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whenever I'm really down, I picture two of my characters comforting each other.

Like, I like to imagine one of my characters lying on his girlfriend's lap while he talks about his PTSD, and vice versa.

I just wanna be comforted.

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I saw a rabbit irl and it reminded me of why I love Bunnies so much

I WANT ONE SO BAD

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I know I’m the HS au is probably set in America and Thts why the characters can wear their own clothing but honestly I’m from Scotland and imaging the characters in uniform for me is just like 🤭🤭

Cause I can totally picture characters like hoodie and Ej being proper neat with the uniform and then there’s ppl like Toby and Jeff that literally haven’t even fully buttoned up there shirt and just tie their blazer around their waist.

Bro, Toby would be so fucking messy, same with Jeff

I feel like Ben wouldn't be messy bit he wouldn't be neat either, he would be like "I wanna rebel against the system " type shit.

#.high school au

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Remember to pace yourself. You don't need to post things right away if you're not feeling too good. Your health is far more important. Take care of yourself!

Thanks for the concern!

I'm just worried about my numbers because some of my post aren't getting as my notes as others. My prison AU got like 100 something so far, but my last one shot is at like 500.

It kinda demotivates me a little bit, so that's why I posted it on A03 as well so it could reach more people.

Just a lil worried about my number.

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I hope u feel ok🤍

I'm getting better slowly. Thanks for the concern

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I need part 2 rn 😭!!

I KNOW

I've gotten so many comments begging for part 2 and it will be coming, i just haven't started it yet.

I've kinda been on a little break to improve my mental health, and it's getting better slowly.

I released the Prison AU, and two fanfics on my other blog on the same day, so kinda needed a writing break.

I might get back writing next month, but during summer my schedule is going to be REALLY packed, so I realistically can't write at all during the first 2 months, and I don't even wanna think about August🥲

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Hi!! I come from you're old acc of dsmp fanfics (I found a liking to from 2023 to now)

Ill try to stay here! :)

HI, I'M SO GLAD PEOPLE FROM MY OLD DSMP ACC ARE MIGRATING OVER HERE!

I often forget abt that account, but sometimes I get notifications from people interacting and I'm like damn, sometimes I miss those days, glad I left the Fandom while I had the chance tho😅

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Finally got my new pairs of skates.

These are a lot better than the other ones, but I gotta change my wheels and barrings.

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I just had the craziest dream.

I was 14 dating one of my older brothers friends who was 19. It wasn't anyone K knew in real life, but it was my brother's friend. Very sexually, emotionally and mentally abusive.

I tried to break up with him and ran off, but then he started to destroy my friends. So I ran back to him and begged him to stop, so he brought them back at the snap of his fingers.

We also walked in the middle of the night downtown, and he was really possessive and said nobody else could have me. He made me cry. And then he passed by my house and said he was going to but me food before he took me home.

He bought me Popeyes and then took me into an empty parking lot saying he wasn't giving me it for free. You can assume what happens next.

Then the dream flips where it's Heathers inspired. I'm Heather Duke, and then we have two other girls as Heather Chander and MacManera. Then him and his friends were like a gender swapped version of Heathers and we were dating our counterpart. But he was Chandler so I was still with him.

Nothing crazy happens there, but then my dream flips again and I'm walking home with my friends, and I really wanna tell them what happened, but then one of his friends, who I'm pretty sure does some fucked up shit to me, shows up and I gotta stay quiet.

In one part, I tell two of my friends, but they pretty much ignore me. Nobody heard me.

Then one of my guy friends, who's pretty much my brother at this point, asked me what's wrong because I was acting weird, and I end up having a panic attack and running home because my boyfriend said he'd hurt anyone I told, and if I ruined his reputation, he'll give me hell.

oh, and just to add, his name was Papi.

Very fun dream🙂

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I was talking to my brother a few days back, and he works with kids, and this man told me that the kidd in this generation can't read, don't know their ABC's, and are talking about shit they shouldn't know.

I think we're doomed.

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When you hang out at your friend's house for the first time ever (Never been allowed at a friend's house), and they practically ditch you at their house, leaving you by yourself. And then their sister comes and asks you were they are and they get yelled at:

#I'm never doing this again.

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I'll try to get through of my ask this week. I've kind of fallen back into a depression and have been going through some pretty bad episodes. So like, yeah.

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Been in a spiral since yesterday, life has not been fire.

Might start working on fics again in the up and coming weeks, I got tests coming up and I've been on a mental decline.

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I talked to my friend abt it while waiting to perform, and she told me something I never considered.

I talked abt his behavior, and the lack of life in his eyes, and she told me something interesting. She said that he's only being semi-nice to me because of either guilt, or he's trying to gain my trust again. She said that people like him will fucking come back, and now I'm like damn.

Also, my friend who's been friends with me since Elementary told me that it wasn't that serious and I was being dramatic. I love the man, but please stfu.

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So uh, here's how it went

One, he remembers me, like, immediately after he heard my name I'm pretty sure.

I didn't talk to him until the end but like, I was scared and filled with anxiety and was shaking for most of the orientation, but after lunch, I calmed down. No fear, nothing.

We had to do an activity with everyone and he was talking to one my friends, and we've all known each since Elementary, and then he started talking to me in order to back him up on something.

And then I wa asking someone a question and he joked quth them and told me not to help them and to come with him to answer a question.

Atter talking to him, I got weirdly comfortable really fast. Like, I even joked with him doing my usual line of "Get Better", which is what I do when I'm teasing or mocking my friends.

I dont know why, but I'm not really scared of him anymore. Subconsciously I'm scared to say no to him, but like, now I can be next to him without fear. I think he's gotten nicer, but like, I don't wanna put myself into a sense of false security where I trust him and become friends with him again.

But, If it comes, I'll be willing to give him a second chance.

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Would any of the creeps/proxy’s get jealous just in general, like it’s in their personality or smt

Yes, the first person who came to mind was Toby.

Toby is very possessive and paranoid, and this translates terribly with him as a yandere.

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Think the proxy’s would ever play Russian roulette together? I mean I get they don’t rlly get along but imagine they get drunk one night and decide to play just cause they’re bored and need some sort of adrenaline rush??

I mean depends on how many bullets they put I the chamber but I can kinda see them enjoying the thrill of it maybe even forcing the reader to play depending on the Au

Definitely. The Proxies don't really get along, but they do have their moments.

I think the small signs that they somewhat care about each other is the fact that Brian often lets Toby stay at his house, and other things like that.

They would definitely do this while drunk after a long day. You'd probably be the only sober person there, and for a few rounds they don't force you to do anything, but after a while, they'll threaten you and force you to join.

One time the gun almost went off on you, definitely a traumatizing experience.