#zero speaks

[absolutely-zero-regrets]

Reblog if you, too, greatly desire a hot dog

#(disclaimer - obviously you don't have to) #I am obsessed with this image #kirby #meta knight #zero speaks

[its-candy]

Reblog if you, too, greatly desire a hot dog

#meta knight #kirby #zero speaks

[revelmaven]

it has taken me five years but i finally watched Baby Driver and im fucking speechless this is. the perfect representation of how i experience the world. the music. people's conversations fitting into a rhythm. timing my life to the beat of a song. holy shit the whole thing was Designed for a brain that goes as fast as mine and translates it all as music im genuinely shaking that was amazing

#actually autistic #zero speaks #baby driver

[sp0tz-4nd-c1awz]

@humbuggug or anyone wanna do matching pfps, comment please

Mine:

Yours:

#Zero speaks #matching pfp request #demon slayer #kny #giyuu tomioka #shinobu kocho

[minsungii]

dsmn look at me go, texting people first n talking to people n shit

#zero speaks

[ask-giyu]

Y'all answer truthfully

Should I add daki to my list of muses?

Comment your answer please

#Zero speaks #demon slayer #Daki shabana

[revivethesleeping]

You know what.. hyperspecific pokemon poll.

This poll is made on impulse.

You can reblog if you want, so more people vote on this.

#tumblr poll #tumblr polls #Zero speaks #pokemon #pokemon poll #pokemon polls #Zero is doing dumb shit again #Vin-vin the trash bin

[whispersofa-deadman]

one thing that is impossible to convey to cisgender friends is just the inexplicable horrible disgusting feeling that comes from a deadname being uttered.

like currently, im closeted from my family and therefore only expect them to say my deadname and so ive become numb to it. at school however, i’m very lucky to say everyone from teachers to friends and peers know my real chosen name (not the one on this account teehee), pronouns, and that i’m queer. my teachers have been supportive because i also got lucky that i took classes with all the great teachers teaching them, especially my art teacher throughout high school. i also am incredibly grateful because i am lucky to have a good group of queer friends and a friend circle of supportive people (well at least for the most part. if you know, you know.)

with that said, every once in a while someone will say my deadname at school, usually an old classmate or friend i haven’t seen in ages but see me and give a passing hello, and it feels so horrendously strange. even though i hear and see the name everyday at home, when its said at school it sounds like an alien word of a language never seen outside of that utterance on earth, and having it directed at me just feels so strangely wrong.

and then this morning- a very off morning overall- something rare happened. remember my art teacher? yeah absolutely incredibly lovely woman, she is the only teacher that i trust to talk about my family situation or generally queer topics with, but also constantly stressed and visibly running all over the place in her mind. this morning, my teacher (who was just looking at portfolio assignments from the previous year, including my own with my deadname on it) just asked me something in the lesson about last year (a simple and yes or no) but for the first time sine literally a year ago, flat out deadnamed me. she hadn’t even noticed, it just slipped off her tongue and then she had to move on, and i have been sick and was very hungry and tired so i assumed i was imagining her saying it, but it was so distinctly wrong feeling and sounding that i knew it was real. the name sounded so unnatural in her voice, like her body knew it was false yet her mind kept speeding ahead. it sounded alien and it was directed at me but this time the direction made me feel as if i was wrong, as if i had just slipped through an alternate universe where i was still stuck in the same closet walls people forced me into time and time again. it felt like a slap in the face, a punch to the gut, a knife to an open wound. it felt like a reminder that no matter how hard i tried, i would always be too disconnected with who i am and how the world registers me. my name is My name but the deadname is still the one ironed onto my chest. people can nod their heads and follow the script but one mistake and i feel like a child caught playing dressyp and pretend beyond the age adults deem it appropriate. in one tiny word lasting a second from a slip up i couldn’t even correct, i felt more ill i had from the actual cold festering in me. and oce again, i understand this teacher enough to know this doesn’t mean any true malice of any kind, but man it felt like a disorienting kind of hell and made my ears feel so uncomfortable, and i don’t think i coudl ever explain it to my cisgender friends.

regardless of whether or not they changed their name, i know my trans friends could feel what i was getting at, but to everyone else they don’t feel it so they couldn’t understand it. i tried explaining it to someone and i couldn’t do it. i tried again and i couldn’t do it. being trans is truly such a unique experience even down to the aspects that many cis people ik feel they have enough of a grasp on.

idk if any of that made sense, or if this was anything worth saying. i just still feel weird and the strange alien way the name was said and felt still rattles in my mind

#zero speaks #transgender #vent #transgender experience #trans experience #names #deadname #cis people

[zerogender-onlyswag]

I need to get out of childcare . At work I use “teacher (name)” instead of “Miss (name)” because l I’m not a Miss (among other reasons, there’s a whole racist history of miss first name). Which is fine.

Except I’ve started mentally cataloguing my work gender as “teacher” and I don’t love that.

It’s worse at this job than at my last because despite their efforts a lot of people still call me “Miss” (I also get a lot of Miss Teacher Name) because it’s their default and they’re less socially aware than my previous coworkers (though the environment overall is much less toxic)

But yeah.

#zero speaks #teacher things #preschool teacher #nonbinary

[sungminxxx]

introduction + info for this blog

(n.) So, as most of you know me from my main blog, @minsungii, im zero.

[ I'm beginning to write kpop tickle fics. If you’re uncomfortable with tickling, I suggest my account isn’t the right place for you. <3

I will write for many groups and am willing to combine 2 groups together. Reminder that I am 100% new at this, so please don't mind errors. I'll do my best on each fic. ]

I DO take request!

-> if any links in my masterlist are broken, please send an ask and let me know!!

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thank you ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ

#zero's introduction #zero speaks #kpop #tickle #tickle community #kpop tickle

[absolutely-zero-regrets]

I just found the absolute WORST diagram of the human heart. It is an affront to science.

#IM SOBBING #PICTURE THE WORST HUMAN HEART DIAGRAM YOU CAN THINK OF. I CAN ASSURE YOU THIS IS WORSE #zero speaks

[zer0sp00ky]

#tiktok #hellraiser #pinhead #horror #alt guy #alternative #guys with long hair #selfiie #grunge #spoopy #spooky #zero speaks #gothcore #emo #emo boy

[revelmaven]

this is a psa to me, so i learned something this morning that should have been obvious but debilitating does not mean incapacitating. it does not mean i cannot stand up and need to be in hospital it means this impairs my ability to function as [my] normal.

im a huge dumbass and this is the same thing as the mobility aids - quite literally, the same lesson!! ie: the point is not waiting until you are completely unable to can before you seek accommodations and assistance!! the point is when it impairs you in any way!!!

if you are in an amount of pain or discomfort that is actively hindering or lessening your ability to do things that you can normally do, that pain is debilitating by definition, and you need to go easy on yourself.

inspired by me this morning staring at both arms while invisible claws raked through invisible burns up and down my elbow to wrist so badly i couldn’t close my hands quickly or comfortably for five minutes, and didn’t think to ask for help bc i could still use my hands, it just hurt, so therefore i was cool and i’d just go back to cleaning when my arms weren’t on fire.

bitch. incorrect answer. that is debilitating. it has impaired your standard ability. get some assistance and sit the fuck down for five minutes.

#respect for chronic girlies #zero speaks #dumbass tag

[0rangeangelo]

Guess who got punched in the nose today?! ( I hate my school sm)

#yall #Blood #urgfff #Zero speaks #out cold

[minsungii]

bro my music taste is actually fire

#zero speaks

[ask-giyu]

Yes I'm okay you crazy roach, if you wanted to talk to me, just talk to me by walking your goofy ass up stairs and talk to me, you're literally my roommate, I'm fine and just want to be alone cuz I'm overstimulated from social interactions, I'm not having a moment, and I took my pill today, so please don't ever text me saying hey you okay again- just come talk to me Ava

#My roommate annoys me #zero speaks #Mention of taking pills