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Hey guys, on sunday i've logged out of my account and out of my life as well

This is a scheduled post, if you see this now (03/11) it means i didn't wake up to cancel it so don't bother to reach out or report, but thanks for your concern <3

This isn't a joke nor am i looking for reactions, i just didn't want to ghost anyone or disappear without a word so i'm letting the handful of people who might have liked my posts know that i'm gone now and so won't be hanging around here anymore. I also wanted to thank you all for this amazingly sweet community, i've met some of the loveliest people here ❤️

In case no one has told you today, i love you and you're gorgeous, please take care guys! x

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I really wish food wasn't a need and eating wasn't necessary

#ed struggles #just ed shit #anamia #orthorexx #binging #it's not as simple as just eating #not pr0 just using tags

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One day you just want to lose a few pounds and eat healthier and before you know it you find yourself building every single day around what you will or will not eat and you genuinely can't tell what you look like anymore

#it's not as simple as just eating #not pr0 just using tags #anamia #orthorexx #just ed shit

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#alexa play Love Today during my funeral #depressing shit #depression memes #tw sui mention #su1cide #d3pression #anamia #not pr0 just using tags #just ed shit #mental health issues

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why are there so many hours in a day?

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the reality is that a lot of us do binge, we just don’t say anything cause it’s “embarrassing”

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I come from a long line of people who should not have had children but did anyway

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I had a few back when they used to sell it at my local store but they switched the energy drinks shelf for something else and it's never been back since, it's been like 2 years lmao i miss it

I think Im the only person in the ED community who has NEVER taken Monster Energy...

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I ate a whole fucking lot yesterday so why am i so hungry this morning i hate it

#tw pro ana #anamia #orthorexx #it's not as simple as just eating #edmeme #not pr0 just using tags #just ed shit #binging

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Bringing that back bc this is really the only thing going on with me at the time smh

I'm really either one or the other:

One day i'm gonna die so nothing matters i should eat all the food

One day i'm gonna die so what do i care about the food

There's no in between...

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If you ever want to die just think about how much of a failure you'd be if you couldn't even outlive the Queen Elizabeth II,,, like, that'd be ridiculous come on!

#it helps me so maybe others could find it helpful too #or just funny #idk it's weirdly motivational somehow #it doesn't matter what your reason for staying is as long as it works for you #stay alive for the most ridiculous things! #or don't i'm not a cop ig #i just need to hang on a little bit longer and this is doing the job so that's the only thing going for me here lol #have a nice day!

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My dream body is a literal corpse

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Is there any good use for lettuce that’s just a lil tad too sad to be in a salad

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i got termed. fuck you, t*mblr.

i was @karmayic until about an hour ago.

i had almost 400 followers and several mutuals i admired.

everything is gone and i feel empty

please, please reblog this and help me find my mutuals and the followers i had before.

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No matter how miserable my life is my nails are always on point with dark maroon nail polish and at this point idek what this says about me

#how come i can't brush my teeth everyday yet my nails are painted 24/7 #i need to buy nail polish again #dark nail polish feels like home #but only during winter #i go for nude/pink nail polish for summer #it's kind of ridiculous #i don't even get dressed everyday let alone go out so why do i care about that #freud pls what's the meaning of my nail painting addiction #this is just about keeping myself busy at this point #also i like my hands more than my face so it's kinda like hand makeup maybe? #wtf am i saying #i need to stop using tags lmao #i actually need to go to bed but my nails are drying so

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Too soon

So you want an eating dissorder alright pick ur poison

1. Binging while fantasizing about starving

2. Starving while fantasizing about binging

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Idk what's happening...

I'm not exactly in a binge phase but it feels like i kinda gave up, i just can't seem to care anymore so i haven't been purposefully restricting just eating whatever my parents make and grabbing whatever sounds good whenever i want, i don't even feel guilty or anxious even though i know i've been eating at maintenance or more for like a week, i know it's all setting me back but what do i care about my body anyway??

I'm just so depr3ssed i can't bring myself to care about what i eat or not bc yk i'm gonna ✨die✨ someday anyway so what's the point in anything or whatever idek