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Ayyyyye...who’s missed me?!

Don’t answer that. I’m popping in here for two reasons: one, to update peeps that I’m going to be archiving this blog and starting fresh on a brand new blog (with only a few relationships staying as is bc there’s no way to write Death without them), and two, to ask if anyone’s taking commissions for graphics and things? I no longer have access to things to make edits, and I’m more than happy to pay people for their work, so yeah...

Anyway, that’s all! I’ll probably reblog this a few times over the next few days!

#☥ │ ‘ ι αм ɴo oɴe ’ ( ooc )

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NFWMB (Acoustic) by Hozier but you’re in the middle of a forest at night, sitting in the entrance of your tent in front of a bonfire. There’s some occasional thunder, from an incoming thunderstorm, rumbling in the distance.

(best with headphones)

Masterlist

#☥ │ ‘ιт ιѕ вorɴ oғ eхperιeɴce ’ ( music ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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She’s so beautiful

#☥ │ ‘ мαɢιc doeѕ тнαт. ιт wαѕтeѕ yoυ αwαy ’ ( constantine ) #|I'd say I need a tag for Zee but considering I'm moving blogs soon & she's one of the muses on there I think it's not necessary| #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue ) #☥ │ ‘ ι тнιɴĸ тнαт’ѕ α тeѕтαмeɴт тo мy ɢeɴeroυѕ ѕoυl ’ ( other muses )

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Hopping over here to hopefully get more of a response than I would on my personal, but does anyone have tag suggestions or things they’re usually inspired by? Kind of like what I have for Death here? I’m looking for tags inspiration for the Morrígan, and I am absolutely blanking (and have for WAY too long)

#☥ │ ‘ ι αм ɴo oɴe ’ ( ooc ) #|Also! Death's being moved to a multi; so hopefully I'll be back in full force with writing for her bc I miss her.|

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Desire of The Endless

Artwork by Anneli Larsson

#☥ │ ‘ ιт ιѕ ɴoт αвoυт wαɴтιɴɢ or ɴoт wαɴтιɴɢ ’ ( desire ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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New art on eBay: Desire of The Endless!

https://www.ebay.com/itm/Marc-Hempel-Original-Sandman-Art-Desire-of-the-Endless/323572051218

#☥ │ ‘ ιт ιѕ ɴoт αвoυт wαɴтιɴɢ or ɴoт wαɴтιɴɢ ’ ( desire ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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Dream #thoughtbubble2017

X

#☥ │ ‘ yoυ нαve αlreαdy doɴe αll oғ тнιѕ αɴd wιll do ιт αɢαιɴ ’ ( dream ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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Seeing so many people getting into TMA and rping in that fandom makes me so happy. This fandom is growing so much; I love it  😭

#☥ │ ‘ ι αм ɴo oɴe ’ ( ooc )

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Dream of the Endless - Colleen Doran

#☥ │ ‘ yoυ нαve αlreαdy doɴe αll oғ тнιѕ αɴd wιll do ιт αɢαιɴ ’ ( dream ) #|!!!| #|It's the boy!!!|

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Death: A Rose for Peter (2008)

Art by: Julie Bell

#☥ │ ‘ ѕнe wαѕ ѕo вeαυтιғυl yoυ cαɴɴoт вelιeve ’ ( death ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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Death of the Endless commission (2013)

Art by: Mark Brooks

#☥ │ ‘ ѕнe wαѕ ѕo вeαυтιғυl yoυ cαɴɴoт вelιeve ’ ( death ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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Death slapping bread onto both sides of Desire’s head: What are you?

Desire: A snack!

Death: No.

#☥ │ ‘ ѕнe wαѕ ѕo вeαυтιғυl yoυ cαɴɴoт вelιeve ’ ( death ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт ιѕ ɴoт αвoυт wαɴтιɴɢ or ɴoт wαɴтιɴɢ ’ ( desire ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue ) #desideriotuum

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starters  /  prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work ,  between you and these bones .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

‘  the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes  ’

‘  how i soften when you pull me against you  ’

‘  you are teaching me to love  ’

‘  i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes  ’

‘  you perhaps will become my swan song  ’

‘  it is a very human thing to love  ’

‘  you are my good days  ’

‘  i have been loved dearly  ’

‘  i promise you will not always be this war  ’

‘  thank god for the stubbornness of organs  ’

‘  it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you  ’

‘  there will always be another day  ’

‘  there will always be another mercy  ’

‘  perhaps i will take up dancing again  ’

‘  what a pretty little disaster you will be  ’

‘  i am terrified for you  ’

‘  i will fold inside of myself  ’

‘  today i am thankful  ’

‘  i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake  ’

‘  come and get me  ’

‘  i tell myself i do not need you  ’

‘  i think i broke again last night  ’

‘  i’m just trying to connect with you  ’

‘  you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing  ’

‘  burn the house down in search of yourself  ’

‘  don’t you dare ever stop looking  ’

‘  i struggle not to feel guilty  ’

‘  you are a wild  ,  unkempt thing  ’

‘  sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing  ’

‘  find that you are made of russian nesting dolls  ’

‘  the trees are always kindest with spring comes  ’

‘  teach yourself the hymns again  ’

‘  he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips  ’

‘  this life is an altar  ’

‘  i am sorry i do not have more time  ’

‘  there is a mountain in me  ’

‘  by the morning i am a triumph  ’

‘  there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat  ’

‘  today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across  ’

‘  there are many things that will fit beneath your skin  ’

‘  forgiveness does not take up much room  ’

‘  some days you will breathe and it will be enough  ’

‘  you do not have to hold it quite so tightly  ’

‘  there is a prayer in me  ,  still  ’

‘  you scare me a little  ’

‘  you can be a good thing and not a whole thing  ’

‘  there are flowers in my chest again  ’

‘  the rain comes and sounds like you  ’

‘  i cannot tell you why i still trust god  ’

‘  find peace and build a home out of it  ’

‘  there is never an end  ’

#☥ │ ‘ тнιѕ ιѕ тнe вeѕт ι cαɴ do ғor yoυ ’ ( memes )

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Death of the Endless - Brian Hurtt

#☥ │ ‘ ѕнe wαѕ ѕo вeαυтιғυl yoυ cαɴɴoт вelιeve ’ ( death ) #☥ │ ‘ ιт'ѕ prαcтιcαlly wнαт тнey're ғor ’ ( queue )

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@theamazingthehysteria​ said:  ‘ you are starlight incarnate, from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think. blessed are any to be loved by you. ’

grave suggestions for our girl death  ||  accepting

Such pretty words from one so beautiful and ancient...

Death lets him speak without interruption, a pleased little smile curling upon her lips as he does so. It’s not every day she’s told such things. At least, not from those who don’t also hold a little fear towards her. 

Shoving her thumbs into the back pockets of her pants, she rocks up onto her toes and cranes her neck to get a better look into his eyes. She knows, technically, she could drop the human size in an instant and tower over him, but she’s grown attached to it. Cocking her head to the side slightly, she grins.

“Do you always go around telling people things like that, or is today a special occasion?” she asks cheerfully.

#theamazingthehysteria #☥ │ ‘ ι ѕαy тнeѕe тнιɴɢѕ αɴd тнe world lιѕтeɴѕ ’ ( ic reply ) #☥ │ ‘ ιғ yoυ αre ѕo clever тнαт yoυ ĸɴow everyтнιɴɢ wнy dιd yoυ cαll мe ’ ( asks ) #☥ │ ‘ deαтн cαɴ αlwαyѕ αғғord тo wαιт ’ ( main ) #|Death: is complimented by Nolan| #|Death: takes it as more playfulness than genuine interest bc that is default|

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

#☥ │ ‘ тнιѕ ιѕ тнe вeѕт ι cαɴ do ғor yoυ ’ ( memes )

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The little things? The little moments? They aren’t little.

John Kabat-Zinn  (via intoxicatiing)

#☥ │ ‘ ɴoтнιɴɢ ever тrυly dιeѕ ’ ( musings )