theonekid123

[theonekid123]

Seashells And Dandelions

summary: Marco Bodt’s childhood friend joins the scouts in hopes of making a better life, Marco being the person he is refuses to let her do it alone and insists he comes with her. They go through highs, (making friends, growing a stronger friendship, and making memories with each other and their new friends) and lows. When Marco’s death hit Y/N it hit hard and they sought out the comfort of Armin, the two being previous friends to get closer and eventually form a romantic relationship. However living in a world of demons can take a toll on relationships platonic and romantic.

Chapter 4

 “What if we get caught?” 

“We’re not going to get caught. Besides, do you think anyone would really care” 

I looked back and saw Armin give a nervous smile while looking around cautiously. I had convinced him to sneak out after everyone went to bed, we haven’t spent much time together ever since the whole Eren situation. I had expected a lot but I never would have thought Eren was a titan shifter, kinda ironic since he hates titans with a burning passion

“Where exactly are we going” Armin's voice brought me out of my thoughts

“It’s a surprise '' I said, turning to shoot him a wink before moving on. Twisting through trees and bushes, trying not to get lost. It was silent, comfortable. Every once in a while I looked back to see if Armin was still following me. Finally, after some, 30, minutes we arrived, I stopped abruptly cause Armin to run into my back

“Where is this?” He asked moving to stand beside me, taking my hand into his 

“A pond,” I said as a large smile grew on my face 

“We haven't really spent much time together, and things seem to be ok for now so I want to take advantage of that opportunity to be with you” I explained as I began to walk down the small hill we were perched on

“That sounds nice,” Armin said quietly as we got to the bottom

“So what now?” he asked looking at the pond

“Now I'll show you the constellations,” I said sitting on the ground. I had told him about the constellations before all this stuff had happened. He said he wanted to learn more so why not now. He sat down soon after and looked to me than the sky

“That one is Virgo” I pointed

“What’s the story behind that?” Armin asked looking intently at where I was pointing

“Demeter, the goddess of fertility and harvest, her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped by Hades and she had eaten pomegranate while kidnapped and now she has to spend 4 months of the year with Hades. Those four months are winter when the Demeter stops all growth to wait for her daughter” I explained to him. Tearing my eyes from the star formation assuming Armin would have a question. He was already staring at me. I couldn't tell if I had done something wrong so I got embarrassed so I looked at the flowers starting to bloom. Dandelions

“Did I...do something wrong?” I asked while picking at the grass. A warm hand clasped over mine. I looked up to see Armin looking at me with a gaze I didn't recognize.

“What?” I asked

“Have I ever told you I love you?” he said

“Yes, but I have ever told that I hate heavy doors,” I said confidently Armin looked confused and dejected

“Oh..ok….” Armin said as he went stand up, and just like that I ruined the mood, suddenly I felt a tug at the back of my shirt, then I was engulfed in water. As I surfaced I saw Armin laughing. The water was no deeper than 10 feet.

“So do you like gravity,” he asked with a smirk, I moved closer to the edge of the water and grabbed his ankle, pulling him in the freezing water. 

"How dare you," Armin said once he recovered from the shock.

"Oops my bad, you know how gravity is," I said swimming, well more like paddling past him. I got to the edge and pulled myself up to sit where my legs were still in the water. Armin was now floating in front of me with a soft smile, he slowly made his way to sit next to me.

"I'm going to marry you one day," I said suddenly causing Armin to whip his head around to look at me, eyes big, face still dripping with water

"What?" He asked quietly

"Should I get back to talking about doors?" I said, trying to avoid any awkwardness.

"No! No please don't," he said with a light-hearted laugh

"I-we should get married. We can get married at the ocean. Once we defeat the titans, of course, Eren can be the-"

"Armin, calm down we're only 15, we can think about the details later," I said laughing at his eagerness. 

"We should probably head back, get changed so we don't die of hypothermia," I said standing and giving one last look at the pond before turning away. As I started to walk I felt a hand slip into mine. The walk back was quiet, a comfortable quiet.

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"No Armin are you crazy. This- this plan is stupid I-it's not going to work" I said desperately trying to persuade him away from the idea

"It's not up for debate. I have to do this" Armin said with a sorrowful look in his eyes. He knew he would die, you knew it, but there was nothing anyone could say that would stop him. I could feel myself start to lose control of my emotions. Tears had been pouring out of my eyes for a while now. I'm sure I looked pathetic. 

"But the ocean don't you want to see the ocean. An-and what about us? I-i...you...you're not just going to leave me, are you" was I being selfish? Yeah. Did I care? No. 

"You ca-You can't just leave. Please" I begged as my voice cracked, along with my heart. Arms circled my body, I clutched onto the fabric of his stupid uniform. Knowing this would be the last time I could do that. 

"I'm sorry" he mumbled into my shoulder, slowly pulling away. Tears were now running down his face. In a split second his lips were on mine. A goodbye, classic. He pulled back and managed to give a small melancholy smile 

"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" he asked

"Yes. But have I ever told you I hate heavy doors" I said trying to lighten the mood, as impossible as it seemed. He gave a nearly audible laugh

"See the ocean ok. You have to for me" the last thing he said before he zipped away to Eren

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"Shut up Connie. That's NOT how it happened"

"Um pretty sure it is. I SAW it with my own EYES" he said making his hands into circles and placing them in front of his eyes

"Ooh what else happened?" Sasha asked Connie with excitement only she had

"Don't encourage him, Sasha! Nothing happened" I said trying to get the conversation to stop. Apparently, Connie had seen me and Armin when we came back from our little pond trip. And now he was going off on a whole made-up story, granted it was amusing, I would probably add on to this foolish story. If it wasn't for the fact it was about me.

"Uhuh, sure that's what they all say. Oh maybe we should ask Armin" Jean said, just then Armin rounded the corner with Mikasa, the universe must really like me today.

"Or maybe we could tell Mikasa about the kitchen incident" I looked at Jean with a smirk, his face deflated into a look of defeat

"Fine" he mumbled, crossing his arms and pouting.

"Hey Armin, Mikasa" Sasha yelled even though they were only 7 feet away 

Armin smiled and waved before walking over Mikasa following. He sat down next to me and all three of those idiots gave the same devious looks. Armin looked at them and then looked at me with a confused look

"Don't ask me" I shrugged trying to play dumb 

"So Armin" Sasha started

"You and Y/N….last night," Jean said wiggling his eyebrows. Armin's face turned a bright red 

"Wha-what are you talking about," he said nervously 

"Don't try to play dumb I saw you"Connie practically screamed. That was my cue to slam my face into the table

"SHUT UP! YOU ASSHOLES" I yelled face still smashed against the table. As everyone started to laugh I felt a tug on my hand. I moved my face to the side and saw Armin giving me a reassuring smile. Then motioned with eyes. We got up and walked away from the group of teens

"There they go again, to mystery land" Connie had said we turned the corner

"As long as Mystery Land consists of only you and me then I don't see a problem"

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#AoT #armin arlet x reader #armin arlert #sasha braus #jean kirstein #conny springer #Eren Jäger #Mikasa Ackerman #snk #reiner braun #Bertolt Hoover #Annie Leonhardt #hange zöe #LEVI ACKERMAN #Erwin Smith

[theonekid123]

Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?

Chapter 6 

Summary: Y/N sleeps around with a lot of people but seems to steer clear of Levi, He's unsure why so he tries to figure the mystery out

“You have to stay still” the medic barked at me for what felt like the thousandth time. I don't know how I was still alive. Everyone else is dead. All of them. Petra, Oluo, Gunther, Eld. I am convinced if Levi hadn’t bailed then maybe just maybe there would be someone else alive, someone, more worthy. “Y/N” I heard a familiar voice call from the door of the room. Hange and Moblit not far behind her. I gave them the best smile I could muster as they came and sat down beside my bed. For once it looked like Hange was struggling to figure out what to say Or how to say it “Hange, just say whatever you came to say” I didn't want to be rude but the silence and tension in the room was something I did not want to deal with right now. I didn’t like it quite. “What happened?” Moblit asked the question lingering in Changes mind “Didn’t the Eren kid tell you? I mean he was there he saw it” I didn’t mean to have such a harsh tone as I spoke those words, it didn’t seem like I had much control over anything lately “Yes, but………” Hage trailed off but could tell what she was trying to say. ‘You were With them, what happened’ as opposed to ‘ do you how they died’ “Where's Levi?” I didn’t want to answer her question, I needed to talk to Levi “You know he couldn't have done anything Y/N '' Moblit said gently, I knew that but I'm wasn't thinking rationally right now, I'm being selfish and I'm trying to convince myself he could have been there and they might still be alive. At least some of them, one of them that deserved to live. I asked if they could convince him to come to see me. I've been here for 3 days and haven’t seen or heard anything about him. Hange and Moblit left about an hour ago leaving me in the cool almost empty room with no distraction to avoid thinking about the events that happened, that terrible day. How our only order was to protect Eren, how Eld was bitten in half, Oluo was kicked so hard it killed him, Petra. Petra still seemed to be in shock at Eld’s death, she was unfocused and stepped on. All for a kid, we don’t know, how can we trust him. He’s the reason my friends are dead. No, I can’t blame him, he’s probably just as upset and...confused. He’s a titan after all. . . I've been in the infirmary for a week and haven't seen Levi once. Everyone else had paid a visit, the titan kid had come to apologize. He looked broken, his eyes looked so sad. I couldn’t hold this against him. I knew that Levi would have to replace the squad but didn't expect to see them as I made my return. But honestly, I don't know what to expect at this point. They were all kids with little to no experience, how could they be capable of replacing anyone of the others. I made my way to find Levi, which was rather difficult. “Hange! Have you seen Levi anywhere?” I asked walking up to my brunette friend “No, have you tried his room?” Hange asked while looking through some papers “No Hange, why on earth would I look for him in his room '' I replied sarcastically. At this point she wasn't even listening so I left. I was going to give up but then it popped into my head. Erwin, if he isn't around here he is probably in Erwin's office. That where I was heading, not paying attention, as I turned the corner I ran into a short familiar man. Levi. He stopped and just stared at me for a moment before scoffing and walking away. I was very confused, he hasn’t seen me in like 3 weeks and he just left. “Levi” I called but he just kept walking So I did what anyone would do, follow him “Levi!...LEVI! You can't just keep avoiding me!” still nothing “You have to talk to me eventually” damn was he stubborn. Now I was getting frustrated and impatient. This means ill probably say something fucked up. “Maybe if I had taken the place of one of them you would care” Yep. “Shut the hell up” he seethed as he turned to face me, but was I going to stop? No. once I get going like this it's hard to stop “No, why do suddenly not give a shit. Im sorry if me living makes you unhappy” I said in the same tone he used “You don’t even understand-” “No, it's you who doesn't understand. Do you think I want to be the only one who survived? I know I don't deserve it, ok. Do you think I wanted to watch my friends get killed? And then have to sit alone in the infirmary all by my fucking self. You never once came to see if I was ok. Now your just ignoring me. So im sorry if me surviving isn't what you wanted” my eyes started to tear up and I wasn't about to let my guard down in front of this garden gnome, so I turned to leave and he didn't move a muscle, not that I gave a shit. . . . “So im sorry if me surviving isn't what you wanted” the words haven't yet sunk in. and then they did but you were already long gone. The man wasn't sure if should try to find you or wait for you to cool off. In a split second, he went searching, he didn’t realize what he was doing was hurting you, he just could bring himself to see you injured. After 45 minutes of searching a rehearsing what he was going to say in his head, he found you sitting on the roof, the sun was setting and the sky was scattered with colors. He silently sat down next to you. He took it as a good sign when you didn't react, just sat. “Im sorry,” he said quietly while looking at the sky . . . Out of the corner of my eye, I saw someone sit down next to me, I didn't even need to look to know who it was. “Im sorry,” he said “I just couldn’t see you injured” he tried to explain “Well im glad that was so convenient for you Levi” I scoffed turning my head away from him. “I...I guess I just didn't think about how you would feel after everything” it was obvious he was having trouble explaining what he did what he did “So you abandoned me?” I asked looking at him “Look I-just….I was scared” he admitted avoiding eye contact “Of what exactly?” I sounded very condescending but I really didn't care

#levi squad #levi x y/n #levi aot #hange zöe #moblit berner #AoT #snk #Eren Jäger #armin arlert #Mikasa Ackerman #jean kirstein #conny springer #sasha braus #reiner braun #Annie Leonhardt #Bertolt Hoover #Erwin Smith

[theonekid123]

Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?

Summary: Y/N sleeps around with a lot of people but seems to steer clear of Levi, He's unsure why so he tries to figure the mystery out.

Chapter 5

"YOU FUCKED ERWIN!?" Levi yelled storming into the room where I was just trying to help Hange brainstorm some experiment ideas.

"Why does it matter" I wasn't really interested, I still hadn't signed the paper to get transferred, which caused a rift in our "relationship" 

"Tch, you minding right" he snapped harshly

"Ooo relationship problems, the drama!" Hange said stepping away from the table to watch, from a distance

"Shut up four eyes!"

"We’re not together, so why does it matter?" I was genuinely confused, and now he looked confused too.

"Can we speak somewhere else" before I even got an answer out the gremlin grabbed my wrist and pulled me away. It wasn't ruff I could have easily gotten out of his grasp if I wanted to, but I was curious. He brought me to his quarters, which was strange. He slammed the door shut and pulled the collar of my shirt so I was face to face with him and he quickly pressed his lips to mine. He began walking, causing me to walk backwards until I had fallen on the couch. Now he was towering over me, I'm sure he loved that feeling. I moved my face away, pushing him away slightly

"What the fuck was that about Levi" I asked, I could not, for the love of god, figure this tiny man out.

"Are you jealous" I asked the man as he slumped into a chair nearby. Now I was amused.

"N-no, i just-i… Erwin..and..you...and i" he groaned before throwing his head back and running a hand across his face.

"What cat got your tongue" i asked

" I still don't know why it matter, I thought we were just friends" 

"What about my actions make you think I just want to be friends?" He was serious and I didnt have a straight answer for him

"Look Levi, you are not a bad person, and I’ll join your squad but I need you to understand something, ok?" He gave a nod motioning for you to continue

"I'm not interested in a romantic relationship" he didn't seem phased, but when did he, but when I looked into his eyes he looked hurt. I felt bad but I had to be honest I couldn't lead him on to think there was something going on.

"Why" he asked looking around the room

"Because levi, I’m protecting myself" suddenly he seemed more interested in what I was saying

"I've lost people I love, I've been hurt and betrayed by people I trusted. I'm not going to make myself so vulnerable to someone just so they can hurt me" it was an honest explanation that I'm sure he could relate to. Hopefully

"Intimacy….it's the most vulnerable you can get" he said trying to figure out exactly what you meant

"Only if there are emotions involved, I don't love any of the people I sleep with like that. They're my friends and I care about them. Just not in that way. It's different" now it was my turn to avoid his eyes

"Then you have experienced love like that?" The answer was no, I was scared scared ok give myself to someone like that. I felt embarrassed, ashamed. I risk my life everyday but I was terrified of the idea of loving someone like that. I was not going to tell him that I was prideful and stubborn. I left Levi in the room with his thoughts.

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"I just didn't know what to tell him," I confessed to Petra as we cleaned up the mess hall. It was just us so there was enough privacy to freely speak about it and she was a good friend, i could easily trust her

"It might not seem like it but Captain Levi is very understanding. He has a cold demeanor but he cares, alot" Petra was one of the most honest people I have ever met, it was reassuring in a way. 

"I signed the paper" I told her after a few moments of silence

"You're getting transferred!" I thought she would be excited but not this excited, we see eachother pretty often when she’s not on a special mission with the Levi squad.

"You'll be around Captain Levi more, that will denifical" she said with a warm smile, but i was confused as to why that mattered

“What do you mean?”

“You’ll get to know him better, and understand what im talking about. And it might help your relationship” she said wiggling her eyebrows

“Stop it Petra” I said before throwing my rag at her as he dramatically dodged and threw her rag at me. This went on for a while before Commander Erwin walked in to Petra standing on a table and me behind a table that was laying on its side. He stared for a few moments before siging and walking out like nothing happened. Petra and I looked at each other before bursting out into a fit of laughter. Once we calmed down we cleaned everything up properly this time and went our separate ways to go to sleep. I couldn't help but think about what she said about Levi.

I hope she was right

#levi squad #LEVI ACKERMAN #levi x y/n #hange zöe #petra aot #moblit berner #Eren Jäger #Mikasa Ackerman #armin arlert #jean kirstein #AoT #snk #reiner braun #Annie Leonhardt #Bertolt Hoover #Erwin Smith

[theonekid123]

Seashells and Dandelions

Summary: Marco Bodt’s childhood friend joins the scouts in hopes of making a better life, Marco being the person he is refuses to let her do it alone and insists he comes with her. They go through highs, (making friends, growing a stronger friendship, and making memories with each other and their new friends) and lows. When Marco’s death hit Y/N it hit hard and they sought out the comfort of Armin, the two being previous friends to get closer and eventually form a romantic relationship. However living in a world of demons can take a toll on relationships platonic and romantic.

Chapter 3

“No Jean I am not going to talk you up to Mikasa, STOP ASKING" Jean was a great friend don't get me wrong but I am not a wingman.

"Ok but can you please at least-" I cut him off before he could continue his pleading

"NO" god he was persistent

"If you do it for me I'll talk good about you to Armin '' He replied wiggling his eyebrows. I was not about to let Jean ruin what I have with Armin. We're just friends and I don't need him thinking weird of me.

"There's nothing bad about me to talk about" I responded, obviously there was but Jean couldn't have known any of that.

"The I guess I'll just tell him about the time you were cleaning the stables out and-" my eyes went wide, I thought i was alone when that happened

"Ok fine horse ass" I said, stomping away from him.

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"Jean's not that bad. Ok he's pretty bad but still" I was currently hanging out with Mikasa, Annie and Christa. Somehow Jean got brought up in a conversation so I did what I promised and forced myself you talk about him in a non mockery type of way

"Do you like him?" Christa asked excitedly.

"No, I think Marco has a thing for him" I explained

"Who do you all like" I smirked as I looked at the girls around me

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"She literally said she didn't like you like that" 

"Ok but maybe what she meant was-"

"No. Jean" I told the boy sitting in front of me while Sasha and Connie were losing it. They thought it was hilarious. Which I kinda was. But they were giving me a headache so I got up and walked out to the porch. The sun was almost set but it was so pretty this time of evening. The spring flowers were blooming. There were dandelions in bunches scattered across the base. My favorite flowers

"Damn, Persephone really outdid herself this time" I whispered to myself, not noticing the person not too far to my right.

"Who's Persephone?" I jumped at the familiar voice and turned to see Armin looking at me with curious eyes

"Oh, I.." i looked around to see if anyone was close enough to hear

"Do you really wanna know" I asked and he nodded his head after a moment of what I assume to be thinking. A smile crept up on my face as I suddenly grabbed his hand and pulled him along with me into the forest. Where I knew there wouldn't be anyone around. I had stopped running and let go of Armin’s hand as I crouched down to pick a dandelion. I got up and put it in Armin’s hands, he held it delicately 

"You can't tell anyone what I'm about to say" I said looking serious. He nodded his head looked more curious than previously 

"Persephone is the goddess of Spring, she's also the queen of the underworld. '' Marco always told me that I got some sort of "glint" in my eyes when i would talk about mythology  

"You've met her?" Armin asked, eyes wide with excitement 

"I read it from a book I found. It's kinda illegal actually" I explained scratching me neck embarrassed to admit I had illegal information

"Do you know about the ocean?!" Armin practically screamed

"You know about the ocean?" I asked probably as excited as him. 

"Tell me more about Persephone and we can talk about the ocean. Please" Armin said grabbing your hand and pulling you down to sit with him

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"That much salt?" I lost track of how long we had been talking but it was definitely dark and cold.

"I know it's crazy right. One day I'm going to go to the ocean with Eren and Mikasa…...and maybe you" he mumbled the last part but I heard it

"I would like that," I responded looking at my hands in my lap. I looked up to see Armin already looking at me. Damn he made me nervous 

"I think I like you, more than a friend '' Armin blurted out and then blushed a deep shade of red. I grabbed his hand and leaned over taking the dandelion he was still holding in his other hand and tucking it into his hair behind his ear then placed my hand on his shoulder

"Me too" I said, giving him a quick kiss of the cheek and pulling away quickly. He grabbed the collar of my shirt, softly, and pulled me closer to him before he softly pressed his lips onto mine for a short, sweet kiss.

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"You killed him," I said, walking out from behind a pile of wood. I knew I shouldn't have eavesdropped. All I thought I would hear was some gossip about the other cadets. Not...this.

"Y/N! What are you doing" Reiner exclaimed. Annie and Bertold both looked over. I couldn't move all I could do was stand there. I felt numb and betrayed. People I thought were my friends...were my enemies.

"Y/N listen plea-" I cut Annie off. She doesn't get to talk, none of them do

"No, stop. Why? Why would you-I don't understand, I thought we were friends. I LOOKED UP TO YOU RIENER! I-I trusted you, all of you and you killed marco. WHY!?'' At this point I could feel the tears streaming down my face, my head was swarming around. I didn't understand. They didn't say anything, nothing

"Are you going to kill me now, are you just going to betray everyone" 

"Y/N please just listen" Bertotld said taking a step forward 

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"I know who the female Titan is" I said as I played with Armin's hair

"What do you mean, you have an theory?" he said looking up slightly from his resting position

"Annie" he got up and put the book he was reading to the side.

"I know" he sighed while sitting across from me as I sat up

"I know who the colossal and armored titan are too" his eyes widened and he looked hurt, probably because I never told him.

"Do we trust them?" He asked wanting to know if they were going to get betrayed again

"Yes. But I swore no one would know unless they came back to act or…..they killed me." He looked confused, but I would be to if I was in his place

"I'm telling you in case I die, you need to calculate how to use the information. If it gets out too soon they might act out and I might die" maybe it was manipulative and selfish but I can't die, not without knowing I made the people I love proud.

"I understand"

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"I'm not going to tell anyone, I swear" they looked convinced, I've never broken a promise other than the one I made to Ms.Bodt. I know I was being irrational, I should tell everyone but I just couldn't. I couldn't betray them the way they did me. And maybe I was being selfish but I didn't want to die either, I couldn't. I had to stay alive for Marco, for everyone who died. I had to make sure they didn't die in vain. Marco would've done the same thing, he was so understanding and accepting. I had to do this. But one thing for sure, I'm not losing any more friends because of these people.

"I'm not doing this for you, don't get it twisted, I'm doing what Marco would've done. If you would've given him the chance" I said turning to walk away, but not before I left them with a statement that they could interpret however they wanted.

" If anything gets worse then now, I won't hesitate to expose each and everyone of you" .

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"I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime" you broke the peaceful silence and Armin stopped writing. You laid half awake in the small bed as Aemin wrote at the desk on the other side of the room. His back facing you. He wasn't sure if you were just talking nonsense or if you were aiming your words towards him.

"I'm pretty sure you're that love of mine" at this point he turned all the way around, now straddling the back of the chair as he looked at you, who was laying halfway off the bed. Your forearm draped over your eyes, voice slightly hoarse from just coming back from a mission. You had his attention whether you meant to have it or not. You were thinking about all the peaceful times you had with Armin. A specific time popped into your head, playing on repeat. The beginning of spring, you had a day off and you invited Armin to your special place. Since he had shown you his. It was far off, not too far away from the base, a field that was blooming with dandelions. They have always been your favorite, a few trees scattered the area. You had picked so many dandelions and made a wish on every one. Armin had asked what you wished for and you told him you couldn't tell or it wouldn't come true. He didn't think anything of it.

"I'm in a field of dandelions, wishing on every one that you'd be mine" the memories of times you would take him to this special spot came flashing back into Armins mind, how you wished on so many. He felt warm, not the embarrassment, kind of warm. The kind he felt when he was with his grandpa, his parents. He felt loved, but I was different this time.

"I see forever in your eyes, I feel ok when I see you smile" you had slowly began to sit up and looked over, expecting to see Armin with his back turned to you, not him resting his chin on his arms, that were crossed over the top of the chair, with a sweet smile plastered on his face. You got embarrassed and turned to avoid his eyes.

"Please" you heard his soft quiet voice, you looked at him as he spoke a single word, it sounded almost desperate

"Continue" and you did 

"I think that you are the one for me" you seemed a little self conscious in this moment so Armin gave you a nod, he knew it reassured you

"When you're looking at me I've never felt so alive and free, when you're looking at me I've never felt so happy" Armin stood up and walked over to the bed, grabbing your hands gently and pulling you off the bed. Not soon after he had his arms wrapped around your body, whispering 'I love you'. You felt safe and loved. To think it began with you just saying whatever came to your mind.

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(I took a lot of inspiration from the song “Dandelions” by Ruth B in the end”

#armin arlet x reader #Mikasa Ackerman #Eren Jäger #jean kirstein #Ymir #Historia Reiss #christa lenz #conny springer #sasha braus #reiner braun #Bertolt Hoover #Annie Leonhardt #AoT #LEVI ACKERMAN #hange zöe #snk

[theonekid123]

Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?

Summar: Y/N sleeps around with a lot of people but seems to steer clear of Levi, He's unsure why so he tries to figure the mystery out.

Chapter 4

I haven't seen Levi for a few days, or at least I haven't interacted with him. "I could be analyzing it wrong but I think he's avoiding me," I told Hange poking my breakfast with my fork "Maybe he's nervous, he probably doesn't know how to approach you after all that" she replied taking a drink of her water "I don't think he's had his morning tea yet, maybe you should go make it for him" Moblit offered some advice, which was good advice. I got up giving them a quiet goodbye as I went to search the kitchen for tea. . . . *knock, knock* Why was I so nervous, I was just bringing him tea. I've never been nervous around him. "Come in," Levi said after a moment, it was slightly muffled. I opened the door and saw his back turned to me, where he sat at his desk. I walked up and gently placed the tea next to his hand, where he was filling out paperwork, and leaned on the wall next to the desk. He looked up with a slightly surprised look on his face, after a moment of awkward silence I spoke "It's tea, lemon ginger, I'm not sure if you like that type but that's what was in the kitchen so…" I didn't know what else to say he puck the cup up and took a sip before placing it back down "Um thank you, it..yeah it tastes fine." Was Captain Levi...flustered!? Stuttering?! "Well I'm glad it's ok, we should probably buy some more because I think we're running low" this seemed like such a one-sided awkward conversation "Oh y-yeah, I haven't gotten some in a while" he rushed the last part "Ok well I have the day off today if you want I can go pick some up, just tell me what you want" was this him trying…. "I uh I can come with you if you want but if not I c-can just-" "Yeah that's sounds great I leave in 20 minutes if that ok," I said walking out of the room before he could answer. That was a painful conversation. I've never heard Levi have so much trouble with a simple talk. "That was terrible," I said taking a seat in front of Hange and now Petra, who had replaced where Moblit was seated "Was it the Levi thing?" Petra asked "Yeah….he was so awkward, stuttering it was so one-sided," I said dropping my head onto the table dramatically "Well he's probably not used to that kind of attention" Hange replied "Well he agreed to go buy more tea with me today" "Maybe you can try to bond over that, and you HAVE to tell us how it went," Petra said excitedly. I and Petra were pretty good friends she had a thing for Levi for while, not that it would ever be a problem between us, but when I told her about what happened between us she was so excited. "Are you ready to leave" I heard a deep voice behind me, I picked my head up and looked to see Levi looking down at me, the only time he could look down on me, "Yeah let's go," I said and looked and saw Hange and Petra looking very suspicious. We walked out of the canteen and got some looks from other soldiers. Not shocking but damn, they don't mind their business. I can practically make a sandwich with this tension, I looked at the short man for a moment, I saw his cheeks turn light pink. “Stop it brat” he snapped turning his head to look directly in my eyes, I just know he got whiplash… “What im not allowed to look at you anymore”?  I asked walking ahead of him to the small tea shop. I waited for him to catch up before accidentally looking at him again, he had an unnecessary glare “I wasn't looking at you captain I was looking for….” I never was the best at lying “Tch, I thought I sai-t-told you not call me that,” he said as he walked into the shop. I walk in short after finding him looking through the herbal teas “What’s your favorite kind?”  why was it so difficult to have a conversation with this sleep-deprived gnome “Why are you speaking to me,” he asked still avoiding eye contact “Um maybe because that's what people do...talk to each other” I didn't think he was so dense, but I guess since I've never had a good relationship with him it would make sense. 5 minutes passed and we haven't spoken since “I enjoy black teas” I barely heard him say as he walked past me with a few small bags of tea leaves. He bought and left and I was just stuck. He spoke to me with me initiating it, well I guess I kinda did but still. I walked to the exit fully expecting to see him but he was waiting by the outside of the door when he same he started walking “I also like black teas, my favorite is probably earl gray, but my favorite teas, in general, is Lemon ginger,” said jogging to catch up, for someone who is the size of a child he sure is fast. We made some more small talk about tea on the way back, the original awkwardness and tension was cut in half, we walked to his office “Ah well, you have more tea now so mission accomplished right?” I said it was cut in half meaning there was still 50% of it… “I...I enjoyed y-our company” he said before quickly going in his office and slamming the door before I could even say anything . . . “STOP LAUGHING!! IT WASN'T FUNNY!...it was embarrassing” I mumbled the last part as Hange, Petra and Moblit laughed at my suffering “Ok ok, but at least he’s trying...I think” Petra said, it seemed like she was trying to convince herself of it “Yeah because slamming the door on my face trying” yeah I was kinda pouting but come on he didn't have to do all that I haven't seen Levi all day, I wasn't sure if he's avoiding me or "Y/N!" I turned to where I heard my name being called. It was Nanaba. I've spent so much time trying to figure Levi out that I haven't interacted with anyone outside of Hange and Petra. "Hey Nan, how are you," I asked the girl with a fond smile. Nanaba was a great friend, optimistic, sometimes cocky, but overall such a nice understanding woman, and she wasn't bad in bed either. "We have seen each other since a few weeks ago, I hope nothing changed or.." she trailed off chuckling awkwardly. I hadn't even realized it's been so long. That means I have slept with anyone in weeks, am I seriously changing myself for a simple man? "Oh no I'm sorry, I just been busy with the upcoming expedition, I was appointed temporary squad leader, it been a lot of stress" I tried to explain "Oh no I get it I was just worried, anyway, Erwin was asking for you, he's in his office," she said flashing me a smile before I walked away. Things have been slightly awkward since that ruined night. . . . "Commander Erwin" I greeted as I entered the room to see Levi also in the room. Odd "Y/N please have a seat" Erwin offered. I took the only open seat, next to Levi "Captain Levi has requested you be moved from your current position and join his squad, as you may well know Captain Levi handpick his squad based on skill and competence. However, the decision is your choice" he explained sliding over a piece of paper. I had to sign it for it to be official. "May I speak with Captain Levi for a moment?" I asked putting the paper down on the table. Levi looked shocked, Erwin got up and left, shutting the door. I looked at Levi and sighed, he looked confused "Why?" I asked rubbing my temples "you know why you're doing this Levi, why?" he wasn't answering my question "I said I would try, this is me trying" he scoffed crossing his legs "you never requested me before, it's not fair to other competent soldiers" "Y/N do you seriously think others WANT to join my squad. We take on the most dangerous missions" he was trying to explain the best he could, I can tell "and you want me o be apart of that, so you trying is asking me to join a suicide squad" I didn't understand what he was trying to prove. "I-*sigh* look Y/N you'll be safe in my team, I want you on it because..." he trailed off "You what Levi, give me a good reason I should join, and ill design the dumb paper" if he wanted me on the team she would tell me, right? Silence. that's what I got silence. "ok fine," I said getting up and walking towards the door, I heard a chair scrape the floor "I care about you ok!" he snapped, I was still confused "If you're with me I can pro-protect you," he said softer this time. it made sense now "Levi" I turned and looked at the man, he had a devastating look in his eyes . . .

#levi aot #levi x y/n #levi squad #hange zöe #snk moblit #nanaba aot #Erwin Smith #attack on titan #AoT #snk #petra aot #reiner braun #eren jäger #armin aot #annie leonhardt #bertolt hoover #mikasa ackerman #ymir #historia reiss

[theonekid123]

The next chapter of “Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?” will be out tomorrow, as well as the next chapter of “Seashells and Dandelions”

[theonekid123]

Seashells and Dandelions

Chapter Two

Summary: Marco Bodt's childhood friend joins the scouts in hopes of making a better life, Marco being the person he is refuses to let her do it alone and insists he comes with her. They go through highs, (making friends, growing a stronger friendship, and making memories with each other and their new friends) and lows. When Marco's death hit Y/N it hit hard and they sought out the comfort of Armin, the two being previous friends to get closer and eventually form a romantic relationship. However, living in a world of demons can take a toll on relationships platonic and romantic.

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"You're going to get wrecked by her Y/N," Marco said jogging to keep up

" I'm sure ill be fine, it's not like she'll kill me" I scoffed rolling my eyes

"Y/N don't be so cocky, have you seen her in a match," Jean said walking backward in front of you.

"Guys, I'm going to be fine. Stop worrying" I said, getting annoyed, I get they're worried but really? It's not that big of a deal, we all have to match with each other at least once.

"All we're trying to say is-" Jean cut off as he tripped on his foot and fell on his back

"Maybe you should worry more about yourself Jean," I said going to meet up with my training partner. Annie. She was a very beautiful girl, very stoic, and kept to herself

"Go easy Annie" Connie shouted from where he was "training" with Sasha

"I'm sorry about them, they're idiots, let's just start" God they were embarrassing. We took a stance and Marco was staring, worry clear on his face. Neither of us was throwing the first punch just circling. It was getting rather boring so I faked the first move causing her to react and throw a punch to my left side but I dodged, moving to the right. She moved quickly and precisely. She knew what she was doing and she definitely had experience, but so did I. I had an upper hand being taller than her but she has easily taken down people twice her size. I threw a kick to her side but she dodged with ease. This went on for a while we both got some good hits in but neither of us was down. It started to draw attention and soon there was a crowd observing. After a while, I decided to use my "special" move. I got behind her and ran kicking her in the back of the knee then the middle of her back then I forced her down by putting my feet on her shoulders and pushing off on them doing a flip and landing in a crouching position on the ground. I looked up and saw Annie on the floor, soon getting up. I got up and walked towards her as she put her hand out. I shook it and she gave a nod before walking away.

"Holy shit Y/N!"

"Did you just beat Annie?!"

"That was so cool"I looked to see the crowd going crazy before commander Sadies came to stop the "ruckus" as he put it. At a distance, Eren was trying to figure out to ask you for help regarding the training

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"Come on Armin you're smart, how do I approach her?" Eren said to his close friend while he paced back and forth

"I don't know Eren, people arent my best subject" He replied sitting down with a book in his hand next to Mikasa"But I have to be subtle about it, I can't just say "Hey help me with the training" that would sound weird" He sighed

"Y/N is an approachable person, just be straight forward," Mikasa said like it was obvious

"Ok fine Mikasa! Armin, you have to come with me" Eren stated

"Wa-what why?" Armin said getting nervous, he had an attraction to you that he wouldn't admit. Seeing how you would take punishments for things you didn't even do, and how determined you were to accomplish whatever your goal was. You attracted him and the thought of actually talking to you scared him. What if he made a fool out of himself, yeah he had a way with words but he never used them like that.

"Let's go," Eren said, grabbing his friend's arm and dragging him to where you were currently, talking to Connie and Marco. Eren stopped about 2 feet away, Connie was the first to notice. He nudged Marco and he got the hint and they left. You turned to face the two boys.

"Hey Eren, Armin how can I help you," You said it with such sincerity, and the small smile that played on your lips nearly made Armin pass out. He had to pull himself together, he just needed time to put the words together that's all....right

"Y/n.......um....Armin has to ask you something" Eren blurted out pushing Armin in front of him and in turn, closer to you.

"Eren, what?" he said confused at what his friend was doing

"What do you need" there was the stupid smile again, Armin started to breathe heavily and his eyes were darting everywhere. He didn't even understand what was going on with him which lead to him panicking. He never felt this way before.

"Armin, are you ok," you asked, stepping closer to him with concern etched across our face. He fell to his knees trying to calm down.

"Fuck Armin, what's wrong do you need water, um.. just breath focus on breathing," you said dropping to your knees and taking his face softly in your calloused hands. It was comforting but he was internally cursing himself for crumbling so easily.

"Hey, it's ok, calm down. Breathe Armin. In and out" you said moving one hand from his face to hold his other hand he began to calm down

"Ok that's good, here drink some water ok," you offered, opening your water and placing it up to his lips and he took a few small sips. Standing up and offering Armin a hand, pulling him up.

"Ok I'm sorry I didn't realize that was going to happen, we came here because I wanted to ask you for help with the training, I'm not very good and you are so...'' Eren confessed. Looking ashamed and embarrassed a light hatred laugh escaped your lips

"Eren you don't have to be embarrassed to ask for help, no one will think less of you for needing it. I'll be happy to help you," you replied to the stunned looking boy. He was not expecting that response, Mikasa was right you were approachable. Of course, he wasn't going to admit she was right

"I should probably take Armin to the Bunks to rest," Eren said awkwardly scratching his neck

"Alright, well whenever you want me to help please feel free to let me know I'm not a very busy person," you said walking away

"You like her don't you," Eren asked looking at his friend who had a blush going all the way down his neck

"Shut up Eren"

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"Y/N look at me and breath," Armin said trying to get you to focus

"Why was it him, I promised. I promised" legs giving out underneath your, sending you to the ground with a shaking body caused by sobs and adrenaline. You just kept repeating how it was a promise and it wasn't fair.

"Y/N listen to me ok," Armin said, crouching down and softly pulling your hands away from your face. He was silently grateful they were in a rather private area. Looking into your eyes, they looked broken

"It's not your fault, how could you have known that something was going to happen. Marco wouldn't want you to blame yourself" you managed to compose yourself rather quickly, getting breathing and thinking under control

"I promised his mom I would keep him safe, it should have been me. I should've been with him to protect him but I wasn't and now....how am I supposed to tell her he's...." Armin felt hurt seeing you so hurt. She didn't deserve this, Marco didn't deserve it, and you especially didn't deserve it. He was pulled out of his thoughts when you started to speak

"It doesn't make sense Armin, he didn't have his gear on, they wouldn't have taken it yet it was too soon, this wasn't an accident," you explained standing up with some help from Armin.

"You think someone purposely.."

"I don't know Armin but I'm going to find out," you said coldly turning and walking away

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"Sasha shut up, you going to get us caught" I scolded the girl

"Y/N shut up and let me concentrate" Sasha shot back as they snuck through the doors of the mess hall.

"Marco come on!" Sasha yelled at the boy who quickly went inside"Are you sure we'll be fine?" he said worried about getting caught

"You didn't have to come, Marco," I said, rummaging through the bin of food. Suddenly they heard a banging sound coming from one of the closets. All three teens looked at each other making a silent agreement. Slowly walking toward the closet Marco reached for the door and quickly pulled it open. Inside the closet was Christa and Ymir huddled together. They all let out a relieved sigh

"Thank goodness it's just you guys," Christa said, pulling them into a light hug.

"We thought you were Sadies or something," Ymir said, closing the closet door and wrapping her arm around Christa's shoulders.

"So why are you two up this late?" Sasha asked looking through a bin"Probably the same reason your up" Ymir replied with a slightly annoyed tone

"Damn did we interrupt your date or something," I said, going to help Sasha find something good to eat. Meanwhile, Marco stood there kinda awkwardly.

"Maybe you did Y/LN" Ymir shot back while Christa blushed a bright red.We found some decent snacks and ate and chatted

"Well I'm heading out," I said, getting up from where I sat, leaned up against Marco. A chorus of "good night" and "see you later" was what I heard as I shut the door I decided to take a walk before heading to bed. It had to be at least 2 in the morning meaning we had to be up in 5 hours. The moon was big and bright. Very beautiful, I started walking over a small hill and was soon met with 4 familiar faces. Eren, Reiner, Armin, and Bertholdt.

"Well if it isn't my favorite bitches" I said to purposely piss Reiner off. I have nothing against him and he has nothing against me, I hope, but it's sorta a game we play. We like to mess around with each other a lot. He like an older brother

"Real mature Y/N," Reiner said rolling his eyes

"Christa is in the mess hall with some other people, they're all having a little late-night get together," I said kicking some rocks

"Well it was nice talking to you Y/N, let's go, Bert," Reiner said grabbing his taller friend and running off to probably "talk" to Christa which means flirt while Ymir silently tries to murder him. I looked back at the other two boys

"And then there were 2, so what were you all doing in the forest so late at night," I asked with a sly smirk

"Gross Y/N, don't think as that" Eren exclaimed scrunching his face up in disgust

"ME? I didn't even say anything, I guess I can only talk to Armin. He's the only one who will understand" I say dramatically before grabbing Armin's hand and pulling him away

"Let's go, Armin, we can associate with dirty-minded scoundrels," I say listening to Eren yell about how he's not dirty-minded, eventually saying he's going to join the others in the mess hall.

"Oh sorry," I said looking down to see mine and Armin's hand still laced together, I started to remove my hand but he held it tighter

"I like it," he said, his face a bright red. I felt my face heat up and I couldn't help the smile that formed on my lips

"Yeah I like it too," I said looking at our hands and then looking at Armin to see him looking back at me

"Y/N!!" a voice yelled making us pull our hands apart and look for the source of the noise. It was Sasha

"Let's go, I'm tired," she said, dragging her feet as she got closer. She was probably one of the most dramatic people I have met but that is what I liked most about her.

"Ok im coming," I told her, annoyed she ruined the moment

"I'll see you later, yeah?" I asked looking at Armin for a final time

"Yeah" he answered before I turned and started walking with Sasha, meeting up with Ymir and Christa as we got closer to the bunks"

So you and Y/N?" 

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[theonekid123]

Seashells and Dandelions

Chapter One

Armin Arlert X Reader

Summary: Marco Bodt's childhood friend joins the scouts in hopes of making a better life, Marco being the person he is refuses to let her do it alone and insists he comes with her. They go through highs, (making friends, growing a stronger friendship, and making memories with each other and their new friends) and lows. When Marco's death hit Y/N it hit hard and they sought out the comfort of Armin, the two being previous friends to get closer and eventually form a romantic relationship. However, living in a world of demons can take a toll on relationships platonic and romantic. 

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"Marco stop it, you don't have to do this," I say walking out of the house

"Y/N I can't just let you go by yourself, what kind of friend would that make me?" he replies, almost tripping on the slightly curved piece of wood at the bottom of the door. Even Though it's his house, he never got used to it.

"Look Marco you know I love you but if you join just because of me then I'll never forgive myself if something happened. I know this isn't what you want and I don't know if you could handle it" I've been trying to reason with him for weeks.

"Ok then... I'll join for me. I want to be in the military police, that's why I'm joining," he said, wearing a small smile when I turned around. God, he was so persistent

"Whatever Marco, it's not like I can stop you or something, it's your decision, not mine," I said, turning back around walking towards the shops. I know this isn't what he wants but it's his decision, not mine and I have to be ok with that.

"So when does training start?" he asked, catching up now walking beside me. He only stood at 5'8 which was only 2 inches taller than me.

"I think next Tuesday, did your mom want chicken or pork?" I asked looking at the meat stand

"Chicken, I didn't realize it was that soon '' he said, slightly fidgeting as I paid for the meat and continued my journey for ingredients.

"Marco, all I'm asking is that you don't force yourself to do something you don't want to do." Getting the rest of the ingredients was quick. The walk back was slightly awkward.

"Thank you Y/N, uh-Marco are you ok?" Mrs.Bodt asked looking at Marco's worried face

"I'm fine. I just wanted to tell you that I have decided I want to join the military police. I will be attending training with Y/N" he said, voice getting softer and less confident as he got to the end. Looking away from his mother gaze to your back as you started to chop vegetables up

"I tried to talk some sense into him Mrs.Bodt but he won't let up" I explained turning around"Well....be safe take care of each other," She said with a soft smile as she joined me to prepare dinner

"Of course mom"

"Will do Mrs.Bodt"We both said at the same time

"You'd better tell your father Marco, he's outback," she said, once she heard the back door close she stopped and looked Y/N in eyes, a pleading look in them

"Y/N please we both know Marco isn't cut out for this please watch out for him. Please" she said grabbing y/n hands.

"I always have," I said, giving her a sincere smile. I was older than Marco by a year and I have always looked out for him. We've been friends since I was 4. That's when I moved into the house next door to his. He's like my brother and there's nothing I wouldn't do to keep him safe.

"I'll keep him safe Mrs.Bodt I promise"

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"That's not Marco, Jean, it can't be '' I tear my eyes off the dead body, half-eaten, to look at Jean who has tears threatening to spill. He couldn't even look me in the eye, which was the only answer I needed"NO! That's not Marco, we just haven't found him yet. He's probably looking for us right now" I yell running around frantically

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"Hey" I whisper/yell at the girl standing next to me, she turns her head

"Is that a potato?" I asked looking at the round object she holds in the hand behind her back

"Yeah, it's still warm" she whispers back, a giddy tone in her voice

"Can I have a bite?" I ask. Were almost the same height im slightly taller? She looked around making sure no one could catch the interaction.

"Catch," she says, tossing me the potato that already had a bite out of it, I took a bite and tossed it back, she took a bite and tossed it to me. This went on until commander Sadies saw her with the half-eaten potato

"What is that?" he asked, staring at the girl whose name I learned is Sasha, looked past him to see Marco staring at me with wide eyes.

"Sir it was my fault, I took it a shared it with her," I told him

"But you can have half" Sasha offered to break the potato in "half" and handing him the smaller piece

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"Well at least we're running together right," I said jogging alongside Sasha

"But...no....foOD" she cried. We've been running for hours and the sun is starting to set. "Run till you drop", he said, what a pick. A while into the dark Sasha gave up and went to the bunks. I saw Marco watching from the small porch of his bunks. He had fallen asleep but when he woke up at dawn, he saw running.

"Y/N WHY ARE YOU STILL RUNNING?!" he yelled successfully waking up the rest of his bunkmates who came outside to see the same sight

"HE SAID RUN TILL YOU DROP.....I HAVEN'T DROPPED YET!" I yelled back out of breath. Commander Sadies went to see what the commotion was about and saw you still running. He was shocked and also impressed.

"You can stop now," he said watching as you fall to your knees gasping for air

"Seeing as you ran all night I'm not sure if you can participate in today's training, but that's not my problem," he said, handing over some water. After chugging it down you jumped up and assured him you'd be capable. He wasn't convinced, but as the day went on he saw you weren't lying. Dinner time came and you walked with Sasha to the mess hall

"How do you run all night?" she asked pushing the doors open

"I didn't," I said as Sasha looked shocked

"Between you and me, I fell asleep for a few hours during the night and then went back to running before anyone woke up. I just wanted to give him a shock" I explained as we picked our tray of food up

"Just don't tell anyone," I said as we sat down at a table with Marco and two other guys who I didn't know

"Oh this is Connie," Sasha said pointing to a short boy with a shaved head and big hazel eyes"And this is Jean" she gestured to a boy who was probably my height with a long face and two-toned hair. Marco sat in between the two.

"Jean, Connie this is Y/N'' Sasha said. You all started to talk and get to know each other but the peace was ruined when Jean got into a heated argument with Eren that I wasn't paying attention to

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“Y/N. please calm down." Sasha desperately tried to calm her friend

"Breath Y/N, you need to breathe," Connie told the frantic teen

"No no. it doesn't make sense, he doesn't even have his gear on. WHERE IS HIS GEAR!?"

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#AoT #snk #armin aot #armin arlet x reader #eren jäger #mikasa ackerman #sasha braus #conny springer #jean kirstein #reiner braun #bertolt hoover #annie leonhardt #marco bodt #LEVI ACKERMAN #levi squad #hange zöe

[theonekid123]

Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?

Levi Ackerman X Reader

Summary: Y/N sleeps around with a lot of people but seems to steer clear of Levi, He’s unsure why so he tries to figure the mystery out.

Chapter Three

I woke up rather early this morning, turning over to see Nanaba sleeping. I’m never the first to leave, I do like the idea of just leaving after I got what I wanted. A few hours later Nanaba started to stir awake, short hair messy and sticking all over the place, face puffy from sleep. She honestly looked quite adorable.

“Good Morning Y/N” the blonde greeted the voice raspy do to sleep.

“Do you know what we're doing today?” I asked as I got out of bed gathering the clothes on the floor

“We have an expedition in a while so we're probably going to go over the plan” she explained. Nothing ever hanged when I slept with people, our previous relationship was always the same which was reassuring.

“Oh shit, I totally forgot, I have to talk with Captain Levi about the plan” I knew I was forgetting something, I really did not want to talk to him right now. I always got so nervous around him and I didn’t know why. I couldn’t have feelings for him...could i. No, I’ve only ever had a handful of conversations with him, all of which revolving around work

“Good luck, he’s been in a bad mood for a few days” she warned before pulling her boots on and heading for the door.

“When isn't he?” I scoffed as I began to get dressed. I hadn’t even noticed she left until turned to ask her something and saw she wasn't there. I made my way to the meeting as slow as I possibly could, I knew I would get a lecture for it later but I didn't really care. It was a nice day outside slightly overcast but warm. As the meeting place came into view I did a silent prayer that it would go fine.

“Y/N your late'' Levi had spit out rather harshly, which made me feel bad. That was un normal. I usually don't care if someone is being an asshole.

“Sorry I had some trouble getting out the door on time” I was a decent lie, it could've happened to anyone

“Not surprised, with how you spend your free time” Levi gave a hard glare, since when did he care about what I did in my free time? It's not like he was ever included

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“Y/N can you please stay” Levi had requested after the meeting was over, he still had the same harsh tone. Did he not like my contribution, was something I said wrong?

“Yes, Captain Levi '' I said standing straight with my hands behind my back. Formally.

“Drop the formalities Scout '' he said, pulling a chair out in front of me and taking the chair across. I slowly sat in the chair unsure of what was going on.

“I'm going to be straightforward because if I'm not you might not understand what I'm saying” Damn the hurt. If it was anyone else I probably would have snapped back and said some sarcastic shit. I didn't do that with Levi, I never did.

“Ok, what is it you need?” I asked, crossing my ankles and putting them under the chair. I did that when I was uncomfortable

“Do you dislike me?” he asked leaning a tad bit further towards me

“What kind of question is that?” I was really shocked, why would he care if I liked him or not

“Tch, Answer the question brat,” he said looking away

“Were soldiers Captain we don't have very much time to have personal opinions on other people” I knew there was a reason I had a bad feeling about this meeting

“You seem to get very friendly with the other soldiers, seems very personal to me,” he said, seeming more annoyed than anything. He’s the one who started this whole conversation. Why does he feel like he can be annoyed?

“With all due respect sir, you're being an asshole. I would not like to continue this conversation” I said sternly as I stood up.

“You can leave if you answer the question,” he said looking up with determined eyes. He was so persistent I knew I would not be leaving this room unless I gave him an answer. I decided honesty was the best option

“Look, I'm not entirely sure of my feelings for you. I don't dislike you but I don't like you either. We’ve only spoken a few times and it was always about work-related things” he stood up as well and started straightening out the papers and such.

“Y/N you act differently around me compared to other people, you can't honestly tell me you enjoy Oluo’s company” he was right I didn't like him very much, he annoyed me but I was still nice to him

“Levi I don't know what to tell you because I don't know myself” he stopped what he was doing and put the paper down and looked straight into your eyes. You were confused at his sudden actions

“You never call me just by my name” he looked more shocked than you. You hadn't even realized that you called him that until he said it. We stood there for a moment before I thought of a great idea

“If you want me to have an opinion on you we should be around each other more, no not like that. I'll make an effort if you do and if you don’t then I won't” it sounded like a good proposition to me hoping it was enough to convince him.

“Ok, you are dismissed” was all he said, he didn't even look at me. I didn't feel like he would actually try but if he did I wouldn't complain. He didn’t seem like a cold mean person like most people thought he just seemed uninterested.

#levi aot #levi ackerman #levi x y/n #erwin smith #hange zöe #snk #aot #reiner braun #nanaba aot

[theonekid123]

Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?

Levi Ackerman X Reader

Summary: Y/N sleeps around with a lot of people but seems to steer clear of Levi, He’s unsure why so he tries to figure the mystery out.

Chapter 2

“What's with the face Erwin?" Levi asked the taller man wondering why he looked disappointed watching you leave.

"Forget it Levi, so what do you need" he answered as he walked back to his desk 

"I suppose I interrupted something, however I would suggest not engaging is such active during the day"  

"Thank you Levi but I don't need a lecture" Ewrin said rubbing his temples

"How many other people has she slept with?" Levi suddenly asked as he took a seat on the small couch in Erwin's office

"Why, are you interested?" He replied giving Levi an amused look

"Tch, no. I'm just curious" it didn't sound very convincing but Erwin dropped it

"I'm not sure, if you really want to know I would suggest asking Hange. Since they're friends" he said starting to actually focus on the notes. Levi took it as a hint to leave, so he did. It's not that he was jealous he just didn't understand why you hit on everyone but you have only ever been formal with him. He didn't want to care, he seriously didn't but he needed to know what was wrong with him. He stayed up all night trying to piece it together. You only spoke to him when it was necessary and you didn't seem very interested in him. Granted he wasn't the most approachable but that never stopped anyone else from talking to him. There was just something about the way your entire demeanor shifted when he was around. Suddenly you weren't the confident, sarcastic, and fun person you were with everyone else. You didn't seem intimidated, he could put his finger on what it was exactly

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"Levi! Have you read through my research yet?" Hange yelled as the shorter man approached her 

"No, that's not what I'm here for" he replied already getting irritated

"Oh, ok well then what do you need?" she asked walking towards Sawney and Bean

"Tell me about you friend" it sounded more like a order then anything

"Moblit? Levi you know him-"

"Not him, the other one" he cut her off, he was embarrassed and just wanted to know the answers 

"Y/N? Why are you interested, oh I can answer anything, well most things but-" she got cut off again by an annoyed Levi

"How many people has Y/N slept with?" He hastily asked

"Do you want a specific time frame, or just in general?" She had fully turned around to look at him

"Who do you know that has done it with them" god does he wish he didn't even ask. He could have just left it alone but no, he had to ask.

"Well for starters me-"

"You, they stopped low enough to fuck you?" He honestly wasn't that surprised but it was still a little shocking

"No need to be so grouchy about it, if you want to get laid"

"I DON'T!" Hange looked shocked at his sudden outburst

"What doesn't she ever try with me?" He decided that being straightforward would be better than trying to swerve around it

"I don't know Levi that's something you have to talk to Y/N about" Hange was being honest, you've never brought it up and she never asked about it

"Tch, your no help" Levi said before turning in his heel and leaving. That was no help and now he felt the need to find out why even more than before.

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He walked into the canteen and saw you very obviously flirting with Nanaba, who looked like she was enjoying it. He wanted to go ask you what the problem was but there were to many people and honestly he was still flustered from the conversation with Htumange. When he finally snapped out of his thoughts he saw you exiting the canteen with Nanaba by your side. Even if he decided to talk to you it was too late.

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The corps keeps files on most of the soldiers, meaning he could look through yours if it was available. It was available, he knew it was an invasion of privacy but he wanted to know more about you. There was nothing too interesting in it just things like, where you lived, your family, school records. He wanted to know more about you as a person and so far he has nothing. He has concluded that the best way to get his answer was to talk to you. He really didn’t want to take Hange’s advice but what else was he supposed to do.

#aot #snk #levi aot #levi ackerman #erwin smith #reiner braun #hange zöe #levi x y/n

[theonekid123]

Why Don’t You Wanna Fuck Me?

Levi Ackerman X Reader

Summary: Y/N sleeps around with a lot of people but seems to steer clear of Levi, He’s unsure why so he tries to figure the mystery out.

Chapter 1

“Wake up!” that was the first thing i heard in the morning

“Fucking shit why would you do that?!” i yelled after i hit my head on the back board

“Sorry but you slept in and Hange needs your help with some experiment�� Reiner told me looking tired, i mean he probably was after…..anyway

“Ok, can you hand me my clothes please '' I asked, rubbing my eyes and stretching. A stack of clothes was placed in front of me

“Can we maybe not talk about what happened last night” He asked looking concerned, I assume because he has a thing for Christa

“Have I ever fucked and told Reiner?” i asked as i put my clothes on

“No, sorry” he gave an awkward apology he stood there until i was done getting dressed

“Where’s Hange”

“With Sawney and Bean '' I don't know why I asked where else would she be. When I first joined the Corps Hange sorta recruited me as her assistant she had Moblit so im not to sure why but i nevr questioned it. If i'm being honest Hange and Moblit are my closest friends. Even if i almost die everytime i help that maniac.

“See you later Reiner '' I gave him a small wave as I went to see what Hange needed now.

“Y/N finally!” Moblit practically screamed walking towards you

“Jeez what did she do this time,,” I asked still slightly out of it from just waking up

“It's kind of complicated,” he said, dragging me to the tent where Hange usually did her research.

“Hange what the fuck did you do,” I said walking through the tent opening. That was when I realized there were other soldiers in the tent. Oh shit

“Section commander Hange, what the fuck did you do” I tried to correct myself to not seem disrespectful but the solders still looked at me like I was being disrespectful...oops

“Y/N good to see you let me run through the progress and notes from my previous experiment” Hange said exited while shuffling the stack of paper in her hands.

Four long hours later she concluded her speech. All the other soldiers exited the tent leaving just me Hange and Moblit.

“I'm not too sure Commander Erwin would want to hear you speak about your brand new discovery for 4 hours Hange,” I told her as I looked through her messy notes

“Your right Y/N...which is why I am asking you to summarize them for me,” she said

“Ok, Do you know how long this will take Hange?” it was a sincere question.If anyone could estimate it would be her.

“Dependson how much time you work on it” she said simply

“Why can't you or Moblit do it” it wasn’t that i didn't want to help my friend i just wasn't the biggest fan of paperwork

“We have an expedition in two days and we won't be back for at least a week” Moblit explained, Helping Hange pack some stuff for the expedition. 

“Alright i'll do it as long as you two don”t die or something” i said folding the papers and putting them in my pocket

“Thank you Y/N” Moblit said while Hange slid into the chair across from me

“What?'' I asked as she stared at me with a quizzical look.

“Was it good?” she asked leaning her chin on her hand 

“For fucks sake Hange, why do you want to know '' her and Moblit were the only one i talked to about my late night activities, bit only if they, Hange, initiated the conversation.

“I'm just a caring friend, and i want to know” she said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world

“He was ok, could probably use some more practice though” i said picking the skin surrounding my fingernails. 

“I thought he had a thing going on with that tall kid, what's his name?” Moblit joined the conversation. He hides it but we all know he loves some good gossip

“Bertholdt. He also has a thing for Christa” i know they won't go around telling everyone about this stuff so i'm not too cautious letting them know.

“Have you tried Erwin?'' Hange asked nonchalantly. I choked on my saliva

“Erwin?! The Commander?! Hange im not trying to get kicked out” maybe i was overreacting. I've slept with plenty of  higher ups but the idea of trying with the Commander scared me.

“He won't kick you out in fact he might be happy he can let loose a little” she said with a smirk on her face

“I have paperwork to do,” I said, ending the conversation while I got up and left the tent.

“Sleep with the commander, she really is crazy” i say to myself as i walk to by room

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“Does it seem ok?” I asked Hange as I gave her the finished product of the notes. She took a minute to look though it before speaking

“It looks perfect, how long did it take you?” she asked handing it back to me

“I finished it last night, i went through a lot of drafts before i got it down” i worked on it everyday till it was perfect. I rewrote it probably 20 times.

“Can you please give it to Erwin, I have to help unpack everything,” Hange said, walking off.

Maybe i’ll take Hange’s advice after all

“Good evening Commander Erwin, here’s the paperwork from Section Commander Hange,” I said putting the paperwork on his desk

“Please tell Hange I said thank you,” he replied as he started to briefly look through the paperwork

“Aren't you going to leave Scout,” He asked still looking at the papers

“You haven’t dismissed me, it would be disrespectful if I just left” I explained, I wasn’t interested in being respectful, I was just trying to be slick. After a moment of silence, I spoke up

“If I may ask, are you frustrated Commander?” he looked up from the paper, his eyes full of curiosity, this was my chance.

“Why do you ask Scout?” he asked looking back at the paper

“I was just curious, a lot of people seem to be overly frustrated lately, and since there aren’t too many ways to relieve said stress….” I trail off hoping he understands my implication. He put the paper down and looked up with the smallest smirk

“Are you frustrated Scout?” he asked, his voice dropping a few octaves and damn was it attractive

“If I were to say no then I’d be lying Commander” Hey, at least I was being honest

“Ok, well why don’t we help each other out,,” he said pushing out of his chair and circling his desk to stand in front of me 

“If that's what you wish, commander, I will follow your orders” I was trying not to act like I was too excited. Sometimes I like to toy with men's emotions, letting them think I'm not into it even though I am. He stepped close and looked at my lips then back up to my eyes. I took the chance to initiate the first move, which would lead to many more. He was a good kisser I must admit. Unfortunately, we were interrupted when a knock was heard at his door. He pulled away heading to the door saying something about maybe letting whoever it was join. I don't know if he was joking but hey the more the merrier

“Hello, what can I do for you Captain Levi” Levi...great fucking wonderful.

“May I be dismissed, Commander Erwin?” I asked, turning and walking towards the door. He looked confused.

“Yes Scout, thank you for the paperwork,” He said as I walked passed him and Captain Levi

#aot #snk #levi aot #levi ackerman #erwin smith #erwin aot #commander hange #hange zöe #levi x y/n #reiner braun