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grateful for: found a job in da city centre which lets u go home early if u r in ratio! my fwen group for da emo support when i have been depressed & lost & for my coworkers for gassing up my fit & my pisces n libra coworker taking pics of me/w me which was sAUR cute

#j #gratitude journal

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i heyt when i am depressed & apathetic n ppl want me to cater to their emotions like bUDDY i can’t even cater to my basic physiological needs, what makes u think i have da emotional bandwidth for u?

#j #i cannot stans my sister she is all abt emotions but only when it’s hER emotions #n she calls me a psychopath n a narcissist for not submitting to her pity party like bro those r crazy allegations #buy a fckg dictionary or go to dsm v before u throw accusations like dat dumbass

[thechaosoflonging]

i fckg heyt it when my mom whenever she comes home from somewhere she jus starts nitpicking n yelling at me for dis dat n da other. shut tf up n leave me alone. I'm lich rally so depressed i haven't showered for 3 days. i didn't leave da house despite my fwens wanting to see me. also she told me dat she thought dat therapy was brain-washing me? when its lich rally all i have to get better along w my anti-depressants. i dun wanna talk to her face to face. i wish for us to have our entire relationship over text from now on.

#j #i am going thru da worst time rn

[thechaosoflonging]

Dating Tobio Kageyama <3

=͟͟͞͞ ⌧ : I love love love doing requests for tobio dhsggsgs 💗💕

here’s the second part of your request @sarcastiaa!

#kags🥺🥺🥺 #manifesting hARD #haikyuu

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I have a request. Can you make haikyuu moodboards too? Like Tsukishima and Kageyama!!! I love you work so much 😭❤️

Dating Kei Tsukishima <3

=͟͟͞͞ ⌧ : omg omg yes!!! He’s on my bbg list 🥹🥹

Kageyama can be found here!!

#manifesting #haikyuu #tsukki🥺🥺

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College boyfriend Tsukishima who sometimes acts like he doesn't really care, but you know better.

Your friends ask why you bother staying with him. You're in college, you should be having fun, they'll tell you, not being with someone who doesn't care about you and isn't even fun.

You know better than them, of course. Your boyfriend just struggles with affection.

His care for you isn't shown by spinning you around in his arms when you see each other after classes, or kissing you in front of everyone to prove you're his, or keeping his arm around you when you go out together so no one else dares to talk to you.

His care is shown in smaller ways, ways that way more caring to you.

Instead, he'll cook for you when you have a busy day. He'll let you complain to him when you have a bad day, offer you suggestions for ways you can deal with your problems, or ways you can lower your stress.

He'll help you study when you have a test coming up, even if you aren't in the same classes. He'll introduce you to his family, tell you about his childhood, even secretly brag about you to his friends from high school (not that he'd ever tell you about that).

Tsukishima is a man that can come across as cold, but you know better. He's really just a big softie when it comes to you.

#haikyuu #tsukki🥺🥺🥺 #acts of service is truly his lov lang

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⤷ when they're jealous – hq

✩ characters: various

✩ warnings: none

✩ a/n: sorry for being so inactive lately, i've been busy working on my ac island hehe

⭑ gets possessive

this guy is definitely the jealous type. as much as he tries not to, he always ends up letting his emotions get the best of him, and whenever he happens to catch someone else hitting on you he can't help but become all possessive over you. once he notices them getting a little too close for his liking he won't hesitate to approach the two of you, immediately interrupting the conversation by asking you who they are, and making sure to refer to you by a pet name as a not so subtle way of letting the other person know exactly who you belong to. gets super clingy with you afterwards, refusing to leave your side and making sure everyone around you knows that you're his.

⤷ kageyama, yaku, kuroo, yahaba, semi, futakuchi, atsumu

⭑ acts unbothered

pretends he doesn't care, but on the inside he's furious. he can't help but narrow his eyes at the other person, watching as you erupt into laughter at one of their jokes— even though it wasn't really that funny. once the interaction is over he'll try his best to keep up the act, finding himself becoming more reserved than usual as he attempts to hide the fact that someone else flirting with you made him far more irritated than he’d like to admit. it isn't until you call him out on his obvious jealousy that he gets all embarrassed, shocked that you noticed so easily because he genuinely believed that he was being subtle. he will probably try to deny it, but deep down he knows it's pointless as you somehow manage to always see right through him.

⤷ tsukishima, kenma, kunimi, sakusa, washio, suna, shirabu

⭑ ready to throw hands

will definitely try to fight anyone who dares to hit on you, to the point where he's basically your own personal guard dog. not only will he refuse to tolerate anyone flirting with you, he won't let them get away with looking at what's his either. as soon as he realises someone has been staring at you for a little too long, he'll be quick to wrap an arm around your waist and pull you into him, all while glaring daggers at the person who had the nerve to shamelessly check you out like that. he might get a little defensive about it afterwards, especially if you start teasing him, but whenever someone starts eyeing you up and down like that he just can't stop himself from getting protective of you, simply because he hates the thought of anyone making you uncomfortable.

⤷ kyotani, iwaizumi, tanaka, konoha, aran, nishinoya, matsukawa

⭑ feels insecure

it's not that he believes you would ever be unfaithful, because he trusts you completely— it's just that deep down he thinks you're too good for him and that you could do way better. when he sees someone else trying to flirt with you he can't help but feel a little nervous, insecure thoughts plaguing his mind as he begins worrying that he's not good enough for you. he probably won't say anything to you about it afterwards, but you don't miss the sad look in his eyes or the way he appears to be trapped in his own thoughts. you know by now that he needs a lot of reassurance due to his tendency to overthink, and so you always remind him that he's good enough at times like these when you know he needs to hear it the most.

⤷ akaashi, koganegawa, asahi, hanamaki, tendou, yamaguchi

⭑ super touchy with you

whenever he gets jealous he finds himself unable to keep his hands off you. he's definitely the type to wrap his arms around your waist when you're in the middle of a conversation with someone else, hugging you from behind and leaning his head on your shoulder. it always manages to catch you off guard, wondering why he's being so affectionate with you all of a sudden, but with the way he scowls at the other person and pulls you into him it doesn't take you long to figure out that he's jealous. he won't be able to keep his hands off you for the rest of the day, asking you for cuddles or wanting to hold your hand, and pouting when you start making fun of him for it.

⤷ bokuto, oikawa, sugawara, osamu, hinata, lev, daishou

⤷ please do not repost my works on any other sites!

#kags & tsukki🥺 #haikyuu

[thechaosoflonging]

i have had da worst week possible holy shit aries szn was nOT my szn dis year. i forgot all abt my gratitude journaling as well.

#j #depresso expresso

[thechaosoflonging]

Hiiii!!! Among the water signs which is the fakest

Hi! I think all the signs in the zodiac have their own way of being fake when unevolved!

🐠 Pisces energy pretends to be more innocent than they actually are, pretends to not know whats going on. Just like their sister sign virgo pretends to be more ”pure” than others. Will get others to fight for them by telling their own twisted side of the story where they are the poor victim.

🦀 Cancer energy plays morals police and are super ”anti bullying” and sensitive until its them whos angry. Very unaccepting of others feelings because their own are the most important. Will call you a bully for cursing at someone but the second they get angry they will curse someone out. Only them are allowed to be mean when others do it its bullying.

🦂 Scorpio energy pretends to hate fakes and dishonest people but they themselves keep secrets and scheme. They are the only ones allowed to be dishonest, anyone else whos dishonest is a fake and a fraud. No respect for others private live but cant stand being asked a question about their own life.

#pisces moon #omg yes das tru

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Drawing a randomly generated Haikyuu character (almost) every day until I give up

71. Kageyama Tobio

#kags #art #haikyuu

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Megumi baby of the group, I will not take criticism

#jjk #art

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BOYFRIEND TEXTS

synopsis. tsukishima kei is your boy(bro)friend who you endlessly tease. and you are his girlfriend who he endlessly worries about.

pairings. tsukishima kei x reader

genre. fluff, romance, crack (reader is dramatic, slay)

others. smau, text-fic, also ig format 💪, they're in college, so uni au—sighhh i love uni au 😔

notes. i love tsukishima kei with all my heart and soul i wish he was real </3

@ httpsleely | reposting, modificating, stealing, plagiarizing, and translating my works on any platform are strictly prohibited.

#haikyuu #tsukki🥺🥺

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we used to get prescribed a summer on the seaside. now we just get told to go touch grass. the economy is in shambles

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20191009 I LIKE HER | timeskip!tsukkishima as your boyfriend

♫ – currently playing… mac demarco

warnings – tsukishima is kind of mean, periods, food, mentions of drinking, throwing up/vomiting, jokes of being stabbed in the stomach, profanities

pairing – tsukishima x fem!reader ☆

a/n – hi guys… hope u enjoy !!

yenqa © please do not copy, steal or translate.

#haikyuu #tsukki🥺🥺

[thechaosoflonging]

grateful for: quit my stressful ass job yday wooo!!! & secured 4 diff interviews alr and mochi had dinner at home for da 2nd time dis month while watching exchange szn 3

#j #gratitude journal

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now that i am a real adult i am starting to realise. media lied to me about the availability of rooftops to go hang out on. every day i wish i could be hanging out on a rooftop somewhere looking cool as fuck

[thechaosoflonging]

when i was walking thru da airport w my fwen, sum irish babe came up told me & told me i was beautiful x2 n it was so wholesome n idk maybe she was drunk but it was such a cute end to my trip

#j #gratitude journal