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obsessed with making poor decisions and then blaming the planets or like astrology or something

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you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you

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“Anorexia doesn’t mean that you don’t eat. We all would be dead by now.

Anorexia means that every time you eat, you suddenly feel fatter.

Anorexia means that every time you eat, you feel a voice in your head that says “you should’t have eaten that”.

Anorexia means that every time you see someone skinny you feel like dying.

Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself every hour just to see the numbers going down down down.

Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself but being afraid to because you know you shouldn’t have eaten that piece of cake yesterday.

THIS IS ANOREXIA. So please, if you don’t know anything about it, don’t come to me with your bullshit, because I don’t wanna hear any of that. “

- sum random ana blogger

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anyone else find themselves suddenly deeply uncomfortable with where they are in life with no other option but to wait it out

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I know there are an upsetting number of minors in this community who may be putting themselves at risk without realizing it. So please, take the time to read this and take everything in. Your safety is important.

ANA COACHES ARE NOT REAL

Most of the people who present themselves as "ana coaches" are actually adults who are looking to fetishize either you or your eating disorder. No one is willingly going to "coach" you on how to worse your disorder like that.

Keep in mind, ana buddies are real and can be helpful, but you still have to be careful. They could still be disguising themselves as another minor.

Some red flags for ana coaches and buddies to watch out for:

Refuses to talk to you unless you send photos

Asks for photos taken in specific positions or types of clothing

Refuses to send you photos of themselves but insists on you sending them photos

Refuses to send you some sort of proof that the information they're giving you is true (i.e. their age or gender, this can easily be accomplished without risking privacy)

Now this adds on to my next point, which is:

DO NOT POST OR SEND BODY CHECKS

If you are a minor, this can easily fall under the category of child pornography. Especially if those body checks are taken in no or little clothing. But that is not the only reason you shouldn't post or send body checks. It also ties in with the above point, how some people will fetishize you or your eating disorder.

Don't send or post body checks of yourself wearing no clothing or even just in your underwear. Underwear is nothing that should be sexualized, but it still is, and it still falls under CP.

It's better for you to just not post photos of yourself. But there are safer ways to go about it:

Post your stats instead of your body (i.e. your height, weight, and body measurements)

Wear tighter clothing in your photos such as a tight shirt and a pair of leggings or shorts. You still have to be careful with this because the pedophiles infiltrating this community can still use them for themselves.

Post them to your blog privately. This way only you can see them. But you still have to be wearing some sort of clothing due to CP violations.

DNI with ADULTS

This is more of a general safety thing. Most ED blogs have their ages somewhere, whether it be in the description or in a pinned post like mine. If you know the adult, that's different, but please just do not interact with anyone not in your age group. You never know who they are or what they'll do. There are so many pedophiles and fetishists that have infiltrated this community.

Make your blog a safe space for yourself. Your safety is the most important thing. Please keep yourself safe. Practice basic online "stranger danger" methods. Don't give out any personal information to anyone you don't know in person.

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Hey instead of tumblr trying to terminate the ED community and leave suffering people completely isolated how about they take down some of those fucking triggering weight loss ads???????

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Weighed myself for the first time after serious binging for like 2 months. I was hanging I had gained beyond my sw but I havent!!! I am still a few lbs below my starting weight. It is still way to high but it is good to know I didnt fuck up as bad as I thought I did.

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I made a fool of myself today and I will make a fool of myself tomorrow. Good night

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Remember when you had energy to do things? Those were some wild times

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Current body inspo to stop fucking eating: Sarah Michelle Gellar. She is so tiny and cute.

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✨ Get to know your mutuals!! When you get this, it means someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know. They can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done, send this to 10 people if you want to get to know them better!! 🌼💕

Thank you for the tag @small3r-than-this 🖤🖤

Idk if I can think of 5 things but I will try!

1. My favourite animals are bats and polar bears! I just think they are adorable and sweet and lovely.

2. I love watercolour. It has been my favourite medium ever since I was young but my dad wanted me to do bigger art pieces so I never pursued it properly until now.

3. I am allergic to pretty much everything, cats, dust, down, baking soda, pollen, fragrances, just any small and irritating allergy you can imagine can incapacitate me for three days.

4. I hate black tea and coffee. I am sorry but that stuff is nasty and I would rather just drink diet coke and ginger beer. I actually kind of hate most food and drink and frequently stop being able to eat food I like. I think it is an ADHD texture sensitivity thing.

5. I had a pet butterfly for a month before he died. He couldnt fly so I looked after him and we kind of became best friends. Also butterflies get excited about plants! I took him to a few nurserys for fun and he would walk all over me looking at the plants and he liked some more than others. It was adorable!

Idk who to tag so if you follow me or we are mutuals or anything then you are tagged! 🖤

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Love starting the morning with 800 cals of mac and cheese then purging. I feel just wonderful.

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i am addicted addicted addicted addicted to anything that distracts me. i cannot deal with my own thoughts, memories, emotions. i dont want to think about myself or my life or anything at all related to me. 

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Added lemon juice and water to the wine and now it is at least too sour which is better than too sweet.

Anyone have any tips for overly sweet cheap rose that is utterly undrinkable?