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[the-lonely-soul]

A little thought

I really don’t know why I came back here today of all days. I should be doodling and trying to get better at art. But I didn’t want to lose anything on this blog. So I guess I came back to make sure it was “active” to not lose anything.

Out of curiosity, I went through my list of people I used to follow. So many have been inactive for years, just like me. But it took me back to when this blog was active.

And honestly? Those were good times. :) I carry only good memories about this blog. It really was the lack of time that made me step away. I still feel heartbroken about that. I miss the friendships, the ships and the plots I would have here with everyone who was kind enough to write with me.

Fran still holds a special place in my heart. I don’t think that will ever change. She became a character I’m very fond of. A part of me (although it sounds so cheesy to write this, this is really how I feel about her).

Replaying old games always makes me think of her, mostly because of the ships that were created here on this blog. My best friend told me that she can’t play FFX without looking for Fran whenever Auron appears on the screen. I honestly cannot watch Pacific Rim without thinking about Mustadio and Fran in that universe. Whenever people talk about Fang, I immediately see Fran at her side. Any mention of a bar takes me back to the modern AU with Seifer. A black and white scene or movie reminds me of that crazy and fun universe with Chicken man. And no matter the universe he is from, any mention of Gilgamesh makes me smile because of the interactions we had here.

And I cannot imagine Ringabel/Alternis without Quina. Man, I loved the chemistry in there on my Ringabel blog.

That’s how powerful roleplay can be when you have wonderful rp partners. I wish this for everyone. :)

I hope anyone who roleplayed with me carried a good memory because I certainly do with all my partners. :) 

@immortalguardian if you ever come back, don’t hesitate to reach out to me here. :)

#fluffy tail

[the-lonely-soul]

Hey everyone!

I know things are going crazy on Tumblr right now, but this post is unrelated to that.

For months now, I’ve been thinking that I should write about the ships I had here. So many awesome relationships that still need developing. I’m sadly still too busy to be a regular here. Both my work and personal life are just requiring too much of me at the moment. Let me just say that it’s like being in the Office TV series, but without the jokes. :|

So, here I am! Telling you that I would love to write about the ships I had here on my AO3 account. I am not planning to copy/paste my rps. I want to write them, inspired by the key moments of each relationships and explore things.

This will be for Fran and Ringabel. :)

Of course, my rp partners will be mentioned in my credits with the username they had here on Tumblr. I cannot replicate how you played your muse at 100% since it was YOUR interpretation of said character. But I will do my best to respect your portrayal. It is, after all, because I loved how you played your character that we ended up shipping our muses together. :)

But if any of you who used to ship with me are not comfortable with that, you are 100% free to tell me and I will not write about our ship. I am not doing this for views or anything. Hell, I think no one will even READ those stories. I want to write about them because I just want it. I have no idea when I’ll be able to do that, but that’s my plan anyway when life gives me a little break!

So that was my little appearance. XD Yes, I didn’t forget about this place. But yes, my life is crazy busy. I miss writing. I miss my partners here, shipping or not. I have lots of good memories here. I hope you’re all doing well!! -sends good vibes to everyone-

#fluffy tail #haha yes I remember my ooc post tag #XD #I'm alive! #One day I'll be able to stay longer and catch up a bit #but sleep is not something I can overlook LOL #Take care everyone! ^-^ #-HUGS-

[the-lonely-soul]

Hey everyone! It’s been a while.

It is with a heavy heart that I officially put this blog on hiatus. After three failed attempts at returning here, trying to be active and having so much time passed between each try... I have to come to the conclusion that I sadly have no time to give for this wonderful blog.

I want you to know that it’s not my lack of interest, but lack of free time. :( My time here started to get down to nothing at the same time as my work started to be more demanding. It’s not a rare occurrence for me to whine at home about how horrible work is in the last two years. Instead of doing something productive, I just vent and rant...and get nothing done.

I’m not losing my job, don’t worry. It’s just more and more busy and our team isn’t growing. My boss is a pain in the neck and expect us to produce at 110% of our capacity all year long. It’s exhausting. My coworkers being unhappy is also exhausting. DX There’s so much I can block out, but at the same time...they’re RIGHT to be this way. So things are...draining.

But I also cannot move completely forward with my personal plans as I have this blog in mind, always worrying that I need to get some writing done here. What used to bring me joy is now something that seems to hold me back as I feel extremely guilty of not being able to be active here as I used to.

So, in order to move forward, and hopefully back here one day, I need to stop worrying about this blog. I’m confident now that the partners who I used to rp with understand and if they’re still here if I ever come back, it’ll be just like good old times. We all have our responsibilities outside our rp blogs and to be honest, besides work, I have lots of family things to handle. I also have other projects I’m working on and even now, I can’t do anything with them as work and family are taking all the time I have.

I’m not happy to leave. I have met many wonderful people here, wrote incredible things with them and have ships that are forever link to Fran. I do plan of writing them one day in a fic because there are SO many things I wasn’t able to explore with each of them. If you ever come across a non canon ship with Fran on AO3, that’s probably me writing it! LOL

So thank you all for welcoming me and for the wonderful memories. :) If some of you want to stay in touch and aren’t afraid to see how much of a fangirl I am, just leave me a message and I’ll give you the link to my personal Thumblr. XD Although it’s pretty much calm these days for the same reasons that I stated above. But I’m still more on my personal than here. :)

-BIG HUGS!!!-

[the-lonely-soul]

You’re Mine

@immortalguardian

Fran slowly blinks at him before a small smile appears on her lips. There was no extreme possessiveness in his voice. All she could hear...was a fact.

Without a word, she slides her arms around his neck and gently rests her forehead against his before slightly brushing her nose over his.

“Always.”

#auron #frauron #immortalguardian

[the-lonely-soul]

Adriana’s ig stories.

#this is VERY relevant to this blog #Adriana Lima #fc #modern Fran

[the-lonely-soul]

yunhuntress replied to your post: “You’re Mine”

“To keep the idiots away before we both crack their bones for one. The other being I enjoy saying it.”

“I see. However, I would prefer that you keep such words inside the bedroom.”

#yunhuntress #she's enjoying this way too much

[the-lonely-soul]

“You’re Mine”

Fran can’t help but smiles gently at Fang. “Is there a particular reason you need to state the obvious?”

#XD #yunhuntress

[the-lonely-soul]

Send “You’re Mine” for my muse’s reaction to yours being possessive of them.

For multi-muse blogs, specify which muse.

[the-lonely-soul]

“How may I be of help?” She sat crossed leg at her table, a hand gracefully resting on her left cheek while the right held a cup of Madhu.

"Can you help me? I'm not sure how I ended up here."

@taintedgaia

Another strange warrior. Surely the Gods did like to throw them at her.

“I suppose I can spare a few minutes for you,” she simply said.

#taintedgaia #very late but I never forget! #XD

[the-lonely-soul]

clockworkcityengineer:

the-lonely-soul:

“Everything.”

“Now, that’s harsh. Even for you. I’ll have you know this man skirt is actually pretty comfy. And I like it.”

“Believe it or not, I have standards if we are to walk side by side in public. And this man skirt is not on my approved list.”

#Fran has a check list for things Mustadio is allowed to wear in her company #her check list of what he should not WEAR is sadly longer than the first one #crack! #Pacific rim AU #clockworkcityengineer

[the-lonely-soul]

“Everything.”

the-lonely-soul:

“Get on the bike, loser. We’re going shopping.”

(Short answer: he’s always HER treat, no matter the day of the year)

“Again? What’s wrong with I’m wearing?!”

(Aaaawww… he’s all goey inside now)

#crack! #Pacific rim AU #clockworkcityengineer

[the-lonely-soul]

“Get on the bike, loser. We’re going shopping.”

(Short answer: he’s always HER treat, no matter the day of the year)

@the-lonely-soul wrote: 

#because Mustadio covered of chocolate is always a good option

Why, you think of making him your Easter treat?

#clockworkcityengineer #fluffy tail

[the-lonely-soul]

She’s debating about which of them she should shoot first with that chocolate gun.

@the-lonely-soul

“Seriously Dad… Why, by Ajora’s Holy Girdle, would you think it was a good idea giving my partner a gun that shoots chocolate eggs?”

“Why not? It’s Easter and she’s part bunny, is she not? Why? You think she’d have preferred baby carrots? Because, I’m sure I can tweak it.”

#because Mustadio covered of chocolate is always a good option #Pacific rim AU #clockworkcityengineer

[the-lonely-soul]

If she feared her ears were deceiving her, she didn’t show any sign of it. She turned her heard toward his voice and a wave of relief washed over her when her eyes confirmed what she heard.

He was fine.

“There had been reports,” she said as her gaze went back to her glass, “that a man fell to its hunting prey in the last few days. His description fitted yours.”

She sits at a table, a fresh bottle of wine already drank halfway through. To anyone, she seems to have a good time and relax, but to the trained eye, one could tell she's a bit anxious.

The warrior was relieved to see her once again, a grin forming across his lips as he walked over to join her side. It was only when he had gotten closer to her that he had paused and studied her features.

“….Something troubles you.”

#going to reply to this because I so want to #also have a worried Fran icon #I don't have the chance to use those a lot #0=3 #immortalguardian

[the-lonely-soul]

“Both actually.” Fran slightly grins at him.

"What are you up to?"

Balthier grins at his partner. “That depends. Are you asking in genuine regard to my wellbeing as of late, or are you hinting that I may be…up to something?”

#very sorry for disappearing so often #*HUGS* #itsbalthier

[the-lonely-soul]

"Can I have an egg, Frank?"

“Serve yourself,” she says as she points to the fridge.

#XDDDDD #theamazingchickenman

[the-lonely-soul]

A rare viera is seen on the dash...then remembers it’s Easter so she hides from a certain SeeD who will somehow make her wear a costume for kids.

#both April fools AND Easter today #I'm going to be a very busy bunny gal