - at times I felt like I was shitting through my fingernails on the keyboard.
I think my problem began when I realised it's not gonna end in bad sex but something much worse and I was just dreading writing that scene. I was really, really afraid to write that scene.
I never experienced anything like that, thankfully. So I was genuinely afraid of portraying it in a wrong light or leaving scopr for victim blaming in any way. I just didn't think I was a mature enough writer to handle the subject material respectfully. And about 5000 words of meandering and Months waster - I just put my hands up and quit
But then in December I opened the doc and read the stuff I had written so far and realised - it wasn't as bad as I had thought XO What I had thought was me rambling was just - story - the fictive past. You *can* in fact write stories with two timelines running through each other. It doesn't necessarily make it bad.
I had vowed then I'd finish it before the end of 2021
Spoiler Alert: I didn’t.
What really helped me was this video by @coffeeandcalligraphy
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I realised that I had 11 short stories just lying around unwritten. Oops!
And I thought this would be a great way to finish them
So I started opening the doc like once a day. But I just. Couldn’t write.
But this time I had a deadline.
After 20th January, I kinda started to retype what i had written in a separate doc and that actually helped
I retyped all of 5000 words over 2 days and something just clicked. That's when I came up with the title. It was just titled "Style" previously.
I basically just edited and polished the story as I retyped but I hit another wall when I came to the end of the document- again, I didn’t know how to continue
Where I had left off, originally, was THE scene, right before shit was about to go down in the fictive past - where She is dancing with him in a baseball field to "I was made for loving you" (That song has a huge Lux Lison/Trip Fontain vibes to me for all the wrong reasons)
After staring at the blank doc for a while I realised - wait, weren't they listening to Aerosmith this whole time? Then why'd a KISS song start playing all of a sudden??
So I changed the song to Crazy by Aerosmith
So I was staring at the screen, half listening to the song - when the lyrics floating in my ear
That kinda loving makes me wanna pull down the shad
And I thought... point. He does want to pull down the shade and get to business
That kinda loving... now I'm never ever ever gonna be the same
I was like... point. She's never gonna be the same after this.
And then the bridge came on...
I need your love, honey... I need your love
You turn me on
Then you're gone
Girl you drive me crazy
And oh god it clicked!
I DON'T HAVE TO WRITE ANYTHING DETAILED AT ALL
I could just write their interactions before and after the fact. Skipp the gore entirely
That way there's no way for me to fuck it up or be disrespectful!!
It was 4 in the morning by then, however. So I went to bed.
Here are some excerpts from the finished draft
This is my original work so treat it gently. Do not plagiarise please uwu
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When I could find time, I walked around the mundane streets of our neighborhood, passed the same houses that we grew up around, that I've seen every single day of our lives - walked past the same malls and grocery stores that I know the ins and outs of like the palm of my hand, sat at the same diners and coffee shops that we used to visit as high schoolers. I felt translucent. Floating through air, invisible as a ghost.
I can't say big relate because I litetally never get out of my house.
But I do aspire to go out more and be a ghost
I remember the night in vignettes. In little snippets from some half-remembered dream. I remember Aerosmith blaring through his car radio, I remember standing up in my seat with my hands on the windshield, my hair blowing back in the wind like I’m in a music video -I remember hysterical laughter,  perfect teeth, I remember him pulling me down, saying that I’d shoot out of the car. I remember telling him he’ll crash the car and thinking if I died tonight, I’d be happy.
Is this like realistic? That she remembers everything before the fact and everything afterwards but not the fact itself?
Okay, this next scene is like my absolute favourite
So instead of an excerpt I'm dumping the whole scene!!!
He parked in front of a winding path in the woods. I looked around and I had no idea where I was. He sat back in his seat and looked at me. 
 “Did you miss me?” He said
Be still my beating heart, don’t ruin this for me.
“No” I said.
 “Did you think of me?” 
I thought of you every single day that I walked past a McDonald’s or every time I saw a baby crying. I thought of you every time I saw a sunrise or a sunset. I thought of you every time I listened to Aerosmith.  Every time I smelled ash and alcohol, I thought of you. Every time I saw a fire, every time I lit a candle. 
“Umm..” I said, faking thoughtfulness with a smirk on my lips. “Not really.” 
“That’s a tragedy, isn’t it?” He leaned in so close I could feel his breath on my face.
“Is it?” I said, “I mean..” My voice faltered.
“Your hair smells nice.” His was low, close to a whisper. 
“Thanks.” I nervously ran my hand through my hair. “It’s the shampoo...” 
He kissed me. As naturally as breathing. 
Like gravity, like water running downstream, I kissed him back. I knew the taste of him like the taste of apple custard and strawberry pie my grandma used to make when I was a child. Kissing him was like brushing my teeth or sipping my morning coffee - I could do it half asleep, I could do it blind. Like an old habit you just went through the motions, because it was yours. 
When he broke away I could see the string of saliva connecting our mouths. He looked at me with his lips still parted, eyes dreamy. “There’s a lake here I want you to see.”
The scene after this one is also sooo beautiful. But it's a big longer so I'll just not make you go through it for the sake of my vanity.
I'll just post the last paragraph how that ✨beautiful✨mesmerising ✨ moonlight glinting off Cinderella's glass slipper✨ scene ends
I was on my back. He was on top of me. His breath was stinging like sharp icicles on my neck. His hand left my chest and I heard him unzip. I sucked in my breath involuntarily. I don’t know if he saw the terror in my face but it must’ve been there - he smiled at me and his smile was kind and beautiful, his teeth flashed like sharp razor
Ouch.
She literally goes somewhere inside her mind and starts thinking about the last time she saw him - the "I remember the night in vignettes" scene. And finally realises that the beautiful night wasn't so beautiful after all.
I finished this draft on January 30th.
Writing it felt so cathertic for some reason. I don’t know if I did a good job. But I'm just proud that I finished it.
I'm really excited to start the next story. For some reason the next short is equally as fucked up as this one. Like 9/11 of those stories are. So. Messed. Up.
I'm very achingly new on Tumblr. I only recently started to log in regularly. And I have Zero (0) irl writer friends. So I'd really *Love* to have some online writer friends I can talk to, maybe hopefully even workshop together, be critique partners stuff like that
If you like my ✨vibes✨ I'd really appreciate if you interacted with this post so I could follow you!
I'm going to try and write one short story a month, and write them fairly clean. My college load is also pretty low right now, so I'd be (hopefully) posting here semi-regularly.
I'm a 20 year old Computer Science and Engineering student. My name is Artie. And I'm just glad to be a part of this community.
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djmarcellusdoe-blog · 6 years
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If you donr remember the name get a photographic memory of the laptop and know whos ever laptop that is playing bangers 📸: @thenextbigming_photos #Columbus #dj #athens #ohio #serato #seratodj #djsetup #wedding #technics1200 #turntable #portablism #uplights #work #djlife #fun #prom #vlogs #birthdays #poolparty #youtubr #vinyl #altopro #novation #dicers #pioneerdj #vlog #giglogs #black #youtuber (at Athens, Ohio)
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New video up!!!
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New vlog japanese for food youtubre 6/14/2021
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msfoord · 6 years
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New video up on my #YouTube (link in description) I talk a little about how #PinUpCulture has positively effected my #MentalHealth dealing with #disability and other things :) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #pinup #vintage #DiaryOfAPinUp #DOAPU #vlog #quickvlog #YouTubr #Disability #Identity #YoungAndDisabled #YoungAngWired #Pacemaker #InvisibleIllnesses #InvisibleDiseases #PinUpCulture #PinUpStyle #Retro #Fashion #Hair #BodyPositivity #MentalHealth
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New video: I broke my hand
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💥Eng-Ita💥 The upcoming trip is gonna be HUGE, three months around, lots of places to show and videos to shoot! 😄🌅📸🛫 Have you seen our vlogs? 🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸 Questi ultimi giorni in Oz sono talmente pieni di cose che stanno succedendo che emotivamente siamo sotto sopra 😄 Un momento ridiamo, l'attimo dopo piangiamo. Ricordi legati a posti persone ed eventi sono troppo forti per essere sorvolati. In questi giorni tutti ci salutano e realizziamo ancora di più quanto ci mancherà questo paese dopo i due incredibili anni vissuti qui. Nonostante questo, nei prossimi giorni arrivano whale watching, volo panoramico sulla barriera corallina e la crociera alle isole whitsundays! Da andare fuori di testa! In arrivo una serie di video con i quali stravolgeremo il canale YouTube e gli daremo una nuova impronta! Ti sei già iscritto? ☺❤ 🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸 Where: 🌏 Nsw on the road - Australia 🌏 🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸 Who 🔎 Questiquisiamonoi 🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸 What💡 • • • • • #travelblogger #blogger #vloggerlife #youtubr #couplegoals #lookout #spot #naturephoto #main_vision #artofvisuals #watchthisinstagood #landscape_captures #awesome_earthpix #natureaddict #rsa_rural #awesomeearth #nature_wizards #ourplanetdaily #naturediversity #instanaturelover #earth_deluxe #allnatureshots #focalmarked #australiagram #australialovesyou #ig_australia #loves_australia #vanlifestyle #vanlifer #videomakers
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ghostie-hoe · 7 years
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What is your Youtubr name?
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alexismaurice83 · 7 years
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Pour yourself a glass of wine & pull up a chair for a NEW episode of #TheWineUp with #AlexisMaurice & TreiHollywood is now available on #YouTubr: 1. #AuntieFee (aka #ChefSistaGirl) Dead at 59 2. #SteveHarvey Warns #SnoopDogg, #TI, and #BowWow to Stop Disrespecting #PresidentTrump 3. #TysonBeckford says #ChrisBrown is on DRUGS and needs to get HELP...before it’s too late. Plus, we discuss #BillboardMagazine article on Chris alleged drug addiction and out-of-control behavior. 4. Was it inappropriate for #Ciara husband, #RussellWilson, to invite her BFF (#YolondaFrederick) to sit on his lap? And, was it inappropriate for her to do it? Subscribe! Like! Comment! Share! Link in the Bio👆🏿 #Video #VLOG #Vlogger #Vloggers #Vlogging #InstaVLOG
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djmarcellusdoe-blog · 6 years
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Last night was my second time using @soundswitch_dj and I love it the even with my crappy computer it runs smooth!#dj #athens #ohio #serato #seratodj #djsetup #wedding #technics1200 #turntable #portablism #uplights #work #djlife #fun #prom #vlogs #birthdays #poolparty #youtubr #vinyl #altopro #novation #dicers #pioneerdj #vlog #giglogs #black #youtuber #fsl (at Waterford High School) https://www.instagram.com/p/BopSgOrh-9O/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=x3gq7l3yots3
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djmarcellusdoe-blog · 6 years
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It's to late for all that lovey dovey s**t I'm your brother s**t. #dj #athens #ohio #serato #seratodj #djsetup #wedding #technics1200 #turntable #portablism #uplights #work #djlife #fun #prom #vlogs #birthdays #poolparty #youtubr #vinyl #altopro #novation #dicers #pioneerdj #vlog #giglogs #black #youtuber #palmerplace (at Granero Lounge)
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djmarcellusdoe-blog · 6 years
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Check to see if I'm somewhere near you with my July DJ schedule!! ✊🏾💯🇺🇲😎 #dj #athens #ohio #serato #seratodj #djsetup #wedding #technics1200 #turntable #portablism #uplights #work #djlife #fun #prom #vlogs #birthdays #poolparty #youtubr #vinyl #altopro #novation #dicers #pioneerdj #vlog #giglogs #black #youtuber #palmerplace (at Ohio)
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djmarcellusdoe-blog · 6 years
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July DJ Schedule if I'm somewhere near you come say what upppppp💯🇺🇲😎✊🏾 #dj #athens #ohio #serato #seratodj #djsetup #wedding #technics1200 #turntable #portablism #uplights #work #djlife #fun #prom #vlogs #birthdays #poolparty #youtubr #vinyl #altopro #novation #dicers #pioneerdj #vlog #giglogs #black #youtuber #palmerplace (at Ohio)
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djmarcellusdoe-blog · 6 years
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Need to get my tables fixed asap haven't really be able to practice as much as I like.#dj #athens #ohio #serato #seratodj #djsetup #wedding #technics1200 #turntable #portablism #uplights #work #djlife #fun #prom #vlogs #birthdays #poolparty #youtubr #vinyl #altopro #novation #dicers #pioneerdj #vlog #giglogs #black #youtuber #palmerplace @mattysexton @classactsent (at Creekside Gahanna)
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