theirmajestyfang

[theirmajestyfang]

no descent into rage is worse than my descent into rage. no one spirals harder than me bitch. im full of violence

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

i am NOT gaslighting you. i am lying to you. gaslighting implies a level of effort that i am simply not putting in. deceiving you does not require much

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

i don't get anon hate simply because everyone loves me and im their favourite. this is true

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

"pointless death" "senseless violence" just admit you hate fun 🙄

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

everyone shut the fuck up and listen. i love decadence, i love filth, i love perversion; i love depravity and deviance and hedonism. i love corruption, i love the obscene. i love debauchery, i love all things sordid, i love the thrill of scandal. i love reveling in being a sicko. it brings me closer to god

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

The worst thing really is that i don't just wanna be loved by everyone, oh no, i want to be loved by everyone more than they love anyone else. Even if I myself don't. Even. like. Them.

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

are you seriously on your hero’s journey right now? that’s cringe. i bet you would answer the call to adventure loserboy

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

going insane all by yourself handsome?

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

should girls be weird

required

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

generally not super into shapeshifter characters being revealed to have like a singular True Form. isnt it much more interesting to imagine a creature so fluid and ever-changing that even they cant identify any one body as the "true" self, or simply dont see the need to?

is this you? yes. this one too? yes. but then which one is the real you? define "real" define "you" theyre all me. even the ones that are someone else? especially those.

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

I <3 WOUNDS & INJURY

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[theirmajestyfang]

People are so wishy-washy these days. No one wants to take oaths and blood pacts anymore.

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

does anybody else feel the anger

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[theirmajestyfang]

I have got to get more sickening

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

My current plan to recover from my mental and emotional existence is to just go so deep into being insane that I'll come out sane on the other side. Being a chronic people pleaser plagued with impostor syndrome stretched me too thin, and that leash simply snapped and I am now a completely untethered, unapologetic vermin.

Fuck having impostor syndrome, if I'm not entitled to be here they should've barred the doors better. If I'm doing everything wrong because of imaginary rules that nobody told me about, that's their problem, you should have made your confusing system more idiot-proof.

I'm not here to please everyone and do everything right. I'm here to make bad art, chew on furniture, make people laugh, cook awful food and look at pretty landscapes, and piss off the people who don't want me to exist. If I have an unseen infinite debt somewhere that I can never pay back, I'm going to keep running that tab until I die. I'm alive purely because the universe is shit at pest control.

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

Queer as in gay, yes, but most importantly, queer as in unusual, strange, creepy, odd..

#the royal queue

[theirmajestyfang]

Trans people need to start naming themselves like puritans but like the other way. I need to start hanging out with bitches named Contempt and Decadence and Heresy

#the royal queue