Aquarius
The Aquarius is a paradox
The water they bare fills rivers
The air they supply crisp to the lungs
Their hands are worshiped by all who hold them
Gentle to the touch yet rough around the edges
A safe yet unfamiliar place waiting to be explored
But they rush to hide their tears and put up walls at any slight hint of love
Fearing that it would tear down the ivy they grew
Cause a drought in the rivers they filled
The Aquarius is emotionless, you see
The Aquarius hates group projects
But loves helping others, even if it's just to smooth out the little things
They have an eye for finding mistakes
Just look at their body, cracked and dry and shattered like old pottery
They make note of these things in compliments
Watch the way their eyes light up
Your smile in their reflection as you gaze into their mirror
The Aquarius is caring, you see
The Aquarius is quiet and small
Sinking into the crowd like waves
Never daring to be louder than you, out of fear or love we can not tell
They build off of your words
Make their own hypothesis and tests
Take the facts that stood out and present them to you in an essay
The Aquarius listens, you see
The Aquarius echos like a canyon
Rising above their peers like a chorus
Making their points only to themself while their words fall on deaf ears
Yet still they scream
Refusing to be silenced until they have said all they need to
And damn can they speak
Their facts as solid as stones on a pond
Knowing how much it hurts to be the pond,
They stop, watching their stones skip,
Skip,
Skip,
And sink.
The Aquarius is defensive, you see
The Aquarius is a fighter
They will look at you with stone-cold eyes
Middle finger hoisted above the sky as they tell the world to go fuck itself
Throwing sucker punches and roundhouses at brick wall bodies
Smiling at the blood on their knuckles with pride as their opponent falls
They're a bad influence,
Turning you into someone confident
Switching your personality like a light
Into someone you never thought you were
They see themselves in your protests
They know your tongue and mouth as much as their own
A sense of Deja Vu flows over them and smile parts their lips as they join in
Proud of what you are becoming
And what they continue to be
The Aquarius is rebellious, you see
The Aquarius is nice to many
They hold an unknown child's hand as an older woman shakes her head
Thinking they are naive to the world when their eyes have experienced so much
Their animal is the owl after all
Who could know loneliness better than an air sign called Water Bearer?
An old name from a dead language
Holding something young and alive
The child is helped and will remember the one who helped them
They smiled and wave before turning away
Eyes brimming with tears as the sign walks calmly, body shaking
The Aquarius is kind for a reason, you see
The Aquarius is distant
Never knowing what they are
Or what they are not
Always knowing what they have been and what they will one day be:
Stone-cold eyes and soft defiant hands
Quiet but booming voice
Kind heart and naive wisdom
Shattered and whole all at once
The Aquarius is a paradox, you see
The Aquarius prefers solitude
So they disconnect from the world
Retracting their hands from the sky,
Words falling on deaf ears as they suck crisp air back into a dry throat,
A drought already starting
Hiding their tears in a cracked jug that drips onto the Earth in apology
And as the other signs turn to offer love, another wall is built and ready
Ivy climbing up the space to cover the air sign out of fear
The water bearer behind it silent again
Biting their lip to keep hidden
The Aquarius has a reputation, you see.
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The Fourth Sign of the Zodiac
by Mary Oliver
1.
Why should I have been surprised?
Hunters walk the forest
without a sound.
The hunter, strapped to his rifle,
the fox on his feet of silk,
the serpent on his empire of muscles—
all move in a stillness,
hungry, careful, intent.
Just as the cancer
entered the forest of my body,
without a sound.
2.
The question is,
what will it be like
after the last day?
Will I float
into the sky
or will I fray
within the earth or a river—
remembering nothing?
How desperate I would be
if I couldn’t remember
the sun rising, if I couldn’t
remember trees, rivers; if I couldn’t
even remember, beloved,
your beloved name.
3.
I know, you never intended to be in this world.
But you’re in it all the same.
so why not get started immediately.
I mean, belonging to it.
There is so much to admire, to weep over.
And to write music or poems about.
Bless the feet that take you to and fro.
Bless the eyes and the listening ears.
Bless the tongue, the marvel of taste.
Bless touching.
You could live a hundred years, it’s happened.
Or not.
I am speaking from the fortunate platform
of many years,
none of which, I think, I ever wasted.
Do you need a prod?
Do you need a little darkness to get you going?
Let me be urgent as a knife, then,
and remind you of Keats,
so single of purpose and thinking, for a while,
he had a lifetime.
4.
Late yesterday afternoon, in the heat,
all the fragile blue flowers in bloom
in the shrubs in the yard next door had
tumbled from the shrubs and lay
wrinkled and fading in the grass. But
this morning the shrubs were full of
the blue flowers again. There wasn’t
a single one on the grass. How, I
wondered, did they roll back up to
the branches, that fiercely wanting,
as we all do, just a little more of
life?
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Pluto Dominants Be Like-
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I swam in the dark until I forgot what light looked like.
I stayed up late nights until I forgot what a good night's sleep felt like.
I decoded, danced with, and drenched myself in the unknown, in the unheard.
I got lost in the twilight of my soul until one moment…
When I woke up! Only to go through it all over again.
I couldn't have possibly seen the beauty of my soul; the world couldn't have reflected it back to me,
even if it wanted to.
Wait, why was I created?
This. This is all I was blessed to know—
My divinity.
My freedom is all I want to know.
My endless thirst to find myself in the,
The endless questions I ask to seek
The endless inside of me.
Frustrating?
Poetic, instead.
My life of incredible pain—
I HAD to forget.
I had to tear pieces of my memory to shreds
Before it, me.
Survivalism.
My body is rigged that way, isn't it?
But the loophole I found was in the curiosity.
The curiosity to want to know why I behaved the way I did.
Every question took me back to an answer only—
All in the center of my being,
The center of the universe where,
The dark and conniving live indeed right beside the unbridled light.
All but nothing,
To escape death so I could know life.
To realize myself in full form.
To have the heavens worship yet another creation of the universe.
I am a masterpiece,
And now, I stand in the clarity of my wisdom.
~ Original poetry dished out by me, a Pluto- dominant hobbit trying to get by life
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Hope you enjoyed it :]
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Aries: You can light up any room. Do not forget your power. You have magic in your veins my dear. Do not let anyone ever make you lose sight of that again.
Taurus: You have to forgive yourself. You don’t have to forgive them but you absolutely have to forgive the past you for the choices they didn’t know they were making. We still love you.
Gemini: I hope you can enjoy the blue sky again. I hope the ghosts don’t haunt you and follow you in your dreams like they use to.
Cancer: We can’t talk anymore. That has to be okay. Some people aren’t bad they are just bad for you . It doesn’t mean that either of you aren’t good people just that you need to not be in each other’s orbit.
Leo: Sometimes you have to accept that you did the best you could and sometimes it was just the wrong situation and wrong time. Sometimes the universe telling you no is a saving grace.
Virgo: You can’t just hide in the bottom of a bottle for the rest of your life. You can’t keep going back to the same addiction and the same person every time and expect a different result.
Libra: You have to sit and mend your own heart. Take the needle and thread and see your own wounds. No one is coming to save you this time, you have to save yourself.
Scorpio: focus on you. Stop trying to save anyone. Stop trying to fix them. Focus on you. Fix your shit first before you keep distracting yourself by using others as an escape
Sagittarius: Let yourself breathe again. Listen to your own heart beat and learn to fall in love with it. You are something wonderful and amazing and don’t let anyone trick you into believing otherwise.
Capricorn: You have to stop running away from everything. You have to stop panicking everything someone gets too close. You have to let yourself stay. As scary as it is you have to stay.
Aquarius: You don’t have to hide your pain forever. You don’t have to pretend that everything’s okay when you’re covered in bruises. You don’t have to cover your scars. It’s okay to show your pain. It’s okay to let us help you heal your hurt.
Pisces: You can’t let them dull you. You can’t just sink to their level because it’s easy. You need friends who push you and who make you better. You can’t just be with people who want you to get sicker
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