tenderghosthours

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And suddenly, I had it in my hands. This unexpected tenderness. The promise that you will be here tomorrow

the feeling love gives is the feeling of invention, the feeling of complete wholeness, to know there’s a tether to lead you back home.

How did I go so long without it? How did I ever let myself pretend I had found it before?

I hold you close because I adore you, not because I think you’ll run away. A new concept for me a new sensation

I had never known there was love without an inevitable destruction I had not been taught that you can be loved with out earning it

#poetry

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I want a home mostly just to welcome people into it. There will be bowls of candy for guests, and the cookie jar is full. I’ll always say “I was just about to make a coffee/tea/cocoa, would you like one?” when somebody walks in. There’s lemonade and iced tea made fresh on hot days. Once it hits That Hour and they start saying they really should be going, I’ll remind them that the futon is always open, and I’m making cinnamon rolls tomorrow. There’s champagne and sparkling juice hidden on a high shelf just in case somebody announces their engagement or their pregnancy or their new job while they’re here. There is an extra chair in the living room, at the table, and on the deck, and it’s for you. I want to be able to say “if you’re ever in trouble, come to me.”

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I just want to ride on a cross country train so bad, like I need it in my soul to fill this life long desire 😔😔

To add to my hurt, imagine that with the love of my life damn now I’m really thinking about two things I don’t have

Bruh

#nature #cottage aesthetic #travel #we yearnin #jesus fuck i want to go on a train so bad #gay #god is it to much to ask to ride on a pretty train with a pretty girl #wlw #lgbtq #love #fuck this #train

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Does any one else’s just randomly become extremely aware of their bones? Like I’ll just be laying down and it’s like I can feel my entire skeleton like damn I’m starting to think it wants out or something...

#cryptidcore #bones #skeleton #its to late to be awake

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Frog and Toad Print // HeidirooArt

#this makes me smile #frog and toad

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Current mood:

Cuddling my cat and drinking lavender tea, while admiring the moon as Doris day’s music plays through my room all too late at night . It’s nice 💫

#cat #cottagecore #its really nice #i swear to god my family thinks im an old man #doris day #full moon #cozy

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You know I actually like that no one sees my page, especially no one I know. It’s just a void willing to take anything I say and not push anything back. It’s comforting.

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*decomposts onto a bed of moss in a damp forest to avoid responsibilities

#forest #cottagecore #naturecore

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i hate having responsibilities. like why can’t i just be a frog goddammit. just let me sit in a muddy creek all day i’m begging you

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Will I ever post anything? Maybe

Will I intend to post; but then delete everything at the last minute for no reason what so ever?? Yeah