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When you're restricting and strictly counting calories but someone offers you an alcoholic beverage.

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Post-Christmas

Yeah. I've been naughty. But I allowed myself to be lax for the holidays and there was no getting around the weight gain that comes with it. I gained 10 pounds. But I can easily lose that. I'm fasting until at least the 31st. Or until my Grandma on my dad's side has the family over, she said she'd be late in celebrating Christmas. After that, I'm going until the 5th, because that's my NYC trip. Wish me luck.

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FUCK YOU

I ALREADY BROKE MY FAST TODAY AND I'LL EAT IF I FUCKING WANT TO BECAUSE I AM IN CONTROL OF WHAT I WANT TO DO

Also because I love subway and Not myself kbye

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I broke my fast

6 days in. Whatever. Not that bummed about it. I'm on my period anyways. Fasting again till Christmas Eve, eating on Christmas eve and Christmas day and then I'm fasting again until the 5th because that's when I go to NYC. I'm unsure where I'll go from there. But I'll let you guys know.

#personal

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Person: you can lose fertility fasting and restricting like that!!1!

Me: Jokes on you, i dON'T WANT KIDS LOL

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5 days into a fast rn

I just can't resist the scale. I weighed myself today. But I hit my second goal weight today! I'm officially 225 pounds on the nose! It feels sOOO good!

I don't really notice a physical change in my body, though... And my HW was 252 back in like September. That's nearly 27 pounds and NO difference whatsoever to me.

Maybe I should be doing body checks or taking progress pics. I'm just so embarrassed of my body, I can't bring myself to do it. I look like a bowl of pudding.

I finally bought diet coke and it's honestly a blessing. I reward myself with one every day if I feel like I've done good. And today I've done very good. I guess this is no longer a water fast and just a liquid fast, huh?

The only problem is that it takes me like 4 hours to drink one. I'm not drinking enough water in between. I gotta remember to drink water.

Goodnight lovelies. Stay safe!

#proannna #progress #personal #weight loss journey #water #weight loss #water fasting #water fast #fasting #fast #restricting #losing weight #liquid fast #liquid fasting

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I might have to eat something soon.

Have these heavy waves of serious ass nausea and dizziness that come and go and it's rough while I'm trying to walk down the stairs. But I'm so close to making at least a little progress

#progress

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I want...

🌸🌸 I want to be small so I can move around elegantly, not huge and stomping around. 🌸🌸 I want to be light so people can pick me up, not so heavy that chairs creak underneath me. 🌸🌸 I want to be delicate so people are careful around me, not stocky so people treat me roughly. 🌸🌸 I want to be petite so people think of me as lovely and pretty, not large so people think of me as greedy and lazy. 🌸🌸 I want to be thin so I can go unnoticed, not fat so people can’t help but see me. 🌸🌸

🌼🌼 I want to be skinny. Then I will be happy. 🌼🌼

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Fuck it, I'm not keeping tracking every. Single. Day. Not anymore. I'm checking at the beginning and end of my fasts. And once a week once I start restricting. I gained three-four pounds because I was forced to break my fast roughly 25 hours ago.

I'm 234 ppunds, last I checked at like 3:00PM this afternoon. It's 8:00PM. I'm ending my fast on Christmas evening. I'll weigh myself that morning if I can. I feel like I fast better if I'm not constantly worried about it and thinking about it.

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reblog if your parents would absolutely fucking kill you if they knew what you were doing on tumblr

haha, my parents know my phone password

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Poc thinspo ❤

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i treated myself to mcdonalds after like a month without fast food and now i feel like I had sex with Death and he forgot to pull out so now I’m full of Death’s semen and I’m dealing with the morning sickness after finding out im pregnant with the antichrist oh god what am i going to tell my parents

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Well, I ate. Starting the next fast NOW~

Day 1

I didn't even eat that much but my stomach fucking hurts. My stomach feels like it's gonna explode.

And other thing. Hot sauce fucking BURNS on an empty stomach. I'm kinda dumb for eating hot sauce. I might go and throw this up. But purging seriously isn't my thing. I hate it. I can't handle vomit.

Starting the fast again. It's 8:00PM now. It's gonna be complicated, but bare with me. I'm gonna weigh in tomorrow at 8:00PM, and then at 7:00PM the next day, and 6:00PM the day after, and so on until I get to 5:00PM. Just so I can be back on track with the previous fast. And it begins, NOW! Start time is 8:01PM

SW: 230

CW: 230

GW1: 225 ❌

In 24hrs: N/A

In Total: N/A

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The one downside to losing all this weight is that imma lose my titties 😭

#personal

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Do this for..

The ex who never realized what he has had 

The friends that are smaller then you 

All the clothes you’re too scared to wear

Those bitches from your past who won’t expect you to suddenly be the pretty skinny one 

Do it for you. 

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Day 7

1 week in and I'm forced to end the fast. I'm starting again anew tomorrow. I don't want to end it but I have no choice. This is the last weigh in for this fast.

SW: 249

CW: 230

GW1: 240 ✔

GW2: 225 ❌

UGW: 140

In 24hrs: -2 lbs

In Total: - 19 lbs

NOTICE: Fasting is dumb. Don't be dumb like me.

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:(

My mom is cooking and I have no way out of it.

She's gonna make me eat. I'm gonna eat as little as possible and resume the fast again tomorrow.

I'm going to go until Christmas, eat a little on Christmas, and then go again until the end of winter break.

I'm trying to tell myself that it's okay that I'll probably gain tomorrow and maybe the day after but deep down it's not. Not at all.

I'm trying to be a good sport about it. I'm sad, but I know I can make up for it. I can do this. I'm gonna work out till I absolutely pass out today or tomorrow.

I can fix this.

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