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looking at photos from 6 months ago is like nothing changed. i am a different person. nothing really happened. everything happened at once. so much yet so little time has passed

i try to journal, i try to document, i want to see every step of my phasing, i need to remember the thoughts i used to have - alas it is impossible and i am in a constant state of saying goodbye to who i was yesterday while welcoming my tomorrow

#change

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oh to be a middle class lady in the 19th century who has nothing to do all day but have time to think about her romantic afflictions and her beloved

#oh to take a stroll just so i can think about him more clearly #too stressed to be lovesick #jane austen #emily bronte #romantic period #regency #regency era #love #pride and prejudice #elizabeth bennet #jane bennet #mr darcy #elizabeth x darcy #mentally tired #anguish #heartbroken #lovesick

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am not in a position where i can ignore this

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headcanon: alina, our sun summoner. you can fill in the blanks

heaven gaia spring/summer 2021 couture

#the sun summoner #alina starkov #the darkling #shadow and bone #genya safin #shadow and bone edit #grishaverse #sab #shadow and bone netflix #grisha #netflix shadow and bone #the top left is so #darklina #aleksander kirigan

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them wearing this with messy hair do you agree

#hits different when its stressed men wearing it #hamlet #renaissance #anthony bridgerton #bridgerton #piratecore #medieval fantasy #shakespeare #gay pirates #kaz brekker #soc #shadow and bone

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*takes out one earbud so i can hear the lower pitched undertones of the song better*

#i love counterpoint #soundtracks #show soundtrack #movie soundtrack #music #bridgerton s2 #bridgerton #kris bowers #composers are angels #music composer #counterpoint #bridgerton soundtrack #twilight soundtrack #show score #movie score #bridgerton score #twilight score #film score #hans zimmer #ludwig goransson

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my favourite trope is when all the characters are lovable! and even when they aren't, there's something in them that's admirable. like yesssss give me good vibes. give me more people to extend my love to even if they aren't real.

#me rn #bridgerton s2 #shadow and bone #the neutral urge #the ungendered urge #fandom thoughts #fandom #fandom culture #fandom history #fandom meta #fandom problems #archive of our own #instagram #youtube #video essay #ao3 discourse #wattpad #fan edits #my edit #social media #relatable #relatable af #funny post #relatable memes #hyperfixation #fandom things #fandom life #fixation #new fixation #hyper fixation

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its crazy when i watch a show/movie and I'm like woah i found this piece of media at the exact right time??? like it fits the aesthetic I'm into, my headspace and is the exact vibe i want perfectly!! the stars aligned so I could experience this right now.... except it happens with every single media i consume ever

#me rn #bridgerton s2 #shadow and bone #the neutral urge #the ungendered urge #fandom thoughts #fandom #fandom culture #fandom history #fandom meta #fandom problems #archive of our own #instagram #youtube #video essay #ao3 discourse #wattpad #fan edits #my edit #social media #relatable #relatable af #funny post #relatable memes #hyperfixation #fandom things #fandom life #fixation #new fixation #hyper fixation

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Also I cannot stop thinking about the juxtapose of Edward talking about Bella’s big green sweater and he was like it’s drowning her!!! It’s too big 😡👎 versus Alice swimming in half bear/half man Emmet’s hoodie during the car chase and Edward being like Alice 😍 my fashionable sister Alice can pull off anything

#i absolutely adore edward and alice's relationship #twilight

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the best part about not listening to mainstream music is being able to watch Bridgerton without being plagued by recognizing mediocre pop songs in a regency era setting

#just appreciating the orchestra instead #bridgerton #bridgerton season 2 #anthony bridgerton #bridgerton s2 #anthony x kate #kate sharma #edwina sharma

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if there's one thing i learnt from breaking dawn, its that seth owns my entire heart

#i finally get the hype now #seth clearwater #twilight #the twilight renaissance #bella swan #the twilight revival #edward cullen #the twilight series #the twilight saga #twilight saga #twilight revival #twilight renaissance #breaking dawn #leah clearwater #jacob black #the wolfpack #the clearwaters

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thinking about how stephenie meyer has an Actual Brother called Jacob

"jacob wants to fuck bella soooo bad but she sees him as a brother" the real jacob: 😟😟😟😟😟

#the twilight saga #twilight #the twilight renaissance #bella swan #the twilight revival #edward cullen #the twilight series #robert pattinson #jacob black #twilight saga #twilight meme #breaking dawn #eclipse #stephenie meyer #twilight movie #twilight revival #twilight memes #twilight renaissance #billy black #charlie swan

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okay i made one for the wolfpack idk what to think lmaoo

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every night casting directors around the world go to sleep wishing and praying they can pull off the legendary casting match of Shadow and Bone (2021-)

#how was it so perfect #especially nina and jesper but all of them fr #leigh bardugo #crooked kingdom #grishaverse #the grishaverse #shadow and bone #kaz brekker #inej ghana #inej six of crows #six of crows #nina zenik #jesper fahey #the crows #inej ghafa #alina starkov #mal oretsev #malyen oretsev #the darkling #genya safin #matthias helvar #wylan van eck #kanej #general kirigan #ben barnes #kit young #shadow and bone cast #freddy carter #danielle galligan #amita suman

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if you want me to consume a new media you MUST catch me at the exact moment when the stars are aligned and the air pressure is equal to the current degree of the sun’s peak against the horizon and all the cosmic energies are perfectly unified (aka my old interest is fading out) or i will nod and say “im adding that to my list!” Knowing theres no chance i will check it out

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i feel like bella’s adrenaline rush phase in new moon has a more scientific explanation than what smeyer gives us. it’s less about the whole “i’m losing my mind and wanna hear edward” and more about being biologically human. like soldiers that come home from war, after being exposed to experiences where your adrenaline is constantly at a high, going back to a regular life makes you really depressed. your body is used to the high of danger. bella and edward’s entirely relationship was built on danger. bella wasn’t crazy, thanks smeyer for taking another dig at a female character

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bruce wayne is very much the guy who acts on impulse to try to help his girl and ends up making her life ten times harder in the process

#robert pattinson #batman 2022 #battinson #rob pattinson #the batman #the batman 2022 #the batman movie #batman #zoe kravitz #catwoman #bruce wayne #bruce x selina #batcat #the bat and the cat #the cat and the bat #selina kyle