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C U R S E D I M A G E

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If anyone is of the right age to remember this song, please listen to it and cry with me. Such a simple song, but to me it represents an innocence lost to a hurtful world. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqUdI4AIDF0

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I am nothing but a failure.

I don’t expect anyone to read this. I just need a place to write out my feelings and get the catharsis of sending it out there.

I joined a christian life training program thing this summer. Big international thing, hundreds of people joining in every week over zoom. The assignments were pretty regular, and not difficult in the slightest: read three chapters of a pretty engaging book, memorize a bible verse, do a short study on a few verses of 2 Timothy every week.

Simple enough, and yet I did nearly 0% of the work. I joined in on about 80% of the weekly calls, met with my small group when I could, and at least opened the book every other week. That’s just about it.

Toward the beginning of the summer, I started dating my girlfriend. It seemed natural, since we’re both christians and we both are attracted to each other. I didn’t realize that this, combined with getting a second job last month, would deeply offset my ability to work on assignments. My time management skills, already poor, took a massive nosedive. It took all of my energy and attention to just get to work on time and hang out with my girlfriend once a week, minimum.

My days have mostly consisted of this: Get up at 7am, get awake and ready to go to work for an hour or two, go to work for 5-6 hours at Jack in the box, wait a couple hours (during which I will normally blow some money on fast food because I’m too lazy and unhealthy to eat something at home), go to work at Jamba Juice, come home and watch porn/play video games for a few hours before going to bed and repeating the process.

On the subject of porn, I actually have programs set in place on my computer that block porn, and actually tell my spiritual mentors when I’ve accessed it. Does that ever stop me? Rarely. I am so lost in all this that even the threat of authority figures knowing that I have been deep in sin is not a deterrent for me anymore.

I am lost. I am broken. I am unfixable.

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My gf is such a tomboy and i love her so much. Like one second we can be cuddling and then outta nowhere she'll be like "i bet i run faster than you"

and she's right XD

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Are you guys following what's going on in Milwaukee? It's happening right now, June 23/24 depending on where you live!

There are conflicting reports about who set the house and van on fire, some say it was the police to cover up evidence, some that the neighbors did it.

But people managed to recover tons of documents from the house before it burned down and already one of the people mentioned in them was identified as a register sex offender! The house is also allegedly registered to a member of the clergy?

Summary:

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I’ve been taking a lot of pictures at my desk lately. I guess it has something to say about how I spend my time...

#photo #photography #digital photography #desk #bowl #room #bedroom #curtains #drapes #mess #messy #microphone #snowball #snowball mic

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I have hispanic neighbors, so every Sunday I get to listen to their music while they have a massive houseparty with the entire family. It’s honestly really heartwarming, and makes me wish my family was more connected.

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I was on a zoom call and absentmindedly and totally-not-intentionally smashed my flashlight with a hammer. Then, I tried to get some pictures of the broken glass. It’s fun to mess around with lighting settings and exposures on cameras, but I really should have payed more attention, man.

#photo #photography #digital photography #flashlight #zoom #zoom meetings #zoom meeting #broken #darkness #light #shatter #shattered #glass #illuminate #lens flare #lens #bright #dark #sorry for all the tags #i have to use them or else i wont be seen

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I know I don’t have many followers, but this seems like a nice way to learn how to set up asks on my page lol

GIVE ME TWO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS AND I'LL TELL YOU WHICH ONE I'D RATHER DATE

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Whats up yall? I’ve returned from my post-semester-failure depression streak! I have a girlfriend and just remembered that I promised to take some pictures. Took like 25, but only 2 came out good, so that’s all you get today. MORE TO COME

#photo #photography #Street Photography #digital photography #indie #independent #dating #girlfriend #building #bike rack #outdoors #outdoor photography #sunset #golden hour #depression #happy

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I was going to make a post about my girlfriend

And then I realized that the screenshot i took of her scribbled out face had a facebook chat head over it which also had her face. So, can’t post a pic, sorry XD

I love this girl, though. Such a lovely woman.

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i may show it but get ready wake ur psyche up mob get ready wake ur anger up mob get ready wake ur psyche up mob get ready coming down can u feel ur satisfaction ur a mob cant u feel ur frustration coming down coyld u feel ur satisfaction ur a mob what do u wang to be 今氾濫していく感情を身にまとって break it down 限界超え 見える景色は 99.9 99.9 正体不明の percentage crying my life crying my psyche crying my heart in such common places is that ur ideal is that ur mind になるとき始まる the mob is alive the mob is high the mob is staying frustrated arent u is that ur ideal is that ur mind 今すぐ ur life is ur own get ready wake ur psyche up mob get ready wake ur anger up mob get ready wake ur psyche up mob get ready really be giving me brain damage

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Sorry for not posting a lot of photos lately!

Will get back on that when I can dedicate some time to it :)

Stay amazing, people!

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THIS IS NOT AN ADVERTISEMENT

I don’t get into posting opinions very much, but the Dr Squatch spokesperson has the most punchable face I’ve seen in a long time. Dish-throwing, soap-insulting, long-haired, evil man. Stop interrupting my youtube videos. Maybe I am a dish. Maybe my soap isn’t as bad as you say. I don’t need you. Get out of my life. Cursed being.

#meme #opinion #dish #soap #punch #face #pretty face #beard #mullet #drake #drake meme #memes #hate #evil #annoying #kill #death #murder #not an ad

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I already do this. Most probably think it’s a joke, but in reality i really do love them

Reblog if you think it’s okay to platonically say “I Love You” to your friends

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Not the bathroom pics most people take XD

At this point I’m familiar enough with my camera that I can start getting creative. I’m just trying to take a minimum of 25 pics a day from now until I give up on that.

#photographers on tumblr #photography #digital photography #photo #mirror #reflection #reflections #mirrors #bathroom #sink #toilet #lamp #lighting #photography practice

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Got a smog check today :) They were playing The Office in the waiting room.

#photographers on tumblr #photography #digital photography #photo