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I've lost 8 kilos.

IVE LOST 8 KILOS (aka 17,6 lbs)

JUST from living on my own. (aka a VERY drawn out weight loss process, but this could make it long term skinny. I moved out in mid september, haven't weighed myself until now.) I'm gonna be grinding my nuts off until mid february, we'll see if I feel lighter by then which i suspect I will. Just sticking to one meal a day, wether it's fatty doesn't even matter. I'm exhausted enough as is.

#phugs logs #anorex #orto #ortorex #bony #bone #bones #thinspo #thinsporation #thinspiration #bonespo #bonesporation #bonespiration #thin

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Outfit from bye bami styling by yur4h

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simple veggie soup - 246 calories

2 tablespoons of short vermicilli pasta: 58 kcal 1 medium potato, peeled: 110 kcal half a head of broccoli: 26 kcal 5 brown mushrooms, cut into quarters: 4 kcal each, total 20 kcal 1 dice vegetable broth: 32 kcal

You can also add carrots or mini corn.

I put in the potatoes diced to boil first, then the broccolli, vermiccili pasta and broth. Last the mushrooms, about 2 minutes before taking the pot off the stove.

The water should just cover all the veggies. This pot's been so tasty now in winter and its so easy to make and can keep in the fridge for a couple days.

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#rip #new thinspo icon #thinspo #bonespo #thinspiration #skinny waist

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at the ed clinic i went to i overhead this one girl saying "when jesus doesnt eat for 40 days its called a miracle but when i do it i get sent to an ed clinic"

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#the tags in original post are genius

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#phugs logs

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I just wanna look sexy when I'm dating or in bed with someone. I want to date people above my league. I want to feel hot when I'm by myself. I don't want someone to be able to grab onto rolls. I want someone to run their hands across my tight waist and stomach. I want my legs to not look like beached wales wrapped around someone.

#anorex #orto #ortorex #phugs logs #bony #bonespo #bonepsiration #thinspo #thinspiration #bonesporation #thinsporation

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New year - same (fat, drug addicted) person. Happy 2024.

I need a new plan. I'm still super broke and get paid minimum wage. I'm still scavenging for food, and I keep acting like I HAVE to eat 2-3 meals a day. Instead of cooking a whole fucking meal, I'll just start eating packet ramen and heads of broccoli and brussel sprouts. I don't even give a shit, I'm gonna start doing oxy, ecstacy and coke again to lose my appetite for longer periods. I can get that for a quarter of the money I spend on cheap calorie-stuffed food and it'll last a whole month. Alternatively, I could do like that one girl on some day-time show who smokes weed and sleeps all day to not eat. I've got some cigars that I'll be sucking down the coming weeks, which i got as a gift.

I'm on the brink of going into debt because of food expenses. Yes that speaks more to my shite income but I'll use that to fuel restricting and fasts.

I've been watching videos about severely overweight mukbangers to purposefully hate my overweight body even more. I don't know what I weigh right now, most likely around 85 kg.

At the very least, I have got to start fasting and restricting again. I want to be much thinner by mid february. If I have time and energy for it, I'll start doing basic yoga and home workouts. Coke, ecstacy and oxy will help with that too. I don't fucking care. I'm sick of being sick of my body.

#phugs logs #ana #mia #anorex #anorexia #anorexic #bulimia #bulimic #thinspo #thinspiration #thinsporation #bonespo #bonespiration #bonesporation #orto #ortorex #ortorexia #ortorexic #extreme thinspo #extreme bonespo #mdma #oxy #ecstacy

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miss her

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im in such a perdicament.

I moved out about 2 months ago to my own place, just living on my far below minimum wage.

Im just eating whatever I can get my hands on, I'm either sleeping for 12 hours straight or not at all for 2 days. I'm not even counting calories or really even caring. I drank full calorie soda last night for the first time in 7 years because I don't know when my next full meal is gonna be.

Yet I don't mind it. I know this isn't gonna last long, I'll either starve, dehydrate or find a better job. I don't wanna die right now, but I dont wanna be fat anymore. I'm so sick of it. I can tell I've already lost weight, and Im both worried and excited for how much I can lose. I can't tell if i'm pretending to be worried and/or excited for this either.

I still feel deep inside that my ED is lurking and wants to be there, but the person just wants to live a normal happy healthy and well fed life. I miss being able to go to fancy restaurants, not caring about what I looked like just enjoying good food in the middle of the city with good friends. This wasn't even before my ED, it was like a year ago.

This same shit happened like 5 years ago when i lived on my own for 6 months and was a vegan on an island in the middle of nowhere. I just ate stolen passion fruit, avocados, chips and offbrand zero calorie sodas. I would spit n chew only salads and potatoes if I had to eat around other people, they could clearly tell and had visible worry on their faces. I just didn't care.

Now I'll eat whatever i come by, get free food if i can find it no matter the fat or caloric contents. I know i'll starve the next day.

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#thinspo #bonespo #emo thinspo #goth thinspo #alternative thinspo #skinny #bonespiration #bonesporation #thinsporation #thinspiration

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Day 2 of 3

Went around 18 hours without eating since yesterday. Was not happy with my intake or general calorie burn, since I haven't been able to go out much at all today. Got my meds again which just made me tired and hungrier. A teaspoon of lemon zest and sugar lol: 18.3 kcal Pepsi max: 40 kcal 12 pc sushi: 446.4 kcal Chocolate/vanilla ice cream: 266 kcal One boiled egg with a dribble of mayo: 115 kcal Intake total: 885.7 kcal Exertion: -176.3 kcal Day total: 709.4 kcal Alright fine im just above 700. Its fine. Tomorrow will be another ramen and egg day.

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