I just completed a very stupid busywork assignment ahead of the deadline and instantly understood why I don’t do my work on time. It didn’t feel good. It felt like nothing. Instantly I understood: I did not have to do it. The question was: why did i even do that. The truth was: I just invented extra work for myself by believing that the assignment was real and doing it. And this is how I realized something about my usual practice of submitting things late: it is thrilling. I hadn’t noticed this before because it was also so stressful, and because everyone lied to me and said you should do your work on time, but having just tried that, I realized what was missing. The awareness of being real. The thrill of the chase: I was behind now I’m less behind. I’m not doing work, I am smashing pumpkins. I am smashing gourds. I am the gourd which is smashed. I am the hole into which the heartbeats are planted. Way down. This hole I put myself in wasn’t deep enough and I’m climbing out right now. There is something real. Way down. That’s real. There’s nothing real about staying in motion to prevent them from digging a hole underneath you. Because the ground and horizon is flat and goes on forever I cannot even tell I am moving forward. It is like dying to me, it is worse. I become a ghost still alive. Where is my hole. The worst thing you can do to yourself is not go into a hole. It is a lie that it’s better to tread water than constantly be in a state of drowning and trying to swim to the surface. The world around you contains nothing at all and everything will stay exactly the same and terrible so if you can’t make it better it is imperative that you make it worse. Change or die. Disturbance IS presence. Serenity IS explosion. Use your shoes like sharpened scufflehoes. Your heart is a bomb you must never defuse.
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Begraafplaats Groenesteeg (B&W). by Wim Jacobs
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Vakantie Leiden en Kasteel De Haar. Leiden, begraafplaats Groenesteeg. zwart-wit: NIK Silver Efex Pro2.
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“When I’m with you, I’m happy. And when I’m not with you, I’m thinking about you and when I’ll get to see you again”
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Asse – Sun 5 beste Wetten MVP-Kandidaten für das Finale, die in Betracht gezogen werden sollten
Asse – Sun 5 beste Wetten MVP-Kandidaten für das Finale, die in Betracht gezogen werden sollten
Im Jahr 2021 waren die Las Vegas Aces und Connecticut Sun während der gesamten regulären Saison die beiden besten Teams in der WNBA – ganz klar die beiden besten. Beide dominierten die Gegner auf dem Weg zur Nr. 1 und 2 gesetzt für die Nachsaison, verdienen sich ein Doppelfreilos und scheinen dazu bestimmt zu sein, sich im Finale zu treffen.
Aber der Chicago Sky verärgerte die Sonne im…
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That what lies beyond our magic (hidden within our hearts) 💙❤️✨
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Interest check results are in! But first, we'd like to announce the dates for Zukaang Week this year:
Zukaang Week 2024 will be held from July 8 to July 14!
Thank you to everyone who participated in our interest check! With 74 responses, there is overwhelming support for having Zukaang Week in 2024:
A total of 35 people responded "yes" to being a contributor this year, with almost the same number answering "maybe":
We can hope to see many different types of fanworks, with fanfic and fanart receiving the highest number of responses:
Last but not least, thank you for all your suggestions for a theme! Over the next few days, the mods will put together a list of the most popular theme ideas and open up voting to select a theme for this year's Zukaang Week.
Once we have a theme, the mods will determine the prompts based on the theme. (Not sure what it means to have prompts based on a theme? Please see this post!) We plan to release the theme and prompts sometime in May.
Thank you all again for your responses and outpouring of interest in Zukaang Week! If you have any questions, check out our Carrd for more info, rules, and FAQ, or send us an ask.
We'll open up theme voting soon, so stay tuned 💛❤️
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As someone who hate's drawing anatomy, why did my favorite character have to be the one with all the anatomy....?
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Station Dalheim (B&W). by Wim Jacobs
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Wandeling De Meinweg. Route: Vlodrop-Station, Dalheim, Meinweg, Vlodrop-Station (11,7km).
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Could you write zegras finally being able to grow a stuble/ beard but wants to shave it because he’s afraid it will prick the inside of your thighs when he eats you out 🫢
ok so you would see trevor shaving in the bathroom sometimes and while he looked good without facial hair, he also looked hot asf with it. so you mention that he should keep the facial hair and he said
“well its gonna hurt you when i eat you out.”
the comment was so blunt but also considerate but also hot?? you blushed once the comment soaked in and told him that you actually wouldn’t mind the beard burn bc it reminds you of what he did.
he agreed to grow it out but said the moment it hurts you too much he would shave it.
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Właśnie zrozumiałem że jestem "artystą", moge narysowac cokolwiek bym chciał.
Cokowliek.
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Reminder: animals only have sex, not gender
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