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Leider merke ich immer erst wenn es zu spät ist, wie schlecht es mir geht.

Erst wenn ich mich wieder in eine Gefahrensituation begeben habe.

Erst nach dem ich es realisiert habe und mich wieder dafür hasse.

Dann merke ich erst, wie gefährlich Gedanken und Gefühle sein können.

#gefühle #gefahr #unfall #hurt #depressed #suicidal

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“Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time.”

— Unknown

[the-toffifairy]

Sometimes we feel like we're failing because we recognize we're hitting a bad patch again, or that we're falling into bad habits. We feel like this erases all our progress. And it doesn't. Recovery isn't linear. But here's another thing to think about... The fact that you can recognize that you are falling into that bad patch or those patterns is a sign of progress in itself.

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Und ich ertränke meine Gedanken mit Beruhigungsmittel und Zigaretten.

I'm tired of this shit. Just let me sleep

#mentally tired #smoke #sad #antidepressants #suicidal #depressed #tw depressing thoughts #tw

[the-toffifairy]

“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.”

— Swedish Proverb

[the-toffifairy]

{you can rest when you get tired, okay?}

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“I guess that’s just part of loving people: You have to give things up. Sometimes you even have to give them up.”

— Lauren Oliver

[the-toffifairy]

Take a deep breath. Everything will be alright. You will be okay. The sun will rise again and the flowers will start to bloom.

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..How did you survive?

I didn’t. I died. Over and over again.

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please just let me forget you.

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Wieso habe ich immer das Gefühl eine Last für jeden zu sein?