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#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #madoka magica #puella magi madoka magica #jun wu #kyubey #they're both bastards #but who is the biggest bastard??? #personally I think is Jun Wu #because as bad as kyubey is he does it for a reason #jun wu just does horrific shit because his petty and because he can #on the other hand kyubey is more emotionless and very alien #making every action and every word calculated and indifferent to anything remotely human #so kyubey is crueler in certain aspects than jun wu is #either way they both suck #btw if anyone wants to debate on your choices go ahead #I'm very curious about your thoughts #just keep it civil

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#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #madoka magica #homura akemi #hua cheng #insert office meme here (They're the same picture) #Hualian is so Madohomu coded omg #they're both their respected god's most devoted believer #I could rave about the parallels between the two for hours but I have work tomorrow #so another time #puella magi madoka magica

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#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #xie lian #saber alter #artoria alter #artoria pendragon alter #personally I think a Shackeld Xie Lian would lose #but a unshackeld Xie Lian would win #it would not be an easy fight for either of them regardless

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Don't ask me why, but I suddenly have the mental image of Yu Mei-ren being mistaken as huelian's love child if she found herself in tgcf somehow.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #I don't know this just came to me #idk yu meiren finding herself in tgcf and being mistaken as hualian's child seems funny to me #it's the hair and eyes #plus the fact her np is basically blood rain #and her association with flowers too #it's like she has xie lian's hair #and hua cheng's eyes (both onyx and blood red expect that they switch instead of her having hetrocromia outright) #not to mention her absolute devotion to her beloved just like Hua Cheng #it's also kinda funny that she's very much older than the people being mistaken as her parents #the more you think about it the more it looks like she could be their child #or it could just be my sleep deprivation talking because insomnia is kicking my ass

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I started getting into Heaven Official's Blessing, and the similarities between Xie Lian and Guda have me sobbing.

Both were seventeen when their lives were irrevocably changed forever. Kind and naive teens, with hope in their hearts of saving the world. Only to have it all thrown in their faces in the worst ways possible. Forced to become hardened and cruel when all they want to be is kind. Sacrificing so much, even parts of themselves, only for it to mean nothing to ungrateful masses.

Two people who have taught themselves to be overwhelmingly optimistic or be crushed with the absolute horror and trauma of all that they've endured.

All I can imagine is Xie Lian being summoned as a servant towards the beginning of Guda's journey. Seeing this poor kid put in this horrific situation in which they have to save the world or risk extinction, and them accepting it with absolutely resolve and unwavering determination. Looking at them and being reminded so much of himself and the words he once uttered so long ago.

"I wish to save the common people"

Remembering leaves a bitter taste in his mouth and thinks, 'Not this child. I won't let their journey turn out like mine'.

When the singularities are resolved and humanity restored, Xie Lian is desummoned back to his own world. He is left feeling sad having to leave Guda (who he has come to see as his own child), but proud about how it all ended without them losing it all. He is happy that Guda's journey ends in an optimistic note.

Until he is resummoned during the lostbelts, and is met with the broken down shell of who Guda used to be. He is beyond horrified and devastated at the realization that not only did Guda's journey continue, but had gone down a much more horrific path than his own did.

Nothing is worse than thinking you've saved someone, only to realize that you didn't and that their fate was far darker than yours ever was.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #heaven official's blessing #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #is tgcf a lost world? lostbelt? alternate universe who unexpectedly crosses with fate? who knows #hulian summoned as servants separately at first #then later on as one single duo servant (like sakamoto and oryou) #you can't tell me they wouldn't be summoned together if they were heroic spirits #i have ideas and I haven't even finished the series and all I am running on are spoilers #also before everyone asks Xie Lian is a saber. Hua Cheng an Avenger. hulian as a duo servant would be Ruler. #spoilers #listen thinking about the parallels between Guda and Xie Lian makes me sad #thinking about their potential dynamic during the singularities as healing until the lostbelts hit #then it's just trauma and ptsd and utter devastation for everyone involved #I'm crying thinking about them okay #curse you insomnia #also imagine Hua Cheng also thinking of Guda as his own child #and being reminded so much of Xie Lian before he was torn down by an ungrateful world #then when the lostbelts happen he feels like he was just a poor powerless ghost fire again #watching this child who reminds him of Xie Lian be used and reduce to a shell of themselves by an undeserving world #and being unable to do anything about it because it is something that Guda has to do for the sake of survival #thinking about Hulian parenting Guda is like a double whammy

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(Spoilers for Lostbelt 6 and Twst Masquerade event)

Ok, but the Masquerade event would be ptsd-hell for castoria.

Castoria would be reminded too much of the Bells of Pilgrimage. She flinches when the Bell of Solace rings and is always on the verge of a panic attack as its magic washes over her. The only thing stopping her from a breakdown is the fact that it doesn't ring for her.

The first time she sees the Bell of Solace, she can't help but think, 'Did someone else have to carry their friend's body and use it to make it?'

Then, when the magic eating flowers come out, and it looks like the city is on fire, she has flashbacks of Fae Britain burning as Barghest marches through draining all energy on her way.

Overall, Castoria does not have a good time.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #spoilers #fate grand order #twisted wonderland #lostbelt 6 spoilers #castoria would be on the verge of a breakdown the entire time #the only reason rollo doesn't get wreck immediately #is bc she's too busy trying not to breakdown to pay close attention to him #she does have a panic attack when the fire looking flowers that eat magic come out #poor Castoria #everyone would be so concerned #she would feel so bitter and hollow when everything is said and done #bc if this city could be saved why couldn't any of the people she actually cared about in Fae Britain #why did this place get a happy ending without death and pain and sacrifice while she didn't

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I was thinking about how we are getting a different Yuu for every book, and I got hit by a theory.

What if each book is how far that variation of Yuu got, a.k.a. that's how long they survived.

For example, book 1 Yuu only lived through the first book but died during the second, while book 2 Yuu survived but died during the third.

This means that when we get the last and final Yuu, all of the others we see throughout each book are dead.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #twisted wonderland #curse you insomnia #i have work tomorrow #but this idea wouldn't let me sleep until I wrote it down #and now I sorta want to cry #because if this is true then every single yuu we get attached to is dead #minus the last yuu we get #which is a rather upsetting thought #imagine if the big plot twist turns out to be that being a Yuu is suffering

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Ok, but what about Tonelico in Twisted-Wonderland?

Like, she wakes up in a coffin in another world (thankfully, not another lostbelt/lostworld), and she decides to take the form of her first ascension. Why? Because she doesn't know what's going on, where she is, or how fucked this place is. So it's better to seem as unthreatening as possible.

The thing about Twisted-Wonderland is that it is a world in which the people who should have lost won. A place where villains accomplished what they wanted when they shouldn't have.

Tonelico is Morgan La Fey, a villain.

So there is a possibility that she would finally, for once, win and accomplish what she always wanted (a place to belong that she can actually call home without fear that she may lose it at any moment).

What I'm basically saying is Tonelico may finally find the happiness she deserves in a villains world like Twisted-Wonderland (she may or may not try to permanently solve the blot problem, and she may or may not succeed).

Side note, I have the mental image of tonelico silently seething while planning ways to take out Crowley with dreams of taking control of the school herself (this crow man is useless when it really counts, and her mentality when it comes to incompetence has always been 'fine, I'll do it myself then').

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #spoilers #fate grand order #twisted wonderland #curse you insomnia #tonelico #tonelico in twisted-wonderland au #idk man it's the way that there may be a possibility that they may win for once #because she's in a world where villains won makes me feel a certain way #i just want her to be happy damn it #also her plotting ways to take out Crowley to essentially take the school over is sorta hilarious to me #his days as headmage were numbered the second he didn't listen that grim wasn't her familiar #morgan 'I'll do it myself then' la fey #it's 4am

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Does anyone think that after everything is said and done with Malleus's overblot, the focus will shift to RSA and dealing with overblots over there? I think that if it did, it could showcase character growth by having the guys who overbloted help their rivals/foils through it.

#twisted wonderland #idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #spoilers #it's all about the character growth #what better way to showcase it than having them help their rivals/foils through what they experienced

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Castoria wouldn't hate being in Twisted-Wonderland, but she wouldn't like it either.

She wouldn't hate it because she doesn't have to deal with any 'child of prophecy' nonsense, nor be tasked with some grand destiny that ends with her sacrificing herself for the world. She can, for once, just be a normal girl living a rather normal life, like going to school with peers her own age.

However, she wouldn't like it because she's surrounded by people who are willing to use or take advantage of her at any given opportunity. Who see her as amusing at best or someone they can use and manipulate for their own gain at worst. She's still forced to take responsibility that she doesn't want, like looking after grim, resolving school problems, or taking care of overblots. Her Fae eyes also don't help her negative feelings because she can see other people's intent and thoughts, so she actively tries not to approach or befriend her classmates (that goes double for any fae students).

What I'm trying to say is that while Twisted-Wonderland isn't anywhere near as horrific as Fae Britain was, there are still too many negative aspects that Castoria simply wouldn't find herself being comfortable there.

#twisted wonderland #idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #castoria #artoria caster #it may not be as horrific as fae britain #but to castoria it's basically “same shit different day” #it's not a bad but it's not a good time either #she misses guda. muramasa. and oberon. #she wants to go back to them #she does make friends but she doesn't open up to them fully #she helps when she's forced to but not more than she needs too #she tolerates everyone's selfishness but hates it in silence #she sees other's intent but keeps it to herself #she basically treats herself as an outsider without anyone really noticing #castoria and Malleus are friends but she keeps him at arm's length #sorry if this doesn't make sense #it's 2am #curse you insomnia #I love twst don't get me wrong but to someone like castoria it wouldn't be the best place

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If Castoria ended up in Twisted-Wonderland, she would 100% avoid all the fae (and by extension every Diasmonia student) in the school like the plague. She ain't dealing with anymore fairy bullshit, no sir.

Tho, I have the mental image of her going feral on Malleus the first time they meet in Ramshackle. His confused at first, then amused that he was being attacked by this girl (screaming something about him trespassing) who wasn't afraid of him. All the while, Castoria is having a mini panic attack because 'holy shit there's a fae near where she sleeps!'.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #twisted wonderland #castoria #artoria caster #I just finished lb 6 and my heart is crushed #fuck the fairies #castoria: *Realizing she's in a magic land where the fae exist* Aww shit! here we go again. #everyone should count themselves lucky that it wasn't morgan who ended up there #she probably would have nuked every fae in the area #with her it's on sight #then maybe proceed to try and take over the fae kingdom #Castoria and Malleus do end up becoming friends #but not before some good old fashion violence

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I'm replaying s1-7 of Noel Of The Mortal Fate on switch before getting to the ones I have yet to play, and I forgot how strongly Caron and Russell give off the "bitter exes" vibe lol.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #noel of the mortal fate #look me in the eye and tell me I'm wrong #Caron and Russell act like bitter exes #not me sneaking looks at a au i made featuring Caron. Russell. and baby noel #but I'm keeping that one to myself for the time being

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If Noel and Caron showed up in Twisted-Wonderland, how likely would it be that Caron gets mistaken as a familiar and Noel as a powerful mage because of it? She would have to be in order to have such a powerful entity as her familiar, right?

(They sorta have to go along with people's assumptions because they're in a new world filled with unknown magic, so if it keeps them safe, Caron is willing to swallow his pride. Although the fact that Noel is somewhat amused at his suffering almost makes him want to give up the charade)

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #spoilers #noel of the mortal fate #I'm replaying the game in preparation to catch up on what I missed #i haven't played s10 to finale 1/2 yet #twisted wonderland #curse you insomnia #Noel and Caron In Twisted-Wonderland AU #just a poor girl with only one arm and her demonic crow dad #nothing to see here no sir #devils and demons are myths in Twisted-Wonderland #so they just think that caron is a sentient familiar whose size reflect Noel's power (it doesn't lol) #Caron and Grimm would not get along at all lol #the only reason grimm is still alive is because Noel would be pissed if he hurt the little cat-shaped fire gremlin

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If the DCU and nasuverse were to mix, would there be a chance that Jason Todd could gain the mystic eyes of death perception?

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #nasuverse #dcu #jason todd #fate series #kara no kyoukai #garden of sinners #could he have awakened the Mystic Eyes Of Death Perception? #and on a scale from 1 to 10 how much more fucked up would he be bc of it

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It would be even more hilarious if both Yu Mei-ren and Tiamat end up in Twisted-Wonderland at the same time. Mainly because Yu Mei-ren would be watching in horror as a beast (in the shape of a little girl) with the potential to wipe out humanity mothers everyone, while getting treated as the entire school's little sister.

Yu Mei-ren: I fear no man, but that thing.

Tiamat: *in her larva form chirping happily while getting headpatted by some student*

Yu Mei-ren: That thing scares me.

#twisted wonderland #idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #curse you insomnia #this would be funny #Yu mei ren not having a good time #she's always 5 minutes away from a breakdown because tiamat could snap at any time #she's seen chaldea's records so of course she's scared shitless #meanwhile tiamat is just vibing and trying to parent while getting parented in turn #this is a crack au lol #Yu Mei-Ren And Tiamat In Twisted-Wonderland AU #A Primordial And Chinese Fairy Wake Up In A Coffin #it has a name now lol

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Another thing I would find hilarious is if Tiamat ended up in Twisted-Wonderland, and she got mistaken as a relative of Malleus. She mothers everyone, which would be a 100 times funnier since she's in her larva stage, while they themselves try to spoil her because they think she's a child (yes, even malleus and Lillia think that).

I just think Diasmonia acting overprotective over Tiamat because they think she's a baby fae (when in reality she's older than the earth itself), while she views them as the children is funny to me.

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #fate grand order #twisted wonderland #Tiamat In Twisted-Wonderland #this would be funny #no one can convince me otherwise #tiamat showing up in her larva stage and everyone assuming she's a very young fae #and related to malleus because horns #then she proceeds to mother them all to their confusion #then malleus's big brother instincts kicking in because no fae that small could be as old as him #jokes on him she's older than the earth lol

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Listen, it's 5 a.m., I haven't slept, and I'm 100% sure that I convinced myself for like a minute that there existed a Hunger Games!Reader in Twisted-Wonderland post somewhere.

Send help

#idea dump #ramblings of a sleep deprived girl #curse you insomnia #twisted wonderland #hunger games #it's 5am #please send help #i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep #anyway. I convinced myself for a hot minute that there existed a hunger games!reader in twst somewhere out there #either that or reality is gaslighting me #if anyone wants to take this idea and run with it be my guest #I'm not overly familiar with hunger games other than the first movie and some spoilers