theartofherchaos

[theartofherchaos]

No matter how well I do, I'm just never able to celebrate.. never able to feel happy about it.. unfortunately, this also means that when I actually do poorly or when I actually mess up, or even like partially mess up, it sucks a thousand times more. So today.. sucks a thousand times more. And it has broken my spirits, no doubt.. but I'll get over it..I'll get over this.

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[theartofherchaos]

I would burn for you, really. But you wouldn't even bat an eyelid. And that's all there is. That's all there is to us.

[theartofherchaos]

Nothing stays, that's for sure. Not even happiness, not even the grief. But the feelings stay, and so do the memories. And that means, after enough time has passed, we get to choose what we want to recall. That's pretty amazing.

[theartofherchaos]

It's never about forevers. It's about today, tomorrow, it's about one day at a time. Just promise you'll try your best to get through today, make that promise everyday.. You won't even realise how quick forevers can be, sometimes.

[theartofherchaos]

And if your heart gets its adventure and your mind gets its peace, know that your soul is at home.

[theartofherchaos]

Try not to overthink love. It's not supposed to make sense, it's just supposed to feel right.

[theartofherchaos]

How you feel about anything, shouldn't change because someone else called it weird or unrealistic. You don't owe your feelings to anyone, but you do owe it to yourself to keep your heart alive, and untainted.

[theartofherchaos]

It's a parallel universe, where you text back in time, where I am a bit more secure, where we don't have communication issues, where flowers grow out of graves only to remind us all that is dead will be born

[theartofherchaos]

Good conversations hold a kind of magic, you know? Hold on to the ones with whom you can be magical.

[theartofherchaos]

Choose the ones who'd choose you, even on the worst day of your life.

[theartofherchaos]

How easy it is to accept the flaws of someone we love, how difficult when it's our own. I wish we could give ourselves a bit of the love that we so happily give others.

[theartofherchaos]

This year has taught me to be grateful for everything, even breathing. It's a lesson, I choose to never forget.

[theartofherchaos]

How readily we accept flaws of someone we love. Wouldn't it be so much easier to accept our own flaws if we loved ourselves the same way.

[theartofherchaos]

Don't lose your peace, while chasing an adventure. The adventure might keep you happy during the day but only peace will help you sleep.

[theartofherchaos]

Don't break yourself, just to fit into someone's idea of love. That love might not last, but your scars will.

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[theartofherchaos]

Your memories are coloured with their name and everything they have touched, reminds you of them. Long after they're gone.

[theartofherchaos]

We won't talk about leaving, about how your heart is an ugly mess because she left, about how I want to stitch your wounds but I'm too scared.