thesilentgirlsjournal

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When you constantly feel down due to your partner’s words and it affects your self-esteem, then it is verbal abuse. Read more : https://themindsjournal.com/patterns-of-verbal-abuse/

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Do you ever feel so alone emotionally that you have an unknown soul that you feel is near to comfort you and make you feel safe and loved?

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There is so many days that I just want to disappear… I give so much of myself to other people and then get shit on. Specifically in relationships. I don’t know why I put up with so much shit.

Emotionally, I feel alone.

It would be nice to have someone put my feelings into consideration for once. For someone to be gentle with me. And to lift me up when I’m down.

Sometimes people are so good at convincing me that I’m a shitty person that I start to believe it.

It’s just not fair.

I really feel like I need to stop putting in so much effort and learn to be selfish. Since that’s what I get called anyway.

I get called… selfish, lazy, whore, slut, cunt, bitch, dumb, stupid, gross, and I’m sure there’s been more.

I don’t deserve this.

My heart hurts. So bad.

#lgbtq #mental health #depression #sad

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“Your healing is about you. It doesn’t need a stamp of approval. Don’t worry about how long it takes or how ugly it might seem. It is about you, and your wellbeing.”

— Unknown

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“It’s okay to change your yes to a no. Yeses aren’t permanent. They’re something we choose again and again, each and every day. Something we have the right to recall and reconsider as soon as saying yes no longer feels conducive to our wellbeing and happiness. It doesn’t matter whether you said yes to a job, a date, a relationship, sex, a favor to a friend, a social endeavor, or a vow of silence — you don’t ever have to commit to something that forces you to compromise who you are and what feels right; especially if it’s something you agreed to under pressure, intimidation, or force. Changing your yes to a no might make people angry. It might hurt their feelings, cause them to see you as a flake, and result in lost connections. But if saying no means staying true to yourself, honoring your feelings, and making self-care a priority, it’s worth it. You are worth it. Don’t let anyone convince you otherwise.”

— Daniell Koepke

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I’m sad 😞.

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That’s all.

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Play is important.

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I never thought things would get this bad 😔

I’m falling apart. Layer by layer. I have been beaten down to nothing... By life, by my relationship, by school, by work, by my family. I just want everything to go silent and stand still until I can decide if I want to live or die.

#fuck it #depressed #sadness #sad #mental health #relationship problems #relationship #gay #lesbian #lgbtq #hate #I give up #fucked up

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I’m tired...

Tired of feeling unwanted.

Tired of feeling dismissed.

Tired of being a punching bag.

Tired of my feelings being irrelevant.

Tired of feeling invalidated.

Tired of putting myself last.

Tired of hurting.

Tired of living in a selfish and hateful world.

Tired of being tired.

Tired of living.

💔

#depression #depressed #abuse #sad #mental health #angry #hate #I hate it here #done

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My iOS 14 Home Screen — Sage Green Aesthetics 💚

#new blog #ios 14 aesthetic #ios 14 icons #ios 14 update #iphone #home screen #wlw #phone organization

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Photo Marcus Hyde

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It’s ridiculous how one argument can change everything for somebody. How can you say those things after everything else being so perfect?

#new blog #dating #lgbtq #wlw #lesbian love

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You haven’t felt true love until you feel crazy enough to run off and get married after being together for 2 months. That’s some real shit, and I feel that with you 💜 I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

I know more and feel more connected to her than I have with someone I was once with for 6 years. That’s magical. ✨

I will never do her wrong 💍💍

#relationship #lesbian love #lesbian dating #lesbian #love #in love #dating #lgbtq #new blog #wlw #true love #marriage #gay marriage

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No matter where we are or what we do, I‘m always happy when I‘m with you.

Quelle: takethisride

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I have never felt love like this before, let alone did I think it was possible.

#dating #lgbtq #wlw #lesbian love #relationship #i love you #in love #girlfriend #love

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When I wake up to her naked body in my bed it looks like a work of art. The most precious piece I’ve ever seen 💎

#in love #dating #lgbtq #new blog #wlw #lesbian love #relationship #i love you