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buck has a crush on a pilot 🥺😭🥰

#i love how giggly he over this!!! #kinkley #bucktommy #evan buckley #for the queue of it

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i need a 𝓫𝓲𝓰 𝓫𝓸𝔂

#always thinking about this gifset #evan buckley #for the queue of it

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through daylight, growing in life

bucktommy, 1.9k words “Tommy,” and he’s heard his name a hundred different ways by now to think he’s heard them all, but the man whose grasp is always gentle and heart a little too big finds new translations all the time. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Or: Tommy takes Evan to the place where he's always hidden away from the world.

Tommy found a little alcove of peace hidden behind littered sand dunes and thick bundles of beachgrass during his first month at the 118. Deluca had wrangled A shift out to the beach under moonlight and the pretense of forging an unshakable brotherhood and Tommy had been too young and a little too desperate for family which meant he was two beers in around the bonfire when he realized that they were all there to stroke his reckless ego. When Deluca started passing out another round, Tommy drifted away from the others in search of a place to piss and lick invisible wounds, stumbled over the broken pole of an abandoned beach umbrella and landed backwards in the sand. He felt the warmth of the sun on his skin before he decided to move and tried to ignore the fact that no one had bothered to come looking for him.

Par for the course of his entire life, he took the clink in the armor as a means to adjust his defense and the veiled corner of the beach became his safe haven from the world. Being there made him feel as fragile as bird wings, smaller than a grain of sand, less marred than seashells and he decided to keep that place and who he was there to himself. But then he met a man with eyes the color of sea glass when he cries and a splotch of pink on his brow and the man that Tommy was in that little hollow of the world started following him back to his car, his house, a loft across town, and a dozen other places until he started to believe there wasn’t a difference between the two at all.

That’s why three months into good morning texts, an assortment of flavored kisses, and delicate maps of skin and scars between bedsheets Tommy finds himself leading Evan just passed the littered sand dunes and thick bundles of beachgrass to see if it’s true. The fear of the answer feels sticky on the back of his tongue, maybe a little clammy on his hands, and he supposes that’s why Evan stops them just on the threshold of the raw unveiling and the no-going-back.

“Tommy,” and he’s heard his name a hundred different ways by now to think he’s heard them all, but the man whose grasp is always gentle and heart a little too big finds new translations all the time. “Are you sure you want to do this?”

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#oh this is cute #fic rec #kinkley #for the queue of it

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this is what all of mine and @bieddiediaz’s conversations are like she has been through so much thoughts and prayers for the loml

#zee rambles #thanks for putting up with me bestie ily #isha: hum tum #edit: i was literally posting this at 4pm and it is 10pm now and i still haven’t posted it

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mine (his)

Pairing: Evan “Buck” Buckley/Eddie Diaz

Rating: E

Chapter: 1/1

Word Count: 8,159 words

Snippet:

His voice is rough to his own ears, scraped over his tongue, and he must’ve been staring for a little too long, because Buck’s smile falters, lips parting as realization creeps into his expression. Exhaustion flees his eyes for something alert, leaving Eddie confident that he’s not alone in this. His Adam’s apple bobs with something nervous and Eddie’s transfixed by the slow movement of it under the thin skin of his strong throat. He wonders what sound he could pull from Buck if he scraped his mouth along the movement, a hint of teeth and lips and spit. Eddie can feel himself flush with the mere thought, and he wonders what he looks like right now, refusing to give Buck the damned water bottle in favor of standing over him like this, every thought more depraved than the last.  “Eddie,” Buck whispers, voice low like he knows where Eddie’s mind is. His eyes blaze with something akin to hunger, but softer, quieter — something so private that Eddie aches with it. Something that’s just theirs, something Eddie has equal right to. It’s the thing that gives him the courage to bend down until their mouths are barely two breaths apart, Buck meeting him halfway like he has so many times before.

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#on my dash #please ajdksjdlaksdj #this fic is so funny of me #for the queue of it

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POV u just suffered a grave injury in the city of los angeles

#eh #worse things have happened ajdkslljda #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #for the queue of it

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seen lots of articles and people saying that heartstopper was like "too clean" and that teenagers aren't that wholesome and they should be having sex and doing drugs and stuff and sure some teenagers definitely do have sex and party and do drugs but honestly a lot of teenagers DON'T and the idea in tv that all teenagers do that kind of thing can really fuck you up when you're like 16!!!! because you think you're behind your peers but mostly you AREN'T !!!!! we need boring teenager representation not everyone has a euphoria skins degrassi teenagehood some of us didn't drink or party or date some of us just did the kind of stuff they did in heartstopper like walk dogs and have sleepovers and skip prom to hang out at a friend's house and dance and have a good time and watch sitcoms!!! like heartstopper is good representation for people who just had regular uneventful teenage years!!!!

#heartstopper is literally the realest teenage show ever #euphoria is like if ekta kapoor (matriarch of indian soap dramas) portrayed teens #like pls #for the queue of it

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“step nine” as a title is soooo

this is gonna hurt because bobby did step 8 in s1/pre-s1 and well. gonna cry :((

#zee rambles #911 spoilers #911 abc #they’re about to ruin my whole life i just know it

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Can you rec fics that's got like very sweet intimacy? Like with the intimacy buddie had in your most recent fic. One where you can feel the love they have for each other...like intimate and connected. Elevensorceress is also very good with this. Don't know if you understand what I mean? Like I want to read a fic and understand that these two people love each other very much and get warm feelings over it

firstly im so glad you liked my fic 🥹 the intimacy between these two is my most favorite thing so i understand what you mean! (and yes @elvensorceress is so good at it and is one of the people who inspired me to start writing, ily jen)

here's some of my faves that i think might have what you're looking for

baby, can i hold you? by @shitouttabuck

skin/heat/hair in your mouth by @shitouttabuck

pick a star on the dark horizon (follow the light) by @bi-buckrights

love you in my sleep by @chronicowboy

kisses and embraces by @tawaifeddiediaz

never wished for you to go by @shyaudacity

t-rex kisses by @lemonzestywrites

hands that map a communion by @buckttommy

clothes thief eddie my beloved by @renecdote

the side effects of eating too many clementines by @sunshinediaz

baby, how'd we end up here? by @chronicowboy

we're falling like stars by @prettyboybuckley

#tagged in #oh thank you!! <3 #i think i've read a couple of these that are really good #fic rec #buddie

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“you are here. you are here. you're still right here." — crush | richard siken

#kinkley to richard siken is absolutely crazy #why did you do this to me op #evan buckley #tommy kinard #for the queue of it

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#he's such a loser wtf ajdksajdaskldj #eddie diaz #i love him so greatly #for the queue of it

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9-1-1 7.05 | You Don't Know Me

#why would you say that #also eddie choosing this specific exercise at this moment is ridiculous behaviour #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #for the queue of it

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tis not my fault y'all can't keep up with all my desi sayings 😤

eddie lateef is gonna haunt my nightmares huh @tawaifeddiediaz

#zee rambles #for context i said late lateef and these domorebesties took it and ran

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typical reaction to having neighbors

#or roommates #for the queue of it

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it's fine, it's cool you can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth guess i'm the fool and when you think about me all of those years ago you're standing face to face with "i told you so"

#aliealex your talent MWAH #this is sooooo gorgeous i’m obsessed with you actually #eddie diaz #alie: canadian cat

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♡ eddie diaz + underrated scenes 7/? ♡ → 2.05: 'awful people'

#no one told me which half that is is soooooo #that was hot i’m sorry #but also on a serious note this is exactly what being in healthcare is like #i’ve had patients not want to be treated by me because i’m visibly south asian so like #this is just kinda the reality of healthcare that some people would rather die than be treated by anyone who isn’t cishet white #here we are #i love him #eddie diaz

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i'm sure you do, buck

(or, top three insane things to say to your bestie bro)

[ID: three gifs of Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz from 911 episode 7.05, in the firehouse gym. Buck is in a black shirt with black jeans, a green coat on top, while Eddie is in LAFD issued gym shorts and a T-shirt, exercising.

GIF 1: Buck gesturing aimlessly up and down Eddie's body with his fingers as he comments amusedly, "which is why you're so...pent-up."

GIF 2: Eddie bracing his hands against the edge of the bench as he lowers his body up and down to do tricep dips. He's staring determinedly off into space as he grunts out a "yeah."

GIF 3: Buck watching with clasped hands, spreading them out palms open sympathetically as he tells him, "Well, I wish I could help."

/end ID]

#self reblog #you know when i first saw this i thought it was an incorrect quotes thing #but no. buck actually says that to him. #buck straight up goes ‘wish i could help you come’ #crazy man