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wholesomey-artist · 1 year
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Ray I freacking loved that you gave a name to the discussion we all are in now
I think it fits like a glove
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glassartpeasants · 3 months
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Trafalgar Law x F!Reader
Warnings: Reader has a drinking problem, Law being emotionally distant, mentions of past abusive relationships,
A/N: As you can all see I AM A LIAR >:) also I've ne er written for Law before so don't hang me if it's not perfect. Also not as long as my kid fics
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(Phone acting up so if format is weird that's why)
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The Polar Tang has never felt more cold than it does now. Even though you were deep into the freezing sea, the cold was nothing compared to the freeze you felt in your heart. Every passing second felt like an eternity as you suffered in silence. Watching the man you worked so hard to let you in pushed you away like you meant nothing.
You didn’t know what you’d done for him to act the way he was. One minute, he smiled whenever you entered his office with coffee; the next, he looked at you with disdain. Like you were a burden, it took a lot for you not to break down in tears every time he sent that look your way.
You couldn’t even avoid him if you wanted to. Being in a submarine miles underwater left you stuck with nowhere to go. Avoiding him was impossible, and the tension between the two of you was insane. Everyone inside the Polar Tang could feel it. It was thick enough to suffocate on, and you hated it. You didn’t want the crew to suffer or walk around eggshells just cause you're having relationship issues with your boyfriend.
Boyfriend? Captain? You didn’t know anymore. All he did was order you around instead of giving you a small good morning smile that you used to look forward to. Now, he barely acknowledges your presence and simply gives you a blank look.
You know that Law has his difficulties and trauma, so you never force him to do something he didn’t want to do. Let him take his time to trust and come to you. Everything you’ve done was to ensure that Law knew he was loved and could confine in you. Let him know he wasn’t alone and that you’d always be here for him.
Yet now, it feels like that wasn’t enough.
You only saw him when he addressed plans for the heart pirates or when he came to eat. Other than that, he was like a ghost that haunted the submarine. A rare sight to see him out of his office. A sight that you couldn’t take anymore.
Which brought you right outside his office door, your arm raised as you get ready to knock on the door, yet it stayed in its place. Biting your lip, you start to regret your decision to approach him, but the overwhelming pain in your heart gives you the slight boost you need.
KNOCK KNOCK
You slowly open the door, and you see him glaring at you. The sight alone had you shaking nervously.
“Law? Can we talk?” Walking out from behind the door, you breathe before closing it behind you.
“What?”
“I just…Did I do something to upset you? It feels like you're making an effort to avoid me. Please tell me if I did something wrong instead of avoiding me.” You can feel your voice shake as you confess your concerns.
“I’m not avoiding you.”
“But you are! Whenever I try to talk to you, you look so uninterested in what I have to say, and you turn around to leave before I even finish talking! I can’t remember the last time you smiled at me. For the past three months, you’ve done nothing but ignore me and look at me with disdain!”
“(Y/N)-ya, can we do this later? I need to make plans for Sabaody.” You let out a shocked gasp hearing his words. That’s what he’s been saying whenever you ask him to do something together. Now he’s saying it when you need to have a mature conversation.
“Nuh-uh. You’ve been saying that for two weeks! Every time I want to be next to you, I get that same damn response! That’s not gonna work this time. We need to have an adult conversation. An important adult conversation."
“What do you want from me (Y/N)-ya? I’m the captain. It’s obvious I'm going to be busy.”
“Busy, yeah! But you shouldn’t be busy to the point you don’t even come to bed! I bet you’ve been so busy sleeping in here that you haven’t noticed that I’ve slept in the crew bunks for almost a whole month!” You saw Law’s body slightly tense upon hearing your words. His eyes widened before going back to normal.
“That’s your choice.” Now, it’s your turn for your eyes to go wide. You can feel rage bubbling in your gut hearing his words. With a scowl, you throw your hands up in surrender.
“You know what? Fine. I’ve got more important things to do with my time instead. Since obviously I’m not important enough to have even a second of your time.” Turning around, you open the door before slamming it shut behind you. Tears slip down your cheeks as you stomp towards the kitchen to grab yourself a drink.
You’ve been drinking a lot more than you like to admit recently. It was hard not to when your struggling emotionally with your lover and mentally to get over your original drinking problem. It was horrible when you first joined the Heart Pirates, but slowly, they helped you start to overcome it.
There have always been alcohol problems in your family, and only did it hit you when you got into an abusive relationship before Law. Some people called you a ‘sad’ drunk type, so that could also be part of the problem. It made you only want to drink more. When the Heart Pirates took you in, you were fresh out of the relationship and suffering from alcoholism to the point you needed at least 3 alcoholic beverages every day. It's thanks to Law that your liver isn’t fucked.
It might as well be again with how much you started drinking again.
“Dare I ask how many so far?” Looking towards the door, you see Penguin entering the kitchen before sitting next to you at the table.
“Not enough.” You say before taking a big gulp. A small drop hits your uniform.
“Another problem with Captain, I assume?”
“Yeah, like always. Damn, bastard. Is there something I’m doing wrong?” Desperation slips from your lips as tears continue to stream down your cheeks.
“No! Of course not! I’m sure Captain has something planned for you guys! He’s just a difficult man to read, is all!” Penguin's loyalty to his Captain was admirable, but it's not what you want to hear during the time you wanted to punch said Captain in the face.
“I hope for my heart and liver's sake that you're right, Penguin.”
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The next few days went by, and neither you nor Law spoke a word to one another. It broke your heart not speaking to him but you didn’t want to go crawling back to a man who didn’t care about your feelings. You’ve done plenty of that before joining the crew.
The hangover you were suffering from the hard-drinking the night before finally hitting you at full force. It felt like an ice pick stabbing into your head, and it only got worse as the crew got ready for the day.
Today was the day you’d be docking at Sabaody. Horrible time to get plastered the night before going to a busy place.
“Come on (Y/N)! We finally get to see the sun! It’s been so long!” Bepo shook your blanket-covered body. If it weren’t for the fact that you haven’t seen the sun in 2 weeks, and if it wasn’t, Bepo was the one shaking you, you probably would have slept late. But you could never say no to Bepo, and you did need some vitamin D before you got sick.
“Alright, alright. I’m getting up. Give me a sec, and I’ll meet you at the sub opening.”
“Okay! See you then!” You could practically hear Bepo’s smile as the bear ran off. Taking a breath, you get ready to see the archipelago Law is so obsessed about.
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“Everyone gather round here.” Once everyone was out of the Polar Tang, Law immediately laid out the plan. It was going good so far until he said where you’d be.
“(Y/N) you’ll be on watch while Me, Bepo, Penguin, and Shachi-”
“Wait, why am I on watch?”
“Because I said so (Y/N). It’s easier that way.”
“Easier? Law you can’t just-”
“Captain. And my decision is final.” You simply look at the man in bewilderment. He never put you on watch.
If you weren’t going through a rough patch in your relationship with him, you’d just think it’d just cause he misplaced you. But now, with all the arguments and how Law’s been avoiding you, it’s like he just didn’t want you around. You could be looking too much into it, but with how Law talked about Sabaody, it sounded dangerous. If that were the case, wouldn’t he want you more around for more defense?
Not to mention how he ‘corrected’ you in front of the whole crew. You’ve called him Law in front of them before, and he didn’t say a thing. So why now?
“Okay, everyone, let's go.” The sound of the crew dispersing made your hands curl into fists. All you could do was stare at the ground as you heard everyone part ways. Law and his crew go to town while everyone makes their way back to the Polar Tang. There was no way in hell you were going back in that submarine after not seeing the sun in two weeks. If you wanted to crawl into a dark, cramped space, you’d just go to one of the many bars this place probably harbored.
In fact, you're gonna do just that. More than half the crew is on ‘watch.’ No one would notice you're gone. Just a few drinks, and you’ll be right back.
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“Hey, Captain, why’d you put (Y/N) on watch? She’s never on watch.” The sound of Penguin’s voice breaks through Law’s thoughts.
“I have my reasons. She was unneeded, is all.” A complete lie that he hoped Penguin would just take without another word. In reality, he wanted you to stay safe. And in a place crawling with Marines, bounty hunters, and other pirates, the only safe space was the Polar Tang.
He knew you were strong and that you could handle yourself. But there was a fear that if he simply blinked for a single second, then you’d be gone. He loved you too much for that to be a reality.
Even though his actions beg to differ.
Whether intentional or not, he tends to push you away. He doesn’t want to get hurt and lose someone he loves once again, so it’s easier to be closed off. But the touch of your hands when you massage his tense shoulder or when you kiss his cheek when no one is looking is a token of ‘good luck.’ Times like this are where he wants to be close to you forever, but the fear of losing you becomes too strong so he pushes you away.
And he’s noticing that you're getting fed up with his hot/cold behavior.
When you told him that you hadn’t slept in your shared bed for about a month, Law could feel his heart stop. Has it really been a month since he’s slept in his own room? The thought ate him alive and his head raced with possible responses, and of course, he chose the worst one possible. He remembered seeing the hurt in your eyes and the faint tears that threatened to spill.
“Oh, Captain, look! I think there’s two other rookie pirates fighting!” Penguin snapped Law from his trance when he pointed to 2 pirates causing a ruckus. A small smile worked its way to Law’s lips at the sight.
“Well, let’s go watch, shall we?”
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“Here you go, miss, another one for the pretty lady.” The bar you found yourself in was packed with all kinds of questionable people. All pirates and drunken commoners. There weren’t many women occupying the bar, so you stood out more than you would have liked. Not to mention how your uniform caught many eyes as well, your crew’s Jolly Roger plastered on it proudly. That and the many empty glasses of booze surrounding you.
“Thanks.” The bartender placed a huge jug of alcohol in front of you as you sat on the bar top. You can already tell that you’ve had more drinks than you originally were gonna get, but each passing minute that you thought about Law made you down another drink. It was easier to drink away your problems instead of working to fix said problem and it not working.
“Well, look what we have here. A lone heart pirate. Where's your Captain dolly?” Turning your eyes, your met with a trio of men standing next to you.
“None of your business. And don’t call me that.” What you could only assume is the leader started snickering before slamming his hand down next to you on the bar top.
“Your Captain and crew destroyed our ship, completely destroying our lives. But now that your here and alone, I think a small revenge message would be sent if you go back to your captain in pieces, right boys?” The two other men laugh, and you notice knives shining out of their pockets.
“I’m not drunk enough to deal with you. You want to go fight my Captain? Go for it. He’s on the island somewhere. Attacking me isn’t gonna do a damn thing.” Taking a hard swig of the alcohol of your glass, you’ve emptied it before you know it. You signal the bartender for another one, knowing that it isn’t gonna be near enough if you are dealing with even more annoyances.
“We know we stand no chance against the ‘Surgeon of Death’ woman. Which is what makes you the perfect message carrier for your Captain to know what happens when you mess with the Rubber Pirates!” You couldn’t help the laugh that escapes you upon hearing their names.
“Rubber Pirates? That’s the stupidest name I’ve ever heard. So stupid that I don’t even remember destroying their ship. I say we did you a favor.” You down your next glass like a champ and, once again, motion for another one. The sound of the liquor-filled glass had you slightly lip your lips. Before you could take another sip, the man grabs yoru forearm and pulls you to your feet.
“Don’t you dare laugh bitch!”
“Oh, I’m laughing, alright.” The man gripped you tighter before pulling out a small blade.
“I’m gonna cut out your tongue!” Grabbing one of the many empty glasses on the counter, you bash it against the man's head at full force. The glass broke against his head, leading the man to fall to the floor like a doll.
“Who do you think you are?!” His two goons yell at you before charging at you with knives as well. Reaching behind your back, you grab another empty glass. One of the men swiped at you, and you once again quickly bash the glass against his skull. Knocking him to the floor and landing in the already shattered glass mess.
The last man almost got you, but you managed to hit his face with the next fresh glass of alcohol. The liquid splashed everywhere on his clothes and on the ground. The floor turned slippery as he fell on top of his incapacitated buddies. With an annoyed huff and noticing everyone staring at you, you talk to the spectators.
“Anybody else wants to bother me for no fucking reason?” The room was silent, which you took for a no.
“Good now go back to drinking and pretend this never happened.” You turn around to sit back down on the bar top. You grab some berri’s and give them to the bartender.
“Here’s for the broken glass. I’m still not drunk enough, so keep those drinks coming.” Getting in a bar fight was something you weren’t planning on doing. You just wanted some drinks and to go home.
“What shitty pirates they are if a single girl can take them out.” A gruff voice said next to you. Furrowing your brows, you snap your head towards the voice, only to be speechless.
“Holy shit.” Your eyes widen when you see the most wanted new-gen pirate sitting next to you. All the stories you’ve heard about him show their worth.
“What? Scared?” Quickly pulling yourself together, you answer.
“Maybe a little. It’s not everyday you see the infamous Eustass ‘Captain’ Kid sitting next to you.” A small chuckle leaves your lips, and it pulls one from his in return.
“What’s a heart pirate doing by herself drinking in a dingy bar?” You knew that he was bad news. That you shouldn’t talk to a rival Captain. Especially with someone as strong as Eustass Kid. But who’s gonna stop you? Plus, the effects of the alcohol you’ve been consuming have finally started to take its toll.
“Drinking away my frustrations and problems. What about you, Captain? What’s the infamous Captain Kid doing in such a bar?”
“Passing time till it’s time to head back to my ship and get into the New World.” Ah. The New World. A place where you’ve heard countless stories of beasts, crazy islands, and weather. Insanity that only the strong survive.
“Same for us, I'm sure. It’s a little nerve-racking. Hearing all the stories about it. But you only live once, right?”
“Exactly. Which is why I’m going to be King of the Pirates and obtain the One Piece! And I’ll kill anyone who stands in my way.”
“Sounds on brand. I’ll cheer for you. How's that?”
“What? No faith in your Captain?” Kidd’s laughter was slightly contagious as it made you laugh while drinking.
“My Captain gets my faith when he stops acting like a jackass.”
“You know, some would call that mutiny.”
“Some may call it a mutiny. I call it losing faith in a relationship.”
“Surgeon of Death ain’t a good boyfriend? Go figures.”
“That is what lead me to this dingy ass bar. Got into another fight with him and now I’m here. Can say I haven’t drank this much since my last relationship.” You take another big gulp of alcohol before sighing.
“I just don’t fucking understand. What’s the point of being together if all that bastard does is push me away! If he wants to break up with me, he should just be a man and do so! I’m a grown woman; I can handle it.” The feelings of anger and hurt soon started bubbling up, and before you knew it, you're spilling your problems to a man you don’t know.
“Doesn’t fucking help that when I want to, I can’t even escape him when we're stuck on a ship together! This is the first time in two weeks that I’ve actually been on land and seen the sky.” You grumbled while finishing your drink.
“Tell you what, Heart Pirate, how bout you come join me and my crew to check out the auction house. I’m feeling charitable, so I’ll take pity on your sorry ass to get your mind off your shithead Captain.” A small part of you told you it was a terrible idea. Going alone with a rival pirate group? Yet, the sound of just being near other people sounded too good to pass up. Even if the offer was worded horribly.
“Sounds like a deal I’m willing to take. Lead the way, Captain.”
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“What’s the point in being here again? I’m confused.” Bepo’s hushed words to Shachi didn’t go unnoticed by Law but he decided to not comment. He originally just wanted to see what it was about but as time grew on, he couldn’t help but have his thought travel back to you.
Scenes of the two of you just doing mundane things played through his head, and had a small smile tugging at his lips. When the two of you would speak over some coffee or simply sitting in the same room was nice. It didn’t need to be a big thing. Just your company was enough for him.
Yet he pushed you away once again by making you stay back on the ship. Even if he wanted you safe, no place was 100% safe on Sabaody. Not with Marine headquarters being so close. And knowing that, had him fearing for you and the crew’s safety.
Just then, your laugh trickled into his eats as looked around the room, trying to pinpoint where it was coming from. Once seeing nothing, he realized it’s probably just his conscious making him feel guilty for leaving you behind. It wouldn’t be the first time your voice haunted his thoughts after he pushed you away. The guilt always kills him, but it’s easier to keep you at a distance. It wasn’t fair to you that he knew. One moment holding you close then the next pushing you away.
Suddenly, your laughter filled his ears once again. It sounded too real to be in his head this time. But why would you be here? A million places on the archipelago, and you managed to make it to the auction house? Not to mention you were supposed to be back on the Polar Tang. So when Law turned his head towards the entrance, his eyes went wide seeing you standing next to Eustass ‘Captain’ Kid giggling.
What the fuck were you doing next to him?
“I can’t believe how you didn’t get tetanus! Any other death-defying childhood stories, Kid?” The sound of you calling him by his name had Law gritting his teeth. Since when did you get so close to the red-headed brute?
Law watched you and Kid continue talking and laughing. His fists clutched tightly when he saw Kid pull you closer and put his hand on your hip. Red plagued Law’s vision when he saw Kid smirk at him when he noticed the doctor’s vicious staring. The final straw was when the man made a sexual innuendo towards you when you weren’t looking while looking at Law with mocking eyes.
Standing up, Law marches towards you with a threatening aura surrounding him. You didn’t have the chance to say anything before Law grabbed your wrists and pulled you through the entrance before stopping just before reaching the outside.
“(Y/N)-ya, what the fuck are you doing away from the sub? And what are you doing next to Eustass-ya?” Rage dripped from Law’s words, but you paid no mind to it.
“Captain! What are you doing here?” The overwhelming smell of booze finally hit his nose as he heard your slurred speech.
“Are you drunk right now?!” Your giggling told him everything he needed to know. How much you had was up in the air as he saw you stumbling and struggling to stay on your feet.
“Pfft, since when does that matter? I’m speaking, aren’t I?” Law grabbed your forearms and held you in place, his eyes staring directly into your own.
“Don’t you know how irresponsible your being?! Drinking in this dangerous place and not to mention with Eustass Kid!” Your giggles soon stopped as you stared at Law with a sharp glare.
“Oh, cut me the crap. Since when do you care? It’s not like I’m that important enough for you to care. Plus! I was just talking to the man, and he seems to be just fine to me!” Law could hear an almost silent tremble in your voice as you spoke to him.
“If I didn’t care, I wouldn’t be reprimanding you!”
“You sure have a funny way of showing it. Cause I could have sworn you were only Captain to me. Funny how I can call the most infamous new gen pirate by his name, but I can’t call my own boyfriend by his name!” His conversation with you earlier popped back into his mind.
“I was…upset, alright?!” You threw Law’s hands off you as you stumble back, a small hiccup forming in the back of your throat.
“Oh, so you can take it out on me then? Sounds like a healthy relationship.”
“Listen, I’m sorry, okay?! Happy?”
“No! I’m not! I don’t know what you think gives you the right to police what I do when you’ve shown time and time again to give a shit less about me! I’ve talked to Kid more than I’ve talked to you all month, probably!” Law rubbed his eyes as he tried to talk you through your drunken state.
“I don’t want to hear anything more about that hot-headed idiot, alright! God, how many drinks have you had?” He could feel his blood freeze when he saw you using your fingers to count the amount of drinks you’ve consumed.
“So if I had four this morning…and seven not too long ago…-”
“You’ve had eleven drinks today?! It’s not even three pm! Are you trying to drink yourself to death?!”
“Maybe I am huh? Ever think about that?!” A cold quiet settled between the two of you as Law watched tears finally fall from your eyes as hiccups left your throat. He could feel his heart twist and turn with each tear that slipped down your cheeks.
“What’s the point in anything if I cause so much trouble that my own ‘boyfriend’ ignores me for something I don’t know I’ve done! What’s the point in getting help if I just fall back into addiction, only harder?! I’m tired of all the pitiful looks I get from the crew when I walk away in tears after a fight! Sick of getting looks when I enter the kitchen! I know I’ve got problems, but it's hard to solve them when the whole world fights against me!” The man stood quiet as he listened to you.
“I’m not that strong, alright?! I’m not strong enough to just shrug off your words and actions! I’m not you, okay?! I can’t get over my problems by dismissing it! I can’t solve my problems by myself, and that’s what I feel when I’m near you! I feel alone! I…” Your sobs soon echoed in the hallway as your uniform started catching your tears. Law could only stand still as he felt frozen, your confession ripping him to shreds.
“I’m not strong enough to be alone…”
“(Y/N)...I-”
“Don’t. I-I think it’s best if we go back to the way things were. Your my Captain, and I’m just the crewmate who can’t get her shit togther. I’ll met you back at the ship Captain.” Turning around to leave, Law finally moves to grab your hand before you could walk away.
“Your not alone! I’m here alright! Let’s get you some water to sober you up so we can talk rationally okay? You shouldn’t be alone right now okay?! Your not! I’m right here so let’s just-” Tugging your hand from Law’s grip, you look at him with hot tears slipping down your cheeks.
“Even with you ‘by my side’ I'll always be alone.”
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gojos-fr-bae · 4 days
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Daddy's Day
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Pairing: Gojo x fem!eader
Warnings: Heavy Heavy angst, cussing, dyuszcbjsuifk
Word Count: 884
A/N: Heyy, so I've been experiencing writer's block recently with Liar pt.7 so I decided to take a break & write this. Loving the Gojo family au. Also, this was ipired by something written by @zuffer-weird-girl (I love her writing so much, omd)
Hope you enjoy <3
(Requests open)
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Satoru had been away for the past week on a mission that had been meant to last two days.
He stepped into the house, expecting to be welcomed by you and your son Kaito at the door, but he was met by complete silence.
All the lights in the house were off except for the one in the living room and the kitchen. He walked into the living room and saw his son Kaito seated on the couch facing the tv which was playing whatever cartoon it was that he was obsessed with recently. He was in his dinosaur onesie and was hugging his monkey plushie tightly against his chest.
“Hey buddy!” Satoru said, walking to Kaito with his arms open,ready to give him a hug, but the seven-year-old looked up at his father with sadness coating his features before he got up and ran to his room, slamming the door behind himself.
To say Satoru was confused would be an understatement.
He slowly walked into the kitchen and saw you seated at the counter drinking whiskey…WHISKEY.
You only even drank whiskey when shit was getting deep, so now he knew for sure that something was wrong.
“Hey wifey, " he said in a soft voice, walking up behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist, placing a kiss against your cheek.
“Mmm”is all you could respond to him, you didn’t even have the energy to respond to it.
“What’s up, and why is Kaito so upset?” he inquired, taking a seat next to you. You stared down at your drink ,swirling it slowly in your glass.
“Satoru, where have you been? Your mission was only meant to last two days.”
“Yeah, I know, but the mission ran a bit later and I also chose to stay back an extra two days after we finished just to make sure that there were no more curses left in the area.” he responded nervously, not sure where you were going with this. 
“So, yesterday, and today, you were away…by choice?” you questioned in disbelief.
“Y-yeah, um…why?” 
“Satoru, what promise did you make to your son? What day was it yesterday?”
He was so lost, he was trying to wrack his brain and remember wha- oh. Oh Fuck.
Oh no. No No NO NO NO NO NO!
How could he forget? How the fuck could he forget?! 
Yesterday, all the kids in Kaito’s class were meant to come to class with their dads, and Kaito asked Gojo if he would be able to make it, and he promised he would.
“Satoru, Kaito waited, and waited, and waited, and you didn’t show up. All the kids in his class started making fun of him, telling him that you didn’t even love him enough to show up. Satoru, he was crying for HOURS! And he hasn’t spoken to me, or anyone else the whole day. And you didn’t show up BECAUSE YOU FELT THAT DOING A JOB YOU WEREN'T EVEN ASKED TO DO! WHAT THE FUCK GOJO!?” You screamed, eyes tearing up as you lost your patience with your husband.
Shit. Words couldn’t even begin to cover how much Satoru HATED himself right now. He was actually an awful father. He was speechless. He couldn’t even move, and his breath was stuck in his throat.
“Please, go talk to  him, he needs it.” you said softly, patting his back softly, before making your way to bed.
Satoru could feel his eyes begin to sting as he was beating himself up. He could only imagine how Kaito must have felt. He had to go through all of that because of his stupid decision. 
He slowly made his way to his son’s room before knocking on the door gently.
“Kai, it’s daddy, please I come in.” he said softly.
No answer.
He opened the door and saw a sight that absolutely broke his heart. Kaito was sitting on his bead, with his back against the wall, facing the door. He had brought his knees up  to his chest and he was clutching his monkey plush as hard as his tiny fingers could. But his eyes were bloodshot and he had tears steadily flowing down his face as he sobbed softly.
“Buddy,” Satoru’s voice broke as the buy completely broke down and started wailing uncontrollably. 
Satoru ran to him and pulled him into his chest, hugging him tight, as he felt his own stray tears flow down his cheeks.
“I love you so much, buddy, and I’m so so so sorry.” He kept on apologizing over and over again, until Kaito had cried himself to sleep. He  slowly tucked Kaito into bed, before kissing his forehead and leaving the room.
He slowly dragged himself to your room, closed the door behind him before sliding down with his back against it. You looked at him and made your way to him as he broke down. He clutched you with his all as painful sobs racked his body.
He was beating himself up for being a horrible father and you tried to console him but nothing seemed to be working. He wanted to be a good father, and a good husband but he couldn’t even seem to do that. 
How was he meant to be the strongest when he felt so weak?
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I mean, the previous anon ain't wrong. Remember when they discovered thots and ray hated character? They never let it down, poor @thotsforvillainrights was literally just chilling with @wholesomey-artist until it happened
I think that despite writing the most gorgeous fluff thing enough to give myself Cavities, @zuffer-weird-girl is a second one that can be cruel in this
First one is @glassartpeasants, of course
(lol not the cavities)
They went all hard on Thots, I can remember that, I'm mostly afraid of Zuff and Glass bcs they both have something against me already 😭😭
BUT I DON'T TRUST RAY EITHER BCS WHEN WE PLAYED AMONG US TOGETHER SHE KILLED US ALL
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@glassartpeasants @zuffer-weird-girl I invested literally 3 percent effort into this shitty doodle since I got tired halfway through. Please enjoy
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Beautiful ceremony, congratulations ❤️
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zuffer-weird-girl · 10 months
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It's Rengoku 🥹
And idk if you've ever written for females but I love Shinobu, she makes me weak, so, you don't really have to go on with her if you don't want to, that's alright, but
My babygirl Kyojuro
I really love the setting where he's a history teacher, so, idk If you would like to do a scenario with that or just normal hcs of a relationship with him since it's your first time writing for him?
But in case you want to hear about the history teacher setting... It would obviously be in university/college bcs we're not going to get illegal 💀 (like, reader is trying to get a history major and Rengoku is one of her/their teachers?)
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Of course is rengoku...
You know what? Alright.
From this point on, zuffer-weird-girl will try to make a thing about demon slawer
Send a request about rengoku Parker (I'm not doing teacherxstudent though... I can make him help reader since he knows the subject but that's it.)
I'm going to regret this? Possibly. Will my writing about kimetsu be equal to shit? Totally.
But fuck it, is rengoku then it will be worth a shot
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justkiddingjjk · 2 months
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*breakfast door open* I CAME HERE TO SUPPORT YOU ON THIS NEW BLOG
*slightly backs away to fix it back poorly* and maybe if you don't mind a Lil thing about Papanin and itadori X reader thing because I'm a sucker for those, it can be whatever you want, I don't mind, I just want to live with husband kento and spoil the hell out of that pink haired boy (if you don't want to it can be with Gojo and megumi, I love those too)
Anyway back to my hole of shame and unexciting, good lucky on your New blog! Love it! *jumps onto a Black hole*
(@zuffer-weird-girl GET BACK HERE AND FINISH FIXING MY DOOR. LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO IT!)
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~Nanami's S/O and Yuji~
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headcanon|scenario|letter|fake text|drabble
-Your kindness was no surprise to him. In fact, it had been what drawn him to you so early on in the relationship. He was tired, worn out and you were always that light at the end of the tunnel. Always stepping into his part of the office to see if he needed any extra help had suddenly shifted to you bringing him little gifts and lunches. On a day he was working while sick you still found time in your mountain of work to slip some throat lozenges onto his desk along with a carbonated drink and a kind note. He was thinking of ways to repay you and settled on taking you out to dinner one night (his treat). The rest was history.
-Although your kindness was no surprise, your affinity to having a parent-like nature was something that seemed to hit like a truck. It seemingly came out of nowhere one day when you were introduced to Yuji Itadori. While at first it came off as you just being kind as usual, it shifted to a more nurturing tone the longer it went on for. You never mentioned anything about wanting to have a child (or adopt), or anything like this. The two of you discussed getting a small house pet one time before but it never came to pass. There was nothing like seeing you in this form for him.
-Every time he had Itadori over, you would interrupt several times to offer the boy something to eat or drink. You'd become excited when he told you beforehand that Yuji would be over because now this meant you had time to plan for a dinner the 3 of you could enjoy together as you got to know the boy more and more. There was a certain type of softness that shown in you for Yuji more differently than it did for Nanami. It was gladly received for the boy since he seemed to lack any parental figures in his life at the moment. He'd even taken a day or two to sleep over rather than be at the dorms. You'd done laundry for him, made the boys both breakfast, and sent Yuji on his way with a bagged lunch as though he was heading off to kindergarten.
-Seeing you like this with Itadori made Nanami begin to wonder about what parenthood would be like in the future? Maybe he could...no not yet. There was still more time to enjoy as a couple first. Besides, children can tend to be troublesome in his opinion. However, it was reassuring to know you'd be ready later down the line.
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divinewhimsy · 4 years
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If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get back even better. I dont expect ya to post it again I just wanted you to know :D
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Eee!!!!!!! Thank you ❤️
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jellyroom · 4 years
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So I am going to bother you again XD; is actually a request about Luci, Mammon and Satan dealing with their s/o igmoring them after a argument, the silent treatment. As someone as prideful as Lucifer, duh the avatar of pride, I guess this man would be hella mad but is just how I deal with arguments XD, thanks for your patience and time
You know you don’t bother me, also I spit this out super quickly just for you!🥺🥺🥺 i love hearing from you and I hope you enjoy this one!
How they handle you ignoring them after an argument~
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Lucifer
I believe you are right about him not liking being ignored. After an argument he tends to start getting angry at everyone and thing. When he notices you’re ignoring him it’s game on. He will be a ticking time bomb but won’t want you to notice it’s effecting him. Although you see right through him. He will definitely don’t make the first move to talk to you again as it would be a blow to his pride, but when the brothers realize what’s going on they will do their best at getting you guys to talk to eachother again.
Mammon
Mammon wouldnt think anything of it at first since he will also ignore you for a very short amount of time after the argument. Not to long after he will become bored and will try to talk to you and involve you in what ever he plans on doing. When he realizes you’re giving him the silent treatment he will become sad and could resemble a kicked puppy. He will do everything he can to make it up to you. Give you some time, give you gifts that he actually bought, try’s to been physically affectionate and will always give you affectionate words even if you don’t say anything back.
Satan
Arguing with Satan is a time bomb by its self. Although you know he would never hurt you, he can still be pretty intimidating, so I applause you for being able to keep your cool. He will try to stay away from you for a while as well just reading and doing anything he can to calm down. Once he’s calm about it he will come to you and try to do an activity with out, until he realizes you’re ignoring him. He will be slightly petty about it and will do everything he can to make you snap and talk to him again. If that doesn’t happen he will give up and give you affectionate words hopeing you eventually come around.
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iaoapdxjs · 4 years
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My opinion about zuffer's; an fanfiction writer; works. Dont agree? Dont read.
So, I discovered this writer like, last year? This woman started to write for one of the most hateful and mysterious villains of bnha world. Chisaki kai aka Overhaul.
I never once liked Chisaki on the first place. But this woman is a witch, like. What the hell? How can you make more than fifty people who absolutely hated one character to suddenly make them like "awe my Kai uwu"
I legitimately have a fear of her😂 I bet if she started to write for Mineta she would be able to make him likeable.
But that's the thing. She makes an abuser, an childhood abuser likeable. That's how fucking strong that shit is.
Zuffer writings started as low quality, duh, at first but over the months she was developing and bam, a huge fanbase is at her blog thirsting over Chisaki.
I think that she would be more famous on Tumblr if she wrote for the students. It bothers me that she only works with villains excluding Hawks.
Such a good quality talent and just waste on an despicable villain? Ugh 🙄. Get a grip.
Chisaki is not suppose to be likeable, but she often makes him OOC to influence people to like him. Write him all romantic and stuff.
Like, honey. Is a sociopath we are talking about who put Pops on coma. He cant be romantic AT ALL.
Dont even get me started with Chrono. We dont know shit about that guy and she is there writing fanfics about him😒 it bothers me. We can say if she is being true or not to his character but she is still writing for it.
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And her fanbase is almost like the Yagami Yato one. Toxic.
People cant say shit and her followers are threatening to use bazookas on them.
Finishing this, Zuffer would be a great writer with the RIGHT characters, dont take forever to post something and to stop manipulating the other to like someone they dont.
That's it.💅 jsut something to think about🤷‍♀️
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wholesomey-artist · 3 months
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January 1st, 2024
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Sadly I couldn't get a drawing done before midnight. This is also a 4-inch drawing I made at work, but I made it :)
Many things happened this year, a lot of them I can't remember or actually happened in 2022, lol.
But I'd like to highlight a few things anyways, in no particular order.
I discovered the SAGAU tag as I started to look upon Genshin Impact. I hope to see more of that. Even though I don't get into Tumblr as much, I'm happy to see @thatdeadaquarius's posts whenever I can.
@lxvebun still writes wonderful heartwarming stories. Even though I don't get into Tumblr as much, I still love their things.
Had the experience of working a formally-hired job. Although it was good finally having labor rights, the job itself was awful. Supermarkets are vile.
I bought myself a laptop with the money after they kicked me out. I still don't regret it.
I eventually got the gist of drawing mobian reptiles properly. It's not as cool of a news as the rest but I'm rather proud, lol.
Got into really funny chats with @zuffer-weird-girl, @only-my-unexistent-fiances, @thotsforvillainrights and @glassartpeasants (and others I don't know the URLs. RiddleTuna, I think you're great.) I feel like I got a lot closer this year to my favorite villain simps
I started healing my inner child by watching MLP: FiM. I'm on season 2 and it's so great I could cry. It's such a lovely cartoon, I wish I binge-watched it sooner.
I hope 2024 is full of more happy moments and even more art!
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serostuffsmh · 3 years
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I’m super new to the MHA fandom; like, I only just now binge watched seasons 1-4 + both movies over the course of the last two months and I have now discovered I am a massive Overhoe kind of new. 😅 Sadly there isn’t as much quality content for him at the moment, not when compared to characters like Dabi, Twice, and Shigaraki anyway... And since you seem to be a fellow Overhaul lover and a pretty competent writer for him, I was wondering if you or anyone else might know of any other blogs that feature him?
Sorry if this ask is a bother to you, and I totally understand how f you don’t want to answer it.
Take care! ❤️
Of course, I’ll recommend you blogs! I tried including a variety of authors that write about different genres including fluff/smut/yandere
@hanawrites sfw
@thotsforvillainrights sfw/nsfw
@zuffer-weird-girl sfw/nsfw
@theyakuzaswife 18+ smut
@hawkschick 18+ dark content/smut
@katslutski 18+ dark content/smut
@inorganicone2230 18+ multichapter fics/yandere/smut
@after-witch 18+ a multifandom darkfiction/yandere blog!
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glassartpeasants · 5 months
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Happy late Halloween! I've got something to REALLY scare @thotsforvillainrights and @zuffer-weird-girl
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ramblehour · 3 years
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Injuries
A little smth to smoothen the uhh "struggels" between @glassartpeasants and @zuffer-weird-girl 👁️👁️ (Gifs aren't from me) (and Spoilers for Shiggys Backstory-)Get your man's and Stop that Madness even though I think it's funny-
A/n:Rn when I reread it I think I wrote it too short and weired👁️👁️And I know it's late to Post it-(btw once I am finished with Nemoto,Shiggy and glassartpeasants I will try to make Overhaul and Hari.I could make ya too Zuffer :D)
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Tenko was playing in the Garden when He heart His sister greeting you.He immeriatly Stopped playing and Went to Look for you.Since He doesn't really has Friends you really grew onto him. A faint Blush was in His cheeks when He thought about her.But as soon as He saw you He widen His eyes in Shock.
On your whole Body were injuries and big bruises.He saw Many Cuts With dried Blood on your face and Legs.
"Glassartpeasants (please say you have a Nickname π-π)!What happend to you?!Did somebody so this to you?!",He exclaimed worriedly."I am fine Tenko!I Just Fell of a tree and accidently Rolled from there in a little flow.The Stones are kinda Pointy.You should watch Out there!", glassartpeasants grinned."FINE?FINE?You feel of an tree!Look at you!",at that Statement He pointed at your face and Legs. "I will Ask Mom for help!"MOOOM!" and Tenko Ran Off With glassartpeasants behind,telling him Not to worry so much.
A few minutes later glassartpeasants and Tenko where playing Heros.They both Sometimes switched the role of the Hero and the villian. Sometimes you two pretended to save Toys from Tenko.
The Fun Lasted until Tenkos Father came Back.Tenko shiverd and Grabbed glasspeasants Hand and Ran away.After some time of running they arrived at a beautiful place surrounded With trees and a Lake crystalclear in the Middle.Both of you played in the Water,climbed on the trees until you Fell asleep on eachother. :,)
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Kai was Reading a book when He heared Pops Talk to someone.A voice He knew Just to Well."Zuffer!",He thought and Put the book down.
He Walked down the Hall until He saw her.With an broken Arm.And a Lot of bruises."Zuffer?What the hell did you do?!",Kai asked while He rushed to her Side.
"Ohh nothing.I Just drove With my bysicle and it Slipped.You can Imagine the Rest.",Zuffer explained."You are stupid.",Kai tchd.It was for a few Seconds silent until He asked very silent,"Can I Help you?You probably have Germs from those doctors."
"No.It has to heal itself.But thank you for asking",Zuffer smiled."Yeah whatever!",Kai Tried to Look in a other Direction to hide His Blush.
You both Walked into His room and sat down.He Tried to offer you place so Zuffer was kinda comfortable.After some minutes of Kai Reading and Zuffer lolking around in His sparkly Clean,Like cleaningproducts smelling room,she noticed a Wand with some Pictures.She quickly got Up to Look at them.As Kai noticed where she Wanted to Go He Jumped Up and tried to Stop her.But her eyes were locked on the pictures.It was her with Kai,Hari with Kai or all three together.She smiled as she saw the Photo of Hari being Stück,Kai being annoyed and Zuffer trying to climb the tree.Or in the Winter when the Camara caught the Moment when Kai Slipped,oulling Hari with him who instantly Grabbed Zuffer in her scarf.She never knew that an 10 year old could Run so fast on ice.
"You kept them?",she asked."Yeah more or less.Pops Said I should Keep them as memory!",the Brown haired Boys explained and tried to pull her away from the Pictures.
As Kai Pushed her away and Led her Out of the room to Drink tea With Pops He turned His Head around to Look at the Pictures.He smiled and thought:"I am Lucky to have them in my Life."
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A notification from each one of the big three.
The holly trinity
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@zuffer-weird-girl @glassartpeasants @thotsforvillainrights
For real I was just checking my notifications waiting for this to happen. AJAKJAKAJAKAKA.
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@zuffer-weird-girl
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Now gurl...what is this??????
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