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themessyaofmind · 1 month

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as an infj, i know that some people need me more as their therapist than a friend

#and sometimes it pissed me off #but then i remember i was kinda asking them to do that #just because i dont want them to suffer alone #but act as a therapist when i need it one too is fucking exhausting #infj #mbti stuff

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themessyaofmind · 3 months

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when someone asks do i like boys and i say yes,

im thinking about them

#boygenius #taylor swift #grammys #they deserve it

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themessyaofmind · 3 months

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the kind of date i'd love: kill the bourgeoisie

#boygenius #spotify #me being normal about them challenge failed #just realize the protagonist in afraid of height maybe dating the one from satanist #and ive been more obsessed with them ever since

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themessyaofmind · 5 months

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proof of how random my brain work this year:

#spotify #spotify wrapped #stray kids #taylor swift #djo #boygenius #the 1975

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themessyaofmind · 9 months

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some junyeol moments that make me insane

1. literally what the fuck was that. you would think that hoyeol died for junho to be acting this dramatic. but no, he was just gone for 3 months and junho missed him so much that he started hallucinating him saying shit like this. totally heterosexual behaviour 10/10 you're doing amazing junho. you're both in for so much therapy

2. when hoyeol is on the verge of a panic attack and everything is going to shit but junho escorts him a car to keep him safe and assures him that everything will be fine and he tries to force a little smile

3. when hoyeol says "what are you going to do when i'm gone?" meaning how the hell will you manage without me by your side, and a normal reaction would be to just ignore it or feign annoyance but junho actually is like 'yeah, i don't know' and then does this soft laugh. hello

4. i screamed at the way junho opened his mouth with no hesitation gjsfjsj like bestie. DON'T JUST EAT ANYTHING HE FEEDS YOU. YOU COULD'VE DIED

5. yeah this is the 3rd time i'm posting this gif bc that's how normal i feel about this scene. junho is so protective it makes me want to jump off the bridge

6. 'i don't care if he agrees with my course of action, i WILL keep him safe even if it means joining hands with our enemies' han hoyeol you are so normal about this guy. me and you both

7. this is junho's face after he says goodbye to hoyeol. look at him trying not to smile. disgusting if you ask me

......and somehow this ended up being mostly about junho??? asdfghjgfd but what can i say. he's so fond and he trust hoyeol so much. it would be very easy to just treat him as a weird senior but junho actually respects him and he always always looks at hoyeol and waits for his decision/approval and ahhh. besties i am unwell

bonus: me thinking about how junho is always trying to save everyone meanwhile hoyeol is always trying to save junho

#me: *trying to watch a show as normal as other normal people do*#tumblr: nope bitch look at these lil details of the main charas relationship #d.p. 2 #junyeol

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themessyaofmind · 11 months

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signs you might be aromantic (or arospec)!

- you feel disconnected with the idea of romance

- you can’t imagine yourself in love

- you have trouble finding out what your ‘type’ is

- you struggle with feeling empathetic towards romance related issues (a friend’s date going wrong, a breakup, etc)

- when you do feel romantic attraction, it’s hard to keep and it ends up fading quickly

- you have tried to make yourself feel romantic attraction before

- you made up crushes on people to fit in

- you prefer romance in media over real life romance

- imagining yourself in a romantic situation is a turn-off

- you have trouble relating to allo’s romance experiences

- romance seems strange or alien-like to you

- you don’t understand why others are so obsessed with relationships

- you don’t know what romantic attraction feels like

- you have a difficult time differentiating romantic and platonic attraction

- you find romance interesting in theory, but not in real life

- you cannot tell whether you feel romantic attraction or not

- you’ve only had a very small amount of crushes (or possible crushes), if any

- you can’t describe what romantic attraction feels like

- you have thought that people might have been exaggerating romance or romantic attraction

#need to reread this once in a while #it's nice to feel understood #aromantic

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themessyaofmind · 1 year

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“You’re our chemist, Wylan,” said Nina hopefully. “What do you think?” Wylan shrugged. “Maybe. Not all poisons have an antidote.”

#wylan van eck #shadow and bone #six of crows

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themessyaofmind · 1 year

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#jesper fahey #shadow and bone #six of crows

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themessyaofmind · 1 year

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• - - Just a Reminder - - •

In case you need it:

You’re the only one who knows what you’re going through

Your pain is “enough.” Your illness is “enough.” You shouldn’t have to prove that to be taken seriously

It’s okay to not be productive. You are not less of a person for struggling/being unable to work, or go to school, or maintain friendships

You are just as deserving of love as any healthy, Neurotypical or able bodied person

Your needs and accommodations are not a burden or an annoyance, and anyone who actually cares would do what it takes to make sure they get met

It isn’t your fault if others treat you poorly for things you can’t control, that says more about them than you

You are just as deserving of a good life as anyone else

You deserve love, and even if it doesn’t feel like it, there are people out there who don’t mind and won’t see it as an obstacle

Just because you go through something regularly doesn’t mean it’s any less upsetting/traumatic/scary

Your life is not worth less, you are still a person, and you are still alive

Even if you haven’t done anything today just being here at all is an achievement. No matter what you’re going through, I’m happy you’ve made it this far, because I can’t imagine what you’ve had to go through to get here

#to read when im at the bottom

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themessyaofmind · 1 year

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considering this as a healthy obsession to cure my other unhealthy obsession