kieran x elam for @lilyoffandoms for the @choicesfandomappreciation 2024 secret admirer event 鉂わ笍
apologies for the delay, i wanted to get this done by valentines but it would not cooperate with me馃槶 i had so much fun doing this, i hope you like it!! this is actually the third of concepts i tried doing, so more on that + timelapse under the cut for those interested (: (and yes, this is based off of one of the iconic scenes from howl's moving castle.)
i wanted to do something that really captured " warm softness to the cold hard edges" and i thought of maybe drawing a scene where elam realizes the beast is kieran. kieran's monster complex is a big part of their character and mc loving and embracing that part, the warmth to kieran's "monster", loving them despite and maybe even for it, was something i always liked about their dynamic. so that was the first draft but i wasnt feeling it and i couldnt figure out the drawing so i scrapped it HGJDHFKGHD
then i tried a second version where they're in a garden and elam gives kieran flowers, but idk, it just didn't fit?? heres the abandoned wip of it anyway OTL
while drawing and conceptualizing i kept thinking about what TCH reminded me of. the most obvious (and relevant, i think) is acotar, but then i remembered miyazaki's howl's moving castle, which is so much more like TCH than anything. so i wanted to do something with elam's hand over kieran's heart but it just did not work out (as you'll see in the timelapse), so i ended up with something more like a screenshot redraw of one of the iconic scenes in the movie:
girls when it's like kissing the sun like kissing lightning like kissing a goddess kissing the life you couldve lived the love you couldve known.. or whatever. im normal about them. based off of klimt's the kiss
Mental health is not a destination but a lifelong journey. Embrace the challenges, celebrate your victories, and remember you are strong enough to overcome whatever comes your way. I hope this week is kind to you. 馃挍 (PS - drink some water)
thank you dani!! had a pretty okay start to this week and am hoping it continues (:
I hope that you've had a good day but if today was hard, I hope tomorrow will be better. Be kind to yourself through the good and the bad. You are so special and appreciated! This fandom is so lucky to have you in it. Thank you for being you! 馃挍 (PS - drink some water)
thank you dani!! today was pretty okay and slow and i'm eternally grateful for that. wishing you back all the best <3
Not every day has to be a day of progress, healing, or achievement. Some days are for you to rest. It's okay to pause and focus on what you need. Your physical, emotional, and mental health matter. You deserve to take a break, catch your breath, and recharge. Be gentle with yourself, you're doing your best and that is more than enough. (PS-drink some water 馃挍)
thank you so much! once again answering this in the middle of the week but better late than ever, really needed this after the past few days ^^ <3
for @choicesfandomappreciation's secret pal event, i got @tessa-liam! here's a liam and riley (and chance the corgi) for you, i hope you like it and happy holidays!! 鉂わ笍
bg & silver medal from pb official art bc i was too tired to draw it by hand lol
Amidst the chaos of the season, remember to cherish small moments of peace and goodness. Don't let the hustle and bustle overwhelm you. Take it one step at a time, and give yourself the gift of grace. Your well-being matters amidst the holiday chaos. Hold on to all the memories this time of year has to offer. (PS-drink some water 馃挍)
LATE TO ANSWERING THIS AAHHHHHHGDJHHHJ but thank you sooo much!! holidays are right around the corner and its stressful but i am excited ~
Hi! I was wondering who turned your bb Mc and what are your favorite angst moments w Gaius ??
hiii !! my main verse is that kamilah turns magdalene and they have an open relationship, and a few decades down the line magdalene, kamilah, and gaius become a throuple of sorts. it definitely took a lot of work but they eventually get there (:
some of my fave angst moments with him are:
him realizing that rheya never truly cared or loved him and only used him. how he dedicated his life, body, and soul to her and it's the only way he knows how to live and love earnestly (and he wants to dedicate himself to mc, old habits die hard!!)
him being alone post-bb3 (similar to the vibes in the storyloom story!)
alienation from the rest of vampirekind/navigating his way in the world post-bb3/brainwashing
complicated divorcees era with kamilah (especially after brainwashing)! youve spent two thousand years together and know each other best - and yet also not at all. messy!
his Yearning鈩笍 for companionship, preferably with magdalene, who he clearly has a crush on (that he tries to repress so bad. god bless bloodbound cold blood) but it's awkward and there's the question of kamilah and all the blood between them and him, and of course what he did to magdalene.