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Like say all you want about money and how I don’t care but I literally send you every single cent I make and I don’t blow it on $100 of weed

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You’re mean to me so often lately I don’t even know what to say or do

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They only want you when they want something

If you want or need them it’s just a inconvenience

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can i just be a good person for once? why do i keep messing up?

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"i love you" so why do you treat me like you hate me?

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will the constant feeling of guilt ever end

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i’m fucking

w o r t h l e s s

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my fault my fault my fault my fault my fault my fault my fault my fault my fault 

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i don’t know how to deal with these feelings without hurting myself

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Every place I run to, has no room for me.

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I’m a terrible person and everyone I love is suffering because of me

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it is what it is (I can't do this anymore)

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something quite sacred and almost spiritual about crying alone in your room late at night

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i wish i didn’t need constant reassurance that im cared for

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Nothing I ever do is never good enough I’m always fucking up and apparently everything is my fault fuck I want to die