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Hear my pleas of my financial woes Money Skull.

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The insatiable thirst for orange juice à la Stir of Echoes has finally happened. Before, it was always apple juice or ginger ale. But yesterday while shopping, my body demanded to ingest orange juice immediately. I waited until I got home, unlike last time. XD ... (And I didn't chug half the bottle in one shot like last time either.)

#are you going to drink that? #stir of echoes thirst

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The goosebumps I got at the 36:43 mark of the last episode of Loki (this includes previously on).

This a good depiction on how I was for the rest of the episode...like with the Good Omens S2 ending.

That is all.

#Loki S2 spoilers

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tfw it’s daylight savings time again

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The Roomie just gave me this. 😯

"You want a Loki?" Sure, I said keeping it cool, not knowing what kind of figurine she was planning to give me. I hugged that box. lol 😭 She told me I can have the gagged/bound version displayed if I wanted to. lol Amazing. 😏

I don't know where to put him yet. I need to reorganize my room, I've been slacking of late. She has other marvel and fandom figurines she's planning to eventually sell. She knew I like the Tom Loki (she's also seen my current phone wallpaper XD ) She also said to have it hidden if one of her friends comes over cause she'll be mad at her for not giving it to her instead. XD She was showing me the site where it came from and showing other stuff she thought about getting but changed her mind because of the price; she then told me to not worry about the price of the gifted one. 'Cause holay. 😅

#the Roomie #avengers Loki

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Me and the Roomie just finished binge watching Good Omens 2 and that last episode had that scene that was so tropey that it was good...

It's been an hour and we still periodically from our spots in the apartment do this yell:

#I wonder how many times Neil Gaiman has been tagged with doing the “apology dance” #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #gos2 spoilers

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My Roomie got me this because it reminded her of Beetlejuice and Halloween colours and that I'm part of the Spookyverse™️. :D These starbuck tumblers are expensive, so it was super nice for her to do so just because. I need to find something thoughtful to repay her.

#will make an effort to drink more water #too nervous to bring it to work #Spookyverse™️

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In This Moment ➤ The Purge [✻]

#the video is so pretty!

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I think it's fitting that there's a thunderstorm tonight. :D

Happy 37th anniversary to my favorite movie of all time!

#labyrinth

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I couldn't make it to my dad's 70th birthday surprise party, because money is super tight, especially with 2 shifts a week and a dental bill of about 3K$ and one more appointment to go. I know it sounds like excuses but I don't have savings to dip in. My step-mother didn't even invite me to the fb group, my sister did after she inquired if I knew about it. I was going to post about trying when I was invited by her, but I saw that it was created a month earlier. Even though they might suspect that I wouldn't be able to attend, but at least I would have been aware of it to try to make plans; I might have been able to at least try before the whole dental thing happened.

So the day fell on one of my work nights. The party wouldn't start till the evening, so it gives me a chance to call during my break. I tried to do a facetime call, when he finally answered, no visual from him. He moved to a quieter place. I wished an advance birthday and all that and apologized that I couldn't make it and that I would call him again on his actual birthday. That's when I heard laughter from him and a few others, so it made me regret that I even called. I want to give the benefit of the doubt that it was happenstance of a comment at the party, but maybe it's because I was in a mask and uniform on screen. I tried another conversation, another set of laughter where I said nothing funny. I had more time that I could chat, but I wanted to hang up before I got upset. So I said that my break was over. The laughter made me think of past scenarios where I would hear my step-mother comment condescendingly but in a humorous tone. ie: "Oh that Insomniac, it's too bad that her work wouldn't let her book off. Ha ha!" Sometimes it's from another family member from that side. I feel like a fucking idiot. Why did I even bother to try? I should've just sent a text apologizing for the missed event and another one on his birthday, today. I keep trying and trying and trying, and I should've just continued to do as I started a few years, do the bare minimum as he had done. But no, I had to make an exception for a milestone birthday. That is more than what he did for mine. He tried to contact me at 8pm. A full day has passed. Although he posted on his page, wasn't able to tag me for some reason, wishing me a happy bday. I laughed about it and continued my night hanging out with the Roomie. They come down here for hockey and baseball games often and sometimes they contact me to find out if I'm available the day before (not enough time to make plans), if not I find out by a fb post that they were in town.

Yes. I'm bitter. I've ranted about him before. I'm trying hard to leave this energy. It does not serve me in the slightest!

I'm still going to give him a call because I promised. I hate that I have to be the better person. The empathy. All of it. And I'm angry at myself for it.

#insomniac rants #life crap #family crap

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Woke up to my hair trying to channel Coppola Dracula's hairstyle.

#they're the same picture #lulz #dracula daily

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CUTTERPILLOW92 #GIFTOBER (28/31)

Day 28: Lonely // Venom: Let There Be Carnage (2021)

@giftober @mcuchallenge

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I do not recommend getting part 2 of a root canal done and then go into work. 😅 It made the long day long. I didn't feel like travelling back/forth to home and work, so I did kill some time in between with watching Transformers.

I'm wondering if they added structure to the tooth (Years ago, I think they had to shave/grind away part of it when they did the filling/set up braces), cause I'm finding it a bit cumbersome now with chewing and talking, even resting the jaw. So I might have to continue with a mouth guard to make sure I don't crack anything. I still have to make the appointment to get the crown done in the next week or so. So that's another 1200$+ that I'm regretting/hoping that it's worth it.

#Insomniac goes to the dentist

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This is 40

24 on the left, 40 on the right.

#not old just older #me birthday #insomniac's birthday

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"I'm a black star" I have now a little bit of Bowie homage. I've been sitting on this one a while.

Got a little something for my birthday. I wish I could afford for other non related items, but this was from paypal funds/savings. I wanted a ring but the seller didn't have the item anymore and I'm certain it was something they do not remake. But it's more fitting at my ear don't you think? His music was important.

Don't mind the dark tarnish on the spider helix, it's been through many years of wear.

#black star #it arrived a day before my birthday #insomniac's birthday