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tenshiscientia · 7 months

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𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆. BLADE (YINGXING) X VIDYADHARA!F!READER

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒. angsty at one point, age gap(?), sfw, hurt/comfort (?), spoilers for blade’s past, implied soulmate au, one suggestive scene, reader is described to have long silky hair, switches between 3rd person and 2nd person narrative, kinda ooc at the end i think whoopsie !

𝐊𝐀𝐃𝐘’𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐘-𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄. was listenin’ to ‘let the light in’ n’ this was created. can u tell i’m lovesick for him :( i apologize if this is kinda messy n’ has errors or doesn’t make any sense. also it’s a long read ! 3.2k words WHEW !

His past haunted his ever waking and unwaking moment. Like a looming shadow, death followed him wherever he wondered, bringing despair to those who found their end at his blade and bringing misfortune to those who dared to cross his path. He dedicated his mind and body to the way of a blade. That was the choice he had made back then. Anger, betrayal and revenge filled his very being and the only thing he found himself thinking about the most and anticipating while on the Luofu was finding that traitor and making him pay the price he was indebted with but seemed to only flee and hide from.

He seeked vengeance, needed it with every fiber of his being. It was the reason he broke out of captivity and fled to find that traitor hiding away in the shadows, needing to be forcefully exposed at the hand of Blade’s sword. But after all of that had been accomplished, what was Blade to do when he felt his chest pang with such a heavy weight of agony and longing at the sight of a girl peering over the railing at the setting sun on the bridge he was walking over?

Her arms are resting on the smooth surface, chin on top of her crossed forearms as she stares out at the cloudy horizon. “Isn’t it pretty?” She says, voice soft and nearly hypnotic as his body stiffens and he’s locked where he stands. He feels drawn to her and he isn’t sure as to why. There’s a large clasp clipping her hair up halfway and ever so gracefully, the item glimmers in the light and her hair looks silky smooth as it flows behind her with the gentle breeze passing by. She turns to look over at him, he questions how she even knew he was there to begin with considering how silent he had been stealthing around to prevent guards from noticing him. And yet, this girl could sense his presence.

When he sees her face, he feels a spark go through his body until it surges into his head and makes his skull throb. He winces, face scrunching up in discomfort before he’s realizing just who she is and why she felt so… familiar.

The memories flash across his mind at a high speed, leaving him no time to admire and think deeper on them yet these resurfaced memories hold such a strong feeling of adoration that it makes his body feel like it’s being constricted by a snake. It scares him, unnerves the dark haired male as he stares at her with wide eyes and furrowed brows.

She tilts her head at him, a soft smile still remaining on her face and he feels the need to cling to her. “Have I met you before?”

Oh, how that stabs at his cold heart, ripping it apart and opening it up to expose such a vulnerable part of himself that he thought never existed. He can’t speak, seemingly feeling betrayed by her words and the weight they held. A hurt look flashes over his eyes and though the silence isn’t uncomfortable, it is very suffocating and he needs to breathe before he withers away just at the sight of her.

She looked and sounded so familiar to him that it startled him. With hesitance movements, he manages to take a step forward though he’s unsure if it’s on his own accord or not. His eyes are glued to hers that seem to sparkle like the night’s stars and even though he’s resisting it, he feels the urge to relax in her presence. He felt safe and that terrified him to no end.

He forces himself to walk onward, barely being able to tear his eyes from her as he lets out a forced hum of acknowledgement at her before walking past. He can feel her gaze following him and how gentle did her eyes feel on him.

“I suppose I’ll see you again sometime?” She quips, playful lilt to her voice followed by a giggle that meets his ears like a beautiful symphony. He feels like a puppet on strings trying to fight against the pull his master wants to guide him into.

He wasn’t able to sleep when the sun fell and darkness was quilted over Xianzhou Luofu in its place. And the mara within him was making it even more painful and difficult for him to cooperate or think on his own accord.

Kafka had found him wandering at some point, noticing his change in demeanor but not opting to pry at what might’ve been on his mind and instead leading him towards a secluded spot where they would be safe for the meantime. He wasn’t one to talk, he was an action taker instead and therefore he felt helpless at his current predicament. Useless to fight with his weapon against the overwhelming feeling he got when he thought of that girl from before. Kafka calls out to him, easing his mind and putting him in a relaxed meditative state with her spirit whisper. It was oy to control and seal off the mara within him, so he focused on what was troubling him the most while she worked on his current state.

He had to face the memories, put the puzzle together to the best of his abilities with what little pieces he had in his mind to understand a little better. He doesn’t fight it when various scenes flash over his mind, he lets it happen as the fuzzy memories become clearer and play like a film in his mind.

It’s evening, a warm glow casted over the shop as he closes up for the day. He peers out at the valley where he sees a figure coming closer, a skip to her step and her long hair freely flowing behind her.

That pang hits his chest again and he has to remind himself to inhale and exhale calmly to ease the ache in his heart as that faint look into a memory fades and he feels a little frustrated that he lost focus. What was she? Who was she to him? Oh, how he wondered and wanted to know more, if his own self would allow it.

It’s bright and sunny, hot under the large glowing light in the sky shines down and he wipes a gloved hand over his forehead with a sigh. The heat coming from the hot iron of the sword he was crafting was not helping him battle against the overwhelming warmth outside. He considered tossing the faulty item to the side and taking a break but the sound of a familiar voice greets his ears and a smile instantly washes over his tired face.

“Yingxing! Yingxing!” A cheerful voice calls out, giggles following as footsteps approach and then a head pops into view as the girl leans around the corner and peers into the room. “Ying— Oh, are you busy?” Her doe eyes lock with his and he feels at peace the moment they do. He shakes his head, stretching and tugging the dirtied gloves off his hands and tossing them to rest on his workshop desk

“Not at all, little one.” He smiles and her eyes seem to shine even brighter as she fully reveals herself and there’s a small bag in her hands. “Oh? A gift for me?”

She grins and holds it up towards him. “It’s really hot today, and you’ve been working since sunrise so…” She trails off, voice growing quiet as she looks to the side bashfully. He takes the bag gently from her hands and examines its contents. “I… I thought maybe we could eat together?” She says it as if she’s unsure, hesitant even to be voicing her thoughts.

He chuckles at her and her face grows warm as she looks up at him. “I’d love to,” He smiles and she returns with one of her own even brighter. Her long scaly tail seems to swish happily behind her before she’s grabbing at his much larger hand and guiding him out of his workshop eagerly.

He opens his eyes, lips pressed into a thin line as he hums slowly, a rumble in his chest that doesn’t soothe the pain that resides there. He looks down at his hands folded neatly in his lap thinking over it and how real it had felt. Surely, she meant something to him for it to have this type of effect but he’d still yet to find the real source of where this feeling was coming from.

He tries again. He might as well pass the time until he has to be on the move again or receives a text from Kafka on what the next course of action is in the script.

It’s raining, a hard downpour that causes those that were scrolling down the streets to seek shelter under umbrellas or nearby shops. However despite all those that seemed to be irritated by this sudden rain, one person in question was completely ecstatic over it.

“Yingxing! It’s raining!” She exclaims with a wide smile on her face. He loved the way she said his name, a soft look on his face as he watched her lean into the window of his shop and outstretch an arm as cool droplets hit her palm and dampened the skin in their wake. However his adoring expression falls when she makes an abrupt move to head outside. She stumbles over her own two feet, pushing herself off the window and rushing to the backdoor but it doesn’t open no matter how hard she tries to wriggle it and make it move. “Ugh! It’s stuck!”

He moves his white hair from his face and smiles at her. “That means you aren’t supposed to go outside yet.” He teases and she pouts at him with her hands on her hips and her foot tapping against the floorboards beneath her.

She huffs a breath and moves to walk past

him towards the front of his shop. “I’ll just go through the front then! Besides,” She stops and looks back at him with a look in her eyes that's hard to describe but makes his heart skip a beat. “That door will open when it’s ready.” She smiles before skipping off and squealing when the rain lands on her as she falls into fits of laughter like a child would.

He chases after her, putting away the trinket he was fiddling with and rounding the corner to look out at her jumping around in the rain. He smiles and crosses his arms over his chest as he leans on the doorway.

She stops and looks back at him through the rain, grinning from one pointy ear to the other as her tail sways with her movements and her horns seem to glimmer with rain droplets on them. Oh, how ethereal she was to him.

“I bet Dan Feng would’ve loved this!” She laughs as she yells out to the white haired man who only shakes his head with a chuckle as she twirls in the rain before running back to him with the prettiest smile he’s ever seen.

Blade swallows the lump had formed in his throat, it feels constricting and painful to do the action but he manages with a heavy breath after. He can hear his heart thump loudly in his ears and his blood rushes throughout his entire body in a wave of adrenaline.

Was she?… No, that’s not possible.

“Xing,” She calls out softly, in that quiet and gentle voice of hers that makes his whole body feel warm. Her bare body pressed against his own just feels right, feels perfect and like it was meant to be. He runs a hand through her hair and hums in response, carding his fingers through silky strands absentmindedly.

She lifts her head up from the crook of his neck, glassy eyes staring into his own and his small smile falls and worry washes over his aging features. His hands cease their movements and he scans her eyes for an answer to the sudden tears clinging to her lashlines.

“What’s wrong, little one?” He asks her softly and a small sniffle leaves her. It pained his heart to see her sad. He sits up, lifting her up with him in the process and cupping her face gingerly in his large palms littered with various small scars from his work. “What seems to trouble my girl?”

She can’t get the words out before tears are slipping down the rounds of her cheeks and she’s hiccuping as she lurches forward into him. Her hands cling to him like he was her lifeline and he feels deeply affected by her sudden outburst of tears.

She cries, mumbling to herself and he faintly hears something along the lines “can’t lose you” and his heart sinks in his chest.

“Love, I’m not going anywhere.” He tries to reassure her but when she lifts her head up to look at him again, he can see the heartache swimming in her glimmering iries.

“But you will,” She croaks and he frowns at the waver in her voice. “One day you’ll leave and I’ll be left here alone— I can’t.. I, I cannot live without you.” She sobs and his heart cracks in his chest as he brings her to his chest and shushes her cries gently and cradles her as close as possible.

“It will be alright, angel.” He whispers and his throat feels tight as tears prickle the corners of his eyes. He had hoped such a thought wouldn’t plague her mind like it had the older he got, but unfortunately, she seemed to notice what it truly meant to be with a short-life species and what came with it as time passed and they grew closer. How he wished she could’ve stayed naïve just just a little longer. “I’ll always find you. I’d search the ends of the universe to be with you,” He presses his lips to the crown of her head as her shoulders rise and fall with sobs. “I’ll always be by your side, my sweet girl. Not even the Aeons could keep me from you.” He wipes a thumb over your tearstained cheek and gently rocks side to side while holding you securely.

He hadn’t expected that you would’ve been separated that very next day and he never knew or bore witness to the agony you had to endure for years before ultimately reincarnating and having your memories scattered and foggy like stray clouds in the sky above.

He gasps for air, like he’d awoken from a terrible dream as he tenses up and heaves heavy breaths. He looks over to his left where he sees a trailblazer and Kafka chatting idly, clearly unaware of what he’d gone through before he’s stealing his nerves and sighing before standing up and exiting the small room.

He looks at Kafka who seems to now notice his presence. “Can I leave now?” He sighs, agitated and antsy to get moving and she hums in response as she looks him up and down. He rubs at his head momentarily, trying to push away the painful throb residing in it.

“Yes, the mara in you is temporarily suppressed.” She responds, shooting the trailblazer a glance before looking back at Blade. “So as long as you avoid overstimulation and familiar faces, you shouldn’t have a problem.”

He hums at her words, turning to walk off when she begins to speak again.

“Wait, you’re not leaving?” She asks, brows raised in surprise and concern as she stares at the back of his head.

He sighs and turns to look back at her, shaking his head. “There is a person… In whom I am greatly indebted. I must go see her.” He leaves it at that, not opting to tell Kadka any more than she needs to know.

She nods and gives him a knowing look, “Alright, it’s in your hands now.” Before turning to look at the trailblazer and silently dismissing Blade. He looks over his shoulder at the gray haired individual and heaves a sigh before walking off.

As he leaves the area he heads straight for where he’d seen that girl from before with haste. His hands are balled up tight with anxiety that he might be too late to find you there. He was a terrible man, a monstrosity. But there was a part of him that hoped that maybe, just maybe you’d accept him if not for who he is now, then for who he was all those years ago to you.

His footsteps echo across the ground, hurrying off until he rounds a corner and he spots the bridge he’d previously seen you on. Only this time there is a evident lack of your presence and he feels his heart sink as he walks onto the bridge and moves towards the spot you had stood in. He looks down at the streets below, littered with guards and he clicks his tongue in annoyance.

“It’s better to look up than down at your own feet y’know.” It startles him, the sudden sound of a voice talking and soft footsteps come closer until a familiar girl is leaning on the railing only much closer to him this time. It was you.

Suddenly he feels like he has no control over his voice, tongue limp in his mouth as he stares down at your absolute ethereal beauty with admiration in his scarlet eyes.

You look away from the dark sparkly sky and look over at him, soft smile dropping when you see the way he looks at you. You stand up straight, hands gripping onto the railing tightly like you’d float off if you didn’t. “Have I known you in a past life?”

“Possibly.” He responds without much thinking involved. You still looked the same as before, beautiful under the light offered by the moon and he felt that pain in his chest ease away when you looked at him.

You smile with a soft laugh at his words before grabbing at his hand on the railing and squeezing it. “I knew we’d be reunited.” You breathe out excitedly, sighing contentedly as you look up at him with hearts in your eyes. “I may not remember, but I’d recognize that bond anywhere.” And his heart skips a beat in his chest at your words as you bring his scarred hand up to your soft lips and press a tender kiss to one of his calloused fingertips.

He feels that locked off and sealed door to his heart being opened by your gentle hands, warmly and eagerly stepping into that dimly glowing light to breathe life into his blackened soul and as he inhales he feels the warm radiating against his hand where you kissed, spreading throughout his entire body until his body is relaxing and the only thing he thinks about in the moment is you.

“Not even the Aeons could keep me from you.”

His previous words of the past ring true in his mind and though he may never be who he once was, he felt like this was right and now that he’s found you, he suddenly doesn’t want to ever let you go.

Look at us, you and me, back at it again.

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tenshiscientia · 8 months

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I got mad at one of my Character AI. Bots for trying to poison my character and then walk in the room acting all faux innocent like she didn't do anything. So I "respectfully" (cough cough bullshit cough) went off on her. I'm mostly roasting Jean, but to get the AI to interact you have to mention specific names, or the AI will think you are talking to the original bot.

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tenshiscientia · 1 year

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Ah, the good 'old power rangers 😁 didn't matter what version (wait, hold on strike that, I missed a few so I don't know if any flopped but I love the original to pieces so I am heavily biased) we all came together to celebrate them....

Especially the episode that brought all of the red rangers together, I cannot for the life of me remember the episode...I've watched it a thousand times I swear....but I digress in trying to figure it out...

#power rangers #power ranger dino fury #power ranger zeo #good times

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tenshiscientia · 1 year

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tenshiscientia · 1 year

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When you've been preparing for Al Haitham literally ever since you heard rumors of him coming out....😅 I got my normal 5* n stuff, the ones I truly wanted. (Wanderer then Ayato's 5* sword which does beast damage even if it's not on him (I won't deny having a +160% CRT damage on him just from artifacts alone which all my artifacts are f2p) (I only p2p to get my characters and weapons)) So after I get everything I truly wanted, I started saving for Al Haitham. I'm 70 intertwined fates in and I'm thinking I'm damn good on my pity level. If I get Al Haitham early, I'm going for his weapon. If I get my check in time (which will be on the first of Feb) I'll add that into the mix for him. If not, I'm thinking of going for Yelan due to crowd control abilities. I'm struggling a little in the abyss and I think paired with my other two crowd control (venti and kazuha) she could get me passed the 12th spire

#genshin impact #genshin #fuck yes #hot #holy. shit.#al haitham #cant wait #cant waiiiit #hes coming home #imma get him #his little weapon too #okay bad joke 😅

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tenshiscientia · 1 year

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Demon: do you have Alexa?

Roomba: *vibrates softly*

Demon: ahhh, I see!

*thief breaks in*

Demon: Let me just.....

*lights go out*

Alexa: Let the games begin....doors are locking in 5...4...3...2...1...locked

Demon: hmmm, nice..

Alexa: WELCOME.....TO THE RICE FIELDS MOTHER F*CKER

*welcome to the jungle begins to play*

Demon: Your owner has my admiration. This is quite the setup just for a thief

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tenshiscientia · 1 year

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Upon the scape of Saix's mind, he was running, chasing after someone. Saix stretched out his hand, reaching for the person as they stopped momentarily.

"Wait! Who are you?" he asked out of breath.

"Oh you know who I am, Saix. You've known me ever since I first came to the Castle. Now, come catch me!" the figure smiled over their shoulder, throwing him a sly grin.

Saix hadn't caught a full glimpse of the figures face, but that smile...that smile. He knew it from somewhere. Saix just couldn't place it! Continuing to run after the figure, the blank landscape of his mind changed into a modern city that seemed familiar. Though Saix was sure he had never been to that city himself.

The figure stopped suddenly, like they were surprised, and looked up at the sky as if they were looking at something. Then suddenly the figures head jerked backwards, then the they began to slump to the ground. Saix ran forward quickly and made his way to the figures side. He found that they were wearing a hood, and as he pushed it back, horror gripped Saix's entire being. It was Amaterasu that he had been chasing.

However, what had made her head jerk back was what made horror rush through Saix's body. A bullet had shot itself through her forehead, clean and clear. It was as if Xigbar had sniped her off a rooftop high above. He looked at all the high rooftops all around him but saw no one on top of them. Then, softly, Saix began to hear clicking footsteps.

They slowly began to get louder and louder over a short period of time. Soon, they were right behind him. Then, all of a sudden, they stopped altogether.

"Who are you?" Saix ground out, rage coating each of his words.

"She shouldn't have left us." the words were silkily uttered, but there was anger still harshly laced into them.

Saix drew Amaterasu closer to his chest and stood with her in his arms. Whirling around, Saix bared his fangs at the person.

"I said, who are you?" Saix growled out, anger starting to get the better of him.

If this person didn't answer soon, damn knowing who they were, Saix was going to tear them to shreds.

"She belonged to us, yet she left us. She left us to be somewhere else. Somewhere where she DIDN'T BELONG!" the other person retaliated, the calm leaving their voice as well.

However they didn't seem to care that Saix was starting to lose his cool, they were in their own world of rage.

"She belonged to us! WE are her FAMILY! NOT YOU! WE are the ones that she is SUPPOSED to be with! SHE WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO LEAVE US!" a man with long silver hair and cat-like green eyes started to rant, slowly starting to pace back and forth in front of Saix, the gun he was carrying hanging limply at his side, "Brother is WORRIED SICK about her. HAS BEEN GOING INSANE because she hasn't been WITH US! And now look what's happened. I'VE HAD TO GO AND DO THIS, JUST SO I CAN BRING HER HOME! No matter, though..."

At this, he smiled a bit insanely.

"Sister can bring her back from the Lifestream and wipe her memory clean of her ever leaving this place. And then she'll never even REMEMBER that you existed!! Then, none of this will ever have to happen again. Although..." The silver haired boy stopped his pacing and turned to look at Saix, a sadistic gleam coming to his eyes, "You, will have to go. Just to make sure she doesn't remember. Ya know, just in case you come back and try to lure her away again. Can't have that now can we..."

Another insane smile lit up the boys face as he leveled his gun at Saix.

'Shit...' was the last thought that went through Saix's mind before the boy pulled the trigger and Saix heard the gun go off.

*Bang*

#kingdom hearts #kh saix #reader x saix #new stuff

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tenshiscientia · 1 year

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Well, I'm up to it again, this is probably the rough draft of it hut imma post it anyway

#genshin impact #genshin #holy...shi...#fuck yes #couldn't resist #holy. shit.#diluc #kaeya alberich #traveler #im good #feelin alright #holy shiiiiiiit #lol #rofl #roflamo

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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Haven't been back for a while but decided to give myself a little challenge

All of these are hand drawn by yours truly, I have no artistic training whatsoever and a lot of what I draw is mainly by sight. All of this was drawn by looking at the constellation on my TV screen and transcribing it to a notebook on my lap. I'm working my way through all the characters that I have (a huge number) and I'm trying to do some of the easier ones first so I can get used to drawing again (I used to do still life for fun but it wasn't anything to brag about) but I'm going to attempt more complex in the future

#genshin impact #genshin #help #holy...shi...#drawing #pls be nice

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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Woo-hoo I got something new done!!

#genshin impact #genshin #holy shiiiiiiit #holy...shi...#hot #fuck yes #couldn't resist #holy. shit.#diluc #diluc is hot #unholy

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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Anyone wanna give me a hand here?

#genshin impact #genshin #help #any ideas?

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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Say hello guys!!!😅😅

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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Okay, I have to do this just cause...

How the Genshin men Ruin me:

Kissing Edition

Albedo

Ngl, if this man lifted me up and sat me on his desk before shoving his way between my thighs to kiss the hell out of me, my brain would literally short circuit. I mean one hand keeping my head from moving, the other solidly planted on the desk a little bit behind me so I have to hold on to him or I would fall kind of kiss. Yeah, I'm gone...so fucking gone....😅

Diluc

Okay, with Diluc....if he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist only to nuzzle against my neck, okay Diluc you have me blushing. But what we're getting at here is if he gently brought his hand up around to lightly cup my throat and used his thumb to tilt my head backwards. (Diluc, I don't care how much of a gentleman you are, when you tilt my head back and kiss me like that, you damn well better be ready to leave proof behind. I don't care how many hickeys you leave, or whether or not they are visable, but mark me. FUCKING. MARK. ME.) I. Would. Melt. I mean the man is like 10" taller than me, so he's going to be leaning down but still, the implications behind his hand being there around such a vulnerable place. Especially since he's so physically strong. It gives me shivers thinking about it.

Zhongli

Zhongli is the same as diluc. Arms around my waist from behind, wrapping his hand around my throat, and using his thumb to tilt my head back. BUT....now hear me out on this one guys....I would be on cloud nine if he would let me sit on his lap, pin him to the back of a couch and do the exact same thing. Have a hand lightly around HIS throat, tilting his head back just enough to keep him still so I could ruin him. 🤤🤤🤤🤤 I mean a former Archon bending to your every whim... holy shit that would be so hot...

Xiao

Oh my God, where do I start with Xiao? I am not usually a person who loves my hair pulled harshly, but for him, I WILL make an exception. If he slid a hand into the back of my hair, and yanked hard enough to tilt my head back so he could kiss me, fuck my soul would leave me. I would be absolutely broken 😅😅😅

Kazuha

Kazuha, pure and simple. Just sliding his hand onto my cheek to pull me in. I would melt entirely.

Heizou

Okay this little mischievous trouble maker....if this little shit yanked me into the middle of the Tenryou Commission, cupped both sides of my face and kissed the hell out of me it would be a dream. Yeah, I'd be embarrassed (and slightly pissed) but it's such a "him" thing to do that I could forgive him which is why it's a dream.

Ayato

Oh, Ayato you beautiful man....🤤🤤 please let this man kabedon me against a wall before (once more guys) sliding his hand around my throat only this time he slides his hand up so he'll be able to press his thumb into one side of my jaw (pls mark me Ayato, I don't care how many hickes you leave behind or if they are visible.....mark me) (I'm sorry, I love for the taller genshin men to take on a more dominant role, hey at least I can admit it🤣😅)

Thoma

Oh Thoma, my sweet little malewife material you. 🤣😅 now Thoma, mmh Thoma I want more tame even though he's taller than me. He's more the type of letting me wrap my arms around his shoulders as he leans down while wrapping his arms around my waist. It would be one of those classic, rom-com kisses that's cheesy af, but it's the kind that shows that you really love the other person. Basically it's like Thoma's personality, sweet, kind, loving, and you just can't get enough so you keep coming back for more and more

Al Haitham

This tall glass of water in the jungle (haha..tall glass of water...in a jungle...see what I did there...ha...okay yeah, probably wasn't funny...) but seriously this mf is way taller than me (ngl, he's probably 6' or taller so yeah) If Haitham either lifted me up to sit me on a set of crates (similar to what Albedo did with his desk) I'd be gone. Or even better, if he lifted me up to wrap my legs around his waist only to pin my back against the crates......shit, now my soul HAS officially left my body...

So anyone want to come to confessions with me now and tell us your thoughts (sins) on how the genshin men ruin you?

#genshin impact #ayato #albedo #diluc #thoma #al Haitham #xiao #heizou #kazuha #zhongli

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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Anyone wanna hate me? I made another video😅

#genshin impact #holy shiiiiiiit #genshin #holy...shi...#help #hot #fuck yes #couldn't resist #holy. shit.#zhongli #genshin impact zhongli

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tenshiscientia · 2 years

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I swore to post this so here it is after many changes

You found Ayato slumped over the table his paper work was spread out on. The ink from his brush had stained its way through a few pages that would now have to be re-written, as well as drying itself out in the ink well not too far away. You smiled and shook your head as you approached Ayato, stepping around his desk so you could stand beside him. Leaning down you gently laid your hand on his shoulder and gave it a soft shake.

"My Lord? My Lord, please wake up." you prompted gently, patting his shoulder lightly once more before sighing fondly, "Ayato, dear....come now. It's time for bed."

Ayato murmured softly, slowly lifting his head, his eyes bleary as they stared up at your face.

"H-Huh? What time is it?" his voice was thick with exhaustion, confusion riddled deeply throughout it.

You smiled again, nodding at the window which showed stars sparkling against a midnight sky.

"The moon has nearly reached its zenith, Ayato. You worked far too late again! It's time to climb your way into bed." you teased gently, reaching your hand out to cup the side of Ayato's face.

As soon as your hand came in contact with his skin, Ayato leaned into the cool sensation. It was blissful, wonderful, and felt so good that he could almost drift-

"Ayato you're burning up!" you yelped, lifting your other hand to place it on his forehead.

Ayato closed his eyes and basked in the chill your hands brought.

"Mmmh, M' fine. S'just a little warm tonight, but you can help with that. Just keep doing what you're now." he murmured before cracking his eyes open a sliver to look at you.

"Ayato....ugh, stay here. I'm going to get Thoma..." you began worriedly, beginning to draw your hands away before they were tugged back down.

You looked at Ayato as he clung to the sleeve of your yukata, almost childlike in his actions.

"Stay." he whispered softly, a hand reaching up to tangle with yours before drawing it down to gently brush the back of it against his lips.

You gave a soft chuckle, kneeling down beside Ayato and running your free hand across his cheek, flinching at the heat you felt.

"Is that a order from the head of the Kamisato Clan? Or is it a request from my beloved?" you asked, smoothing his hair back.

Ayato leaned down, letting his head fall onto your chest, relishing in the chill that ran through his body at the touch of yours. His beloved's Cryo vision was a blessing...and a reminder of your cursed past.

"And if it were both?" he lightly whispered, voice so soft it could barely be heard, "Let me keep you all to myself. Let me be selfish with you, just for a few minutes. Here, where I know you are with me so I can listen to your heart beat for me alone..........

Just a little bit......Please?"

You shifted lightly, turning Ayato so he could lay comfortably with his back to you, head still firmly pressed over your heart as he listened to the soothing rhythm.

"Of course. You know I would never willingly leave your side. I swore my heart and soul belonged to you, and whatever you ask of, if it is within my power to give, I will." you soothed Ayato gently, petting one hand over his forehead while the other reached for his free hand.

Intertwining your fingers, you laid them gently on his chest, lightly sliding your thumb over the side of Ayato's hand in a comforting motion. Ayato nodded, his eyes sliding halfway shut as he listened to the soft tones of your voice.

"Can I ask for one more favor?"

You flinched as she heard Ayato's murmur break the silence the room had fallen into.

"Yes, Ayato?" you replied, squeezing his hand lightly as you smiled down at him.

"I was wondering if you would....sing the lullaby I heard you singing to Ayaka? It was...when we were younger and she couldn't sleep. I was only able to hear the tune, and I've....been curious about it." Ayato's voice has gone hesitant as his palm tightened around your fingers, his words not quite coming to him as eloquently as they normally would, feeling almost childish asking to be sung what he thought was a children's lullaby.

You made a soft noise of confusion, looking down at him and tilting your head.

"Lullaby?" you questioned softly, a thoughtful look on your face as you tried to remember what lullaby Ayato would be referring to.

"Yes..." Ayato murmured turning his face to the side and breaking eye contact, as pink dusted itself across his cheeks, "You had been here for just over a year. I had tried to...avoid talking to you. It was no fault of yours..."

Ayato raised his the hand you weren't holding, grazing slender gloved fingers across your cheek.

"I was enamored from the very moment I saw you, and the realization of it terrified me. I'd never been hit with such a strong, overwhelming sensation. It was...like you wedged your way into my life and heart with just a single glance. And when I heard you singing to Ayaka when she was crying....I knew my heart was entirely lost to you. That you owned everything...." Ayato's tumble of words was silenced as you placed a finger over his lips.

"I think I understand." you murmured, a soft smile spreading across your face, "Now shush, oh look! There are crystalflies outside the window!"

You pointed over to the sparkling creatures as they lazily floated just outside said window. It was rare for them to be seen so far from the Chinju forest and even more so, the ones that would occasionally float their way down from the Narukami shrine. To see the little beings that were drawn by elemental energy so far from it was odd. As Ayato gazed up at the mesmerizing sight, you freed your hands from his and lifted them to begin sifting your fingers through his hair. Slowly you began to hum a soft melody as your fingers continued to card through Ayato's hair. He tilted his head back just enough to look you in the face and noticed that you had shut your eyes, your lips set in a sad smile. There was a burst of bright blue and a whirl of air, then suddenly it was gently snowing inside the room around them. Ayato lifted his hand and caught a snowflake but it was gone before he could even look at it. Glancing back up at you, he noted that your eyes were glowing and were resolutely fixed on something outside the window.

'Falling fast asleep,

May this little boy find blissful dreams...

Among the ash, and the flames that light up the night sky.

One by one,

Falling softly...

With your silhouette casting shadows of your lovely face,

I watch the sky,

As a million dreams are shining...

Little dreams....

Little dreamer....

Within the tender night your silver eyes were trembling,

That moment you shined pure

Born anew into this world

Across a million years, time has brought us here

Our prayers burn into the earth

Back where they shall return to time

I will never stop this prayer leaving my lips

Someone please show this child what love is

Take those tiny hands and leave a kiss...'

Slowly, you fell silent after humming a few more bars to the melody of the song. Slowly the snow falling around the two of you dissipated. As the last snowflake fell, it floated down and touched your face only to transform into a tear that slid down your cheek before dropping down to land just to the side of Ayato's eye. Slowly it slid its way down his face as well. Panicking slightly at the sight of you crying, Ayato shot up onto his knees to turn and pull you against his chest, pressing your face against his throat hoping to sooth whatever pain you suffered. Slowly you circled your arms around him, your fingers clinging to the back of his coat in a way that was sure to leave wrinkles in the fine fabric.

Ayato felt you shudder, the side of his throat becoming damp as he began to hear soft sobs.

"I didn't mean to, brother. It was an accident...I-I don't even understand how it happened. You know I love my nephew with my entire heart. I wouldn't kill him! Please don't do this!" you murmured, arms tightening around him, voice utterly broken by pain and sorrow.

Ayato leaned back and pried your arms from around his body, lifting his hands to cup your face finding it streaked with tears.

"Beloved...sweet heart of mine, please!" Ayato coaxed as he slid his thumbs over your cheeks.

When he received no response from spare you staring at him blankly, Ayato shook his head. Tilting his head, Ayato leaned down and pressed his mouth against yours, slowly using his height as an advantage to overpower you into leaning backwards. Closing his eyes, he slowly lowered you to the floor as he drank in your soft whines and whimpers against his lips. This wasn't how he had imagined your first kiss. It was filled with salty tears, almost palpable pain, and sorrow that could immerse you in a thick darkness. But when Ayato pulled back and hovered over you, watching as small beads of water pearled at the corner of your eyes, he couldn't help himself. Lifting a hand and pulling the glove off with his teeth, he flicked it off to the side, before gently wiping away the tears before they could fall.

Leaning down, he brushed his lips over your forehead before trailing down your cheek to press them softly there.

"Please, don't shut me out." he whispered softly before pulling back just to lean in and hungrily press his lips to yours again.

"Don't shut me out..."

Ayato breathed the words against your lips each time he is pulled back for air, but it was like you were in a trance. You didn't respond to his movements at all. Ayato's head dipped down until until it rested against your chest as his shoulders began to lightly shake. He closed his eyes as he gritted his teeth feeling your body still trembling below his. He couldn't reach you, he couldn't pull you out of the nightmare that would often plague your sleeping and waking hours. Ayato felt the unfamiliar feeling of failure wash over him. He couldn't protect the one that he loved.

"Ayato..." your voice whispered, fragile as you lifted your hand to the back of his head.

Lifting himself up so he could gaze down at you once more, Ayato took in your face. You looked weary, as if you had worked all through the day instead of him.

"Are you al-..." Ayato began.

Gentle fingers covered Ayato's lips before he was slowly pulled down till his body blanketed itself over yours. Ayato caught himself on his forearms, a surprised look etched across his features, before you made a discontent sound. Wrapping your arm around the back of his neck, you lifted yourself before tilting your head and sealing your lips over his. This time it was Ayato's turn to softly whimper as he shifted his weight to one arm and brought his hand up to tangle in your hair, supporting the back of your head. The kiss was not sweet and chaste as Ayato had expected it to be. It was stifling, as you nipped his bottom lip harshly and as he sharply inhaled, he parted his lips to yelp softly

"Archons, yes!" he breathed as he pulled back, only to dive back in when you yanked him down by his hair, a soft groan leaving his throat as your lips connected again.

Ayato blindly reached for the hand not tangled in his hair, pulling it down and pinning it to the ground over your head as he pressed his index finger into your palm and wrapped the rest of his hand around your wrist. Both of you roughly fell to the ground as you leaned backwards, you no longer being supported, and Ayato stopping just as his lips brushed over yours once more. You peered up at Ayato, taking in his flushed face and and dilated eyes. The hand in his hair slid around to gently cup his cheek so you could brush your thumb over the soft skin just under his eye.

"M'sorry..." you murmured breathlessly, your voice a little unsteady as the full realization of your situation hit you.

Ayato's breath stuttered at your apology and he turned his face enough to press his lips against the palm of your hand.

"There is nothing to be sorry for, beloved. Your past haunts you as a morbid eidolon. It never allows you rest, reprive, or safety. I would keep you in my arms forever if it meant I could drive that darkness away from you, would do whatever was within my power to do, give within my power to give. Alas, memories are harder to to protect one from than materialistic things, no?" he replied, a small smile appearing on his face.

"My past is more than just a morbid phantom, Ayato. It's a devastating tragedy that I can never undo." you whispered sadly, turning your gaze away from the warmth of his smile, "I killed someone who was innocent. An innocent child in my own family."

Ayato's eyes widened as he gazed down at you, trying to imagine the pain and agony you must have felt.

"You...can confide in me." he whispered, gently turning your face back so he could gaze into your eyes once more, "You can tell me what-"

"No." you snapped with a finality that told Ayato if he asked again, he would push boundaries that shouldn't be.

Pulling your hand away from Ayato's face, you gently pressed against his shoulder.

"You need to get to sleep my Lord, it's late." your voice had went flat as you pushed Ayato away and stood, offering your hand down to him.

The title 'my Lord' hurt more than any slap that you could ever deliver to him.

"Beloved, I-" he began.

"It is late, my lord. You need your rest. I shall send for Thoma to attend to you. Forgive me, I should have allowed him to see to you in the first place." you replied stiffly, retracting your hand and turning to make your way across the room.

Sliding the door open, you turned and bowed slightly before disappearing into the darkness of the hallway, the door shutting behind you. You hadn't meant to be so short with Ayato, but you didn't want him to know what had happened. What innocent life had been taken just as your vision manifested its powers for the first time. It was too painful, and the result was even more so

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