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I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother I am not my mother

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MAYBE YOU JUST EXAGGERATED

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growing up with an angry father is terrifying but growing up a daughter with an angry mother is gut wrenching because you get it, you understand that she’s been worn down by the world and being treated as less and she’s been carrying the rage and traumas of her mother and her mother before her and her mother before her and when you see her you recognise that same rage in you

but her rage is not pointed at the world, it’s pointed at you because you’re 14 and not used to the harshness of it yet but she will make sure you get there and you don’t know what to do but cry and she hates seeing your tears because they make her nauseous

growing up with an angry mother feels like being ripped apart because you know she loves you, she’s your worst enemy, she makes you feel safe, she terrifies you, she’s your best friend, she’s the reason you can’t let people get close, you love her, you never cried over a boy or a girl as much as you cried over her words, she made you, you’re her puppet, you’re desperate to leave, you’ll never escape her blood or her judging gaze and even when you leave you can hear her voice in your head and it will haunt you until you’re dead

you understand her rage but you see it in yourself and that scares you more than anything else

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You need to draw and make art or else all the images will stay in your head and you'll get sick

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"i wish i could exfoliate my brain" you can. by reading things that challenge you.

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ate

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i highly recommend for women and girls to be intellectually curious and difficult to shame

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im so happy i made all the correct choices that led to us meeting

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We will not be girlrotting in April. We will be girlblooming girlburgeoning girlflourishing

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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

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— Sylvia Plath, The Journals of Sylvia Plath

[text ID: Outside it is warm and blue and April.]

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love changes you

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i was so fucking sad when i was 14 and now when i fold my laundry or see a pool of moonlight on the floor of my bedroom i know that miracles exist. i see love in everything. love sees everything in me too

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going thru mood swings makes me feel like a sim its so embarrassing

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I love babies . Born into a world of blurry towering entities that help you. You hear them talking and you’re like I want to do that too