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i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

thanks to @acelania for finding the unknowns!

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / Alice in Bed: A Play' by Susan Sontag (link in comment) / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante, Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay' (trans. Ann Goldstein) / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

#insp #love is not like anything; especially a fucking knife

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Marina Tsvetaeva, excerpt from Poem of the End, Selected Poems (trans. Elaine Feinstein, with Angela Livingstone) [ID'd]

#marina tsvetaeva #insp #alice & june #bacchae #@ the shadow army

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recently at a bar someone told me i seem like id have a lot of pdfs

#txt post

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pussy

#brian molko #music tag

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Source

#fashion

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girls who are doomed by the narrative!! girls who have been dead since the beginning. girls who are dragged into death not kicking and screaming but clinging on to the brink until their fingers ache with the weight of the years they’ve stolen. girls who’s every last words are already etched on the stone of an open and waiting grave.

#txt post #on tragedy #alice & june

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Kyoji Takahashi

#marlow #aes #hands

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Sharon Olds

#sharon olds #insp #bacchae

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I literally cannot overstate how important creative hobbies are when dealing with mental illness. If you can’t draw, there are coloring books. If you can’t write a novel, you can write in short journaling bursts. If you can’t sing in the shower, you can listen to music. Sometimes with mental illness it feels like we have this dark presence inside of us that is bumping around in our brain and organs, causing problems. It helps immensely to let it out.

#txt post #on art

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"but there is something that happens when you are told you are too much. you begin to ask everyone, "how small would you like me?""

#journaling #art

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#aes

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Good morning to doomed people only

#henry #txt post

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walked around my town alone and thought that it’d make a perfect nicoledollanganger musicvideo. for now i’ll make do with photos though

#aes

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Murmur, Cameron Barnett

#insp #bacchae #the ghost #cameron barnett

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i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

#txt post #n #j

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twenty one pilots - hometown / blind channel - wolves in california

#following blind channel's tour rn and my playlist made me have a revelation #parallels #blind channel #twenty one pilots #hometown #poisonous town #insp #music tag

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“The daily routine of most adults is so heavy and artificial that we are closed off to much of the world. We have to do this in order to get our work done. I think one purpose of art is to get us out of those routines. When we hear music or poetry or stories, the world opens up again. We’re drawn in — or out — and the windows of our perception are cleansed, as William Blake said. The same thing can happen when we’re around young children or adults who have unlearned those habits of shutting the world out.”

— Ursula K. Le Guin 

#ursula le guin #insp #on art