thestoryofaphantom

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— franz kafka, letters to felice‎

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why is everything constantly overwhelming

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i have no one and it’s so lonely

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Today I ate by accident one of my not safe food. It was a human mistake, no one did it with the intention of harming me and I didn’t notice until it was too late. I feel like pure shit right now.

To all the people who think that having an eating disorder is fun and people willing choose to have one, please please please tell who in their right mind would choose to have their day completely ruined, getting nauseous, getting hyperfixated, being of the verge of throwing up for hours for having had a literal bite out of a mozzarella stick.

#eating disorder #anorexia #ana #not pro ana #not pro just venting #not pro anything #ed blog #depression #not safe fooof #ed #not pro just using tags #anxiety #overthinking

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“trust your gut” my gut telling me to die bro idk about this

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i feel like i’m on autopilot i genuinely don’t feel alive

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Guess who’s already in bed before 11pm on New Year’s Eve because having an eating disorder means you have to battle with it every single day of the year?

#eating disoder things #eating disorder #new year’s eve #happy 2022 #mental illness

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ironic how being empty can feel so fucking heavy 

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girls…this loneliness is getting really hard to romanticize

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Lately I’ve tried to become better, it just won’t work. Maybe I’m supposed to feel and live like this forever.

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I can’t even count how many times I’ve thought this lately

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15/11/20

it's getting harder to breathe