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[zeynatura]

Paladins really said you like that mentally ill red head pretty anime boy? Aight, you got it but gayer and mentally stable.

#name caspian #title the thief of hearts #his weapons a magic gun and sword are literally named love and war #i love this game #paladins #paladins champions of the realm #zeynatura #the man who saved me on my isekai trip is a killer #alec #videogame #he's still a criminal #and mentally ill #just stable #when he speaks he makes sense unlike alec

[icharchivist]

Ok but I need to know what series is that from!? (About your recent posts)

HELPPP

Okay so i think i'll just give it as it is.

Tbh i thought it'd be obvious due to my insistence on not saying what it's from coinciding with me repeating "i don't want to talk about it BUT...." but i'm talking about Hypnosis Mic. I'm crying in the club here i don't know how to deal it was never supposed to be like this.

Hypmic is a saga i would have a hard time recommending per se but also have a complete blast with, and it's principally told by songs and drama tracks. The manga is an adaptation of the tracks + more content that isn't on it but are considered canon by the tracks. (the mobile game and the anime meanwhile are alternative storyline completely)

But for info the intro song, which is subbed on youtube should give you an idea.

and anyway the ship itself will be described more under the cut if you'll indulge in my meltdown:

And there's this guy (who's voiced by Feather's VA) (half the vas are in gbf btw if you need a list, pink guy pictured underneath is Mordred’s for instance) who's gimmick is that he lies all time and is a writer, so he often says things that he then goes with "oh but it's just a lie" or "well it's just something i'm writing" but then he also often, to tease one of his bandsmate, also goes "or am i lying????"

which led to scene like this (3rd track after they first met)

or this song:

and this type of things happen fairly often, Gentaro flirting, Dice not getting it, Gentaro saying it's a lie OR IS IT? and Dice being too tired to look more into it. (and there's another dynamic coming from what Dice feels but this post is already long enough)

So those two kind of drive me completely insane and so, there's been a preview to a new chapter recently which is basically this:

which starts with Gentaro saying he's stuck writing something and needs Dice's opinion, and then he goes on to show what jobs he imagines for him. and then there's this second page.

Which includes Gentaro having a child looking like Dice on his back.

And the implications of this single panel is so WILD that my whole timeline fucking erupted with "mpreg????" and i had to dig to finally find the pages because no one retweeted it so it was me and the sea of comments just going "?????????????," at this one single panel.

Like holy shit trust me i've always loved their dynamic but i always know it's just bait because they can yaknow, it's not that deep in canon but I decide to make it that deep because i can, but i genuinely don't know how to deal with "so, in this dream scenario, i have your child,"

so i don't know how to be normal right now and it's really putting a damper on my will to try not to talk about hypmic on main because now i'm just???? what do i do with that??????

so yeah. yeah. My TL isn't living it down and neither am i, i feel high as fuck right now

so yeah. yeah. I'm having you learn about hypmic by force i'm sorry i'm just still baffled.

#ichareply #zeynatura #ichatalks about hpm #bites fist why is it happening to me

[cuchillx]

Is that time already? I don't know my dates, Happy Birthday, I hope you have a wonderful day~

Haha no worries! Im the same :3 it was actually yesterday but I hadn’t replied asks! It was a nice birthday c: thank you so much!

#zeynatura #asks

[elympios]

k this is the right blog right?? anyway I wanted to send in an ask about gift giving! what are your thoughts on gift giving between Julius and Ludger?? no rush, answer when you've got your thoughts put together.

also how does that work with like ludger cooking for julius and julius coming home to ludger... love languages.... idk I don't have thoughts but this hasn't left my head for the last few hours so I'm telling you about it now <3

omg someone publicly asking me for my thoughts on X2 instead of me rambling unprompted into the void thank you kaira ;-;

I have actually put some thought into Ludger and Julius’ love languages and I remember being stumped about it.

Ludger probably shows affection via his cooking (idk if it counts a gift giving or acts of service though). But I think the way he prefers to be shown love is via quality time together (which, sadly, he doesn't get as much of with either Julius or Elle...)

Despite everything we don’t actually see much of how Julius shows affection to Ludger in a mundane non-life-threatening situation. I guess it could be gift giving too since he spoils their cat :P It's a little hard to say if the way he wants to be shown love is via Ludger's cooking...

Julius just doesn't have enough connections with other people to discern if something is a part of his personality or if it's just because it's Ludger. But it would probably track with how he mostly associated Claudia's (Ludger's mother) love w her cooking.

I'm actually just gonna ping @ofstarsandskies, @zeynatura, @lastthroes and @valoirs for their thoughts, because I was stumped months ago and I'm still stumped now!

(Headcanon wise, completely unattached from any canon basis, I hc much the same as above except Julius wants physical affection. But also I think that's just me being schmoopy eheh)

#v #x2 #its very funny comparing how i engage in fanfic for spn vs x2 #in spn it's like 'i do whatever i want. i'll be ooc on purpose. screw canon' #but in x2 im like 'heres my headcanons with citations from the text' #ans

[zeynatura]

Bless horny people because I avoided Twitter on the weekend to not spoil myself about the new Granblue Fantasy event but when I logged in everyone was talking about summer Belial

#tysm #i can play the event at my pace with no spoilers #only belial #granblue fantasy #gbf #gbf belial #gbf belial summer #cygames #zeynatura #event was Sincerely your Dearest Friend

[zeynatura]

Tailor Tales game (itch.io/steam)

The reason i love this game it's because it has so many elements of the old dressing flash games i used to play all the time in my childhood.

Like no matter the route you pick, your character is a tailor, owns a boutique and makes clothes.

So in the mini game you can either design your own clothes and wear them, like the top my char is wearing in that screenshot, or make some client's orders and in that you gotta match as close as you can the design they ask for.

And the money and exp you get from that you need to buy more patterns and colours for your boutique or personal use, as well as other customization stuff, and also to play the chapters cause they cost money and require certain exp.

But the clients do not pay you that much so... believe me when i tell you i spent hours making clothes for the sake of it that i ended up with 250k+ of money xD

And i'm back baby, because the creator added new routes but also new stuff to buy, i am getting sidetracked by the minigame tho

#tailor tales #wonderful game #help #i stayed awake till 5 am making clothes #videogames #girl go games #dress up game #itchio #otome #dating sim #indie otome #visual novel #indie game #zeynatura

[zeynatura]

List of LGBTQ+ characters in Granblue Fantasy the mobage

Finally got myself to create this list that is most likely incomplete because thanks to the gacha nature of the game and me being F2P i haven’t experience all the characters' stories so some characters may be missing and some others may be incomplete, if you know of any character and how they’re queer do let me know, much appreciated if you cite the event, quest or fate episode.

The list consists of the characters name in alphabetical order, how or why are they lgbtq+, personal comments about them and the story, special mentions, headcanons and the token hetero couples as the minority. Beware of spoilers.

Will edit this post so come back to check the original.

Masterlist

[Long post below]

Aglovale - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on his Valentine's unit, Valentine's and White Day's lines, fascinated by Tor, (this is exactly how I imagine it)

Albert - whatever he and Yurius have is def not straight, their whole story is being best friends, fighting to save each other sometimes fighting one another, defending and trusting the other, the iconic scene of Yurius pointing Albert’s neck with his own sword making an oath to him exudes homoeroticism, Albert having tons of fangirls whom he ignores in Valentine's Day specially for MC regardless of gender

Albion - in love with Ares (wlw), destined to die as result to the contract with Luminiera

Alliah - gets married to MC regardless of gender, albeit only political she states there is no better prospect for her to spend the rest of her life with other than MC

Anne - in love with Grea (wlw)

Ange - wants to be a prince to all the girls (wlw)

Anthuria - in love with MC regardless of gender

Aoidos - queer musician

Apollonia - in love with Orchis Queen of Erste Kingdom

Ares - in love with Albion (wlw), got married and had kids yet wished she could have had that life with her instead

Arthur - what he and Mordred have is not straight, gives Vane and Lancelot's vibes, even their fathers were into one another like wtf Misters "i only cry in front of you" 

Arulumaya - in love with MC regardless of gender even to the point of fighting other crewmates that have feelings for MC (example her and Magisa both seeing a future with MC doing their best to make it a reality)

Athena - something about all her character development being around females + MC isn't straight

Ayer - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on his Valentine's and White Day's lines

Azazel - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender, too tsundere to openly admit he cares for MC

Baal - the musical connection he has with Aoidos is so gay, i love it, HoMusicians (homo + musicians, i tried ok)

Baldr - torn about choosing between Freyr and Maldr in the Astral War as he holds dear both, i will forever hate cygames for making Maldr marry Kona when he has more chemistry and on screen interaction with Baldr than her!

Balurga - trans man, the only one so far, gets mistreated by cygames so much, in game his identity gets respected specially after he cuts his own arm to assert his manliness

Barawa - detective in love with the thief he can't catch (Chat Noir)

Benjamin - Aoidos' previous personality, was on a very intense bdsm relationship with his male bandmates Justin (bass), and Valentin (drums) 

Brigette and Cordelia are girlfriends

Cagliostro - trans woman, feels attracted to MC regardless of gender, flirts with MC yet blushes when flirted back, love her, my queen

Cain - in love with MC regardless of gender, one of the few characters having an actual date with MC on White Day

Catura - wants to marry MC regardless of gender

Chat Noir - enemies to lovers with Barawa, crossdresser, feels attracted to MC regardless of gender

Clarisse - in love with MC regardless of gender (tho she missgenders Cag and i dislike her for that, i don't care she's her great+ niece)

Cupitan - has a strong attachment to Tristette, female Naruto (update: Cupitan and Tristette are girlfriends! Is like if Naruto and Sasuke finally got their gay ending)

Claudia - loves sweet girls

Domon > Sho >< Tsubasa - something about their rivalry and friendship is the perfect teenage gay gang/deliquent trope

Elmott - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on his Valentine's and White Day's lines

Enyo - obsessed with Athena

Eustace - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on his Valentine's and White Day's lines, he offering his ears so that we pet them on White Day has me in the clouds!

Farrah - has a crush on Katalina

Feather - gay but oblivious about it 

Ferdinand - perfect evil queer representation

Freesia - in love with the former queen of the Erste Kingdom, Orchis’ mother

Freyr - the most important people in his life are Baldr and Geo (mlm) subtext, context, stop trying to only consider explicit stuff representation text

Gabriel and Europa are girlfriends (and Europa will flirt with MC regardless of gender, for being a water primal beast she sure is thirsty)

Grimnir - has feelings for MC regardless of gender as seen on his Valentine's unit, Valentine's and White Day's lines 

Grea - in love with Anne (wlw)

Halluel - likes pretty girls (wlw)

Hekate - horny for, well, everyone really

Helel ben Shalem - her gender in the game is other as in she is a being above gender (love that)

Helel ben Sahar - which means he is as well (tho he already is in the list as Lucio)

Herja - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on her Valentine's and White Day's lines

Ilsa - flirts with MC regardless of gender

Jamil - devoted to MC regardless of gender, his feelings are too intense he thinks himself as unworthy of MC

Joel - in love with MC regardless of gender, the first character confessing their feelings directly to MC

Katalina - too oblivious to realize her feelings for Vira at first, but character development happens and with the help of Ares she promises to make Vira happy and be by her side as to not end up with the same regrets as Ares

Kou - flirts with MC regardless of gender

Ladiva - trans woman, adoptive mother of the crew, love is her power

Lancelot - practically married to Vane, never had a fight because they are so perfect for each other

Lamorak - he being nonbinary makes the three brothers of Wales officially all queer

Lich - something about their summon being male while their humanoid form is female is def not cis

Lobelia - another perfect evil queer representation

Lucio - got eaten by a shark because he was too busy flirting with Sandalphon, does the impossible for Sandalphon to notice him

Lunalu -  her Valentine’s Day lines originally could only be viewed if MC is a woman (gbf added an option to disregard MC’s gender when it came to most holiday lines). She often goes in complete rants about how pretty some women and men are while blushing, bicon.

Lyria - in love with MC regardless of gender

Magisa - in love with MC regardless of gender, thinks of MC as their fated person

Meg and Mari are girlfriends

Melissabelle - In the Popol Saga event Imagination Overdrive, when Lunalu loses her mind and the whole group of Harvin girls tries to bring her back to normal she specifically says "You're you, Lunalu. No matter what form you take, it doesn't change the fact you are the Lunalu i know and love." and this is enough to actually have Lunalu snap out of it. She could have easily said "we" but Melissabelle had to single her own feelings out. Also despite getting headaches from reading she decides to make an effort and read Lunalu’s favourite book and actively engages in her interests despite the fandom world being new to her!?!? that is love right there

Meteon - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender

Miach - either genderqueer or a poor fella forced to crossdress and live as the opposite sex, gotta have to wait for more of their story, tho i love that when Fediel, Jeanne and MC realized Miach was amab said nothing about it, only when Miach told Fediel about it she said that she doesn't find it weird 

Mireille and Risette are in love with each other (wlw)

Mordred - mister i won't cry because i have you (Arthur) to cry for me instead

Morgan - a Fairy with it/it's and they/them pronouns

Morilynn - the Accordant for the Horoscope "Thalassinus" but also the weapon themselves, official English pronouns are they/them, that paired with the fact they are not human but still want to learn about how to be a person seems very nonbinary coded to me

Necesaria - everything about him screams QUEER

Noa and Rackam are soulmates and i hate that cygames didn't let them share power yet they stablished they were the best option for it, instead had to go with the second best option who was Tiamat and i will forever grieve what could have been, thanks for making them gayer in the anime tho

Percival - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on his Valentine's and White Day's lines

Randall - in love with Feather to the point that he got dragged into the same figthing lifestyle as him, "i'll become the better fighter so that you finally look at me"

Repti - another perfect evil queer representation

Rosetta - likes attractive people regardless of gender

Seox - something about MC being the light of his life regardless of gender 

Shizel - she's a trans woman as stated in Erin's SSR fate episode

Silva - in love with Tweyen (wlw)

Societte - practically married to Yuel, adopted three traumatized teenagers with her

Sutera - feels attracted to MC regardless of gender as seen on her Valentine's and White Day's lines

Tor - homoeroticaly devoted to Aglovale

Tweyen - in love with Silva (wlw)

Vane - practically married to Lancelot, uses Lan-chan as a pet name, have been together since childhood

Vira - in love with Katalina, before she met Katalina her life was monotone and colorless, after meeting her she felt alive and happy for the first time

Yuel - promised to always be with Societte, taking care of Kou, You and Sui as their kids or little siblings

Yuisis - asked MC to have a family with her regardless of gender

Yurius - not only does he have Albert but also flirts with MC regardless of gender

Special mentions

The Kahua’s citizens because they’re all female, everyone born there are female as stated in the Paliuli Pararaiha’s event

Yggdrasil’s birthday message where it seems like she and MC are getting married regardless of MC’s gender, it is unknown if Yggy herself is conscious about it because she can’t talk, she communicates via mystical sounds

Dragons are genderless beings, meaning every dragon in the game is queer which includes: the Six Dragons (Wilnas, Wamdus, Galleon, Ewiyar, Lu Woh and Fediel), Orologia, Malinda, Deidre (but not Scathacha?), Vyrn, Ailill, Medb, Fafnir, Lindwurm, even papi Bahamut!

Basically the whole WMTSB main cast is LGBTQ+ and have multiple songs about it

Beelzebub - obsessed with Lucilius wanting both to stand beside him and surpass him (i wish i knew more about Bubz but i haven't reach the top of Tower of Babyl so idk his stance regarding MC in GBF, we know thx to GBFVS both MC and him are singularities, MC being born one and Bubz asking Lucifaa to make him one cause he was dying, and he agreeing to work with MC against Belial makes me think MC is the only person he sees on eye lvl, he looks up to Faa-san and looks down on everyone else), he was struck by Lucifer's power and beauty 🥲 (I cannot, so his murder was personal). He being a clone of Helel ben Shalem makes him pretty trans and his obsession of shaping his body as he desires.

Belial - devoted completely to Lucilius refering him as Faa-san (in GBVS he refers to him as Daddy), jealous of Lucifer (may have some sort of sympathy for him cause he not killing him directly instead guiding Beelzebub to do it for him and feeling pity as he decapitates and steals his body dictates he wants to hate Lucifer more than what he actually does), into MC regardless of gender, implied he is also fond of Sariel (obscuring it, can't let anyone know he has feelings that don't revolve around Faa-san), he removed from Sariel the chaos matter and spared him in a way that didn't cause much actual damage despite looking like it did, he seemed to have an interest in him earlier on given the quests leading up to his raid battle (which may have occurred prior to their conversation in the flashbacks in 000) showing him having him transferred to his jurisdiction (Belial is insecure about being "imperfect" compared to Lucifer and has some deal of ambivalence towards his intended purpose it's probably very interesting and possibly comforting to him that despite the inherent flaws in Sariel's makeup (re:the limiter being set too high) he manages to diverge from his intended purpose entirely because of his personality and desires); very interested in Beelzebub trying to get any form of reaction from him tho getting ignored most of the time and the rest making him annoyed, his summer summon talks about Bubz' body and how he looks better naked, loves flirting and teasing pretty much everyone

Lucifer - in love with Sandalphon

Lucilius - the other person he cared about besides himself was Lucifer

Sandalphon - in love with Lucifer

Sariel - being obsessively devoted to Belial, protecting him ("Don't touch him!") and outright saying he doesn't care if he's using him, seeming relatively apathetic towards pretty much everyone else (besides animals), and currently being in the beginning of an arc revolving entirely around finding out how to get to him in the weird between-dimensions void he and Lucilius are in, never forget when Belial ripped out his wings and Sariel while in pain was like “if that’s what you will”, he didn’t have individuality until Belial told him to. Sariel’s CV Akira Ishida said in an interview about 000 sidestory that Belial is "someone he loves, despite them being apart". (LuciSan and Beriel parallels)

Modern AU from Sincerely, Your Dearest Friend event

Miku, Lyria and Aoto are either in a polyam or queerplatonic relationship and I LOVE IT

Oribe and Fuwa are boyfriends

Personal headcanons

Cassius - aroace

Lucilius - demiroace

Nehan - aroace

Siegfried - aroace

Token hetero couples

Aliza and Stan

Deliford and his nameless wife

Krelkulkil and Keralbarra ;n; RIP

Lady Grey and her dead husband

Leona and Abel

Nectar and Shinsha (tho Nectar is a being beyond gender constructs and Shinsha loves him regardless, they just present as an hetero couple)

Nicholas and Marie

Romeo and Juliet

Sarunan and Honey (Honey is a spirit, I know she is fem but does that make them hetero?)

Scathacha and Naoise (Scathacha is a dragon but she presents as a fem erune, the game does clasify her as a 'female' instead of 'other' like the other dragons so idk)

Sturm and Drang (tho Sturm does have a date with MC regardless of gender)

Tabina and Attiyah

Vermeil and Ludmilla

#i may eventually make a google docs with images of the characters and maybe some screenshots to proove they are part of the lgbtq community #i know the proof is not needed but i want to be able to slap the screenshots in the bigots' faces when they claim they they are not #cygames LOVES WOMEN AND LESBIANS #which means the men and the gays are getting the leftovers #granblue fantasy #gbf #lgbtq+ #lgbtq+ characters #queer #lgbtq+ gbf #gacha game #mobage #cygames #zeynatura #wmtsb = what makes the sky blue #side story #i'm probably missing a lot of characters that are attracted to MC regardless of gender #the list is not a list of good/moral queer representation in the game #is just a list of lgbtq+ characters regardless of their in game morality or external writing #added Sariel thx to anon #added Lunalu Melissabelle and Lucio thx to icharchivist #added Mary thx to anon #added Lamorak thx to the event To Each His Ideal #added Tor thx to the event To Each His Ideal and the fate episode of his co-unit with Aglovale #added Shizel cause i got erin's ssr!

[zeynatura]

When my mom died I kept on posting somewhat cause I was processing it, little by little

But right now I'm not

I'm just hurting and doing my best I can to keep myself occupied cause the second I start to think I crumble

So this hiatus may be a long one, you can still send me texts or memes or anything u think will cheer me up, I will appreciate them and respond whenever I can

#personal #vent #tw death of a loved one #tw death mention #zeynatura

[zeynatura]

Want to share this edit i made c:

#granblue fantasy #gbf #gbf oribe #gbf fuwa #gbf edit #gbf event #gbf modern au #zeynatura

[zeynatura]

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#vent in the tags #if my relationship with my boyfriends ends in just gonna give up on romantic relationships #cause im tired so tired #why is it so difficult for people to communicate!? #or maybe we're just not compatible #al chile #like sometimes even if u like each other you just behave differently #and your wants and needs don't match #but also why do i feel like no one makes an effort to make our relationship work #to stay with me #am i not worth it? #bro maybe i should get a qpr that actually cares about me and adopts me #personal #zeynatura

[zeynatura]

I had the opportunity to do something funny with my profile on my ps5 and I took it

#the fact that only my close friends can be delighted by Lucifer's beautiful face #but everyone can see Belial's #slkrnrkwojwbeizkwnfnqodcosinei #granblue fantasy #granblue fantasy versus #ps5 #zeynatura #gbf Lucifer #gbf Belial #gbvs Belial #gbvs

[zeynatura]

PLEASE talk to me about selectively mute ludger i'm literally ;-; i know all the jp canon has him talk a lot but i am still so fond for quiet ludger

(this is lordofcalamity's main btw)

Well all my knowledge about Ludger comes from the game Tales of Xillia 2 and the crossover games like Tales of Link, Tales of Asteria, Tales of the Rays and Tales of Crestoria (RIP).

Throughout the first run of Tales of Xillia 2 Ludger rarely talks, when you finish the game and unlock New Game+ and play the second run his character talks more than on the first one. I like to think the reason why is because he feels more comfortable on the second run because he subconsciously already knows what’s gonna happen and the reason for him being mute on the first run is all the uncertainties in his life, after all the game starts on him failing his exam to become an agent and instead getting a job as a chef on a train.

Imagine your plan in life not working out and having to start a whole new journey at such a young age with the lack of parents’ support. Yeah, I wouldn’t feel like talking either.

On the first run Ludger communicates vocally using grunts, hums and short sentences. While in a fight he says the name of the artes out loud meaning he is more confident on his fighting skills than his social ones. Partially the reason why he gets in debt is because he doesn’t speak up.

I love that nobody questions his selective mutism, neither people that know him like Julius nor people he just met like Jude, instead they immediately look at him and understand that’s just how he is. Also nobody makes fun of nor belittles the times when he does speak, they treat him as usual; they also include him in all the conversations, they don’t exclude him because of him being mute.

In all the crossover games i’ve experienced and all the info i know about the rest, Ludger tends to be a quiet character, he does speak more in those games tho, always gentle, respectful and with a sense of humour. Other characters tend to look up at him because of his personality and his fighting strenght. (And don’t make me talk about him and Elle together like father and daughter, the dynamic they have is immaculate)

Little off topic but looking back at all those games i played, and how their characters and story gave me hope about being true and accepting myself even before i realized i related so much to them, has given me a new perspective about it all. Specifically about Ludger, not only was he the protagonist of my first Tales of Series game but also one of my fav characters whom i kin so hard, i just cannot believe sometimes how much he means to me.

#ask #lordofcalamity #ludger will kresnik #tales of xillia 2 #thank you so much for asking #i actually am not sure if i did a good job at talking about his selective mutism #this is the very first time i ever express my thoughts on this topic #i've never had someone to talk to about tales of games in such dept haha #zeynatura #selective mutism #neurodiverse stuff #autism

[zeynatura]

My desktop background this month is different than usual:

I actually didn't know what to do but since yukata Nezha recently came out why not use him?

And while checking the rest of the yukata units i noticed these 3 fit really good together and while editing i thought "they kind of look like suitors in a dating game" and went along with that

Made some variants in case anybody wants to use them

#if you don't know i change my background each month #tho february and march was Valentines sandalphon cause i was so sad of him not coming home i needed him #i didn't share those months bc i used pictures and was lazy to reference the photographers #c: #but this one is official art and my own edits so all good #i usually pick a gbf character and make a background #this is my first time using 3 at the same time #but i'm proud #granblue fantasy #gbf #gbf nezha #gbf freyr #gbf siegfried #zeynatura #edit: just realized i missed a day #🙃

[zeynatura]

What is that supposed to mean!?

"I like it when... someone tells me I'm... you know"

NO, I DON'T KNOW

*surprised pikachu face.jpg*

#help #the ssum #lmao #zeynatura #oh also the background is a pic i found on tumblr

[zeynatura]

My DND character missenterpreted by my friends

an essay by Zey

I'll start by giving a small sumary of my character.

His name is Helel ben Sahar, he's an eladrin elf, 120-150 years old, he/they, masc nonbinary, pansexual, tall, androgynous, long hair, long nails, loves to dress feminine and be fabulous.

He's a storm sorcerer, youngest prince of a Kingdom in the Feywild, his hair colour changes based on the season he's attuned in (this is one of my fav characteristics of all time), he's chaotic evil and the second dnd character i ever made, also the first one to have a detailed backstory and even family npcs with their own description.

(I love this family so much askfhbafin)

He's a very spoiled prince, very flirty and charismatic ofc the complete opposite of my party ie my friend's characters.

Under all that he's a lonely sheltered child who just wants to find his own place in life, you know, because he's the youngest (big sis and big bro) he aint gonna be the next heir and his parents just let him do his own thing, that's why he leaves in search of adventure.

Now to the missinterpretation by my friends.

They think of my sorcerer as a whore, even more so than how he actually is like... i don't mind you thinking that but at least get your facts straight (heh)

So across our campaign there were 3 npcs that caught the attention of Sahar, 2 of them were actually married to each other, it was a couple of two husbands one of them asked our party to save the other and that's how we met.

Ofc one of the first things i ask when meeting an npc is "are they cute tho?" and my DM friend loved answering that ok, so when we meet the first husband my sorcerer was like "for someone as cute as you i'll be willing to do it" but in the middle of the quest, my character was dying of exhaustion so he was like "the 2nd husband better be hot to be worth all this"... turns out he was, so ... i flirted here and there with both of the npcs and even offered them a night of passion, but they weren't into polyamory so i left it at that.

"I'm not a monster Jake", Sahar respects people's sexual and romantic boundaries, in anything else he doesn't care.

For some reason my friends didn't get that... they tought i wanted to break them apart and kept joking about it, and i was "eh whatever" till i realized they actually meant it which made me so confused cause if i wanted to i would, that's the whole personality of my Sorcerer, he gets what he wants if not heads roll.

And that's how he was in any other aspect of the campaign just no on the romance part, our DM makes us write and sign a consent sheet of the content we are comfortable and not in having presented in the campaign, and all of us wrote off any kind of sexual violence cause nah, we don't want that...

So tell me, why did 3 of my 5 friends thought Sahar wanted to force himself into the npcs marital relationship!? Cause I have no idea

The 3rd npc was a pirate captain lady and actually one of my friend's character and my own did have some fun with her, all consensual, and she got pregnant o: so there was 50/50 chance the kid was mine, cause ofc she had to be a freaking dragon in disguise (dragons are literally free for all when it comes to interspecies reproduction lol)

After some dice were rolled turned out it was mine, and cause she aint a girl that wanted to settled down, she free she a pirate, and Sahar didn't want to live their life on a ship they decided she would keep the child, he would pay child support and visit here and there, and she was happy with that arrangment.

And once again my friends were like: you are an absent father, you just mess around and leave cause you don't wanna settle down, "eres como todo papá de latinoamérica"... bruh

Literally family is the most important thing for Sahar, he loves his family, what are you talking about!?

Also my Sorcerer ended up marrying a Fey lord, to save one of their friend's ass cause by that point in the story he felt endearment towards the party they weren't strangers anymore so he was willing to take one for the team, and so he did.

They formed a fey contract, Sahar was to marry him and he would give us the weapon we needed to progress the story.

So they married even after my friends did everything to crash and stop the wedding Shrek style, what they didn't know was what Sahar planned on doing right after the wedding...

Let's be honest if the Fey lord asked my Sorcerer's hand in marriage in any other fashion, maybe just maybe he would have said yes, cause he was a cute floral wolf but because he did it with a fey contract Sahar felt used... and he didn't like that, he's the one that uses other people, never the one to be used so ofc he killed his husband.

My Sorcerer went from single, to married, to widowed all in the same day asjhffgkjsgjns it was great.

Oh and he also had a collection of dildos he found throughout the story pfft i'm not kidding, in my inventory there were so many dildos, of different shapes, sizes, based on different species.... i even rolled a NAT 20 and found the rarest of them all or so my DM said... a Basilisk dildo xD

By the end of the campain Sahar went back to his family, to the Feywild, having matured and with a lot of stories to tell, he literally killed a God so he's ready to boast about it and receive all the praise they deserve.

#i'm really bad with names #most of my ocs are nameless #so i named him based on a granblue fantasy character #i also based the appearance of his family based on gbf chars #but only that #their personalities are different #i'm proud of that #dnd #dnd oc #zeynatura

[zeynatura]

The dream I had last night was about my group of friends all going to the mental hospital to sign themselves in cause they were all depressed and suicidal.

When I found out I was like: why didn't you tell me? I would have gone with y'all

One of them: this is not a joke, it was serious

Me: oh I am serious, would have loved to share that experience together with you, you know to reinforce the friendship cause you either come back out together or you dont

The tone of the dream was pretty comical tbh

#las divinas val al psiquiátrico #snnfnekaknrnsjjwbrbejaiu #zeynatura #personal