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Q: When you first met that character, and you seemed a little standoffish and maybe threatened, and not a big fan. Do you think it's because deep down you had these... something there brewing, but you didn't know what it was?

#9-1-1 #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #oliver stark #insanity <3

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the witch trials of 911blr (we all accuse each other of secretly being oliver stark)

#9-1-1 #because funstuff #LET'S GOOOOOO xD

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me starting the trapped dads spec fic over for the 4th time because the spec keeps adjusting because I first started writing it in 2022 and I keep having to adjust it to new canon? more likely than you'd think xD

also, me finally writing again after one and a half years and it's of course trapped dads spec fic xD - nature is healing 😌

#about me #writing is hard #I do love my trapped dads spec fic #and the themes stay the same xD #it's just the details of how they end up there that adjust xD

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9-1-1 | 6x09 / 6x12 / 6x15

#9-1-1 #nobody does parallels like 911 #eddie diaz #evan buckley #christopher diaz #couch beloved #couch meta my most beloved <333

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We're gonna fucking die when they really let Ryan loose, too. Can you imagine both of these fuckers pulling this bullshit??

#9-1-1 #ryan guzman #they will NOT let us live xD #oliver stark

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I’m sitting with my head in my hands thinking about how it’s inevitable we’re going to have another episode that sparks Ryan doing press at some point before the end of the season and I just KNOW they’re competitive af

#9-1-1 #ryan guzman #I keep thinking about this #he is out of pr jail they are setting up a storyline for eddie #they are going to have to let him talk again at some point #I do not think we'll be prepared no matter what we do to prepare ourselves xD #that man is SO competitive and way more chaotic than oliver #also in all of this #oliver is still toeing SOME kind of line #I cannot even imagine what both of them will be throwing at us once buddie is officially canon

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The thing is: Oliver recorded all these interviews the same day. He put on his beanie and his corded headphones. Sat down with his dogs. And chose violence.

#9-1-1 #oliver stark #I have NEVER witnessed something like this before #oliver stark actually three separate chaos demons in a trenchcoat and that's why he is so tall and buff CONFIRMED

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eddie’s “not that it would have mattered” also feels… weird to me. (not weird as in untrue, just… weird. performative. there seems to be a disconnect in between what eddie is thinking and saying.) if i was watching that clip out of context no clue what ryan can do i would think he was a bad actor but we all know that couldn’t be further from the truth which means eddie is a bad actor and

#9-1-1 #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #my tags #alkdsfhaskjdhalskhasjadfs #glad you enjoyed my unhinged rambling <3 #I am just having MANY THOUGHTS about the acting in this scene and this is only the tip of the iceberg xD

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someone might have already said this, I’ve been a little mia, buuut now that I have thought about it more, the couch scene actually makes so much sense?

the thing is, we’ve only been considering the couch metaphor from a meta standpoint - and don’t get me wrong, that is def an important aspect and they have been using it as such, for examply by showing us that the answer to the couch question is eddie’s couch (thank you 6x12 couch scene my most beloved <3) - but in that we are kinda forgetting that in contrast to the other metaphors (most notably heart and water metaphors <3) the couch metaphor first and foremost isn’t a meta metaphor, it is buck’s metaphor and thereby the only metaphor that the characters are actively aware of and so while the meta aspects of it definitely are at play (and in my opinion do hold up, because of course he has grown, but not yet enough and so this time the couch choice is half his own, while half still put on someone else again, and he still doesn’t see the one right in front of him) more importantly buck is actively trying to use the couch metaphor and is actively trying to put it into play by being proactive, but it also means that the couch metaphor is not infallible, because buck is not infallible

from buck’s perspective, natalia is a good candidate and he didn’t compromise on his own boundaries for her and she still came back and stood beside him through the emotional mess that was kameron having the baby even tho that was what originally made her run - of course he would want the couch metaphor to work for the two of them (people have said it before, but it bears repeating: buck is not omniscient, he does not see the narrative signs for why he and natalia are doomed!) and of course that would make him actively put the couch metaphor into play, it’s almost like a test, like him asking can we actually ‘pick a couch’ together that works for both of us synonymous with him asking if they actually fit (which is a big step up, because it IS him making that choice and him recognizing that ‘picking a couch’ kinda needs to be a both partners kinda thing and a compromise, not him accepting couches that are hoisted on him) - and only s7 will tell us and more importantly buck the answer to that, even tho we as the audience know that the couch buck is at ease on is already out there and waiting for him to see it <3

#9-1-1 #couch beloved #bringing this one back for one last hurrah before oliver slamdunks us all tomorrow xD

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New Oliver interview dropping tomorrow morning.

#9-1-1 #oliver stark #nooooo he can't keep doing this nooooooooo

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#anyone else doing a weird bout of touch-starvedness tonight??? #uuugh

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eddie’s “not that it would have mattered” also feels… weird to me. (not weird as in untrue, just… weird. performative. there seems to be a disconnect in between what eddie is thinking and saying.) if i was watching that clip out of context no clue what ryan can do i would think he was a bad actor but we all know that couldn’t be further from the truth which means eddie is a bad actor and

#9-1-1 #eddie diaz #ryan guzman #no but THIS #EDDIE is the bad actor #*screams into hands* #there are multiple little hitches in that conversation where something is said to quickly or with a slightly too performative tone of voice #mostly from eddie but I think one or two from buck #that are EVIDENTLY on purpose because these two actors always give 110% but we know they'd have given at least 150% for a scene like #this one sooooooo #mhmmmm #yeah #that 'not that it would have mattered' was LOUD #and there is something about the hurried (faintly tinged desperate) 'not the same way as you evidently' #that I swear I have heard in my own voice before #and SOMETHING about the weird almost wobble on buck's 'good that's a relief' and the way his voice melody kind goes down and almost #I wanna say tense or maybe pulling inward at that instead of going up and doing that same breathy sigh of relief that we had after the kiss #which tells us oliver COULD do relief but he didn't do it there on purpose #also something about the 'you should call him' + 'HECK yeaaaah' makes me want to bite my own hands but I can't quite pinpoint the what #in that case xD

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lesbiabs

#9-1-1 #henren #hen wilson #karen wilson #amazing fanart #ooooh this is so fucking cute <3333

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#What a year this week has been

#9-1-1 #oliver stark #buddie #everything keeps happening SO MUCH

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#about me #poll #jess 💕🧲 #hmmmm there are a bunch that apply so I'll pick the one I love most which is kind <3

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911onabc: Every answer was delivered with so much confidence 😅 #911onABC

#9-1-1 #911 cast #this is so fucking cute I adore them <3 #but also it is SO FUNNY that nobody knows what season home invasion is both the cast AND going by the tags on this the fans #when that is literally the episode they introduced marisol xD #like somehow that CHECKS OUT SO HARD 🤣 #unfortunately I am way too unwell about this show and can actually list all episode titles in order except for a few s6 ones that I keep #mixing up xD #I also very much love ryan being a little shit and having the time of his life xD #also also oh my god aisha's face when ryan says s7 I am howling xD

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thimking thots………………

#9-1-1 #oliver stark #mhmmm sure I can be normal about this (lying)